53. Camille

Chapter 53

Camille

I saw the moment Ty snapped long before he touched me. But when he did touch me, I wanted to weep with relief.

He grabbed me and backed me against the wall. Nothing about his movements were soft or gentle. Testing him, I tried to pull away, but his grip tightened even more.

“So, you wanna fuck me, huh?” he taunted. “Who’s next? Since you’re obviously trying to fuck your way through campus.”

I yanked my arm out from his grasp and slapped him across the face. He stared at me for a moment and then laughed, pressing his body against mine. He reached up and cupped my jaw, digging his fingers in hard. I gasped when he kissed me so hard our teeth clashed, and I felt my lip split open.

I moaned. Thoughts of his rock-hard cock violating me sent tingles racing through my body.

“What do you want, Cami?” he muttered in my ear as he kissed along my neck. “Do you want me to pretend that I’m a stranger and sneak through your window, then fuck you while you’re sleeping?”

Holy shit, it might make me twisted, but that sounded good.

“Or maybe follow you into the woods and attack you while you’re running,” he whispered, his hands moving between my thighs. “You try to fight me off, but I’m too big. Too strong. So, you lie there and take it, praying I don’t hurt you.”

I moaned as my arousal spiked. Ty’s words unlocked dirty, nasty thoughts in my mind. I wanted all that and more. I wanted pleasure and pain—even fear—at the same time.

“Give me your worst,” I said.

“God damn it, Camille!” he said, even as he roughly began tearing at my clothes. He squeezed my breasts, rolling my nipples between his fingers. I breathed out, pain searing through me that was quickly replaced with desire. His hand dipped between my legs. I moaned, so wet and turned on.

“I can’t hear you,” he taunted, teasing me as he touched me everywhere but where I wanted him to. I grabbed his hand and tried to force his fingers inside me. He grabbed hold of my wrist, denying me. “Not until you admit what a slut you are.”

“I am a slut, Ty. If you let me, I’ll be your slut.”

“You fucking dirty little girl,” Ty muttered, kissing my neck, then biting it. “I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk for days.”

Without warning, he turned me and bent me over the armchair next to us.

“Touch yourself,” Ty ordered.

I bit my lip, spread my legs apart, and began massaging my clit. Ty watched for a moment, then he pushed my hand away and took over, his fingers warm and rough as they explored me. I moaned, so wet and ready for him. He slapped my ass, and I jumped, the sting of his assault radiating through my body as he rubbed my swollen clit. I moaned again as he rubbed the tip of his cock against my pussy, teasing me.

“Please, stop,” I said suddenly, shocked by my own impulses.

He froze.

“I don’t want this.”

Shit, had I actually said that?

I did want this. But I remembered when Kage and I had talked about consensual non-consent. How intrigued and aroused I’d been at the idea.

I tensed, wondering if he thought I was a freak. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I?—”

“Apple,” he said.

“What?”

“Apple. Our safe word is apple. Say it now, or I’m going to fuck you like you don’t want it. Say it!”

I shook my head.

“Last chance, little swan.”

I still didn’t speak. Ty’s grip on my neck tightened as he pushed me down harder. The rougher he was with me, the more turned on I was. He pushed me further down into the chair, burying my face in the cushions. Then, without warning, he thrust his cock inside me.

I cried out at the pleasure/pain of being filled with him for the very first time since I fell in love with him two years ago.

“Take it, Cami. You know you need it, you filthy little whore,” he growled.

“Yes,” I gasped. “I need it, Ty!”

He fucked me hard and fast, his thick shaft penetrating deep into my core. I gripped hold of the edge of the chair, my legs shaking. His cock brushed past my clit with every push, driving me insane. My toes curled as I let out a scream. I was so close. Ty gripped my hips and fucked me even harder.

I cried out, my orgasm building, then exploding.

My pussy clenched around his throbbing cock as he drove his length inside me. He let out a low growl as he released, his warm cum filling my pussy. His movements slowed as I rode out the last moments of my orgasm.

