25. Chapter 25

Chapter 25

Nick

Day 12

Logan and I had a great day exploring Austin, and we had some of the best Tex-Mex food ever for lunch. Afterward, we took a drive around the Hill Country.

But all I could think about was the present moment.

I sat on the bed in our motel room in only my underwear, watching 21 Jump Street on TV while Logan showered, but I wasn't paying attention to it at all. I wiped my clammy hands on the ugly red-and-brown plaid bedspread.

Tonight was the night. After talking more today about sex, Logan and I decided we'd try it, so we hit a store to buy condoms, extra lube, and an enema bulb. We also debated on who would fuck and who would be fucked. In the end, Logan wanted me to be inside him because I had more experience with sex.

This was a massive step for us, and it could change everything. Thank fuck we talked about this. Our communication had been stellar so far, and I was grateful for it. Once Logan had let down all his walls, he became an open book.

The bathroom door suddenly opened, and Logan stepped out with a white motel towel wrapped around his waist. His body shimmered with water droplets, reflecting the light from the room. After running a towel through his hair, his hair was a wreck, which made him sexier, for some reason.

I sat up and put my feet on the floor as we stared at each other. Our nerves were crackles of electricity in the room. You could feel the energy of it.

"Ready?" I asked.

Logan gave a single nod. "Yes, and no."

"I totally get that."

"But I don't want to back out."

"Good. Neither do I."

Logan grabbed the towel where he had it tucked against his stomach, pulled it, and let it go. It pooled around his feet as he stood there in all his naked glory, not yet hard.

I stood and dropped my underwear, then walked over to him, pressed my hand to the back of his neck, and pulled him down for a kiss.

We tilted our heads, and his tongue entered my mouth. His arms wrapped around me as his hands landed on the small of my back, pulling me against him. We both grew hard instantly.

His skin was cool against mine as the water dried in the air conditioning, but I knew it'd grow hot soon enough. That man just radiated heat.

When we pulled away, I grabbed his hand and tugged him toward the bed. He fell onto his back, and I climbed on top of him, kissing him again.

A part of me felt like this whole thing was insane. I was about to have sex with not only a man, but a man who'd been my stepbrother for years, someone I'd known since we were fourteen. But the dominant part of my brain welcomed this because it felt entirely natural, as if we'd always been together like this.

I sat up and straddled his waist, running my hands over his body, exploring the smooth skin and muscles as he looked up at me with wide, hazel eyes darkened by the dim lighting and lust.

"I never thought I'd ever find a man sexy, but damn, you're gorgeous," I whispered, touching his firm pecs and chest dusted with hair. "These turn me on."

I bent down and swiped my tongue across one of his nipples, his skin tasting as clean as water and smelling like the Ivory soap the motel provided. Logan dug his fingers into my thighs and closed his eyes, letting out a small groan.

"Like that, do we?"

"Yes."

I nipped his other nipple before pressing kisses on his chest while sitting on my hands and knees as I worked my way down his body, pressing kisses where I could.

Honestly, I was still technically a teen, so I'd never really been exactly romantic, but this was Logan's first time, so I wanted it special for him.

When I was near his cock, I took a deep breath of him, his dark pubes tickling my nose. I looked at his pulsing dick, which was darker than the rest of him, the red crown resting against his stomach, and ran my tongue up along its length. Logan let out a strangled groan, and his hands instantly went into my hair, fisting clumps of it.

"Fuuuck…"

My own cock throbbed at the newness of licking a man. I couldn't deny Logan turned me the hell on.

"Roll over," I said when I sat up.

"You're just going to leave my poor dick hanging, huh?"

"Yep."

"You're so mean."

I chuckled and smacked his ass when he was on his stomach. "Trust me, I'll reward you, Snuggles."

"Fuck you."

I bent down and bit his ass. "Behave."

"Ow!"

I swallowed hard as my fingers spread Logan's ass cheeks, exposing his hole that opened and closed like a little mouth. This was uncharted territory for me, but I was curious and more than eager. That didn't mean I wasn't nervous as fuck.

At first glance, Logan appeared relaxed, but his muscles were tense, and his hands were in fists, resting on the pillow by his head.

