Chapter Thirty-Eight

Theo

Present Day

I swallow thickly, watching my beautiful girl as she loses herself in the moment. She hasn’t noticed that I entered the room and I can’t find my voice to announce my presence. Instead, I’m just standing here like a jackass, holding her tumbler of iced coffee, staring. Pulling myself together, I move further into the room, setting the coffee down on one of the many bookshelves lining one side of the large room before moving to lean back casually against the wall, eyes riveted on the incredible sight before me.

Back when we were together, Danica had never been much of one for exploring herself through self-pleasure. Too much trauma from her past made her uncomfortable with the thought, made her feel as if she was dirty for having needs and desires. But in the heat of the moment, when her eyes were locked on me, I could help her relax until she was able to lose control. We worked on it for months until she was finally able to pleasure herself without those thoughts popping into the forefront of her mind.

And now, here she is. My sexy, confident woman pleasuring herself without a care that I could walk in at any moment, that I could be lingering in the shadows, watching as she takes her own pleasure. Feeling myself grow hard at the sight of her, I surreptitiously reach down to adjust the bulge that is now straining against my suddenly too-tight jeans. God, how I just want to take out my cock, fist it tight and pump to the pace she has set with her breathy pants and soft moans.

It takes everything in me to hold back a groan at this erotic sight as the sheets shift around her legs, and my eyes are met with the sight of her mouth-watering pussy. I swallow hard at the sight of her thin, lace panties pushed to the side, fingers glistening with her slick arousal as she shifts her hips to follow the pressure of her deftly moving fingers.

With fascination, I watch as she stiffens, body tensing before she comes apart, and fuck me , “Ah! Theo!” it’s my fucking name on her lips as she shatters into a million pieces. It’s me she fucking moans for. What a goddamn beautiful sight. “è stata la cosa più bella che abbia mai visto, amore mio.” I can’t stop the words as they slip out, alerting her to my presence, but fuck it . This girl is mine, and I am done waiting.