10. Chapter Ten
Georgiana Darcy sat on the plush seat of her aunt's carriage beside her cousin Anne, her hands folded neatly in her lap, watching the scenery pass by through the window. Georgiana couldn't help but feel a sense of unease as the carriage rolled inexorably on towards Netherfield. Fitzwilliam will be furious with me, was all she could think, panic welling that her brother was about to find out she had defied his edict to remain on Netherfield's grounds.
"Georgiana," Anne de Bourgh whispered, leaning towards Georgiana, her dark eyes filled with curiosity. "Pray tell me, who was that handsome officer I observed you speaking with? He seemed quite taken with your company."
Georgiana's cheeks coloured at the mention of Mr. Wickham. Her heart raced as she recalled his charming smile and the way his eyes sparkled when he spoke. She hesitated before replying, finding it difficult to speak of him without betraying her own tangled emotions. "His name is Mr. Wickham," she finally said, keeping her voice steady. "He is... an acquaintance of my brother's."
Anne she leaned in closer. "Indeed? How fascinating. He appeared to be quite attentive to you. I must admit, I am rather envious of the attention."
Georgiana glanced at her cousin, noting the flush of excitement on her pale cheeks. She knew Anne rarely experienced such thrills in her sheltered existence under Lady Catherine's strict supervision. It saddened her to think of the limited world Anne inhabited, but she could not bring herself to encourage any interest in Mr. Wickham. Instead, she offered a gentle smile and turned her gaze back to the passing scenery, hoping the conversation would shift to a different topic.
As the carriage continued to roll on, the weight of their silence hung heavy in the air. Georgiana's thoughts turned inward, pondering the complex web of relationships and deceptions that seemed to surround her. She wondered how much more there was to learn about Mr. Wickham and, indeed, about her own heart.
"Here we are at last," Lady Catherine announced with an air of grandiosity as they arrived at Netherfield. "I shall demand to speak with my nephew immediately."
The carriage came to a halt, and a footman opened the door to assist the ladies in their descent. Lady Catherine swept out of the carriage with all the pomp and circumstance befitting her rank, her gaze sweeping over the grounds of Netherfield as though appraising them for potential faults. Anne followed her mother with more grace than might have been expected, given her often fragile health.
Georgiana struggled to suppress her unease as she followed after her aunt and cousin. There was something ominous about the way her aunt had insisted upon speaking with Mr. Darcy as soon as they had arrived at Netherfield. Georgiana did not dare ask why Lady Catherine had come – certainly it could have nothing to do with Georgiana herself, despite her guilty conscience. Georgiana had not even been in Hertfordshire long enough for Lady Catherine to have become aware of her presence. No, her aunt was here because of Fitzwilliam.
"Georgiana, dear," Lady Catherine said, turning to her niece with a stern gaze. "I trust you understand the gravity of the situation we find ourselves in?"
"Yes, Aunt," Georgiana replied softly, her eyes downcast. She knew better than to question Lady Catherine, but she couldn't help wondering what exactly was going on. Was it something to do with Mr. Wickham? No, surely not; her aunt had not even seemed to recognise him.
"Good," Lady Catherine said curtly, turning away from her niece. "Your brother must be made aware of the danger that lurks in Meryton. It is my duty as his aunt – and yours as his sister – to ensure that he does not fall prey to the machinations of unscrupulous individuals."
Georgiana contemplated her aunt's words, her confusion deepening with each passing moment. How little she understood of the world beyond Pemberley; how much more there was to learn about loyalty, betrayal, and the tangled webs people wove in pursuit of their desires.
It fell to Caroline Bingley to play the hostess to Lady Catherine de Bourgh.
"Welcome to Netherfield, Lady Catherine," Caroline began with a forced smile. "We are honoured by your presence. I am Miss Caroline Bingley, and…"
"Your pleasantries are appreciated, Miss Bingley, but I have not come for idle chatter," Lady Catherine replied, brushing past Caroline and striding over to the hearth to seat herself in the best armchair. "Where is my nephew?"
"Mr. Darcy is out this morning with my brother," Caroline answered, struggling to maintain her composure. "He is expected to return shortly."