"Unclench your body, Logan."

When he did, he practically melted into the mattress.

"Lift your ass. I need better access."

Logan sat up on his knees and pressed his body forward. "This feels totally weird."

"We can stop."

"No, I want to do this."

I spread his cheeks once more, leaned in, and ran my tongue over his hole and along his crease.

"Oh god…"

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No… that felt… good." He looked back at me. "Does it totally gross you out?"

I shook my head. "Nothing will, as long as it turns you on."

I bent forward again, pressed my nose into his ass, and ate out his hole as we were told to do. My tongue swirled around the tight muscle, and I nipped and sucked him, too.

Fuck, the cute little noises coming from Logan had my cock leaking like hell, which cleared my doubts that he wasn't enjoying this. Soon, he relaxed more and more, and the muscles around his hole started to unclench and open enough to allow my tongue to enter him.

"God, Nick… that's… fuck… feels so good…"

I sat up and wiped my wet face with the back of my hand before grabbing the lube. "I'm going to work you open now. You're pretty loose."

"Okay."

I poured some of the oil into my hands, spreading it around on my fingers, then swiped a fingertip between his ass crease before slowly inching my way in. "Tell me if this weirds you out or if you hate it and need me to stop. Especially tell me if it hurts."

"I will."

My entire index finger went in without any resistance at all. That rimming really seemed to make a difference.

"Try to stay open for me. I'm going to insert another finger."

He said nothing as he kept his hole unclenched. I pushed in two fingers, but this time, I was met with a little more resistance. But Logan let go, allowing me to push through. I thrust my fingers in and out of him, watching him gobble them up, which was pretty hot, actually.

I shoved my fingers in deeper, feeling around his smooth walls and leaning forward to kiss an ass cheek.

"You look sexy with your ass in the air and your hole eating my fingers."

Logan huffed a nervous laugh into the pillow.

"Ready for a third finger?"

"Yeah."

"How do you feel?" I asked when I worked three fingers in and out of him, the squelching from the lube getting louder.

"Fuck… need to come so bad," he gritted out.

That made my dick do a dance and leak more pre-cum.

"Do you think you can take me now?" I was more than ready to be inside Logan. I may have sounded calm, but I was anything but. My heart was pounding, and my stomach flipped in anticipation.

"I… think so. Your dick is bigger than three fingers, right?"

"Yeah, but I'll go slow. And if it's too much, we'll stop."

"Okay."

"Don't move," I said as I reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the condom.

Logan and I agreed it'd be for the best, just in case.

I tore the wrapper open with my teeth, pulled out the slippery rubber, and rolled it over my dick as Logan watched over his shoulder with nervous yet lustful eyes.

I'd thought about fucking him missionary, but doing it from behind was probably easier for our first time.

After climbing behind him and adjusting him to the correct height, Logan looked back at me. "Just take it slow, please."

"I've got you, baby."

Baby .

I hadn't meant for that word to slip out, but now that it was out in the open, I refused to take it back.

With a deep breath, I lined my dick up to his hole, ready for resistance, and pressed the tip against him. He instantly clenched.

"Remember what Richard and Ramón told us? You need to breathe through it and push down on me."

"Right… yeah."

As soon as Logan exhaled and bore down, I slipped inside him, just past the crown. My body shuddered from the tightness. I knew it would be since this wasn't my first time, but it had only lasted under a minute back then. Fuck, if it was like this around my entire dick, I'd probably come in seconds. That wouldn't give him any time to enjoy this.

I had to breathe through the intensity, gripping his hips as I slowly pulled out and inched my way back in.

"Fuck me…" I hissed.

"What's wrong?"

"Absofuckinglutely nothing. This is intense. Are you okay?"

"It stings a little, but it's getting better."

I looked down at Logan, gripping the bedspread for dear life. "Do you want me to stop?"

"Fuck no."

After a few more pumps inside him, I was fully seated. My body shuddered again, and I closed my eyes as my balls drew too tight.

Logan and I rested a moment, panting, but his body finally relaxed.

"You okay?" I asked.

"Yeah. It feels weird… like I'm stuffed, but I'm turned on, too. I really, like, need you to move, though."

"You got it, baby."