13
LUNA
I WOKE UP ENRAGED because I wasted my weekend crying over someone who stomped on my heart. I watched Pretty Little Liars and ate my weight in ice cream, only to realize that I could do better.That was the heartache talking, but it's the truth.
I marched with purpose through the hallways, my jaw set in determination and my eyes flashed with anger. The sting of betrayal was still fresh in my mind, especially when I noticed Cynthia leaning against my locker with a smug grin. My hands clenched into fists at my side as I approached.
"So, Austin and I are going on a date after school."
My anger flared at her taunting words. I dug my nails into my palms to control the rage. Cynthia was infamous for rubbing salt on wounds.
"Good for you."
I attempted to remain unbothered, but her smug grin crumbled my facade. My anger gave way to a tidal wave of hurt and humiliation. Without a word, I turned on my heels and stormed down the hallway.
My ambivalent thoughts were a whirlwind as I wandered the halls. Relief flooded through my veins as I turned the corner and found Maya. In a conversation with Hudson. Great.
"Luna, what's going on?" she asked, her brows furrowed with concern.
"Cynthia came up to me bragging about her date with Austin after school." I said, my voice cracking at the end.
"That's my cue to leave." Hudson said, evacuating the conversation like there was a fire.
Maya led me to the nearest bathroom. She dabbed at my eyes, allowing me to gather my thoughts. I felt ridiculous crying over someone who wasn't worth my tears, but sometimes pain snuck up on you. The betrayal and the broken promise of forever were like a gunshot to the heart, and Austin had perfect aim. Maya placed her hands on my shoulders and stared into my eyes.
"You're hurt, and that's okay." She said. "But you need to accept that he was never the one. He never deserved you." She dabbed my tear-soaked face again. "There are so many great guys out there. You'll find an upgrade."
I nodded my head, despite finding her words hard to believe. What hurt the most was how replaceable I was. It made me feel worthless, questioning my entire purpose. If Austin could toss me to the side, who's saying no one else will?
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