Chapter 7

Paisley

It is definitely a risk to fall for everything that is Lincoln, but I can’t hold myself back any longer. I didn’t know for sure how this was going between us or if I would end up regretting it, but I don’t honestly think that I will. I have been worrying over the fact that I might end up falling for someone like him when the whole world might be against us. Since we’re in his room though, nobody would try to get in our way, and it made me feel a bit more nervous as time progresses because I ended up worrying about what might end up happening soon.

Due to everything that I have been through, I thought that he wouldn’t want me in that sense but he’s touching me, exploring me like I man who is just devoted to my body. I thought that I would do everything to win him over and make him mine but another part of me worries that he might only see this as a game. My heart is racing in my chest, eager to see what’s going to end up happening between us in just a matter of minutes. I don’t know if he can be trusted but I hope that it ends up being the case.

I clear my throat and try to not think too much about it but the way he is pinning me down to the bed, it’s definitely bringing forth a heat inside of me that is eager for more. I don’t know if he just knows what he is doing or if he knows how to make a woman feel really good, a part of me just knows that this is going to be it for us. Our bodies are naked, his muscular one pinning me down and making me tremble with delight. I had no idea how much he could make me feel in just little time but I’m not going to let anything happen due to it. I mean, what’s the worst thing that could happen?

My heart is racing in my chest, and I keep worrying over things that is happening now. I don’t want him to regret being with me because that would be the worst thing imaginable. But the way he kisses me like I’m the only girl in the world, it definitely makes me feel good about myself. I allow him to touch me, my body going crazy in such a little amount of time as I try to decipher everything that he is throwing at me. Like I have stated before, I don’t know if he for sure knows what he is doing but it is becoming more and more apparent to me that I can’t let this go.

I run my fingers through my hair and just try not to think about too much now. I know that if I go down this dark road and let him win or I let someone else take over, it would not be good for either one of us. I honestly don’t know if he even likes me as much as I like him and that’s the biggest mystery right now. I keep asking myself where I want this to go and how I want it to go because I couldn’t even be completely sure about that either. All I know in this moment is that I need to do everything in my power to make sure that this all comes down to the end and I will continue to do everything in my power to make sure it happens.

Sighing softly, I run my fingers through his hair, and I kiss him back, accepting him. I have no idea what’s going to happen between us but what I do know is that I’m not going to back down any longer. I need to make sure that he is well aware of how I feel and what I want from him because there is no way that I’m going to be able to hold back for any longer. I just hope he realizes what he is doing to me. If he doesn’t, I’m not even sure where I would go from there.

“I don’t want to hurt you.” He suddenly tells me, a hesitancy in his voice that makes me smile, “Have you done this before?”

I just keep him close, “Don’t worry about me, I will be okay. Do what makes you feel good, and I know that you will please me just the same.”

He doesn’t look too sure about that, and he ends up nodding his head before guiding himself right to my entrance. He had already worked me open with his fingers, sending waves of pleasure through me. I thought that he would have done the same thing and not done it this way, but I should have known that he was going to do everything in his power to drive me nuts. I just accept him though, spreading my legs a little wider, giving him better access. He does have a gigantic cock, one that could do some damage. I won’t worry about it too much though because I know he isn’t going to hurt me if he has anything to do about it.

Running my fingers through his hair, I continue to allow him to touch me in any way that he sees fit. He thrusts inside of me, just a few inches and I already feel like I’m being split in two. My body rears up, my legs trembling with this intense need as I honestly feel like he might end up destroying me with his monster cock. I have never felt something so big in my entire life and it is a bit intimidating if I’m being honest. No one I have been with has ever been this big and I wonder if I might end up splitting in half due to the sheer size of it.

“Loosen up a little bit.” He groans softly in my ear, “I think you might end up breaking my cock clean off.”

I just chuckle and cling to him because I can’t even be sure that he’s going to do that, “it’s not my fault that you have a monster cock, Lincoln. I think you might be the one who needs to get a little smaller.”

