Chapter 18

We barely madeit through the door before Austin pounced, shoving me against the wall and crushing our mouths together. Bennie barked excitedly, dancing in circles, while my head spun.

“Want you so bad,” Austin muttered, his hands tunneling into my hair and tugging.

He pressed me harder against the wall, his cock fully hard and grinding against my thigh.

I groaned at the thought of what else he could do with that dick.

“I want you to fuck me.”

“Really?” He pulled back a fraction. “I kind of thought you’d want to fuck me.”

“You’d let me do that?”

“I’ve told you I want to try everything.”

I grinned, lust surging. “Good thing there’s enough cock to go around. Everyone can get fucked.”

He laughed nervously. “What did you have in mind?”

“Well—” Bennie’s yips cut through my lust fog, and I bent down to greet him. “Sorry, boy, I see you there. You’re a good boy.”

Austin laughed. “Cock-blocked by Bennie?”

“Not happening. I’ll just get him settled with a treat. Wait for me in the bedroom?” I pointed behind him. “It’s just over there.”

“Okay. Don’t keep me waiting too long. My cock is so hard it hurts.”

I reached down to squeeze my throbbing shaft. “Ditto. I’ll hurry.”

I gave Bennie one of his favorite rawhide chews in the kitchen then stripped off the rest of my clothes to save time. Austin must have had the same idea. When I got to the bedroom, he was already sprawled in the center of my king-size bed, entirely naked, slowly stroking his rigid cock.

“Fucking hell,” I muttered.

“Get over here before I come without you.”

I wasted no time. I yanked open the bedside table, grabbed supplies, then climbed between Austin’s legs. I leaned forward to kiss him, getting lost in his sweet mouth until my aching cock urged me to move on.

I sat back and squeezed some lube onto my fingers before lowering my hand to slick his hole, slowly prepping him for my cock.

“Since it’s your first time, you’re not as likely to come easily. You might not even like it.”

“Way to sell me on it.”

I chuckled. “That’s why you’re going to come in my ass.”

“Uh, not sure I follow.”

I slipped my middle finger inside him, and he hissed a sharp breath. “You can take it. You were begging for more the other night.”

“You sucked my cock the other night,” he said, almost petulantly.

“Well, I aim to please…” I ducked down to suck the tip, teasing him with my tongue while adding a second finger.

Austin moaned softly and rocked his hips, taking my fingers a little deeper. When he fully relaxed and loosened, I rolled on a condom and covered it with lube.

I opened a second condom packet and rolled it over his cock, also slicking it up.

“For later,” I said with a wink.

Austin’s eyes widened as he finally understood my intention.

“Fuck,” he murmured.

“So much fucking,” I agreed playfully as I lined up my cock and gently pushed it against his hole.

Austin went rigid.

“Easy,” I crooned. “Just breathe out. Relax. You can take me.”

“Easy for you to say,” he muttered, but he sank back into the bed, muscles going lax. I spent a few minutes rubbing my cockhead over his hole, just teasing him with entry, until he huffed and said, “Just do it, Chase!”

I pushed inside and his body stretched around me, tight but yielding.

“Fuuuuck,” he groaned as I sank into him.

He trembled beneath me and I stilled, waiting for him to adjust. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” he rasped. “It’s just…”

“I know it’s a lot.” I dropped a kiss to his parted lips, then nuzzled into his neck. “You’re so tight and hot. It’s fucking heaven. Soon, you’ll feel it too. My insides.”

He moaned softly.

“You want that? Your dick in my ass?”

He shuddered and bucked under me, causing my cock to sink deeper. “Fuck yes. Move. Please?”

I gently stroked in and out of him a few times. He made soft, broken sounds, part pleasure, part pain.

His ass was too perfect. My climax started to creep up on me, and I had to stop.

“Time to switch.”

I pulled out, and he winced, but before he could dwell on the stinging, empty void of his ass, I straddled his body and sank down on his cock.

I hadn’t prepped myself, the one downside of this plan. It burned like hell going in, but I was too far gone to care. I stripped off my condom and threw it aside, then braced a hand on his shoulder and began to ride him.

“Oh my god,” Austin gasped. “Ch-Chase!”

My thighs and abs burned as I worked my body up and down his cock, going hard and fast, knowing it wouldn’t last long for me and wanting to get Austin there too.

He grabbed my hips, squeezing hard while he bucked up. “Fuck fuck fuck. I’m gonna—”

“Yes, do it!”

He cried out hoarsely, shuddering as he came inside me.

I let go of my last restraint, reaching for my cock. One rough stroke sent me spiraling into bliss, the pleasure magnified by Austin’s dick stretching me wide. My balls emptied and my cock pulsed cum across his stomach and chest.

“Ah god.” Austin quivered beneath me with an aftershock. “Your ass is strangling my dick.”

I collapsed over his chest, laughing softly into his neck. “My ass likes you there. Doesn’t want to let you go.”

“Same,” he said, wrapping his arms around me and bucking his hips, making me hiss as his semi-hard cock nudged my prostate one last time.