I was too exhausted and in shock at how amazing that had felt. Ty scooped me into his arms and carried me to the couch. He laid me down and spread my legs, burying his face in my pussy.

“No,” I moaned, trying to squirm out of his grasp.

Even though I wanted it, I was too tender and sure my body wasn’t capable of more. But Ty didn’t listen, my protests only exciting him more. He held me down, and I gasped in shock, blindsided as he began to lick me clean. I squirmed, the thought of him tasting his own cum spiraling headfirst into another climax. I cried out, wrapping my legs around his head, burying his face deep in my pussy as he sucked on my clit, relentlessly torturing me with his tongue.

“God, yes,” I hissed, clutching a handful of his hair as I came.

Waves of pleasure rippled through me, the orgasm so extreme that for a second, I thought I might pass out. The corners of my vision blurred, and a rush of pleasure consumed every inch of my body. When I couldn’t take it anymore, I pushed him away.

He smirked as he moved up the couch and pulled me into his arms. He kissed me passionately then held me for several minutes. He caressed my back, my arms, my ass. Then he sighed. “The others are going to arrive soon.”

I nodded. He stood and surprised me when he swept me into his arms. He carried me upstairs to my bedroom and laid me on the bed. “Stay here.”

I watched as left then heard the sound of water running. He was back in an instant with a washcloth in his hand. Gently, he cleaned me up and I almost wept at the tenderness he was showing.

I bit my lip. “I hope that was good for you. I mean, since it’s been been a while since you…you know.”

Ty snorted. “Yeah, I know, believe me. And that was fucking amazing. You were amazing. It was better than I ever dreamed it could be. I just…”

“What?” I asked when he didn’t continue.

“Nothing.” He put the washcloth on the nightstand. “You should get dressed.”

I shifted so I could look at him and cupped his jaw. “Don’t do that,” I said. “Don’t hide from me again. Not so soon. Tell me.”

Ty sighed. “When I imagined it before, when I dreamed about it, being with you for the first time, you were still a virgin. I know I have no right to be upset since I’m the one who pushed you away but I always thought I’d be your first.”

“I always thought you would be, too,” I said then kissed him gently. I couldn’t say I regretted that I’d lost my virginity to Kage, because I didn’t. But I hadn’t given him all my firsts. And right here, right now, it seemed vitally important that I give one to Ty.

“Ty, I’m still a virgin in one way. Kage and I…we haven’t…” I flushed. “I mean, he hasn’t…”

“He hasn’t taken your ass?”

I shook my head. “But you can. If you want.”

He stared at me like I was crazy. “Swan, are you sure?”

“I’m nervous about it. If you need to be rough…”

“No,” he said quickly. “I’ll be gentle. I’ll make sure you’re ready. I won’t hurt you, Swan, I swear it.”

“Then yes, I’m sure.”

He stared at me for a long time then kissed me. He kissed me a long time, until I was melting into him, before he started touching me. He started by fingering me then licking me until I was writhing and crying out my need for him.

“That’s right, Camille. I know you want what I’m going to give you. My cock in your virgin ass. But remember, if you want to stop, say apple, and it ends. You’re safe with me. You’re always safe with me.”

I was finally beginning to realize that. After all, despite the darkness inside him, Ty had cut ties with me when he needed me most because he wanted to protect me. “I don’t want you to stop.”

“In that case, turn over so you’re facedown.”

When I did as he said, Ty caressed my ass then pulled my ass cheeks apart and licked at my tight hole. I immediately tensed, feeling self conscious, but he groaned. “Don’t be shy. I fucking love this. The way you look. The way you taste.”

I relaxed slightly as he ran his fingers around the rim of my asshole. When he spit on his fingers and rubbed the moisture between my ass cheeks, I whimpered. “I’m sliding my finger in now. Nice and slow.”

