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Chapter 26: And His Deadly Wound Was Healed

CHÂTEAU COUTHOVE, FLANDERS, BELGIUM

March 1918

Laura woke in the darkest part of the night and knew that something was wrong, even though she was high in an attic, out of earshot of the ward. Before she was properly awake, she was out of bed and hurrying into her clothes, laid ready on the trunk. In less than a minute, she was slipping softly down the stairs, straining for the sound of aeroplanes, of explosions. Nothing. But she heard the commotion clearly as she got closer to the ballroom, saw the play of electric lanterns as the night staff belatedly heard and came across. She was with them as they entered the ballroom, their lights sweeping the stained parquet. The staff looked disoriented, even sheepish. They’d been taking their ease in the warm sterilization room while things went to hell in the main ward. Laura had to bite back orders and reprimands both.

The room was in chaos. Mila—Christ, why had no one been with him?—was screaming.

“Where are you?” howled the dying man, with a volume and clarity he absolutely shouldn’t have had, not with his ruined face. “Please, please, please, you promised…”

He was the loudest. But the whole room howled. Patients’ voices fell on her ears as she made for the screaming man.

“God, did you hear?”

“It’s a sign, it is, we’ve lost.”

“He’ll come for us all.”

“God save us.”

Someone was sobbing.

Laura went to Mila, who’d actually got himself out of bed, bellowing like a calf, and pulled the bandage loose from his face. The blood was already starting to run. She caught his clawing hands, said, “Sir, you must go back to bed.” Laura could not stop him physically; her head hardly came to his shoulder.

“He knows me,” said Mila. “I don’t care what he wants, at least he knows me. That was him, calling…”

Laura said, “You must go back to bed.”

“I don’t care. He can have me. He doesn’t lie. Everyone else is a liar,” said Mila, voice choked with blood. “They lied when I joined up—they said we were all heroes.” Then he staggered, eyes rolling back, and she caught him, shouting. He’d have taken her down with him, but there was a familiar voice, a familiar smell of disinfectant, and then Jones was there, taking Mila’s weight, calling for orderlies.

More and more staff were coming in; Mary was there herself, with a wrapper thrown over her nightgown, and under their collected efforts, the ward quieted a little. The patients were tucked back under the blankets, given water, bedpans, morphine. Laura glanced out the window. She could hardly see out, with the lights in the ballroom. She thought she saw, briefly, movement in the dark just as a frail voice behind her said, “Is he gone?”

Who?she thought, before the rest of her brain caught up. That was Trovato’s voice. Something wrong in the timbre of it. She spun, saw the flow of black blood from his leg, the hemorrhage unnoticed in the confusion.

“Doctor!” Laura called, not looking up. Her hands flew.

“He’s not a liar,” whispered Trovato. He tried to catch at Laura’s wrist. “That’s the worst of it, that he’s not a liar. He doesn’t pretend virtue, you know. Take the little one home. Take her…”

He fell mercifully unconscious. The flow of blood eased; she’d got a tourniquet round. Now Laura cut away the soaked bandage round his calf. Saw that the gangrene had sloughed, as Jones predicted; the whole rotten piece sliding free to lie seeping on the bedclothes. But the slough was deep enough to have taken the artery with it. Trovato’s lips and nails were already bluish. Suddenly Jones was behind her, a strong light in his hand. He cast a professional eye over the situation. “It came off,” he said, looking with satisfaction at the hollow where the gangrene had been.

Trovato was unconscious and Laura was furious, which is why she permitted herself to retort, low and savage, “Yes, well, I’m sure that will be a great comfort to him, to be buried with two legs and no gangrene.” Even if he didn’t bleed to death in front of her, how was he going to heal with the artery severed?

Jones merely put his stethoscope to Trovato’s chest. “He needs blood,” he said. An orderly vanished. Laura’s stomach knotted. She’d seen attempts at transfusion before. It meant shredded veins, tubing everywhere, and the patient nearly always died.

“Objections, Iven?” said Jones.

“Doctor, he’s not a science experiment. Let me give him saline and—”

The orderly reappeared, carrying, of all things, a glass jar full of blood. Laura had never seen blood in a jar. Transfusions were between people, lying parallel. How could there be blood in a jar? It ought to be clotted black. It ought…

Jones began to set up tubing with quick, practiced movements. His voice was surprisingly mild. “We ghouls with our experiments sometimes have the last word.”

Laura said, “I’ve seen transfusions. They go into shock. They die.”

“A question of blood type,” said Jones. “Been begging the continentals for years to take account of blood type.”

Laura said, “You don’t know his type.”

“Don’t need to. We only store blood from the O’s—they can give to anyone.” He took up the bottle of blood. Laura stood silent now, holding the light for him. Jones’s transfusion setup was an ugly scrawl of tubing, a mess of blood and iodine. But if it worked—

Laura said, “How do you keep the blood from clotting?”

Absorbed in what he was doing, Jones had lost much of his supercilious manner. His eyes were bright as a boy’s when he said, “Paraffin on the inside of the bottles, citrate and dextrose in the blood. If it’s kept cold, it will last for days. Weeks, even.” He slipped a needle into the vein in Trovato’s arm.

The implication silenced her. If they could store blood…

“Christ,” she said.

“Yes.” Jones glanced up. Now the light in his eyes reminded her of Faland, in his ruined hotel, when he played his impossible music. Maybe it was just the act of wrenching something beautiful or useful out of the grime. “Imagine,” said Jones. “Shelves of blood. And then when an attack comes…”

He trailed off. Laura could see it. All the men who expired from shock and blood loss—they’d have a chance. She had never met anyone who had held the wreckage of the war between his hands, and could still imagine making the world better. But now she watched the color come—like magic—back into Trovato’s face, and she said, swallowing her pride, “Doctor, will you show me how to use the tubing?”

