Chapter 15
Will
My dick is so painfully hard right now, no amount of jerking off in the bathroom has helped. Not when the whole damn house smells like Nova’s perfume.
It’s been a day since she started her heat, and the sounds of Ian and her fucking have been going off and on ever since she walked into the kitchen yesterday.
I hardly got any sleep last night. Kinda hard when I’ve pretty much been rutting against my mattress, trying to relieve the pain of my stiff cock.
Everything in me screams to go upstairs and take care of my Omega. Because that's what she is. My scent match. She’s mine .
No amount of telling myself that now isn’t the right time for an Omega is going to change that fact.
My body is stiff, my grip on the TV remote so strong I’m surprised I haven’t broken it yet.
Turning up the volume, I try to drown out the sounds of Nova’s moans. It’s pointless though. The sweet cries of her pleasure ring loudly in my mind.
“I can’t take this much longer,” I breathe out, shooting a look at my brother.
Nick is glaring at the TV, his body tenser than mine, as he aggressively takes a swig of his beer.
“You pussy whipped too?” he snarls. Fucking hell he’s stubborn. He’s fighting this harder than I am.
There are many reasons why I’ve been trying to fool myself into thinking that having Nova as our Omega is a bad idea, I thank my fucked up past for most of it.
But the more time I spend around her, the more I see that she’s not like her . She’s not going to hurt me, use me, then throw me away like I’m nothing. She’s not going to take what doesn’t belong to her and act like I’m the ungrateful one.
No, Nova is lost. She’s an Omega who has been struggling more than one should. Hurt by the people who should have cared about her the most.
If she wanted to use me, she would have by now. But she’s done nothing to try and trick me into something I wasn’t ready for.
I’m still not ready to go up there, bite her, and make her my Omega. But a part of me wants to see where things could go when we leave here.
I know that Ian is with her for life, no matter what. I saw the bite mark she gave him, when he came out to piss, while she was asleep.
The poor bastard looked exhausted, but the pure joy in his eyes had me jealous. I want that.
I want Nova. And the one thing I can expect from her is this not going full speed. If we leave here, and she agrees to give me a chance, she’s going to want to take things slow. Just like she has been.
No one understands how hard it’s been to keep apart the way we have been. A scent match bond is almost impossible to resist. It’s in our DNA. It takes control of you like nothing else.
It’s been pure torture to try to keep my hands off of Nova. I couldn’t resist any longer. The other day when we were outside, the thrill of the snowball fight, then chasing after her,, made me snap. I had to have her, taste her.
The feeling of being inside her, there’s nothing that will ever compare to it.
So that’s why I stand up, toss the remote onto the couch.
“You know what, fuck you,” I growl at Nick. “She’s our Omega whether you like it or not. She’s not going anywhere unless you wanna lose Ian. Because he’s in it for life now. You would have to kill him to get him away from her. So we need to accept the fact that Nova is our Omega and figure out how that fits in with our life.
“I know it’s not what we wanted, it’s not what we planned. But life happens and it’s almost impossible for everything to go as we hoped. I like Nova. She’s smart, has a good head on her shoulders, and she’s not a typical Omega. She’s not going to want to settle down and pop out a bunch of babies right now. When we leave here, we’re taking her with us.
“We’re going to give her the life she deserves. Take time getting to know her and then make her ours. I want her, Nick, and the sounds of her as she comes undone are driving me fucking mad!” I growl.
I step over to him, grab the hem of his shirt and pull it up over his head.
“What the fuck are you doing?” he snaps.
“Giving our Omega the last thing she needs to make her heat run smooth,” I mutter. “She needs your scent and you’re too much of an asshole to give it to her. So I will.”
Turning on my heel, I storm up the stairs, pulling my shirt up over my head, tucking it under my arm as I make work of my pants.
I’m naked by the time I reach the door and pause. I didn’t even think about the fact she might not want me in there. She might not want me to help her through her heat.