“Okay,” I said, my voice high. I gasped when he slipped the tip inside.

“You okay?”

I bit my lip. “Yes. It feels a little weird but I’m so turned on. Keep going, Ty.”

He reached underneath me and rubbed a finger against my clit even more as he pushed his finger deeper into my ass. It burned but the pain was mingled with pleasure. With a throaty moan, I pushed my ass up.

“Fuck, yes. So damn pretty. You’ve got my whole finger in your ass now. I can’t wait to see my cock slide into you, my sweet swan.”

He pumped his finger inside me for several minutes. In and out. In and out. Soon, I was chasing his finger, not wanting to let it go.

Shifting on the bed, Ty straddled me, his knees braced on either side of my thighs. I heard him spit again and knew he was wetting his dick. He still had his other hand underneath me, his fingers rubbing my clit with slow circles.

I gasped and quivered as his cock prodded me. Slowly, he pushed the inside me.

I felt stretched wide, and for a moment the pain was intense, but I took deep breaths.

“Alright?”

“Yes. Keep going.”

Ty steadily pushed deeper. When his cock head was in, I took a deep breath. He flicked my clit and the pleasure of being filled with him coupled with that touch made me whimper.

“It feels good,” I breathed. “Please keep going. Take my virgin ass, Ty. Please.”

“Yeah? You like this?” he murmured in my ear.

“Yes, yes, yes,” I panted. He pushed forward again and at the same time I pushed back. Ty grunted even as I moaned.

So full. So fucking good. I loved it. And I loved knowing that Ty was the first one to take me here.

He started a slow gentle pumping, and the contrast between the care he was taking with me right now and how rough he’d been earlier filled my heart with happiness. The boy I’d known in Italy was still inside Ty, giving me what I needed just like the boy he’d become gave me what I needed, too.

He kept moving, moaning in pleasure, my name a chant spilling from his lips that pushed me higher. I chased my climax, reaching for it frantically until suddenly I was there, my whole body shaking and clenching.

“Ty! I’m coming!”

“Fuck, baby. I’m coming, too. I’m coming! Oh God! I want to see my cum on your ass.”

He pulled out of me suddenly and I barely felt the first splash of his cum on my ass before I went over. I screamed out my climax, the waves of pleasure tossing me into heaven again and again. Ty’s grunts kept time with the beating of my heart until I swore, we were one person.

Finally, Ty collapsed on top of me then quickly rolled to the side. He yanked me into his arms and slammed his mouth down on mine. Our kiss was momentous and for the first time in two years, I felt his utter devotion for me.

When he pulled back he said, “I love you, Camille. Everything I’ve done, as fucked up as it was, is because I love you. I’ve tried to stay away, to push you away, but my love for you never stopped.”

I smiled weakly. “I know, Ty. And I love you. I’ve never stopped loving you.”

He buried his face in my neck, and I held on to him tight, hoping that our love would be enough to bring him peace so he could start believing again. Not that the darkness inside him would ever truly go away, but that I would welcome all facets of him.

We were holding each other, still breathing hard, when we suddenly heard the chateau door open downstairs and Kage call out. “Rebel? We’re here.”

The next morning, Kage’s warm arms embraced me as I opened my eyes. Lying on the other side of me, his hand casually resting on my thigh, was Ty. His eyes were closed. I watched the rise and fall of his chest as I thought about last night.

After Ty and I had gotten decent, we’d joined Kage, Dante, and Bianca. Upon seeing us, still flushed and disheveled, each of them pretended they weren’t aware of what Ty and I had just done. However, I could tell they knew. It was there in the possessiveness of Kage’s gaze, Dante’s steady, accepting one, and Bianca’s awed but cheekily impressed expression. It was also there in the pile of our clothes that had been picked up and tossed onto the couch.

My face burning, I’d told them about what I’d seen in the conciliantis’s office, but we were stumped with what to do about it. We’d discussed breaking into the conciliantis’s office and the university president’s house, but we needed to come up with a plan.