"Very well," Lady Catherine said, her eyes narrowing. "I shall wait, but not idly. There is a matter of great import that must be addressed, and I would be remiss in my duties as his aunt were I to let it pass unremarked. It seems there is a scheming woman seeking to entrap my nephew, and I am most relieved that Mr. Collins saw fit to warn me of this peril."
A sudden silence fell upon the drawing room, as if the very air had been sucked out by Lady Catherine's arrival. From her vantage point near the window, Elizabeth could not help but observe the exchange between Caroline and the formidable matron with both amusement and trepidation.
"Your Ladyship, I assure you that my intentions towards Mr. Darcy have always been of the most honourable nature," Caroline stammered, her voice trembling and her face white.
"Your intentions?" Lady Catherine echoed, raising a single eyebrow in a manner that sent an involuntary shudder down Elizabeth's spine. "You speak as if you presume to know what is best for my nephew. Pray, enlighten me as to how you deign to possess such insight."
Caroline opened her mouth to respond, but before she could utter a single syllable, her face contorted with a sudden grimace. A moment later, she sneezed violently into her handkerchief, the force of her action propelling her forward and causing her to unwittingly stumble into Lady Catherine herself.
Lady Catherine shrieked in horror at the unexpected contact, recoiling. The entire room seemed to hold its breath, waiting for the impending explosion of indignation.
"Miss Bingley!" she bellowed, her cheeks flushed with rage. "Have you no sense of propriety? First, you dare to insinuate yourself into matters that do not concern you, and now you inflict your illness upon me! This is intolerable!"
Caroline, her face ashen with terror, could only stammer out a weak apology, her gaze fixed on the ground as if she hoped it might swallow her whole.
"Your Ladyship, I -" she began, but Lady Catherine silenced her with a single, imperious wave of her hand.
"Enough!" she snapped. "I have heard quite enough from you, Miss Bingley, and certainly I cannot risk exposing Anne to whatever illness you may be suffering! Georgiana, show us to another parlour. We shall wait there for Darcy's return!"
Elizabeth watched as the door slammed shut behind Lady Catherine, her heart pounding in her chest. She exchanged a glance with Jane, who looked as shaken as she felt. It was at this moment that Charlotte, ever the epitome of grace and tact, stepped forward and gently placed her hands on Elizabeth's and Jane's shoulders.
"Come, let us take our leave," Charlotte said in a hushed voice. "We shall collect Kitty and Lydia and return to Longbourn."
"Indeed," agreed Elizabeth, grateful for her stepmother's intervention. "I do not think we could bear another moment here."
As they made their way out of Netherfield and towards the waiting carriage, Jane spoke up.
"Charlotte," she began hesitantly, "what do you make of Lady Catherine's accusations? Do you believe there is any truth to them? Was Mr. Collins referring to Miss Bingley, do you think?"
"Jane," interjected Elizabeth, "now is not the time for such discussions. Let us focus on returning home."
"Very well," conceded Jane, shaking her head. "Poor Caroline, with such a house guest inflicted upon her!"
They deserve each other,Elizabeth thought a little uncharitably, but she did not voice the thought aloud.
"Now where are Kitty and Lydia?" Charlotte murmured, looking towards the gardens as though debating whether she should go and look for them.
"They must have walked towards Meryton," Elizabeth noted. "How else could Lady Catherine have picked Georgiana up, on her way to Netherfield? Let us drive that way and I am certain we will find them."
Indeed, they found Kitty and Lydia in Meryton itself, near the inn, speaking with their Aunt Phillips.
"Finally!" exclaimed Lydia, throwing her hands in the air as she spotted their carriage approaching. "What has taken you so long?"
"Lydia," chided Charlotte gently, "patience is a virtue."
Kitty simply scowled as she climbed into the carriage, followed by Lydia, who continued to grumble under her breath. The atmosphere inside the carriage was tense and uncomfortable, and Elizabeth found herself longing for the relative peace of Longbourn.
"Lydia, Kitty," Charlotte began as they set off once more, "I trust you behaved yourselves while we were occupied at Netherfield?"
"Of course we did!" retorted Lydia with a roll of her eyes, while Kitty gave a noncommittal shrug.
"Very well," replied Charlotte, though her expression betrayed her doubts. She turned her gaze to Elizabeth, who met it with a weary smile and a silent promise to discuss these matters further once they were safely home.