Swallowing hard, I open the door.
Her candy cane scent hits me hard, making my cock jerk as pre-cum leaks from the tip. My own pheromones burst free in waves.
Nova is laying on her back, Ian’s face between her legs, as she massages her breasts.
Her eyes flick over to me, widening, lips parting. Then she’s moaning, coming apart on Ian’s face.
“Fucking hell,” I groan, gripping my cock with my free hand.
“Alpha,” she whimpers, holding her hand out to me.
Ian pops up, looking over at me with exhaustion. “Oh, thank fuck,” he sighs. “I love her so damn much, Will, but my dick needs a break.”
My brows jump. He loves her? Yeah, thats a big fucking deal for Ian. She’s stuck with us now.
“Can I come in?” I ask Nova. She nods her head.
“Alpha. Please.”
Closing the door behind me, I make my way over to the two of them. Ian moves out of the way, allowing me to take his place between her legs.
“I brought this for you,” I tell her, holding out the two shirts. An extra boost of my scent as well as Nick’s.
She takes my shirt and smells it, sighing happily, but then when she smells Nick, she lets out this longing whimper as she snuggles it to her cheek.
We are not good men. We’ve done things that could get us locked up for years and I’m not talking about just robbing malls.
Yet, gazing down at Nova, her sweaty hair plastered to her face, the way she looks so damn happy to have all of our scents, like we just offered her the moon, has the walls of ice I’ve built around my heart slowly starting to melt.
I’m not sure if I’ll ever truly be able to let someone in, not after what happened to me back when I was a young Alpha.
But for this girl. For my Omega. I think I can try.
She’s not her. She could never be like that monster.
Nova whimpers in pain, curling in on herself.
“Shhh.” I lean down and kiss her deeply. “I got you, baby. I’m gonna take the pain away, okay?”
She whimpers again, nodding her head. “Alpha, please,” she sobs.
“Dude, what are you waiting for? Give our girl your cock,” Ian says, like I’m some idiot.
Nova widens her legs, her hand lowering to her slick-covered pussy. She bites her bottom lip, moaning when she rubs her clit with her fingertips a few times before bringing her glistening fingers up. I groan as she smears her slick across my lips, giving me this cheeky little grin.
“You play dirty, Little Omega,” I growl, licking my lips before grabbing her wrist. She moans when I suck her fingers into my mouth, cleaning them off. God, she tastes so fucking good. I could easily get addicted to her. I might already be on my way there.
“You want my cock, Omega?” I ask with a growl, grabbing her other hand and pinning both of them above her head.
“Yes,” she sobs, lifting her hips up.
“You want me to fuck you nice and deep, make you feel good before I knot this perfect little pussy?”
“Yes!” she shouts.
“I think the girl wants you to fuck her, Will. Stop playing with her. She’s gonna get feral if you don’t give her what she wants,” Ian says in an annoyed tone. I look over at him and I snort a laugh, finding his body all marked up. He loves it though.
“You sure did do a number on your Alpha, Little Rabbit.” I chuckle, shuffling forward and lowering myself into position. “You’re gonna be a good girl and keep your hands right here and let me do all the work,” I tell her.
She bites her lip and nods her head. Her eyes are hazy, glassed over with lust.
Gripping my cock, I groan as I slide the tip between her messy folds. She moans, arching into me.
“So fucking wet. Look at you baby, so needy. So perfect," I praise, then press the tip of my cock inside her opening, pushing into her tight little body, hissing as I feel her walls trying to suck me in.
“So impatient.” I chuckle, but it turns into a deep rumbling growl as I slowly sink inside her.
“Yes,” Nova moans. “More.”
I give her a second to adjust to my size before pulling back and thrusting in again.
She feels like heaven wrapped around my cock. Us, together like this, feels right. So perfect it fucking terrifies me.
I fuck her slow and deep just like I told her I would, savoring the way her walls feel against my length. So warm and tight.