Instead of answering me, he ends up kissing me like his life is depending on it. My entire body is shaking from the sudden intensity of his kiss, wondering if he just knows what he is doing to me and knows how to drive me crazy. I think that is most definitely the case as he continues to work himself inside of me, seeing how my body is finally releasing. It’s not my fault that he’s just so big and I can’t handle it almost. I’d like to tell him to stop being so big but another part of me knows that he can’t help it. I mean of course, the only way to go about this is to make sure that he ends up doing the right thing. I know that this could turn around and bite me in the butt, but I can assure him right here and now that I won’t allow that to happen at all.

Finally, after what feels like forever, he is completely buried inside of me. My lips part at the sudden feel, wondering if he is feeling just as good as I am. I’m not going to complain about how I feel in all of this because I know that he is doing this because he knows I enjoy it as well. Of course, I couldn’t be certain that this won’t bite us in the butt, but I can hold onto that hope. No one will accept us, that’s the unfortunate reality of the situation. I wish that they would, but I also know that I have to do everything in my power to make sure that he doesn’t get screwed over as well.

Sweat is dripping from his forehead as he holds onto that thin line of control, his cock buried so deep and throbbing inside of me. It’s like he is going to burst at any moment and as much as I would really enjoy that, I know it’s not a good thing to happen right now. As much as I want him and as much as I’d really enjoy making him mine, I know that it could turn around and easily bite me in the butt. So, I have done things the best way that I knew how, and I just hope that everything is going to be alright.

Running my fingers through his hair, I hold on tight, and I kiss him. He kisses me back passionately, his tongue dancing with mine and I know we are melting right into one another. I couldn’t be completely sure about what is going to happen between us but what I do know is there is no way in hell that I am ever going to back down again and I’m going to make sure that I end up loving him and maybe one day, I can end up being his mate.

He starts to move inside of me, very carefully moving from within me before burying himself back inside of me in one smooth thrust. It’s almost too much, feeling like I’m about to be torn apart. I don’t know if I’m just doing this a certain way or if I’m going to end up getting ripped to shreds but another part of me just knows that I’m going to accept him in every way possible and be done with it. I never could have imagined that he would make me feel as good as he is now, but I don’t want it to ever stop. I just want to remain his and screw anyone who says otherwise. They have no reason to dictate my life.

I know it might sound a bit brutal, but I sink my nails into his back, hearing his soft groan of pain and pleasure as he throbs inside of me. He really starts to move within me, making me lift my hips slightly to meet every one of his brutal thrusts. He is moving deep inside of me, accepting me every step of the way and not allowing me to hold back at all. I don’t know if he just knows what he is doing or something but another part of me is definitely okay with it. I just hope that he knows that he is it for me now and I’m not going to accept anything else.

He suddenly brushes against something inside of me that sends shockwaves through my body. I let out a sudden gasp, feeling like my whole body has just been electrocuted from the intense pleasure coursing through my veins. I couldn’t be certain about what he was doing in that moment, but I know for a fact there’s no way in hell that I was going to be able to hold back for any longer. Oh, fuck me.

“Right there!” I assure him finally, throwing my head back as I feel like I might cum at any second, “That feels so good! Keep hitting me there.”

I should have known that he would be the epitome of perfect because he shifted his hips and started to slam inside of me, hitting that sweet spot inside of me that made me see stars. I never could have imagined that he would make me feel so good in so little time, but I know for a fact that there’s only one way I’m going to be able to hold on and I don’t know if it is going to be with him right now.

“Yes! Yes! Yes!” I start to chant with delight, my orgasm coming up very quickly.

He doesn’t stop like I wondered if he would do and he really starts to move within me, brushing against places inside of me that have never been touched before. I thought that he would do the right thing and he would just stop once he knew my orgasm was over, but I should have known he wouldn’t be so merciful. He continues to move inside of me, brushing right against that spot inside of me that makes me see stars as I feel him throbbing inside of me. The next thing I know, I feel the heat of his seed as he fills me to the brim, pushing his knot inside of me and locking us together. His canines sink right into my neck, and I let out a shocked gasp because I didn’t expect that at all, and I would have never thought he would have made me his mate…

There’s no turning back now though.