When we’d both stopped shaking and cursing, I eased off his cock and let him deal with removing the condom. Then we both flopped onto the pillows.

“So, what did you think?”

“Of you fucking me, or me fucking you, or…”

“Any of the above.”

“I liked it.”

“All of it?”

He rolled his head to the side, a smile on his face. “Yeah. Having you inside me was intense, and I won’t lie, it hurt a little.”

“It’s an acquired burn,” I acknowledged.

He chuckled. “But it felt good too. You hit these places inside me…”

“Like your prostate.”

“Yes, that, but I don’t know. It felt like it went deeper than that.” He bit his bottom lip, looking almost shy. “Like you were waking up a part of me I didn’t know existed.”

I kissed him gently. “No regrets?”

“No, none.”

I searched his gaze for reservations, but I didn’t find any. “It’s quite the 180, huh? Going from hating me to worshipping my cock?”

He laughed. “Oh, shut up, you smug bastard.”

I grinned and leaned in for a kiss, only to jerk back with a hiss when he bit me. Austin drew me down and ran his tongue over the sting.

I melted against him, reveling in the kiss, until Bennie’s snuffling wines could no longer be ignored.

“We should clean up and console your poor Bennie,” Austin said.

“Yeah.” I hesitated, not ready to let him go. “Will you stay the night with me?”

I held my breath, sure he would refuse.

“I guess it’s already late,” he said.

“True.”

“And we work in the same neighborhood…”

“That we do.”

“Carpooling is more efficient.”

“So, have you justified it enough to say yes?”

He chuckled. “Yeah, why not? Bennie would probably miss me.”

I rolled my eyes. “Had to get one more reason besides liking me in there, huh?”

Austin licked his lips, looking suddenly nervous. “I like you.”

“Yeah? Enough to stay for me and not my dog?”

He smiled reluctantly. “Yeah, Chase. I’ll stay for you.”

“Good.” I smirked. “I knew you secretly wanted to spoon with me.”

We showered, grabbed a late dinner, and cuddled Bennie in bed—and it was fucking perfect. Having someone else in my space had never felt so comfortable. Austin and I didn’t make conversation for the sake of it. We just existed in the same orbit.

Just before bed, I sent a quick text on my phone. Austin’s phone dinged.

He checked it, then chuckled as he typed a response.

Wash972:

Sweet dreams, ShopGuy. Try not to grope me in your sleep. (But it’s okay if you do. I’m hot AF.)

ShopGuy24:

Sounds like you’re the one dreaming. But then, having me in your bed is a dream come true, so I understand ;)

“You have no idea, ShopGuy,” I said out loud with a wink.

We turned out the lights and settled on the pillows with Bennie between our shins. I lasted ten seconds before I rolled half on top of Austin and aggressively spooned him until he laughed and begged for mercy. I relaxed my hold and breathed him in.

“I’m glad you’re here,” I whispered as sleep tugged at me.

“Me too.”

The next morning, I got up early to feed and walk Bennie, and when I returned, Austin was sitting up in bed, hair adorably tousled and eyes still droopy.

“Morning, boys,” he said as Bennie trailed me into the bedroom.

My heart swelled at the thought of this sight greeting me on a regular basis. “Morning, gorgeous.”

A little pink creeped into his cheeks. I slipped back into bed and nuzzled into his throat. He was still bed-warmed, and I couldn’t resist slipping my left hand under the blanket to caress his bare thigh.

He yelped. “Holy shit, your hand is cold!”

I laughed and retracted it. “Sorry, it’s chilly outside.

“Damn, give a guy some warning.”

“You could warm me up,” I crooned.

He gave me major side-eye. “Or we could get coffee at Rosita’s place like usual.”

I perked up. “Are you finally willing to date me?”

“I didn’t mean like a date.”

I’d only meant to tease, but my longing got the best of me. “Why not, though? This is more than sex for me. I mean, how could it not be when you’re ShopGuy? I was falling for you before we ever met.”

“Chase…”

I swallowed hard. “Unless…you don’t want more?”

“I’m not sure what I want. I went from hating you to wanting you and now…”

“Now what?”

“I like you more than I ever expected, but this has been a roller coaster, you know? I’m still getting my bearings.”

I swallowed down my disappointment, resisting the urge to rush him. I wanted to convince him that dating me would be incredible. Remind him of how explosive we were together. Express again the potential I could see so clearly for a relationship.

But hell, I’d practically offered my heart on a platter already.

Austin had to come to those decisions himself.

“Okay, I understand.”

Austin lurched forward, pressing a hard kiss to my lips, and I was far too greedy not to indulge in it, even if I worried it was just a consolation prize.

As always, heat simmered between us, quick to reach a boil, and Austin rolled on top of me and pinned my wrists on either side of my head. “We’re not done here,” he said. “We’re just getting started. Okay?”

“Okay,” I whispered, eyes slipping closed as he moved his lips to my jaw, then my throat. Austin couldn’t say the words I wanted, but his lips caressed me so softly, his hands held me so securely, that as he explored my body, I couldn’t feel anything but love between us.