Her sounds of pleasure have me picking up my pace. “You like that, Little Omega? You like the way I feel inside you?”
“Yes,” she whines.
“Fuck, Nova, baby,” I groan as I feel my pending orgasm start to build. “You smell so fucking good. You're perfect. So damn beautiful.”
Slow, deep thrusts allow me to prolong the building pleasure, hitting her sweet spot over and over again until she’s a sobbing mess, begging for my knot.
“You ready for my knot, Omega?”
“Yes!” she screams, eyes a little more feral now. “Knot me. Now. Mine,” she growls. “Bite me.”
That has my thrusts faulting. “What?”
“Bite me, please,” she starts to beg. “Alpha, please. Bite me.”
Fuck. No, I can’t bite her. I’m not ready.
She starts to cry and damn it, it breaks my heart. I look over at Ian with a panicked look.
“Fuck,” he hisses, running a hand through his hair. “We didn’t talk about this.”
“But she bit you.”
“And I fucking loved it,” he huffs out a laugh. “But I don’t know if she’s going to be so happy with a bite mark from you. And I can see it in your eyes, Will, you’re not ready for this.”
“I’m not. But...” She’s full on crying now and I feel like shit for not being able to give her what she wants, what she needs.
“Bite me. Please. Please, Alpha,” Nova cries out.
“Fuck it. I’ll pay the price when this is over. I’m already bonded to her,” Ian growls. “I can’t see her like this anymore.” He leans in. “You want me to bite you, baby? You want my mark?”
Her eyes widen and she nods frantically. “Need you, Alpha. Please.”
“Shhh. I got you, Little Doe.” Ian gives me a look before he’s leaning in and biting down on her throat.
Nova’s moans ring loud in the room and she’s wrapping her legs around me, using her feet to shove my ass forward, forcing my knot inside her.
“Yes!” she sobs out as she cums around my knot.
My eyes roll back and I curse as my orgasm shatters through me in waves. My cock jerks inside her, rope after rope of cum filling her up, as her pussy milks my length, strangling my cock.
“Fucking hell,” I groan, hanging my head.
“Best feeling ever huh?” Ian chuckles, kissing Nova’s new mate mark. “God, I hope she doesn’t hate me in the morning.”
I can’t help but chuckle as I see Nova’s eyes flutter shut, a happy little smile on her face.
“She might. But I think deep down, she wanted that with you, not me.”
“You think?” Ian asks.
“Yeah.” I scoop Nova up into my arms and roll us over, so that I’m on my back. Holding her tightly in my arms, my mind and brain go to war. This little feisty Omega might just be the best unexpected surprise.
By far the best Christmas present I’ve ever gotten.
I’m not sure what's going to happen when we leave here, but I’m both terrified and excited to start this new journey. She might just be the very thing we needed and didn’t even know it.
Nick
“Fuckkk.” I growl, thrusting up into my hand. My cock jerks in my hold, ropes of cum shooting out and coating my chest.
Breathing heavily, I run my hands through my hair with a little more aggression than needed.
I’m so worked up, I’m seconds away from losing my fucking mind.
Her slutty little moans will haunt my dreams until the day that I die.
I want her. Badly. Too fucking badly and I hate myself for it.
I’m trying to convince myself that it’s because of the scent match bond. And it could very well be the reason, but it doesn’t change the fact that every time I’m in the same room as her, I’m aware of her every move, every breath.
Like the way she chews on the side of her thumb, as she anxiously watches the tension filled moments of whatever movie is on. And how she bites her lip, as she sneaks glances at one of the guys, me included.
Even though every time she’s caught, I get a scowl that makes me fucking want to smile. She wants me too, and she also hates herself for it.
Or how about the way she loves food. Every bite she takes, she savours it like it might be her last.
That pisses me off. I don’t want to care about her past and how she lived her life before, but I do.
The thought of her boyfriend taking advantage of her, using her for his own gain, while she worked her ass off, makes me mad. And then I hate her more for making me feel things I have no business feeling.
