Chapter Fifteen

Jack

If anyone had told me while I was being held as a breeder that there would be a day when I would choose to be intimate with another, I'd have called them a liar. I figured I was ruined and would never mate because who would ever want someone like me. It wasn't my fault, and I understood that in my brain, but in my heart, I believed all the ugly things those who imprisoned me had said to me. Every. Last. One.

And then I scented Aziz. We hadn't even met yet, but I knew he was the one. There was no mistake about it. But he didn't want me, and I suppressed those feelings as best as I could. I didn't do a good job, but I kept them at bay enough to function. But there were times when I was all alone, that my mind would imagine this day, imagine the time the two of us would mate and all that entailed, including sex.

As we ran into his bedroom, there was not a single hesitation to be had. I wanted this…wanted him. My past wasn't going to be in this room with us. It was only going to be he and me, here and now. Everything else could and would wait.

"I want you so bad." I tugged at my clothes.

There would be a day when we would be slow and romantic, where I would slowly undress him, kissing every inch of him as the fabric moved out of the way and revealed his skin. That day was not today. I needed his skin against mine. The time for slowness had passed.

"Then have me." He already had his shirt off and was stepping out of his pants. He was so fucking sexy.

Sure I'd seen him naked before he called me his mate, but only for a split second at a time. I didn't mind nakedness and, when shifting, it didn't faze me at all who was and who wasn't dressed. That was with the exception of Aziz. It felt wrong for me to look at him, knowing he was mine and didn't feel the same. I always averted my eyes. I was so glad I did because waiting until he called me his made it so much better.

"I could look at you all day." I closed the distance between us. "You are even hotter than when we shifted the other day. How is that even possible?"

"Bad lighting." He chuckled and before I could counter, he slammed his lips to mine. As good as he looked, he tasted even better.

I pressed my body against his, our hard cocks together between us as he kissed me so passionately I nearly lost my footing. "Bed, please," I growled, stumbling back to lie down. "And don't make me wait any longer."

"Pushy omega," Aziz chuckled. "I should probably assert my alpha-ness and make you wait."

"Are you going to do that?" I squeaked.

"No. No, I'm not. I would die if I tried." Slipping a hand between my legs, he found me slick and ready for him. I'd been ready for him forever. "I want to make it good for you, but I can't take it slow this first time."

"Good." I pulled my knees up to my chest. "I need you, alpha. Please."

He bent and kissed me, deep and searching before pressing another over Bella's mark on my thigh then rising and placing the bulbous head of his cock at my hole. Pushed past the ring of tight muscles and on into my body. I braced my palms on his chest, but he shook his head and guided my hand down to close it around my cock. "Show me how you like it, omega."

With his hand over mine, and his cock deep inside me, I used the tiny bit of brain power I had left to demonstrate to my alpha how I liked to be squeezed and jerked, following his rhythm and lost between his deep drives into me and the fact that his large hand was over mine. All too soon, cum spurted from the tip, and with a roar, my alpha filled me, his knot swelled, and he bent to mark my shoulder, turning his head for me to mark him in return. I nearly passed out with the pleasure of it all.

When his knot released, he rolled me onto my side and spooned me, his spent cock tucked cunningly in my crack. No, I never thought I'd want sex, but mating…making love with my mate…this was everything.