7

Tamsin

I carefully pull away from Viper and he's so big I doubt I'll ever manage to look at his shaft and not jerk in surprise. I've just lost my virginity but I still feel like I'm in over my head. I stare at him, at the violence of him and he looks like such a force of destruction that I swallow.

"I need you again," he demands after a couple of minutes and I bite my lip. Again? But we just...

"Are you sure?" I murmur, stroking his arm and his muscles ripple under my touch. "Aren't you spent?"

He gives me a long look, tender like he wants to cherish me forever, despite the agitation he feels. "Can't get enough of you. I'm going to need so much from you. You understand?"

I nod and he rasps,

"Are you slick?"

I jerk when he probes me, feeling my arousal for himself and his eyes flash.

"Come here, my sweet."

I inch closer to him. He's staring at me as if he's going to gulp me down and I squirm and whimper as I scoot down the bed.

"Closer," he bites out and I'm breathing so harshly, the sound is loud in my ears, the only thing overpowering it is the rain that has begun to fall, smattering against the windows. "You've...I can't...can barely think…"

And I can barely understand what he's saying but as soon as I'm close enough to his mouth he lunges at me like he's never going to let me go. And he's such a sight like this, with his huge shoulders straining, his head bowed as my thighs brush against his face and I'm completely consumed by him. His lapping is out of this world, his face fervent and I shudder, my knees bucking when he grazes me and I'm so slippery, I have a hard time staying in place.

"Straddle me," he orders just before I'm about to come and I faintly do what he wants, all drizzly and throbbing when he says: "Other way around. I want to look at your curvy ass."

"Viper…please," I murmur, watching the view of the park that looks smudged in the rain. Sweat is prickling my body as I slide down on him and it takes a lot from me to be able to do it.

"Take me all the way," he urges and fire licks in me.

He's so big and bulky but I'm so eager to please him that I manage. I've taken all of him and I cry out as he lets out a rush of praising words that make my heart pound. He begins hammering inside me, rougher than ever before as I'm bouncing, holding on as much as I can and I hook around him, until I feel my whole body buzz and I come.

Then I come again but Viper doesn't stop. He keeps going and I can't take anymore. This is playing with my sanity and a scream so loud, I fear it'll break the windows builds up in my chest and I almost start crying when I choke it down.

"E...excuse me," I stutter, so dazed and beat that I make an attempt to slow this down and I pull out of him, trying to get out of the bed but stumble and fall on all fours on the floor.

Stunned, I try to get my mind and body to cooperate when Viper snatches me and pounds into me from behind and I cry out. He wrenches me down his shaft, harder than I ever thought he would but immediately a storm of heat starts building up inside of me.

I'm convulsing, unable to breathe as I moan so loud it's ringing in my ears, my hands clutch the cracks in the floorboards as he's ravaging me and I turn crazy to be able to take it.

"Told you to never try to get away from me," he groans but I can barely make out what he's saying, too wrapped up in my own pleasure. "You are mine, you are mine…you... are … mine."

I come so hard that my whole body snaps and arcs. He comes all over me and; the act is territorial, making me feel like my body is his property.

I whimper with my face against the floor and I'm still helplessly pinned on him. I want to turn to look at him but I don't have enough power in me. He falls on top of me, caging my body with his arms and I feel his heart beat like a freight train.

"I love you," he whispers and I swallow. "I will always love you."

**** He loves me? He keeps murmuring it over my sweaty back and it feels like I'm being revered. He has blown my mind, pushed my body to limits I didn't think I could take, thought I would get ruined in the process but now all I want is more. More of him and his strength, his power and tenderness. How can a giant, dangerous man like him be so gentle? How can there be so much love in him? I feel it in the way he looks it me, feel it radiate from his body into mine. I'm so warm, I almost drift off into a slumber.

Looking at Viper's body through my lashes I stare at his tattoos, trace them with my finger and I feel like I have found the one thing that will fascinate me the most for the rest of my life. Apart from the tattoos and his bullet wounds, Viper's body is the kind that few men have these days.

His bulkiness isn't plastic but he has the body of a fighter, a brutalizer and being pinned underneath him feels so good that it almost brings tears to my eyes. No weapon in the world can protect me better than him, he would tear the whole universe apart before letting anything happen to me. Shifting a little he allows me to roll over to my back and even if he's not demanding anything, I know he wants an answer.

"I love you too, Viper," I whisper and sudden rare light floods his face before he buries it in my hair and grunts in appreciation. "But..."

"But...?" he asks and I can feel he's on edge. "But what?"

"I don't like the life you lead." I swallow. "And I don't want you to get hurt or wait up at night, wondering if you're safe."

His eyes warm. "Nobody has ever cared for me the way you have. You honor me with your concern but you don't have to worry. I won't take reckless risks now that I have you to come home to."

Home. Viper and I. It's going to mean so much to me. It's going to mean everything.