She’s gotten under my skin like a fucking disease.
With my eyes closed, I lay my head back against the couch, trying to steady my breathing as I take a moment.
For a second, I thought I might have fallen asleep as everything went quiet, sleep being something I haven’t really gotten any of in the past two days.
Then I blink my eyes open, realizing the sounds have stopped. “Thank fuck,” I groan, grabbing the box of tissues off the side table and cleaning myself up.
Just as I get my dick back in my pants, I hear what could be described as a herd of animals, coming down the stairs.
Looking over, I see a very tired Will and Ian in only boxers make it to the bottom of the stairs.
“She’s finally asleep.” Ian yawns, stretching his arms up over his head.
“Something we should be doing.” Will scrubs his hands over his face, looking like he hasn’t slept in days. “But I need food or I think I might die.”
“Dramatic much,” I snort.
They both shoot me a glaring look. “You shut up,” Ian snaps. “You can’t say shit. You’ve been down here while we’ve been doing all of the work.”
“Not my Omega, not my problem.” I shrug.
I’m surprised when Will is the one to get in my face. “Fuck off with your bullshit. You might hate her, and I get why. You were hurt. But she’s not Raina. Bad things aren't going to happen to her.”
Raina . That name sends a shot of ice to my heart. My lip peels back into a snarl. “You can’t make promises like that. Not when you damn well know what kind of life I live.”
Ian’s face softens. “Then we take things slow. Don’t claim her until it’s safe to do so. But for now, no one is here but us. Stop treating her like shit when she doesn’t do anything to warrant it. She might like the little game you two play, just don’t take it too far. You harm her Nick, I’ll hurt you.”
The two of them zombie walk into the kitchen. I follow behind them, anger and frustration flowing through my veins. I hate this, I hate all of this.
And I hate how right he is.
There’s a lot of reasons why I don’t want an Omega right now, one being my line of work. People get hurt, used as pawns, and it doesn’t end well.
If people knew Nova was mine, what would they do to her?
I can’t even think of that right now.
Shaking my head, I go to the fridge and grab the premade sandwiches I prepped and place them on the table in front of the guys, then lean back against the counter to watch.
“Food,” Ian groans, taking a bite.
“We need to get Nova to eat something. Or at the very least drink something,” Will says around a mouthful of his own food.
Ian snorts. “Easier said than done.” He looks up at me. “You thought she was bratty before? That girl is down right stubborn when she’s in heat.”
“One thing on her mind.” Will chuckles.
Ian grins. “Well, four things really. Cocks, cum, knots, and orgasms.” He shakes his head. “As much as I love that girl, as much as it’s pure fucking ecstasy being inside her, and I’d pay a million dollars easily, just to hear her moan and see her shatter with bliss, I don’t think I can take much more,” he whines, putting his hands on his face.
Love? Is he crazy? He doesn’t even know her. It’s only been what? A week, maybe a week and a half.
How can you love someone that fast?
But that's the way of our world, isn’t it? Alphas and Omegas are just built differently. Everything is warp speed, instant.
It’s in us to want to please an Omega, to take care of them, protect them.
Add scent matches into the mix and you’re royally screwed. Another reason I resent Nova. She took that control away from me, that choice. And no, she didn’t ask for it anymore than we did, but here we are.
I always knew there could be a chance that we’d find our scent match. I just didn’t think it would be here, now.
Scent matches are rare. Some Alpha’s and Omega’s go their whole lives never meeting them.
So why now? Why us? Why her?
I must have gotten lost in my own thoughts, because when I come back to reality, my ears are met with snores.
“Fucking hell,” I sigh, shaking my head in pity at my two brothers who are sleeping. Will has his face down, forehead on top of the sandwich and Ian is leaning against his hand, with a bite of food still in his mouth.
Letting out an annoyed sigh, I grab a bottle of water and head upstairs to check on Nova.
