Chapter 36

Asher

Sawyer's right.

I slip Reece's hot cock out of my mouth. He looks down at me with wonder in his eyes. Oh, love. How beautiful you are. More than before.

Sawyer rises, and I follow. He presses his palm to the small of my back and I turn to him to kiss him thoroughly. "Reece is yours tonight, my love," he says. The gentleness in his voice brings a lump to my throat, and I don't know how to tell him what I feel. This desire that I have for him, and for Reece, I can't explain it to him.

"I love you," I tell him on a choke. Feeble words to convey the totality of what I feel for him.

He kisses me back, taking Reece's hand and bringing it to his chest to rest against his heart. "I love you more."

Then, he lets me go, leading Reece to the bed. He lays him down and follows, covering Reece with his body. I join them, lying next to Reece. Reece is aware of me, but his eyes are on my husband. Sawyer kisses him tenderly. "Welcome home, Reece," he says.

My heart lurches in Sawyer's direction.

Reece nods, but there are tears in his eyes. Sawyer kisses them away. "You belong here," he whispers. "You always have." Reece nods again. His throat works. Then, he reaches up to kiss Sawyer again. I reach over to remove Sawyer's sweats.

Reece widens his thighs and the sight of their cocks rubbing against each other brings a moan out of each of us. Strong, thick organs displayed so proudly, curving and touching, and leaking for each other. I'm enthralled and overcome by my lust for them.

Sawyer groans loudly when my fingers slip between his ass cheeks, grazing his hole. He backs up into my hand, then bucks his hips to rub against Reece.

The sound of Reece's lust is music. Deep, dark, beautiful music calling to me, notes and melodies settling inside me and I understand every one of them, like I did before, when we were boys.

Our faces are close, each of us breathing the other's air. Reece turns his face to kiss me.

"You won't last long," Sawyer says against Reece's cheek. "And neither will we."

He nods again. I don't think he has the strength to form words.

Sawyer kisses Reece once more, then slides off him. He swipes a bottle of lube off the nightstand, and I move between Reece's thighs.

His chest jerks up and down, but he keeps his eyes on Sawyer. I bring my hands underneath his thighs lifting until his hole is exposed. Sawyer drips lube directly onto that sweet asshole, drawing deep moans and garbled expletives out of him.

I watch my husband trail his fingers over Reece's hole, spreading the lube, and I'm so hard I might explode. Reece's body comes off the bed. "Please. Please." His choppy breaths hardly allow the words out. But Sawyer doesn't penetrate Reece with his fingers. He drips lube onto my cock, reaching over to fist me loosely.

Then, pressing his hand to my back, he urges me further over Reece's body. I cover Reece's body with mine, bringing his legs over my shoulders. Sawyer rests on his knees next to us, stroking my back.

This is unbelievable. I look at Sawyer, my eyes asking if this is really okay.

He smiles. "Keep your eyes on Reece, my love."

Reece, too, is unsure. He's still looking at Sawyer. "I'm not the one fucking you, beautiful. Eyes on Asher," Sawyer tells him.

Reece's eyes move to me and he looks at me like he never stopped loving me. And I must be looking at him the same way. How can I not? This is Reece. My Reece.

I move, pressing my cock into his hole. He cries out, but his body opens for me. With excruciating slowness, I ease into him, drawing harsh panting breaths from him until I'm fully seated. I, too, am breathless.

My eyes fly to Sawyer's at the same time Reece's eyes do the same.

Sawyer reaches out to kiss me. "Is it good, baby?"

Suddenly, tears fill my eyes. How can Sawyer let me have this? How can he want this with me? "So good, my love. I'm sorry." I'm sorry for how good this feels. I'm sorry that I'm so scared of how good this feels. I'm afraid, husband , I want to tell him. I'm afraid of how much I once loved this man beneath me. And how much I still love him.

He kisses me again. "There is nothing to be sorry for, baby. Stroke him with your cock. I want you to."

I move, and Reece takes me into his body the way he did then, and it feels like before, and also entirely new. But still, I hold back, because how can this be?

Sawyer presses his lips to my jaw. "Let go, baby. He's yours."

I obey my husband because I have to. I have to have Reece like this. I have to make love to him again. It's been so long. We are skin to skin. Sweat and lust sliding between us, and I begin to move.

Reece's startled cry reaches my ears when Sawyer bends down to whisper the same words to him.

I can't stop the tears caused by the soft kisses Sawyer presses into my back as I fuck another man. And not any man. Reece .

"It's been so long, Reece," I whisper into his mouth. "I missed you so much, love. I missed you so much. I missed you."

"I didn't know how to live without you," he cries against my lips.

We won't last longer than this. I reach back to grab Sawyer's hand. "I won't last, baby," I tell my husband. I lift away from Reece so I can have more leverage to fuck him deeper.

Sawyer kisses my shoulders, my biceps, up to the nape of my neck. "Just a little more, Ash," he whispers. "Fuck him just a little harder. Deeper, baby. He can take it. You know he can."

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck . I plunge in and out of Reece, and he chants and pants his approval and begs me for more and more and more.

Sawyer shifts, placing his cock to Reece's lips. He opens his mouth and my heart explodes. I drive my cock into Reece's ass over and over again, watching him suck my husband's cock, and in awe of how well this beautiful man beneath me is taking my cock. He grabs onto Sawyer's thigh with one hand, and with the other he fists his dick while he blows Sawyer like he was made for that job alone.

Sawyer looks down at Reece. "Come if you're ready, sweetheart," he says. Then, pulling out of Reece's mouth, he tells me, "Open your mouth, my husband."

I part my lips.

Reece comes first, spilling his cum over his fist and stomach. I let go deep in his ass and Sawyer shoots his load all over my mouth and face.

Still overcome by the salaciousness of it all, I drop onto Reece's body. His cum slides between us, coating our stomachs and chests. I seal my mouth over Reece's and together we share Sawyer's cum. Reece's body is still wrecked with his orgasm, but he sucks my face and inside my mouth.

Sawyer comes to lie next to Reece and they kiss, wet and sloppy and so fucking beautiful. And the reverence of the moment between them takes my breath away.