As the carriage rolled along, an uneasy silence hung heavy in the air, broken only by the occasional jolt of the wheels over a rutted patch of road.
"Really, it's too bad," Lydia burst out at last, her impatience finally getting the better of her. "We were having such a fine time with Mr. Wickham and his friends before Georgiana left, and then all he could talk about was her! As if she were some sort of angel!"
"Indeed," Kitty chimed in, her eyes narrowed resentfully. "I do not see why she should have left so abruptly. It was very ill-mannered of her."
Elizabeth exchanged a look with Charlotte, who merely raised an eyebrow in response. She turned her attention back to her younger sisters, struggling to keep her tone even as she asked, "And what, pray tell, did Mr. Wickham have to say about Miss Darcy?"
"Nothing particularly interesting," Lydia pouted. "He simply spoke of how he had known her since she was a child, and how they were once quite close. I do not see why that should matter now – we are far more entertaining company than some dull girl who barely speaks a word!"
"Lydia!" Elizabeth admonished, her voice sharp. "You must not speak so unkindly of Miss Darcy. She has done nothing to warrant such animosity."
"Perhaps not," Lydia grumbled, sinking back into sullen silence.
"I cannot like that the two of you took Miss Darcy into Meryton and were speaking with officers, unchaperoned," Charlotte said then, her tone cool. "This is not appropriate behaviour, and I expect better from you. Neither of you are yet Out."
"We were with Maria Lucas," Lydia said defiantly, "and our Aunt Phillips. You cannot deny she is an adequate chaperone!"
"We will also have words about the manner in which you are speaking to me, Lydia." Charlotte's expression did not change. "I had thought that school was improving your manners and sense, but perhaps not."
Lydia turned red, but said nothing more. Elizabeth noted that Kitty, at least, looked a little ashamed of herself.
As the conversation lulled, Elizabeth's thoughts turned inward, her mind racing with the implications of her sisters' words. She recalled Mr. Wickham's tales of his own history with Mr. Darcy, of the injustices he claimed to have suffered. Yet, there was something more here, another layer she had not yet uncovered. She resolved to speak with Mr. Darcy when next they met, to seek answers from him directly. After all, if there was one thing Elizabeth had learned over the course of her tumultuous acquaintance with the gentleman, it was that things were rarely as simple as they appeared.
"Elizabeth," Charlotte murmured softly, drawing her from her reverie. "You seem deep in thought, my dear."
"Indeed, I am," Elizabeth replied with a wry smile. "There is much that remains unclear to me, and I fear it is only through further inquiry that the truth will be brought to light."
"Then let us hope that your inquiries prove fruitful," Charlotte said, her eyes warm with understanding. "And that your discoveries bring you peace."
"Thank you, dearest," Elizabeth whispered, her heart swelling with gratitude for Charlotte's unwavering support.
Retiring to the parlour once they arrived back at Longbourn, Jane, Elizabeth and Charlotte found Mary seated with a book. Mary set the book aside and smiled as she saw them enter.
"You are back earlier than I expected," Mary noted. "Did the visit not go well?"
"It certainly took an unexpected turn. You will not believe who arrived at Netherfield, Mary," Jane said, taking a seat as Charlotte rang for tea.
"Do enlighten me," Mary said, her expression curious.
"Lady Catherine de Bourgh," Elizabeth announced. "In response, it seems to a summons from Mr. Collins, warning that there is a lady here in Hertfordshire with designs upon Mr. Darcy, tempting him away from his engagement to Miss Anne de Bourgh! Who, I must assume, was that young lady who accompanied Lady Catherine," she noted, looking at Jane and Charlotte.
"I barely noticed her, to be honest," Jane admitted. "I was too busy quaking in fear of Lady Catherine."
"Oh, you have nothing to fear from her," Elizabeth said with a laugh. "You are not the one with designs on Mr. Darcy! I could almost feel sorry for Caroline Bingley."
"You think Mr. Collins was referring to Caroline Bingley?" Charlotte queried.
"Of course." Puzzled, Elizabeth turned to her stepmother. "Whom else could he have meant?"
"Hm," was all Charlotte said in response.
"But why?" Mary asked, her expression serious as she considered this news. "What could have possessed him to write such a letter?"
