16. Chapter Sixteen
Elizabeth watched, her heart swelling with affection, as Jane stood poised on the threshold of the church on their father's arm. Jane's beauty was unparalleled, her countenance glowing with pure happiness as she prepared to wed her beloved Mr. Bingley. The bride's gown was a vision of elegance, the delicate lace and flowing silk accentuating her gentle grace. Elizabeth could not help but marvel at the love that emanated from Jane.
"Until I have her goodness, I shall never have her happiness," Elizabeth murmured to herself, before laughing under her breath and shaking her head with a wry smile. "I shall never equal it, so I must resign myself to mere mortal happiness, not the angelic transcendence I see on her face!"
As the ceremony commenced, Elizabeth's gaze drifted to Mr. Bingley, whose adoring eyes never left Jane's face. The groom's expression was one of pure devotion, his smile wide and his heart undoubtedly full of the deepest affection for his bride. The couple's hands entwined as they exchanged their sacred vows, their voices filled with emotion and sincerity.
"I, Charles Bingley, take thee, Jane Bennet, to be my wedded wife," Mr. Bingley declared, his voice steady and strong. "To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part."
Jane's eyes glistened with unshed tears of joy as she repeated her own vows, her soft voice carrying the weight of her love for Mr. Bingley. Elizabeth's heart swelled with happiness for her sister, knowing that Jane had found a love so pure and true, a love that would endure through all of life's challenges.
The ceremony drew to a close, and the newly wedded couple turned to face their guests, their faces alight with the joy of their union. Elizabeth caught a glimpse of Caroline Bingley, her features marred by a sneer of jealousy and discontent. Yet even Caroline's sourness could not diminish the happiness that permeated the air, for on this day, love had triumphed, and two hearts had become one.
The wedding party at Netherfield was a lively affair, filled with the joyous laughter and merry chatter of the guests. Elizabeth found herself swept up in the festivities, her heart light and her spirits high as she watched Jane and Mr. Bingley dance their first dance as husband and wife. The newlyweds moved with effortless grace, their eyes locked on each other, their love palpable to all who witnessed their embrace.
As the music swelled, other couples joined the dance, and soon the room was alive with the swirling of skirts and the tapping of feet. Elizabeth found herself partnered with Colonel Fitzwilliam, who proved to be an amiable and skilled dancer. As they moved across the floor, the Colonel regaled her with tales of his adventures in the military, his wit and charm drawing laughter from Elizabeth's lips.
"I must say, Miss Elizabeth," the Colonel remarked, his eyes twinkling with mirth, "I have never seen a couple so well-suited as your sister and Mr. Bingley. Their happiness is heart-warming to witness."
Elizabeth smiled, her gaze drifting to where Jane and Mr. Bingley stood, surrounded by well-wishers. "Indeed, Colonel. I could not be more delighted for them. They have faced their share of trials, but their love has only grown stronger for it. And I hear you too are to be congratulated?"
Colonel Fitzwilliam was not a handsome man, Elizabeth thought, his face too square and his nose too strong for handsomeness, but when he smiled at her question, she revised her opinion. His smile lit up his whole face as he glanced across the room to where Anne de Bourgh sat with her mother.
"Thank you, Miss Elizabeth. Miss de Bourgh and I will be married from Rosings before Easter, and I could not be happier about it."
As the dance came to an end, Elizabeth found herself face to face with Mr. Darcy, who had been observing her from across the room. His expression was one of quiet intensity, his eyes filled with a warmth that made Elizabeth's heart flutter in her chest.
"Miss Elizabeth," he said, his voice low and earnest, "might I have the pleasure of the next dance?"
Elizabeth felt a blush rise to her cheeks, her pulse quickening at the thought of being in Mr. Darcy's arms. "I would be honoured, Mr. Darcy."
As they took their places on the dance floor, Elizabeth couldn't help but marvel at the change that had taken place in her feelings towards the man before her. Once, she had found him proud and aloof, but now, she saw the depth of his character, the strength of his convictions, and the tenderness of his heart.
As they moved in perfect harmony, Elizabeth felt a sense of rightness, a feeling that this was where she was meant to be. And though she knew that there were still obstacles to overcome, still uncertainties that lay ahead, she couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope that perhaps, just perhaps, her own story might one day have a happy ending, just like Jane's.