“Naturally,” said Jones. “I have to dazzle you somehow, Iven; I’ll never win a Croix de Guerre.”

She didn’t have an answer to that, but he didn’t seem to want one. “Look here,” he added, businesslike, and bent to show her the arrangement of tubes, the vial, the syringe. The blue had left the patient’s lips. Laura stood there in fragile wonder, until Jones said, “I know you’re lost in admiration, Iven, but enough for tonight. You ought to go back to bed.”

Laura shook her head. “After all this excitement? Not a chance. I’m going to have cocoa and have a word with the night sister. Such carelessness, leaving a roomful of wounded men all alone.”


· · ·Sterilization rooms had been gathering places in every field hospital Laura had ever worked in, and the one at Couthove was no different. Sterilization rooms always had hot water. An endless supply going, to clean instruments. One could draw the water off for cocoa, for tea. One could stand near the steaming burner and feel a little warmer. But this time, when Laura ventured in search of cocoa, the sterilization room was empty. Or almost empty. To Laura’s surprise, Pim was there, standing flushed and fully dressed for the outdoors with a coat over her uniform. There was mud on her boots.

“Out for a stroll?” Laura asked. She busied herself with cocoa powder and hot water, extra sugar, tinned milk.

A line deepened between Pim’s brows. But she replied in a rush, “I went out to look.”

Laura stopped stirring. “Look?”

“I heard the men—they kept saying he was there. I thought it might be the fiddler—their legend, you know?” Lower, she added, “I thought it might be Faland. So I went to look.”

Several replies came to Laura’s lips but she bit them back. Finally she settled on the most sensible: “Did you see anything?”

Pim shook her head. She stood in the middle of the room, looking fragile.

Laura said gently, “Pim, why would he be here? Of all places—at this hospital, in the dead of night?”

Pim said, “I just thought he might be. A feeling.”

Laura, at a loss, said, “Do you want tea or cocoa? You need something; you look half-frozen.”

“Hm?” said Pim. “Oh. Tea, please. No sugar.”

In silence, Laura drew off more hot water, set some tea to steeping, added tinned milk. Handed it to Pim, who took a sip. Made a face. Not even tea steeped beyond recognition could mask the taste of chlorine.

Laura gave her a speaking look, handed her the box of sugar cubes, and said, “Pim, that disturbance tonight—the patients have had morphine, they’re in pain, they’ve seen terrible things, they have nightmares. It’s not uncommon, in hospitals, for one man to set the others off. Someone had a fit and the others took it badly. Pim, please. It wasn’t Faland. Let him go.”

What could Pim possibly want from him? Something like she’d got at the Parkeys’ séances? Another sight of her son in his mirror? They pine. With a shudder, Laura recalled her own glimpse of Freddie.

Pim said, with a sudden wry expression, as though she’d read Laura’s thought, “I’ll be all right, Laura. I’m not going to pine away. Stop looking so worried. It was foolish of me, I know.” Her hand hovered, hesitating, over the box of sugar.

“What is foolish?” said Mary, sailing in with Jones at her back.

“Cavities,” said Pim, without missing a beat. She ran her tongue over her teeth.

Jones was looking from Pim to Laura, as though he’d caught the tension between them.

Laura said, “Mrs. Shaw, there is a fine French word that the English adopted, and that word is triage.” Pedantically, she added, “From trier, to sort. In this case, to prioritize.”

“I don’t understand.”

Mary interjected, “Iven is telling you that teeth are less important than—” She gave Laura an inquiring look.

“Getting through the night,” said Laura. It was barely sunrise, and the remains of pneumonia whispered like wings when she breathed. She drained off the sweet dregs of her cocoa and lit a cigarette. Army issue; the tobacco was harsh in her mouth. Pim looked from Laura to her tea, then visibly steeled herself, dropped in three lumps, stirred, and took a sip. Made another face.

“You both look as though you’d been dragged backward through a hedge,” observed Mary.

“It comes of lurching off one’s sickbed straight into a hospital ward at four in the morning,” said Laura. She sounded testy even to her own ears. “I’ll be sleek as a bride after breakfast. Which I am going to eat now.” She left the sterilization room, disquieted still at the look on Pim’s face.


· · ·That afternoon, Laura cornered Mary in her little booth, what must formerly have been the housekeeper’s office, where she was going over inventory. Mary didn’t look up when Laura came in, but said straight off: “I suppose you’re here wanting to know when I’ll give you leave to wander the countryside after your lost sibling.”

That was, in fact, what Laura wanted to know. “If you please.”

Mary put down her pencil. “I did promise I’d let you. But you know how things are, Iven. I’m going to need you. Strong. Well.”

Laura just nodded.

Mary asked, “Have you ever ridden a motorcycle?”

Laura blinked. “No.”

Mary said, “It’s better than hitchhiking round the forbidden zone.”

Laura said, “Mendinghem isn’t so far. Neither is Pop, for that matter.”

Mary said, “Maybe not for a troop of Girl Guides on a fine day. But I don’t think either your legs or your lungs would agree. Look, here’s what I’ll do. Once you’re well, I’ll start you off riding my motorcycle. Then you’ll need a week practicing before I can trust you not to kill yourself. After that I’ll give you two days for your searching, but if Fritz attacks while you’re out, you come straight back. And if the battle’s joined before you go in the first place, well, you stay until things settle back down. Fair?”

Laura thought about it. The motorcycle tempted her. The freedom it implied. The power. To go where the evidence took her, explanations owed to no one. And Mary was right. Once she might have walked, but her leg would hardly take it now. “We’ll start tomorrow,” Laura said. “I’m in a hurry.”

Mary sighed. “All right. If you eat quite a lot and sleep tonight, Iven.”

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