KINSLEY

He squeezes one ofmy breasts and sucks as much of my perky globe that will fit in his mouth. My panties feel wet. What's happening? Is that normal? I've made myself come before with a vibrator. But not one guy had made my panties wet. Nick isn't a regular guy.

He bucks his hips, thrusting his hard cock against my wetness.

My fingers find his silky, jet-black hair. I'm so torn because I want to close my eyes, but I want to watch what he's doing to me. Nick takes my other tiny, hard nipple into his mouth. His hand dips into my panties, down the seam of my ass,before finding its way to my slick folds.

"Oh, fuck, Nick," I mutter as I shudder against his hand uncontrollably.

I'm so embarrassed. Did I come on his hand?

He leans back, a cocky smirk lighting up his face. "I rubbed your pussy, and you came just like that. Seems like my beautiful girl has been holding back. You have it bad for me."

I squeeze my eyes shut in response.

"Open your eyes," he demands.

I open them slowly.

"Kinsley, don't be embarrassed about anything we do together."

"Ok," I whisper.

"Pull out my cock," he orders.

My trembling hands fumble with his khaki shorts, finally unfastening them. I slip my hand into his boxers and pull out his dick.

Pre-cum shines on the tip. I run my finger along the head, then bring it to my mouth and taste the salty fluid.

"Fuck," he groans like he's about to lose his shit.

Nick hastily tucks himself back into his shorts and zips them up.

He stands and carries me into the house. A wave of coldness washes over my body, making me shiver.

"Shit, you're cold." He places me on my feet.

"I'll get you warmed up. Don't move from that spot," he commands.

Nick strides towards the fireplace, tossing a few logs onto the grate. "I can"t have you freezing," he mutters, before using a lighter to ignite the logs. The orange flames dance across his handsome features.

He quickly heads into the kitchen to wash his hands before returning with two bottles of water.

"Drink some water," he says, handing me one of the bottles. "I don"t want you to be under the influence of what"s about to happen."

"Nick, I"m not drunk."

He comes closer to me. "Just humor me."

We both take a sip of water, but his eyes linger on my exposed breasts. Nick then takes my half-empty bottle from my hand and places our drinks on the coffee table.

"I've given you a few minutes to think. Do you still want to fuck?" he asks.

"Yes, Nick."

He walks over casually, swiftly removes my shirt, and tosses it onto the floor. I move closer to him, grab the hem of his t-shirt, and pull it off over his head. My gaze falls upon his bare chest, and I can"t resist touching him. My fingers glide through the soft black hairs on his pecs and torso.

He grabs the side of my neck and presses his lips against mine. The kiss is intense and forceful, leaving my lips feeling tender when he finally breaks away.

Nick quickly pulls his shorts and boxers down his chiseled thighs. He lets them fall to the ground and kicks them away, followed by his boat shoes and socks.

His impressive cock bobs between us.

I drink in his body carved from stone. The man is absolutely stunning. I hadn't even seen a man's body this ripped, other than in the porn movies I watch from time to time.

He falls to his knees in front of me and quickly removes my shorts, leaving them around my thighs. With a trail of kisses, Nick makes his way down to my stomach and then proceeds to hook his thumbs in the waistband of my panties. He slowly pulls them down, taking in my scent as he does so.

"Fuck," he roars.

I caress his jaw. "Nick?"

"Yes?"

"Sometimes it feels like you"re staring at me a little too intensely," I say with a nervous laugh. "But I know you"re not obsessed with me."

I can"t believe I just said that.

His eyes show a mixture of pain and desire. "Ever since you accidentally bumped into me, I"ve been obsessed with you."

My education is my focus. Not a boyfriend. This has to be a one-night stand.

I pull his head against my breasts. "Nick, this weekend has to be a onetime thing. Yes, it will be," I add.

He meets my gaze. "Who's the liar now?"

Nick rips off my red lace panties and discards them on the floor. His voice is filled with desire as he asks, "Are you on the pill?"

My heart races in my chest at his question. I manage to nod and reply, "Yes."

His green eyes lock onto mine and he admits, "Kinsley, I"m clean. I"ve never slept with a woman without protection before. But you"re the first woman I want to make love to without any barriers between us."

He curses under his breath and takes his time removing my sandals.

"I shouldn"t want this, but I do," Nick confesses. "I want you begging for my tongue and my dick."

He lifts me up, urging me to wrap my legs around his shoulders.

As my back hits the cold wall, I do as he says. His hand caresses my breast with a gentle touch.

He nips at my clit, then sucks my pussy.

My fingers grip his hair as he eats my pussy like it's his last meal.

"Nick," I scream out in ecstasy.

I never experienced this kind of pleasure before.

For a moment, I forget he"s kneeling in front of me as my hips rock and grind against his face. The heat from his breath and the wetness of his tongue send sparks of pleasure through my body. "I"m coming, Nick," I moan out.

"That"s right, baby, come for me," he encourages, giving my clit a stinging slap before sucking on it like a sugary treat.

My eyes roll back as my body trembles with pleasure. I"m completely spent as I orgasm so intensely that the room seems to spin around me.

It almost feels like I blacked out for a split second.

When I come back to my senses, he"s already carrying me to the bedroom. My body is limp and relaxed as he lays me down on the bed.

"Kinsley, are you ok?"

"Yes," I breathe.

He slides two fingers inside my pussy as he kisses my lips. I taste myself for the first time.

"I love your sweet tastes. Kinsley, I plan to eat your pussy all weekend."

I smile. "I look forward to it," I moan as I fuck his fingers.

"This is going to hurt, baby."

He slips his fingers out of me and places the head of his cock at my entrance.