The wedding celebrations continued late into the night, as the guests revelled in the joy of the occasion. The magnificent party at Netherfield was a sight to behold, with the grand rooms adorned in the finest decorations, the tables laden with the most sumptuous of feasts, and the air filled with the strains of music and joyous laughter.
As the evening wore on, Elizabeth found herself drawn into conversations with friends and acquaintances, laughing and reminiscing over shared memories. She couldn't help but feel a sense of bittersweet nostalgia, knowing that this chapter of their lives was coming to a close, that this was the beginning of Jane's new life with her husband, leaving Elizabeth and their other sisters behind.
Amidst the joyous throng, Elizabeth espied Lady Lucas and Sir William, their faces alight with genuine happiness for the newlyweds. Lady Lucas, resplendent in a gown of pale lavender silk, glided towards Jane and Bingley, her arms outstretched in a warm embrace. "My dear Jane, you make a most radiant bride," she exclaimed, clasping the young woman's hands in her own. "And Mr. Bingley, you are a lucky man indeed to have won the heart of such a treasure."
Sir William, his eyes twinkling with mirth, clapped Bingley on the back, his booming laughter echoing through the room. "Well done, my boy!" he cried, his voice filled with affection. "I have no doubt that you and Jane will find every happiness together."
As Elizabeth watched the exchange, her heart swelled with love for her sister and her new brother-in-law. She marvelled at the way Jane's face glowed with contentment, the way Bingley's eyes never left his bride's face. It was a love story for the ages, a tale of two hearts that had found their perfect match.
Nearby, Mr. Bennet stood with Charlotte, who had a proud smile on her face for her stepdaughter. Jane stopped to draw Charlotte into a close, loving embrace.
"Thank you, for everything," Jane said tenderly. "I do not know what would have become of us without you, but I do not believe I could possibly have achieved my present happiness without your loving guidance."
"You would, my dear girl." Charlotte cupped Jane's cheeks between her hands. "You are too good, and your Mr. Bingley is an astute man who would have known you for the diamond you are in any setting."
As the toasts and speeches continued, Elizabeth found herself lost in thought, her mind wandering to the future that lay ahead. Though she was thrilled for Jane and Bingley, a part of her couldn't help but wonder what her own path might hold. Would she find a love as true and lasting as theirs? Or was she destined to remain a spinster, content with her books and her own company?
"To the happy couple!" Sir William Lucas declared, raising his glass high in the air. "May your love continue to grow and flourish with each passing day!"
A chorus of cheers echoed throughout the room, and Elizabeth joined in, her voice ringing out alongside the others. As she sipped her wine, she caught sight of Caroline Bingley, her face pinched and sour despite the festivities. No doubt she was displeased with the attention being lavished upon Jane, Elizabeth thought with a wry smile.
But even Caroline's dour expression couldn't dampen the joy of the occasion, and as the music began to play once more, Elizabeth found herself swept up in the merriment. She danced with her father and her sisters, laughing and twirling until her cheeks were flushed and her feet ached in their slippers.
At last, as the evening began to wind down, Jane and Bingley made their way to the centre of the room, their hands clasped tightly together. "My dear friends and family," Bingley began, his voice trembling slightly with emotion, "Jane and I cannot thank you enough for sharing in our happiness today. Your love and support mean the world to us, and we shall carry the memories of this day with us always."
Jane nodded, her eyes shining with tears of joy. "And we have one more bit of news to share," she added, her smile widening. "We are leaving for a wedding trip to Bath in a few days, and Elizabeth, my dearest sister, we would be honoured if you would join us. I cannot imagine celebrating this new chapter of our lives without you by my side."
Elizabeth's heart swelled with love and gratitude, and she rushed forward to embrace her sister tightly. "Of course," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "I would be delighted to join you."
As Elizabeth stood talking with Sir William and Lady Lucas, she noted Mr. Darcy loitering awkwardly nearby, his gaze fixed on her. With a slight smile, she excused herself from the conversation and drifted over to stand near him.
"Miss Elizabeth," he said, bowing slightly. "I hope I am not intruding. I did not mean to interrupt your conversation."
Elizabeth smiled up at him archly. "No, but you did want to speak to me, did you not?"
"Indeed." He inclined his head. "I wished to bid you farewell before your departure," he said, his voice low and earnest. "We are both leaving Hertfordshire, it seems, though I am to accompany Georgiana to London to meet with the Earl and Countess of Matlock for Twelfth Night celebrations."
