Chapter Twenty

Perry

So far, the whole being-a-boyfriend thing is no different from what Theo and I were doing before, so maybe everyone had been right. If that's the case, I can easily handle this.

And his friends are cool too. I like to watch him with them, see how he lets go and watch him in his element. Theo is a people person if I ever saw one.

I'm glad everything went well when he told them about us. I would have hated for someone to be weird to him about the fact that he's with me…because I'm a boyfriend…Christ. What in the hell is happening here?

"Did you drive?" I ask Theo when I get off work.

"No, I rode with the guys."

"I think someone was hoping I'd ask him to go home with me," I tease, just to earn myself one of his smiles. They're like cotton candy—sweet and addicting.

"Can you blame me? I have a totally hot boyfriend."

I roll my eyes, but yes, I'm grinning, and it's so stupid and ridiculous. What has he done to me? "You called me hot."

"You are."

"I know." I nod toward the door, and we head out together.

It doesn't take us long to get back to the house. Ty got off earlier than me—him and Brax already in their room as we head to ours—mine. I mean mine. What the fuck?

"I need to shower." I pull some boxer briefs from my drawer.

"Can I…do that with you?"

The simple question has blood rushing to my groin. I've always loved sex and people's bodies—exploring them, tasting them, losing myself in them and having them lose themselves in me, but it's next level when it comes to Theo. My cock is already throbbing like I've never taken a damn shower with anyone before.

"We don't have to," Theo adds.

"Are you kidding me? Yes. All the yesses in the world. I was just dickstracted by the thought of you wet and naked."

"Did you just say dickstracted?"

"I did." I wink, then pull a pair of shorts out for him.

"I don't get underwear?"

"Nope. I like you commando."

We head into the bathroom, where I turn the shower on. Theo watches me as I strip out of my clothes, not moving to do the same.

"I think you're drooling," I joke.

"I wouldn't be surprised."

"Jesus, I can't believe you didn't know you're bisexual before me."

"Guess there's something special about you."

My heart melts, like really, how is that a thing that happens? And shouldn't it be miserable instead of the greatest fucking thing to ever happen to a guy? "Best boyfriend ever."

Once I'm naked, I start helping Theo out of his clothes. His dick is hard. I swear the guy gets an erection at the drop of a hat…or I guess I should say at the drop of his clothes? Or even the prospect of something sexual? It's really hot.

We get into the shower, and I wrap a hand around his shaft, giving it a stroke. "Look at you…always hungry for me."

He gasps. "I swear I wasn't like this before."

I like the idea of him only being this needy with me. "Perfect. But we're gonna be good boys and actually shower."

"Wait. Really?" His forehead wrinkles cutely, and it takes everything in me not to kiss his freaking face off.

"Yes. We'll play when we get to bed. Shower sex isn't all it's cracked up to be. You feel like you're drowning while sucking dick, water splashes in your eyes, the tub is too hard on your knees. It's a fucking mess."

He chuckles, then grabs my sponge, squirts soap on it, and…starts washing my chest.

Now listen, I've done a whole lot of experimenting in my life. I've been with sweet people and those who just want to come and take off and can honestly do that without swapping very many words. I've been with cis-women, cis-men, nonbinary and trans people. Those who like it hard and those who like it soft, but I've never been with someone who washed me. It sounds silly, and I don't know why the feel of the sponge along my pecs is like a defibrillator to my heart.

"What?" Theo asks, clearly able to tell I'm losing my emotional shit.

"Nothing."

"Do you want me to stop?"

"Never."

He gives me my favorite smile, then continues to wash my front before turning me around so he can wash my back. My little puppy even washes my damn hair, but then I take the sponge and give him the same treatment, pampering him and taking care of him the way he did me.

When we're out and dried off, he reaches for the clothes, but I shake my head. "Just wrap the towel around you. Why do we need to get dressed if we're just gonna get naked again?"

"I mean…being naked sounds good to me."

"I never would have guessed," I tease, cupping his cheek. My other hand goes to his stiff cock, stroking it. "Do you want to fuck me?"

His pupils blow wide, and I swear, the way he sucks in a sharp breath, I think he's somehow going to choke on it. "You do that?"

My stomach starts doing somersaults even though I have no reason to be nervous. "Oh yeah. I definitely do that."

"Do you need to do anything first?"

"I know my body pretty well, and I'm good."

"Then yes. Please. Come on. Let's go." He tries to open the door while still stark naked.

"I'm pretty sure Brax and Ty are still in their room, but maybe take this, in case."

I hand him a towel, then wrap one around my waist. My dick is already filling with blood, swelling and excited about what's to come.

We run down the hallway to my bedroom like a couple of kids in a race. I slam the door closed behind me, then turn just before Theo is on me. He presses my back against the door, towel gone and lips on mine. His tongue pushes inside my mouth, hands on my hips as he kisses and thrusts against me.

Theo hasn't taken a dominant role any of the times we've fucked around, and while I love being the one in control, I'm living for this right now, for his furious need for me that he can't seem to contain.

"God, I want to touch you all the time, and when I can't, I still want to just look at you." His mouth trails down my neck, my head dropping back to give him better access.

I still want to just look at you…

I can't even pretend those words don't pierce my armor. He calls me his knight, and yeah, that's a joke, but I've worn so many layers to protect myself. Theo is blasting his way through all of them.

Reaching around, I cup his ass. He's got more cake than I do, and I fucking love it, kneading his cheeks while he takes my mouth again. I tease his crease, rubbing against his hole because I know how much he likes that. One day he's going to let me inside him too.

"Show me what to do to you…how to get you ready."

