30. Camille

Chapter 30

Camille

I climbed onto the bed and straddled Kage’s chest. I was working up the courage to move up to his face when he suddenly lifted me up, leaving me no time to second guess myself.

“Oh,” I gasped.

“Relax, Rebel,” he ordered. “Spread your knees wider apart.”

My heart raced as I did as he said, but I couldn’t bring myself to completely let go—so he took matters into his own hands. He wrapped his arms around my thighs and yanked them apart. I groaned, all my inhibitions melting away as his tongue sank into me. Placing my palms against the wall in front of me to balance myself, I cried out as Kage sucked mercilessly on my clit.

My stomach tensed as I tried to keep still but it was impossible the way he was teasing me. I bit down on my forearm, unsuccessfully trying to muffle my moans. There was no way in hell I was going to be able to do this quietly, so I decided I might as well just go with it. Leaning my head back, I moaned loudly, a ripple of ecstasy coursing through me as I rode Kage’s tongue.

“Fuck, I love it when you make noise,” he muttered, licking along my slit. “It shows me how badly you want to come. Do you want me to lick your pussy and suck your clit until you see stars?”

“Yes!"

“Then scream it, baby,” he ordered me, tracing his tongue around my clit. “I want this whole fucking campus to know how horny you are right now.”

I let out a strangled moan and with a chuckle, Kage thrust his tongue deep inside me. He reached up, grabbing hold of one of my arms and twisted it behind my back, letting me know he was in control as he fucked me with his tongue.

“Come in my mouth, Rebel,” Kage’s muffled voice ordered. “I want to feel you all over my face.”

His dirty words, the sight of him beneath me, and the feel of his mouth on me pushed me over the edge. Desire bubbled inside me, crashing like a freight train as I began to climax. I cried out and Kage sucked hard on my clit, drawing out my orgasm. I twisted my arm free from his grip and ran my hand through his thick hair, grabbing a fistful of it, silently begging him to fuck me harder. My body convulsed, shuddering from the force of my orgasm as I squirted in his mouth. He lapped it up, his tongue rough against my swollen clit.

Exhausted, I collapsed into his arms, a sweaty, hot mess.

“Good girl,” Kage rumbled, kissing me on the mouth. “There’s no better feeling in the world than making you squirt, Rebel. I fucking love that shit.”

Still sex drunk, I shifted down to the end of my bed. Kage smirked at me as I peeled off his pants. Then I took his cock in my hand and began to stroke it. I started off slow, my fingers running over the little barbells embedded in his shaft. He was already hard, but my touch had him pulsating. Kage grunted and shifted his position so I could lay between his legs, my ass up in the air.

“You look so sexy,” he grunted, his eyes burning with desire. “The only thing that could make you hotter right now is if my cock was in your mouth.”

Flipping my hair over my shoulder, I placed my lips around his cock then curled my tongue around the tip of his cock, tasting his precum. My eyes on him, I began to suck, my lips rolling along his thick shaft, then back to the tip. I teased him by moving slowly until he couldn’t take anymore. With a low growl, he grabbed my neck and fed me his cock, forcing himself deeper. My eyes watered and I let out a moan as his cock hit the back of my throat. His grip on my neck tightened as he began to fuck my mouth. He was completely in control, and I loved it.

“That’s it, dirty girl,” he crooned, eyes half-mast. “Take me as deep as you can.”

My throat opened, his cock slipping deeper as I did as I was told, taking more of him in with every thrust. He groaned, his hands moving to my jaw, guiding my mouth along his stiff length. His back arched as I sucked harder, pushing him closer to the edge.

“Fuck, yes, baby,” he muttered. “I’m gonna blow.”

He cursed loudly as I cradled his balls, my tongue running up and down his ladder. Then he thrust forward, bucking his hips against my face, his warm cum coating the back of my throat. Swallowing his load, I kept sucking, circling his tip, teasing him, until he pushed me away.

“Holy fuck,” he muttered. “That was incredible." He pulled me into his arms and kissed me roughly.

When he pulled back, a thought hit me out of nowhere. “Can I ask you something?”