The higher I go, the more her scent hits me. Fucking hell, she smells like sin and bad choices. Like Heaven and Hell rolled into one.
Like mine.
“Fuck.” I mutter, opening the door and finding Nova naked, sprawled out on the bed. She’s moaning, her hand working hard between her legs, searching for some relief.
My hand tightens around the door knob and I swallow hard, trying to keep myself in control. When all I want to do is pin her down and rut into her.
I want to force her slick little cunt to take my cock and knot until she’s a sobbing mess, begging me for more.
Her eyes open at my voice and even though I just came, my cock is back at full attention.
“Alpha,” Nova whines, widening her legs, showing me just how wet and swollen her pussy is.
“Fuck it,” I mutter, shutting the door behind me. I slowly walk over to her, entranced by her slick-covered core, the way her slender fingers move in and out.
“Alpha,” she whimpers again, moving her fingers faster. Her eyes roll back and a feral growl rumbles inside of my chest as I watch the way her cunt flutters around her fingers, her release and slick gushing from her pussy.
Chest heaving, covered in sweat, she removes her fingers as I get to the edge of the bed. She shifts with shaky limbs onto her hands and knees and crawls toward me, breasts swaying as she moves.
This woman. This Omega. She’s going to be the death of me. I’m gonna give her everything she wants and more, but we’re going to do this my way. I’m gonna have fun with this little brat.
Nova reaches for my belt, clearly knowing what she wants, but I take a step back.
“Not so fast, Joyrider.” I chuckle, loving the way she pouts up at me. “You want my cock?” She nods her head eagerly, licking her lips. “My knot, too?” She nods again. “Only way you’re going to get that is if you're a good girl, and drink some water.”
Oh, she did not like that.
She leans back on her knees and crosses her arms over her breasts. “No,” she growls. “Fuck me. Now.”
I laugh again. “No, that‘s not how this is going to go. Only good Omegas get fucked. All you gotta do is drink some water, and I’ll fuck you good, baby. I’ll make that sweet little pussy sing for me,” I growl, wondering what the fuck I’m doing. Who cares if she drinks water? She wants to be fucked and I wanna fuck her.
But when she glares at me, lowering her hand to start playing with herself again, I get angry.
“Fucking brat,” I snarl, grabbing her hand and yanking it away from her pussy. She growls back, baring her teeth at me. I grip her chin and force her mouth open. “Drink the fucking water,” I demand, lifting the bottle to her mouth and pouring some in.
She makes a sound of protest, but swallows some. I grin in victory as she glares at me. If looks could kill, I’d be six feet under.
“Now, that wasn’t so hard was it?” I ask. “More.” I pour more water into her mouth and let go of her cheek when she closes her lips.
As soon as I do, the little bitch spits the water at me, right in my fucking face. My nostrils flare, chest rising and falling, as I struggle to keep my control.
All bets are off when the corner of her lips lift into a smirk. Even in the throes of her heat, she’s a fucking brat.
“That’s it,” I bark. She yelps when I push her back onto the bed, her eyes widening in shock. Kneeling on the mattress, I grab her hips, flip her over onto her stomach, and yank her ass in the air.
“You wanna act like a child, then fine. But bad girls get their ass spanked,” I spit out, my hand coming down on her ass hard.
Nova lets out a lusty moan and I watch as slick flows from her pussy. “You like that don’t you.” I laugh, making work of my belt and freeing my cock. “You love it when I’m rough with you. You love the fight. Fucked up is what you are, Nova.”
I chuckle low and deep. She looks fucking stunning right now, bent over, her ass in the air, presenting her needy, dripping pussy for me.
“Fuck me,” she whines. “Now.”
“You're not in charge here, Little Omega,” I growl. “I am. And I’ll give you my cock when I damn well feel like it.”
She looks over at me, eyes blazing in anger. She growls, like a feisty little kitten. It’s adorable.
Moving to get up on her hands, she glares at me.
“Fuck me now,” she snarls again.