We’d decided to sleep on it. Dante hugged me and told me he’d see me in the morning. When I’d walked Bianca to the door, I’d expected her to tease me and say something raunchy. Instead, she’d hugged me, too, holding on tight, then said we’d talk later.

When I’d turned back to Kage, he’d had his arms crossed across his chest and was staring at Ty. “Camille is sleeping in my bed. You’re welcome to join us or not,” he said.

Ty had immediately looked at me, and I’d blushed all over again. Then I’d gone to Kage, taken his hand, and held out my other hand for Ty. “I’d like that.”

I’d expected it to be awkward, but it wasn’t. When the three of us stripped and climbed into bed together, it felt eerily natural. Kage turned into my front, while Ty spooned me from the back. I was so exhausted I fell asleep immediately.

Waking now, being tangled up in both Kage and Ty’s arms felt amazing. My core tingled as I imagined how hot it would have been if Kage had come back even earlier than he did last night. If he’d actually walked in on me and Ty together, and then decided to join us.

Suddenly, Kage’s grip on my waist tightened. I gasped as he rolled to his back and took me with him so I was lying on top of him, his hard cock pressing at my entrance. He grabbed a handful of my hair and kissed me so intensely that it took my breath away.

"Good morning," he murmured against my lips. It was as though he could read what had been going on inside my head, like he could sense how horny I was getting just lying there between them.

I glanced back at Ty, who was still asleep, then I reached down and curled my fingers around Kage’s cock. He groaned, not bothering to keep quiet. It was like he couldn’t care less if Ty woke up and caught us having sex.

“I want to fuck you, Rebel,” Kage grunted, grinding me against his cock. “But first, I want you to spread your legs like a good little girl so I can eat you out.”

Without waiting for me to reply, Kage flipped me off him so I was lying on the bed on my back. He forced my legs apart and kissed his way down my thighs to my pussy. I shot a look in Ty’s direction.

He was awake.

His expression was unreadable before his eyes dropped to Kage. Kage’s tongue thrust into my pussy. I groaned at the pleasure it gave me, and knowing Ty was watching felt so dirty and so hot.

“Yes, Kage, that feels so good. But I need more. Ty, please…”

Ty leaned over and kissed me, biting down hard on my lip. I gasped, my lip throbbing as I kissed him back, my tongue sparring with his while Kage nibbled on my clit. Ty cupped my breasts, squeezing them hard. Kage looked up, met my eyes, and smirked.

My heart fluttered as I took Ty’s hand and lifted it to my throat. He caught on immediately, knowing exactly what I wanted. What I needed. He palmed my throat, then tightened his grip, not enough to cut off my breath, but just enough for me to feel the constriction.

“Is this what you want, my little whore?” Ty murmured softly in my ear. “Both of us at once?”

I gasped as Kage continued to eat me out, his tongue lashing mercilessly at my clit. I rocked my hips against Kage’s face while Ty’s grip tightened even more. Between them, they were pushing me to an incredible high.

I started shaking, and when Ty released my throat, the influx of oxygen caused waves of pleasure to ripple through me.

“I’m fucking you now, Rebel.” When Kage moved to get a condom, I shook my head, pulling at his arm. I remembered clearly how Ty had come inside me last night. I’d already started the pill, and even though it probably wasn’t completely safe for me to have unprotected sex for a while longer, I wanted Kage bare.

“Just you,” I said. “I mean, if…”

“Did you fuck her bare last night?” Kage asked.

“Yes. But I haven’t been with anyone for two years, and I was tested in prison. I’m clean,” he said.

Kage narrowed his eyes then nodded.

“Scream for me, baby,” Kage whispered. He parted my thighs with his knee and pushed himself into me in one long motion. I cried out, my pussy contracting around Kage’s cock as he thrust deep. Ty kissed his way down to my breasts. His lips closed over my nipple, and he began to suck as Kage fucked me harder and faster. Ty bit down, and I cried out, pain and pleasure twisting through my body simultaneously as Kage gripped my hips and angled down, driving himself deeper inside me.