“Can I stop you?” he teased.

“Do you ever wonder what it would be like to fuck me bare?”

His expression darkened. “Of course I do. I think about it all the fucking time.”

“So it’s something we might do in the future?”

Kage didn’t answer. He shifted away slightly, just enough to let me know I’d hit a nerve. I frowned, confused. That was obviously a no, but I couldn’t work out why. If he thought about fucking me raw all the time, then why wouldn’t he want to play out that fantasy? Sure, I'd need to get on birth control. I should have done it already given how many times I'd?—

Oh.

“Is it because I’ve been with Dante?” I asked.

“What?” Kage looked confused for a moment, then he shook his head. “No, of course not. I mean, yeah, I’d want him to get tested, but…” His voice trailed off.

“If it’s not that, then what is it?” I asked, getting frustrated.

And then it hit me.

He didn’t want to risk me getting pregnant because that would tie us together forever.

Kage felt my body tense and realized that I’d connected the dots.

“Rebel—”

“It’s okay, Kage. I get it." I pulled away from him and rolled on my side. "Neither of us wants a kid. We'll continue using condoms and I'll get started on the pill." I flashed him a smile even though I felt like crying. I wasn’t even sure why. Kids were the last thing on my radar right now. I guess it just emphasized how temporary we really were.

“We need to talk about this,” Kage said, rolling me over to face him.

“There’s nothing to talk about,” I said. I pulled my arm away from him. “I’ll be back in a minute. I’m just going to clean myself up?—"

“Dammit, not until we talk about this,” Kage erupted. He yanked my arm again, pulling me back on the bed, and wrapped his arms tightly around me. “I’d have ten kids with you if I could, Rebel, but it’s not that simple. My world isn’t a nice place. My family?—”

Kage’s phone pinged on the nightstand, stopping him mid-sentence. He scooped it up, but not before I caught a glimpse of who was texting him. It was Daniella. His fiancée. The woman who would end up having Kage’s kids. The thought made me sick. I pulled away from him, desperate to get away.

“Rebel,” Kage growled, reaching for my hand.

“No.” I jumped out of the bed and shook my head. “I need space, Kage. I’m going to sleep in my own bed tonight. Please don’t try and stop me.”

He glared at me and got out of bed too. Frustration flashed through his eyes as he raked his hand through his hair.

“Fuck,” he hissed, slamming his fist against the wall with such intensity that I jumped. “I don’t want to keep hurting you, but I can’t let you go. Not yet.”

He stared at me, and I stared right back at him. No words were needed as we were both thinking the same thing. We were drawn to each other like magnets, but we couldn’t be together. We were a modern-day Romeo and Juliet, and our ending would probably be just as fucked up.

“You’re not letting me go, Kage,” I told him, wishing I could make him understand how hard this was for me. I took a step toward him and took his hand. “I’m just sleeping in my own bed. That’s all.”

“Kiss me first then.”

Kage pulled me toward him, wrapping his strong arms around me. I looked up into his eyes, the connection between us too powerful for either of us to ignore. I wanted him to kiss me . I wanted him to show me that all this pain and uncertainty was worth it.

That he was worth it.

As if he could read my mind, he cupped my chin and tilted my lips up to his. As his tongue caressed mine and his mouth claimed me as his, nothing else mattered. It was Kage and me, my wetness on his tongue, my juices all over him. For just a moment, I pushed everything else to the back of my mind. For a moment, our love wasn’t complicated. It was perfect. Then, reality came crashing back down and all the things that had been trying to come between us were right in front of me again.

Our lips parted. Kage leaned his forehead against mine and sighed.

“In a perfect world, it would just be the two of us,” Kage muttered, staring into my eyes. “I’d choose you every fucking time. You’re my person, Rebel.”

“You’re mine too,” I whispered, tears welling in my eyes.

I kissed him then ran to my own room where I buried myself beneath my covers. Despite my heartache, I didn't think of breaking up with Kage this time. No, I'd made my choice, and I would stick to it, even if it meant I'd be battered, bruised, and barely breathing when Kage finally walked away from me for good.