Chapter 20 Eric

Chapter 20 Eric

I lay back on the bed as Cathy leaned against my chest melting her soft lips on mine, I couldn’t stop smiling, and she noticed it.

"Why the smile?" she asked.

"Because I’m enjoying it," I replied heady with her scent.

Cathy laid on top of me and kissed me again while stroking my biceps. She pressed hard, making the warmth of her skin penetrate mine giving me the feeling that our connection had intensified since we were now being truthful with each other.

My wolf was awake, and I felt its desperation to be with her. It was roaring at me to mark her with the bite, but I, of all people, knew that if I did, she wouldn’t understand.

I bent forward to sit up and take control, but she put her palms on my chest and gently pushed me down. "Stay there," she asked me in an agitated voice.

I did as she said, feeling my cock get hard just seeing her like this, she was like a hungry beast, and I was her prey.

My wolf was roaring and clouding my judgment, trying to take control. "What are you going to do?" I asked her as she pulled her hair into a ponytail sitting naked on top of me between my legs. "Whatever it is, I won’t stop you."

She lifted the corner of her left lip and looked at me with her stormy eyes. "You’ll figure it out, just relax and enjoy."

I felt my cock grow and get harder under her juicy ass. She noticed and started making slow movements to rub me.

My pulse raced, and the urge to make her mine became more irresistible, so much so that it was difficult for me to stay in control.

Cathy slid down my legs, unzipped my pants, and removed them, exposing my hard cock. Then she caught it in her hands and began massaging it.

Her hand felt warm, and each time she stroked it, it got harder and wetter.

"Do you like it?" she asked, looking into my eyes as she stuck her finger in her mouth to wet it and lubricate my manhood so it would slide more easily in her hand.

"I love it," I said, watching her huge tits jiggle in rhythm with the rhythm of her hand.

She wet her lips with her tongue, and without taking her gaze from my eyes, she licked the base of my cock all the way to the tip, making me feel a stream down my spine. She saw my reaction and played with her breasts as she fiddled with my erection.

I sensed how with each passing second, I was losing the battle against my instincts. I wanted to grab her by the hips and make her mine in my way. But at the same time, I was enjoying her being in control. Cathy knew where to touch me, and she knew where I liked it.

"It looks bigger," she commented, putting my cock in front of her face and holding it with both hands. "I want it all the way inside me."

"You turn me on like this," I replied, running my thumb over her full lips and feeling her breath hitch.

Cathy kissed the base of my penis, and again, with the tip of her tongue, she ran her tongue all over it until she reached the tip and gently slipped it into her mouth. I felt my body bristle and, at the same time, surrender to her, who was gently pushing it in little by little.

"Fuck!" I exclaimed, almost reaching heaven. Feeling like my body was floating on clouds of pleasure.

With one of my hands, I pushed her head a little, and with the other, I caressed her cheek while she was touching her pussy. From that view, I enjoyed watching her perfect curves. Her satin skin, her curved back, and her round ass. That pose was my favorite. I could appreciate her shape and response to my touch.

She kept sucking my dick, but I couldn’t hold the urge to make her mine anymore, so I grabbed her by the chin and gently pulled her to mine, kissed her forehead, and then made her move up a bit more.

I licked her tits and gently bit one of them, and squeezed the other. She clung to my shoulders and kissed me as I ran my hand up and down her thighs until I reached her pussy. My fingers were immediately soaked. I pressed one of them in.

"Yes, do that," she asked me, moaning.

I continued with two fingers and watched as her legs shook, and she couldn’t control her moans. My cock was about to explode, and I eagerly wanted to feel it, so I took my manhood and rubbed it a little up and down her warm pussy until I found the entrance.

"Put it all in," she whispered in my ear.

I saw her face, and she wanted this as much as I did. Her intentions couldn’t have been clearer. I grabbed her hips and pushed into her, feeling her pussy expand, making her moan loudly and dig her nails into my skin.

"I love you, Cathy." I kissed her on the chest, admiring every part of her.

"I love you too," she replied, placing her hands on mine and moving up and down.

Her inside was soft and also very tight. My cock slid in easily, but I pushed my way in and went deeper and deeper as she tried to keep the moans from escaping her.

"You are the sexiest woman in the world," I told her, and she guided my hands to her huge tits that bounced with every move she made. "I want you all to myself."

Her nipples were erect as soon as I touched them, her tits felt firm, and I couldn’t help but squeeze and massage them, causing her to bring the rhythm closer.

I saw her neck and noticed every detail, the texture of her skin and the slightly throbbing vein. Cathy’s essence became more intense and irresistible. There was no way I could control myself anymore.

"I think I’m going to cum," she gasped.