"You can bite me, scream, whatever you need to do to get through the initial pain. It will feel good soon."

I nod. Nothing prepares me for his huge cock slamming inside me.

"Ouch," I roar before biting down on his shoulder.

He grips my thigh and slams into my pussy again. Nick slides back and forth as his tongue tangles with mine.

The pain subsides and I roll my hips, chasing the pleasure.

He pulls back and stares into my eyes. "You are the only woman I want. And can't have."

His words should stop my orgasm, but he's pounding my pussy just right. My orgasm washes over me. I feel like I'm having an out-of-body experience as the euphoria devours me.

I blink a few times to focus on him. The pain in his eyes scares me. I don't understand why he can't be with me after we graduate. But I don't want to think about it right now.

The way his cock feels inside me is life changing. I never felt pleasure like this. His raw dick feels so good. And I had the nerve to say just this once. How will I stop fucking this man when it's time to go our separate ways?

He pushes my hair behind my ear. "I'm in love with you, Kinsley," he admits as he comes hard inside of me.

My fingers caress his face. "Nickulas," I whisper.

His name is all I can say at this moment. I will not fall in love with this man.

You keep lying to yourself, Kinsley.

We're in trouble. What the fuck are we doing? I'm studying to become a doctor.

We'll have sex as much as possible this weekend because once we return to school, we'll be too busy with exams to fuck.

Nick pulls out of me. He lays beside me and holds me in his arms.

"Are you ok?" he asks.

"Other than my pussy throbbing. I'm fine," I laugh.

"A hot bath will soothe the pain," he tells me.

"A bath after we do it again," I say before kissing his lips.

"Well, after I pee," I say.

Come leaks down my legs as I dart into the bathroom. I take in my disheveled appearance. My face is sweaty and glowing. Must be that after sex glow. After relieving myself, I wash my hands and open the door and see his tall, muscled body standing there. He takes up most of the door frame.

"I figured I'd fuck you against the bathroom counter so I can take in how beautiful we look together."

"Yeah?" I smile against his lips.

"Fuck yeah," he growls as he palms my ass.

The rest of the weekend is total bliss. We return to school. And apparently, resisting his dick is harder than I thought. I find myself fucking him after I've studied almost every night.

Everything's going well between us until I learn he's in the mafia.

"Kinsley, we're home," Nick says, breaking me from my memory.

I don't know how to behave in his presence anymore. Seeing as though there had been a time when we were one unit.

The bodyguard rolls to a stop in front of the mahogany double doors.

Nick hops out, rounds the SUV, and opens my door. I stare at his outstretched hand like its contaminated.

Gripping the handle above the door, I climb out.

"Kinsley, you have to touch me at some point." His warm breath skates over the shell of my ear, sending goosebumps rising on my arms.

"No, just push my face into the mattress or against the countertop and take what you want," I bite out.

"Take what I want," he repeats my words like he's throwing them back at me.

"You signed the contract," he snaps.

"What choice did I have, Nick?" I slam my finger into his chest that feels like a plate of steel.

"I didn't want to be with a mafia man then, and I damn sure don't want to be with one now."

"Remember, you're marrying me to save a life," he reminds me.

"Hopefully, I survive long enough to find a cure for her," I say before storming up the paved walkway like I'd ever been to his home.

The butler stands blocking the entrance, hands cupped in front of him.

I had been head over heels in love with Nick. That love faded over time. The bitterness is back. I'm not sure how to push it down. Did I walk away from Nick because he's in the mafia? Yes. His crime business played a part, but something much bigger made me stay away permanently.

"Good afternoon, Ms. Levon. My name is Wendall. I am the head butler. Welcome to the Pitucco estate."

"Nice to meet you, Wendall. Please call me Kinsley. After all, I'll be here for the next five years."

He coughs. "Five years?"

I narrow my eyes. "Yes."

Nick places a hand on the small of my back. His touch sends heat straight to my core. I hate he still has that effect on me after all these years.

"Let her settle in," Nick says.

Wendall steps aside and Nick guides me through the door. The monstrous atrium takes me by surprise.

"I've lived here for seven years. It's probably time for an update. Redecorate if you'd like. This is your home now." He smiles.

My eyes move over his face. Under the skylights in the cathedral ceilings, I notice the bags under his eyes.

Don't feel sorry for him, Kinsley.

"After I find a cure for my mother, maybe I'll redecorate."

He extends his hand towards me. "I have a few more people for you to meet," he says, leading me into the sitting room.

An older woman with a chocolate-colored poodle greets me warmly with a smile. "You must be Kinsley." She steps forward and kisses both of my cheeks.

"Kinsley, this is my mother, Azzura Pitucco."

"It"s a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Pitucco."

"The pleasure is mine, dear." She steps back and carefully observes Nick and I.

That's interesting.

"Nico, I"d like you to meet my fiancée, Kinsley," Nick introduces us.

"Kinsley, this is my younger brother."

"You two look alike, but Nico definitely got the better genes," I tease.

A wry smile lifts Nico's lips and his brown eyes sparkle. "I like her, Nick."

"She"s just trying to get under my skin," Nick grumbles.

"And last but not least, this is my sister, Natalia."

She gives me a friendly smile. "Nice to meet you."

A grin spreads across my face. "Likewise."

I squint at her. Her voice sounds familiar. "Have we met before?"

She smooths her hands down her green, fitted elegant dress that halts at her knees as she peeks at Nick, then back at me. "No."

"Kinsley and I will return soon. Make yourselves comfortable. We'll join you in the dining room." Nick says.

"Nice to meet you all." I wave over my shoulder as Nick hurries me out of the room.

"What's the big rush? Are you afraid your family will tell me there's a dead body in the basement?" I chuckle.