Elizabeth felt a pang of disappointment at his words, though she couldn't quite explain why. "I see," she said, hoping her voice did not betray her feelings. "Well, I hope you and Miss Darcy have a pleasant time in London."
Mr. Darcy bowed slightly, his gaze lingering on her face for a moment longer than necessary. "I have matters to settle in London before I make any decisions about the future," he said, his words heavy with meaning.
"No doubt you will make wise and considered decisions, Mr. Darcy," she said, a little confused as to what exactly he was trying to communicate to her.
"I shall miss your company, Miss Elizabeth," he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper.
Elizabeth's breath caught in her throat at his words, and she found herself at a loss for how to respond. Before she could formulate a reply to that startling statement, however, Mr. Darcy had bowed once more and taken his leave, leaving Elizabeth alone with her thoughts and the growing realization that her own feelings for the man were far more complex than she had previously believed.
Elizabeth watched as Mr. Darcy walked away, his tall figure disappearing into the crowd of well-wishers gathered to bid farewell to the newlyweds. She couldn't shake the feeling that something significant had just transpired between them, though she was at a loss to explain precisely what it was.
Had Mr. Darcy been trying to tell her something with his cryptic words about matters to settle before making any decisions? And if so, what could those matters be? Elizabeth's mind raced with possibilities, each more thrilling and terrifying than the last.
She thought back to the way Mr. Darcy had looked at her as he spoke, his eyes intense and full of some unnamed emotion. It was a look that had sent shivers down her spine and made her heart beat faster in her chest. Could it be that he was struggling with his own feelings for her, just as she was struggling with hers for him?
Elizabeth shook her head, trying to clear her mind of such fanciful thoughts. It would do no good to dwell on what might or might not be, especially when she had a journey ahead of her and a new adventure to embark upon.
Still, as she climbed into the carriage beside Jane and Bingley two days later, Elizabeth couldn't help but feel a pang of regret at the thought of leaving Longbourn and all that was familiar to her. She knew that the trip to Bath would be a welcome distraction from the tumultuous emotions swirling within her, but a part of her couldn't help but wish that Mr. Darcy was coming with them.
"I cannot wait to see Bath," Jane said, her voice trembling with eagerness. "I have heard such wonderful things about the city, about the grand assembly rooms and the elegant promenades."
"And the fashionable society," Bingley added, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "I daresay we shall be quite the talk of the town, arriving as newlyweds."
Elizabeth laughed, her heart swelling with affection for her sister and new brother-in-law. "I have no doubt that you will be the toast of Bath," she said, "and that every eligible gentleman will be vying for a chance to dance with the beautiful Mrs. Bingley."
Jane blushed, her eyes dropping demurely to her lap. "Oh, Lizzy," she chided, "you know that I have eyes only for my dear husband. ‘Tis you who will be in demand as a dance partner!"
As the carriage rolled through the outskirts of Meryton, Elizabeth found herself lost in thought, her mind drifting back to the events of the past few weeks. The joy of Jane and Bingley's wedding, the bittersweet farewell to her family, and the strange, unsettling encounter with Mr. Darcy before her departure.
What did he mean,she wondered, when he spoke of matters to settle before making any decisions? Could he truly have feelings for me, as I am beginning to suspect?
Suddenly, a movement caught her eye, and Elizabeth turned to see a familiar figure standing at the edge of the road, watching the carriage pass by. It was Mr. Wickham, his handsome face twisted into a scowl as he met her gaze.
Elizabeth felt a chill run down her spine, a sense of unease settling in the pit of her stomach. What is he doing here? she thought, her mind racing with possibilities. And why does he look at me with such barely concealed hostility?
She glanced away quickly, her heart pounding in her chest as she tried to shake off the unsettling feeling. It is nothing, she told herself firmly, merely a trick of the light, a figment of my overactive imagination.
But even as she tried to convince herself, Elizabeth could not shake the sense that something was amiss, that Mr. Wickham's presence boded ill for the future. I must be on my guard, she thought, her jaw set with determination. I will not let him ruin the happiness that Jane and Bingley so richly deserve.
With a deep breath, Elizabeth turned her attention back to the conversation within the carriage, determined to put Mr. Wickham and his unsettling behaviour out of her mind. Bath awaits, she thought, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth, and with it, the promise of new adventures and the chance to explore the depths of my own heart.