I grabbed her by the waist and pulled myself up still inside her, and laid her back on the bed. I tucked my arms under her thighs, opening her legs wider as pushing my cock into her, and took full control. I started softly and then picked up the pace, harder and harder. Cathy kissed me between moans and bit my lip.

I closed my eyes and felt my inner wolf and my own instincts pushing me to mark her. It was no longer a whim. It was something that had to happen. Her body was ready, and already our connection had passed its limits. I could feel her, recognize her scent, understand her pain, and share it. I held her chin and pushed it to the side to clear her neck, kissed her, and dug my teeth into her flesh. She moaned, and we both climaxed, intensifying our senses and making us, for an instant, lose ourselves in each other as if we were in a dome isolated from the outside world.

"Wait!" she said, touching her neck. "Why did you do that? I told you I hadn’t awakened my wolf; I don’t even know who my destined mate is."

She pushed me away and looked me straight in the eyes. It was then that I realized that I had instinctively marked her as my destined mate, and from that moment on, there was no turning back. Thus, there was no point in keeping the truth from her any longer.

"I am your destined mate," I confessed to her.

"How can you be sure?" she asked, shocked. "What if you’re wrong?"

I ran my hand across her chin and stroked her gently.

"I know what I said. It’s kind of hard to understand, but I’m sure it’s you."

Her cheeks turned red, and she lowered her face a little, but still, in her eyes, I could see a hint of doubt. For the simple fact she hadn’t developed her connection with her wolf, she couldn’t feel the bond between us.

"When did you realize it?" she inquired.

"Since the first moment I saw you six years ago in my room," I told her, feeling guilty for hiding something so important.

"And why didn’t you tell me anything," she asked indignantly. "If only I had known..." And then, she lost track of the present moment, immersed in her thoughts.

"Hey, look at me." I raised my face to her. "It wasn’t the right time. Besides, I had the engagement to Chloe and the pressure of the pack on top of it. I wasn’t prepared to face all that then," I replied. "It’s not your fault; it’s mine."

She shook her head and hugged me. "It’s no one’s fault, we were too young, and honestly, I wouldn’t have believed you," she replied. "Besides, my father would surely have used me to blackmail you."

"Does it mean that you do believe me, don’t you?"

"Yes, there are many things I don’t understand, as well as the way I feel with you, that’s something I’ve never experienced with anyone before, and despite all the years, that feeling has only gotten bigger," she answered sinking her face into my chest. "If I think about it, everything makes sense in my head."

I wrapped my arms around her tightly and kissed her forehead.

"I looked for you. I sent several investigators after I cut my ties with Chloe, but you were gone. I swear I searched for you relentlessly over the years until I exhausted every possible resource and followed every lead," I told her. "But I never gave up hope, and I was waiting for fate to bring our paths together again."

Cathy looked fragile for the first time, and her eyes became glassy from the tears she was holding back. "Sometimes I wish I could understand why I am different, why I, of all people, had to be born without the gift to shapeshift."

"I told you that sometimes that happens; you have nothing to worry about. Now that you’re here with me, I can ask the pack doctor to check you out this week, he might get the answer, and maybe he can help you." She was silent and squeezed me tighter.

"But I’m leaving tomorrow. I won’t have time," she replied.

I took a deep breath and felt an emptiness inside. For an instant, I had forgotten the whole issue of her leaving entirely.

"I don’t want you to leave, I want you to bring Elliot, and we can be a family," I said. "My son needs me, and I need you."

"Believe me. I want that more than anything in the world too, but I can’t do it," she said. "I have a business to take care of, a home, and Elliot is in kindergarten. I couldn’t take him out like this when he’s already made some friends."

I knew she was right, and we had talked about it before. But the idea of her being away from me, I didn’t like. Now that I marked her, I wouldn’t be calm at any time. I’d always be worried about her and feel like my hands were tied because I couldn’t be with her because of my responsibilities in the pack.

"At least let the doctor check you out," I asked again. "That’s the only thing I ask."

She shook her head. "I can’t, and I won’t stay any longer. I miss my son, and I have a lot of unfinished business to do."

I bit my tongue and sighed. "Okay, but promise me that at least you will agree to let the doctor check you out, not just for me but for our son. He is one of our kind, and at any time, he’ll start to feel the connection with his wolf. Moreover, the city is not a good place to raise a shapeshifter."

She nodded. "I know, and I’ve always been aware of that, but I didn’t want to think about it," she said. "I promise I’ll see the doctor the next time I come here."

I felt relief that she would at least try, but I couldn’t help but be helpless. I thought she would stay. I thought because of our connection, she had the need to stay by my side. But the fact that her wolf didn’t manifest yet makes everything harder. She will never understand what I feel unless she feels it too.