“Come all over my cock, Rebel,” Kage growled. “Show us how much you like both of us fucking you.”

Oh, God, I loved it so much. I cried out, my pussy clenching around Kage’s cock as I came. Every thrust was perfection and torture at the same time. Ty sucking on my nipples only added to the delirium I was feeling. My entire body ached, begging for mercy as Kage and Ty dragged the last of the orgasm from me.

Kage grunted as he came, his cock twitching as he filled me up.

Gasping, I collapsed on the bed, an exhausted mess.

Holy crap, that had been amazing. Kage fucking me while Ty wound me up had left me wanting so much more. I wanted them both to fuck me at the same time, but I was shy and didn’t know how to tell them that. Also, between what Ty and I had done last night, and what we’d done just now, I wasn’t sure I could take anymore, let alone something that intense.

“You okay, Rebel?” Kage asked softly as he scooped me into his arms and kissed along my neck.

I shivered and nodded, unable to wipe the smile from my face.

“I feel bad for Ty, though,” I said. “He’s the only one who didn’t get to come.”

“I came last night,” Ty replied. “In your pussy and in your ass. So I think I’m good.”

I felt Kage stiffen for a moment and my eyes darted to his, scared of what I’d see. If he’d be angry that I’d given something to Ty that Kage hadn’t experienced yet. I flinched when I saw a flare of jealousy in his eyes, but before I could react, it was gone. Kage said, “Good to know he’s prepped you, Rebel. I can’t wait to take your ass someday soon, too.”

I swallowed hard and pulled his head down so I could kiss him. As he kissed me hard, I felt the bed depress and Ty caressed my hip.

“I’m going to jump in the shower and change,” he muttered. Then he walked out the door, shutting it behind him.

Five minutes later, he still hadn’t returned.

With my head resting on Kage’s chest, I asked, “Did he seem okay to you?”

He smoothed his hand over my hair. “Ty’s always fucked up over something. He’s a deep thinker. He probably just needs time to process all of this.”

“Maybe,” I murmured.

By the time Kage and I got dressed and headed downstairs, Ty had already begun eating. A cup of coffee sat next to a small plate of pastries untouched as Ty looked at his phone. Across from him, on the other side of the table, were two more plates and two cups, a gentle aroma of fresh coffee rising from them. Ty glanced at the two of us, his expression unreadable as we walked into the kitchen. Kage shot Ty a wide grin as he and I sat down.

I ate in silence, too stunned or maybe too embarrassed to say anything. It hadn’t even been thirty minutes since the two of them had made me come, and here we were, eating breakfast like it was any other day. Is this how it was going to be from now on? Is this what I had to look forward to every morning?

“Camille?”

Kage’s words snapped me out of my daydream. They were both staring at me, amused expressions on their faces.

“Sorry,” I muttered. “I wasn’t listening.”

Kage barked out a quick laugh. “We weren’t saying anything. Just noticing that you started spacing. Thinking about this morning maybe?” He smiled wolfishly. “Or were you thinking about what’s going to happen tonight?”

Could I flush any hotter?

Still, why bother denying it. It might make me greedy, maybe even a slut, but the thought of being with both Kage and Ty was exhilarating. The thought of Kage, Ty, and Dante fucking me even more so. Honestly, I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to handle it. Still, I had to rally here.

“Maybe I was thinking about all the things I could do to each of you. How I could make you both beg. Did you even think about that?”

Somehow, I’d managed to make my voice sound sultry and confident.

Kage narrowed his eyes, which had darkened with desire. I gulped and looked at Ty, whose expression was hungry. Holy shit.

Kage suddenly grinned. “Begging sounds damn perfect. But you should know by now, Rebel, that no matter how many bodies are involved when I fuck you, you will always be the one that’s doing it.