My serious (and seriously hot) college professor has a naughty secret, and I’m his number one fan.

Three times a week, Noah Lowry adjusts his glasses at the front of my Plant Propagation class and half the class swoons. It’s so hard to contain this inappropriate crush on my teacher, and all I want is to be a good girl for him. I mean, a good student.

Once a week, an anonymous cowboy turns on his webcam and invites me into his secret fantasies. It’s the perfect distraction all term, until one night, after everyone else has logged off the livestream, he says something to the camera meant just for my online handle GoodGardenGirl—and I recognize my professor’s voice.

Now I have a shocking secret. I can’t look my teacher in the eye. But…that doesn’t stop me from falling asleep every night, dreaming of the sound of a big, heavy belt buckle opening.