7. Frederick

Chapter 7

Frederick

When I got home, I had zero appetite for food. I was so uncomfortable and just felt…anxious. Antsy. I didn’t know how to describe the strange feeling in my tummy, but I needed to figure out how to take care of the problem in my pants.

I’d heard that cold showers helped reduce arousal, so I turned on my shower and quickly undressed. The water was barely cool, but it was still too cold and I couldn’t stand it for more than a few seconds. I cranked up the heat, and before I knew it, my soapy hand was wrapped around my penis, and I was rubbing it quickly.

What if someone saw me? My hand moved faster, and my testicles felt tight and pulled in as thoughts of how shameful I was behaving snuck into my mind. Then I imagined Saber in the shower with me, using his hand to touch me.

All my shame was instantly gone and replaced by a powerful orgasm. My muscles contracted and spasmed as my whole body rocked in unexpected pleasure. It was stronger than I remembered my few orgasms to be as waves of electricity pulsed through me and I spilled onto the shower floor.

Finally, I could relax. At least, that’s what I expected. Unfortunately, it didn’t seem to be enough, because I was still slightly hard even after I washed up and got out of the shower.

Maybe I needed to see a doctor to fix this problem of mine.

Or maybe I just needed to figure out why I was so obsessed with Saber. And that would involve an incognito window on my computer, tightly closed curtains in my bedroom…and headphones so the neighbors more than a quarter of an acre away wouldn’t accidentally hear what I was going to watch on my laptop.

After checking and double-checking my privacy settings and putting a sticky note over the camera on my laptop, I typed in the words I never expected to type in my life.

Male lactation porn.

And…wow. Once I started watching, I couldn’t pull my attention away. Not only did I experience two more orgasms, but they were both while imagining my mouth on Saber’s chest, drinking his milk while he told me I was his good boy.

What did that say about me? Probably not anything good…but I had a whole new appreciation for my new employee and couldn’t wait to see him in the morning.

I scrolled through the code with Saber standing over me and pointing out particular functionality.

“Wow.” I shook my head, shocked at how much he’d gotten done in twenty-four hours. “This is beautiful, Saber. Truly, it’s textbook. I haven’t seen anyone write this cleanly since…” I grinned as I gave him a quick glance. “Well, let’s just say that I can’t tell where your code ends and mine begins.”

His hand landed on my shoulder and he squeezed. “Agreed. It was easy to see where other people had been poking around trying to make changes. I just searched for all the most common obfuscation tricks and rewrote everything the way I thought you’d write it.”

“Nice work, Saber.” I almost leaned into him before I caught myself and pulled back. “This is huge. Our customers will be shocked when they find out this update can be rolled out months ahead of schedule.”

He sat on the edge of my desk and crossed his arms over his chest. “Speaking of customers, there’s something else I wanted to ask you about.”

Had he caught me staring and was trying to hide himself? I hoped not, because I’d never want to make an employee feel uncomfortable or like a sex object, even if that’s what my mind kept thinking of after my educational evening. “Sure, what’s up?” I crossed my legs and put my clasped hands in my lap, preemptively hiding my crotchal area, just in case of any activity.

“I talked to a friend last night who used to work at Axer Time. Anyway, he has a bunch of past clients that could really use a product like BillForce. And, coincidentally, he’s interviewing for a sales position here next week.”

“Oh, that is a coincidence. What kind of clients is he referring to?”

“Startups. Small businesses who just need basic accounting and payments without all the hoops some of the bigger systems require.”

I nodded, thinking about the application. “Yeah, I can see that working. We might need to make a few tweaks for a small business version, but I like it. Great idea, Saber.”

“Well, it’s Nate’s idea. And actually, he was hoping to talk to you about it before bringing it up during his interview. We were thinking of maybe dinner tonight. Romano’s at six. Are you available?”

“What? Tonight?” I was flustered but couldn’t think of a reasonable excuse. “Um, yeah. Okay. Sure.”

“Yeah?” He dropped his arms, holding on to the edge of my desk as he leaned forward. “Great. I’ll let him know we’re in.”

“Great.” I had to hold my breath and count to five before slowly blowing it out. “Then, I guess we better get back to work.”