15. Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Lorne

Insecurity is something I’ve never experienced until this moment. I’m not worried about sex. I always knock that out of the park, but I saw how she stared at the noose. It’s not a simple thing to explain to people, and I sure as fuck don’t want her to run before we even get started. But if we want something more than one night, we have to come clean.

“You noticed the noose earlier?”

She looks up, “Yes. I thought it was some sort of emo decor.” She points to Cas’s Joy Division T-shirt. “Maybe you’re one of those weird Ian Curtis fans. The kind who takes everything a little too far?”

“It’s more like an INXS fan who shares a kink with Michael Hutchence.”

She cocks her head. “Micheal died by—” Her eyes go wide when it clicks. “Oh.”

Some people like a faint pressure on their necks while they fuck. I want to be on the brink of death as I come. “That’s not all.”

Her eyebrows furrow together. “I’m not sure how much crazier this can get.”

I wouldn’t blame her if she ran out of here like she was on fire. I wouldn’t allow her to get very far, but I would understand her motives.

“Show me.”

I flinched as if she hit me. “You can’t handle it.”

“My parents were together for over twenty years when my mom died. My dad didn’t hide any part of himself from my mom. She didn’t always agree with his choices, but she loved my father, his dark, broken pieces and all. Not showing me your full truth means you’re not ready to handle me.”

“You sure he never stepped out on her?” Cas snickers.

I glare at him, and he shuts up. I love the guy, but he needs a fucking muzzle sometimes.

Noelle turns to Cas, biting her bottom lip, and tilts her head. “Is that what you would do to me, Cas? Step out on me? Because I’ll tell you one thing. I will never fucking tolerate cheating. I know I might not look like the typical girl you see in magazines, but I’m a fucking catch. I have boatloads of self-respect.”

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” I snap. “You’re fucking better than any girl in a magazine. No one can hold a candle to you.”

Her words are self-assured and confident, but her sad eyes are like a punch to my gut. I want to pummel Cas and beat his dense head in. The little fucker.

I brush my finger along her jawline. “None of us will ever cheat on you. If one of us thinks about it, the other two will kill him.”

Cas jumps in front of her with his hands in the air. “Sunshine, no one has to kill me if I ever look at another woman. I’ll chop my dick off first.”

She laughs, and it’s like a chorus of angels. “Guess you’re the one who doesn’t like to be outdone, huh?”

“When you have the hottest girl you’ve ever seen in front of you, the only girl who’s makes all three of you fuckin’ insane in a good way, you’re gonna do whatever it takes to make sure she’s happy. I know I act like an idiot sometimes, but trust me, Sunshine, I’m anything but.” He grabs her hand and slams it against his dick. “You feel that?”

Noelle licks her lips and nods.

“All I can think about is sinking into your holes and fucking you senseless. It’s taking a lot of self-control on my part not to eat you out while you’re talking to them. I can smell how turned on you are, and that pretty cunt is bare and begging for my tongue.” Cas rips the sheet off her, exposing her naked flesh. The three of us are a pack of wolves with our tongues hanging out and tails wagging. “Actually, spread ’em.”

“What?” Noelle asks. Her voice is shaky, but her legs part slowly at Cas’s demand.

He doesn’t respond. His large hands grip her knees and pull her legs as far apart as he can. “I’ve been dying for a damn taste.”

Her head falls back, and she moans. “You got anything to add to the conversation, Declan?”

Declan rises from the bed and pulls his cock out of the waistband of his jogging pants. He grips his thick erection and works it with his palm as he stares at Cas’s tongue devouring her cunt. “All I can think about is sucking on your clit again. But I also want to hear you choke on my cock.”

“Oh, God.”

A slap to her tit by Declan’s hand. “Dirty girl, using the lord’s name like that.” He moves his cock to her face and taps her cheek. “Open up.”

Declan pushes his cock into her mouth and straddles her neck. I’m careful to watch him because as much as I hope he won’t take it too far, I know this act pains him. To Declan, it’s not fucking. To him, it’s a step towards damnation; with the way his fucked up brain works, he might kill her to rid himself of evil.

His thumbs are by her eyes, pushing down at her temples. He looks deranged, lost in the black-and-white hellscape of his own creation. “Just like Jesus, I seem to like pretty little whores.”

“Declan, turn around. Let her choke on your cock while you eat her out.”

He doesn’t listen to me. He just keeps pushing his ass toward her mouth. Her gagging fills the room, and my cock surges like never before. I quickly take off my belt and rear it over my head, slashing it along Declan’s back.

He moves back, and I hear her gasps for breath. He hisses as his back arches when I hit him again. “Turn around, Declan.”

He lifts a knee, then the other, and turns himself around, his ass now behind the crown of her head. The base of his cock is visible, while most of his length is back in her mouth. To my surprise, her hands are on his thighs, and she isn’t pushing him away but pulling him closer as if she’s desperate to get more of him into her mouth.

Declan falls forward, his tongue out like a cat desperate for water.

“Suck her clit, Dec. She’s so fucking sweet,” Cas murmurs as his tongue darts in and out of her hole.

I drop the belt and grip the back of Declan’s head to hold him in place as I bend to join them. One lick of her pussy, and I’m a goner. She’s a drug I’ll crave for the rest of my life. I’ll gladly die of an overdose so long as it’s from savoring her. Her flavor is distinct, hypnotic, and addictive.

Cas glides one finger in her pussy as his tongue meets mine and Declan’s by her clit. I move my hand and join his finger with one of mine. We move back and forth, and her hips buck against us. Declan moans, and it vibrates along her pussy. He, too, pushes a finger into her cunt, and we work her pussy in unison until her legs stiffen.

“I want you to drench us, Sunshine,” Cas growls as his finger moves along mine and curls to hit her G-spot. “I want to drink until I’m full.”

She screams as all three of us apply pressure. She bucks beneath us to be free, but that isn’t going to happen. And then the first sprays of her cum splash us in the face.

I grip Declan’s hair and bring him down to her cunt, watching as her pussy drenches his face. “This is divine. It’s the only holy water you should concern yourself with.”