I just grin, pissing her off more as I take my pants off, then my shirt. I toss it at her and the moment she gets my scent, I see how everything changes in her demeanor. She grabs the shirt, inhaling deeply, a little whine leaving her lips, as she rubs her face on my top.
Guilt hits me. Fucking hell. No, I have nothing to feel bad about.
Yet, seeing how much my scent relaxes her, makes her feel safe, it’s a knife to the gut. I can’t be her safe place. I can’t be anyone’s, because the people who are close to me only get hurt.
And because I’m a fucking jackass, just like she’s been calling me the whole time we’ve been here. I let my anger take control and grip her ass.
She’s not expecting it when I line my cock up to her pussy and thrust inside.
I’m not hurting her. She’s already wet and wanting, so I slide in with ease.
“That's it,” I grunt, slapping her ass as I begin to fuck into her hard and fast. “Take it, Nova. Take my fucking cock. You know you love it. I can feel you dripping down my fucking balls. Your pussy is trying to suck me in, keep me forever isn’t it?” I groan.
Nova moans, clawing at the bed.
My eyes are fixed on hers as I pound into her. The pure bliss on her face. She tries to meet me thrust for thrust, pushing her ass back against me.
“Fuck,” I grunt. “You shouldn’t feel this fucking good. Why?” I growl. “Why are you doing this to me?”
She can’t hear me, too lost in her own pleasure and the frenzy of her heat, as she sobs out her release, coming hard around my cock.
I groan, gripping her ass as I struggle not to knot her and cum right now.
With a snarl, I pull out, making her whine at the loss, as I flip her over onto her back. I force my way between her thighs, gathering her slick on my fingers and shoving them into her mouth.
She gags, eyes widening as tears stream down her cheeks.
“Look at you.” I laugh as I thrust back into her. “A fucking mess. Such a little whore you are, Nova. Your cunt is swollen, used, and filled with my brother's cum. You can’t get enough of our cocks, can you? Nothing is enough. You want, want, want. You don’t care about anything but getting fucked and filled with our cum. Only satisfied for a small time while we’re locked in you, stuffing that greedy cunt with our knots. That's all you’re good for, Nova. A hole to fill, to fuck. A toy. You like being our dirty little toy don’t you?”
The words are harsh, degrading. Yet Nova looks up at me, with her lidded lust-filled eyes, looking at me like I hung the fucking moon, as she sucks eagerly around my fingers like it’s my cock.
It does something to me, shifts something inside me. I don’t like it, not at fucking all.
Lip peeled back, I snarl down at her, as I wrap my free hand around her throat.
“I hate you,” I whisper-hiss as my thrusts turn punishing, frantic. “I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.”
Nova’s eyes roll back as I pop my knot into place, screaming out around my fingers as she cums hard, her pussy gripping me like a vice.
“Fuck!” I roar, my body shuddering as I empty myself inside of her. Wave after wave of my orgasm hits me, cock jerking violently, as I fill her up with my hot cum, to the point it drips out of her pussy and down onto the bed. Even my knot isn’t able to keep it all inside of her.
My chest heaves, heart thundering painfully, as I stare down at this Omega. This Omega I never asked for yet was given.
I don’t want to want her. I don’t want to crave her.
And when I pull my fingers free, body still buzzing from my climax, as sweat drips down my brow, she takes my hand by the wrist, bringing my palm to her lips, placing a soft kiss to the middle and I know... I’m irrevocably and utterly fucked.
She smiles softly, eyes fluttering closed and I stare down at her, lips parted as she takes my hand, cups her cheek with it, and cuddles into my touch before falling asleep.
My chest tightens, making it hard to swallow as I struggle to breathe.
I stay like that long after she falls asleep, before I scoop her in my arms and lay her on my chest.
For the rest of her heat, this possessiveness takes over and I make it really impossible for the guys to have her. Refusing to let her go, to leave her body, needing that connection.
Even though I know this Little Omega will be my downfall.