"Mr. Collins' motives are often unfathomable, but in this case, I believe it was his misguided sense of duty to Lady Catherine," Charlotte explained. "He felt it necessary to warn her of the situation."
"Regardless of his intentions, his actions display an extraordinary level of pettiness," Mary declared, her lips pressed into a thin line of disapproval. "I cannot condone such behaviour, nor can I align myself with it through marriage."
"Then you mean to reject his proposal?" Charlotte inquired gently.
"Indeed, I do," Mary replied firmly. "Though I am well aware of the benefits such a match would bring, I cannot bring myself to marry a man whose character I find so fundamentally lacking."
"Your determination is admirable, Mary," Charlotte said, placing a reassuring hand on her arm. "You deserve a partner who will treat both you and those around you with respect."
"Thank you, Stepmama," Mary replied with a small smile, one that made her look quite pretty, Elizabeth noted. "It is comforting to know that you understand my position, and support it."
"Always, my dear," Charlotte assured her.
"Mary, I am very glad you have decided not to accept him," Elizabeth said, reaching out to take Mary's hand and squeeze it with affection. "I think you would have been wasted, married to a man as silly and petty as Collins."
"Thank you, Lizzy," Mary responded, obviously touched by her sister's sentiment. "I feel similarly. I would rather not marry at all than settle for the first man who asks me when he is not the right choice."
"Such maturity is rare, and admirable," remarked Jane, smiling gently at her sister.
"Indeed," agreed Elizabeth. "We must all learn from Mary's example, and strive to make choices based on our own happiness, rather than the expectations of others."
Mary's steps were heavy as she ascended the stairs to her bedroom, seating herself at her small writing-desk. She took no pleasure in what she was about to do, but putting it off was an intolerable notion. She dipped her quill into the inkwell, exhaling deeply as she contemplated the weight of the words she was about to write. This letter would put an end to any possibility of marriage between herself and Mr. Collins, and although she felt confident in her decision, there was still a part of her that could not help but wonder what would become of her in the future.
Dear Mr. Collins,Mary began, her hand steady as she penned the opening lines, I hope this letter finds you in good health and spirits. Your recent proposal has given me much cause for thought and reflection.
"Mary, do you require any assistance with your letter?" Elizabeth asked, peeking in through the half-open door.
"Thank you, Lizzy, but I must do this on my own," Mary replied, offering her sister a weak smile.
"Very well, then," Elizabeth nodded, understanding the importance of Mary handling the matter herself. "If you need anything, just call for me."
"Thank you," Mary murmured, returning her focus to the task at hand.
She continued to write, her thoughts flowing onto the page: Upon careful consideration, I must regretfully inform you that I cannot accept your offer of marriage. While I am grateful for your kind attention and regard, it is my belief that we are not suited for one another.
Pausing for a moment, Mary considered how best to explain her decision without causing undue offense. It was important for her to be honest and forthright, yet she wished to remain respectful and considerate.
Since spending time in London with my aunt and uncle, I have come to understand more about myself and my desires for the future,Mary wrote, hoping that by sharing a piece of her personal journey, Mr. Collins might better comprehend her choice. I have learned that I value my independence and the pursuit of knowledge above all else, and while marriage is undoubtedly an honourable institution, I cannot in good conscience enter into such a union unless I am certain it will contribute to my happiness and personal growth.
Furthermore, she continued, her words growing bolder as she articulated her convictions, I firmly believe that both parties in a marriage must be well-matched in temperament and values, lest their union become a source of strife and discontent. I fear that our differing outlooks on life would prevent us from achieving true harmony and understanding within a marriage.
As Mary penned the closing lines of her letter, she felt a mixture of relief and trepidation. She knew that her refusal might displease Mr. Collins and perhaps even Lady Catherine de Bourgh; however, she also recognized that she owed it to herself and her future to make choices based on her own convictions rather than the expectations of others.
Please accept my sincerest apologies for any disappointment this decision may cause you.I wish you every happiness in your future endeavours, Mary concluded, her hand trembling slightly as she signed her name.
With a sigh, Mary folded the letter and carefully sealed it with wax. As she gazed upon the finished product, she could not help but feel a sense of pride in her newfound strength and resolve. In choosing her own path, she had taken the first step toward defining her own destiny – and that, she knew, was worth more than any marriage proposal could ever offer.