I love that even though he's clearly nervous, Theo isn't afraid to ask questions. He doesn't have a show-off, macho bone in his body. I never knew that could be so sexy.

I take his wrist and pull him to the bed, our dicks bobbing along the way. After setting the lube on the nightstand, I tell him, "You're gonna have to open me up with your fingers."

"Can I do it a little with my tongue first?"

My cock flexes against my stomach as desire shoots through me. "Fuck yes. If you want to, go for it."

"I watched it in porn. It looks hot."

"Very, very hot."

I start to lie on my stomach but think better of it and go to my back, shoving a pillow beneath my hips to help give me a bit of lift. I think Theo will want to be able to look me in the eyes, and the way his gaze catches mine, I know I'm right.

"If you don't want to do this, you don't—oh fuck." The last two words come out when he lashes his tongue against my hole.

"You like that." He grins, clearly proud of himself.

"I like it a lot."

That's all Theo needs to hear before he dives in like my ass is a pie and he's trying to win a pie-eating contest.

I hold my balls up and out of the way while he licks and flicks at my rim. My hand tangles in his hair, tugging him closer, savoring the feel of him but also needing more. I haven't been fucked in a long time. The last guys I was with before Theo were all bottoms. I was happy to oblige, but feeling Theo's stiff tongue against my hole, his grip on my cheeks, and the desire he feels for me, all remind me that I enjoy being on this side of it too.

I enjoy it even more with him.

"Suck your finger and push it inside me. Once you open me up a little, it'll be easier to push your tongue inside."

He nods, cheeks red from pleasure.

Theo does as I say, sucking his digit into his mouth, then drawing circles on my rim. "It's so fucking tight. I can't wait to feel you and taste you from the inside."

"Jesus." I fuck into my hand, ready to shoot just from hearing him say that.

Theo pushes the tip inside. The sensation is familiar, but like I said, it's been a while, so it takes a bit to adjust. At first my body is always like, what the fuck is happening before I melt into fuck yes, right there.

"Like this?" Theo asks.

"Yes. Fuck me with it."

His wet tongue tastes my balls, and then he's tucking them into his mouth and burying his face in them, and at the same time, he's fingering my ass.

I move my hips some, ride the pleasure, feel my body relaxing, muscles loosening to let him inside.

"Your tongue. Give me your tongue now."

My body feels empty when he pulls his finger out, but then Theo is pushing his tongue inside, pulling out and easing in again, licking and tasting me and making my world spin. My cock leaks onto my belly, balls throbbing as he alternates between eating me and fingering me.

"This is the hottest thing I've ever seen…watching your hole open for me. God, I can't wait to fuck you."

I grab the lube and push it at him. "Use your fingers on me more so I can hurry up and get on that cock."

"Oh fuck." Theo shoves a hand down his body, and I know it's to stop himself from coming. "I literally almost just busted."

"I'd kick your ass," I tease, enjoying how much fun we have together. I don't think I've ever had as much fun with someone as I do with Theo.

He pushes onto his knees, slicks his fingers, then leans over me so he can kiss me. Two fingers press against my ass as he does, stretching me with the most delicious of burns as he pushes inside.

My hips roll automatically, wanting to fuck, dick needing friction.

He goes from two to three, pleasure receptors in my body pinging each other like they're playing a concert or something, dancing and creating a rhythm together.

"Fuck me," I tell him, hand knotting in his hair. "I'm ready. I want you to fuck me."

"Yeah." He nods. "Okay."

I grab a condom out of the drawer, which I should have done earlier, and stroke myself as I watch Theo kneel beside me and roll the rubber down his swollen, veiny shaft.

He takes the lube, slicks himself up. I spread my legs more for him, pulling them back while he looks down at my ass, the base of his cock in his hand. His gaze shoots to mine. "I can't believe this is happening."

I can't help but laugh. I want to grab on to how fucking perfect he is and hold on. "Don't ever change. Promise me you won't."

"I won't," sneaks out bashfully before he starts to push inside. His dick is bigger than his fingers, obviously, so it takes my body a minute to relax into it. Theo goes slowly, though, letting me adjust to the pressure, the sting as he fills me.

"Fuck." My hips rotate toward him, body already crying out for more.

"It's good? Do I need to stop?"

"Don't stop. Need more." I wrap my hand around the back of Theo's head and tug him down. Our mouths immediately meet as he thrusts the rest of the way inside. We gasp into the kiss before swallowing each other's sounds. Theo rocks into me, filling me, making my body sing as he takes my mouth and my ass at the same time.

When my head drops back some, breaking our kiss, Theo rests his forehead to mine, hips rocking as he slowly pushes in, then pulls out again.

"You're so tight, so fucking hot and tight. I've never felt anything like it," he says, his words breathy against my lips.

"You like that? You like feeling my ass squeeze your cock?"

"Yes. God yes. This is the best thing that's ever happened to me."

I don't even try to hold back my laugh because what's the point? It's impossible when it comes to Theo.

"Holy shit! I can feel that. I need to make you come."

He pushes up higher on his knees, a man on a mission. Easy, slow Theo has left the building as he starts slamming into me, pistoning his hips and making the bed hit the wall. The cords in his throat are tight, and I know he's close to losing it, but the way his eyes narrow in concentration, Theo needs me to come first.

I spit in my hand, wrap it around my shaft, and stroke. I'm right there already, balls full. Each time his dick rubs over my prostate, another pulse of electricity shoots straight to my sac, making it throb and fill more.

I watch the way he looks at me, the determination mixed with desire and…maybe something else, maybe something more, and it makes the tingle at the base of my spine increase. Makes my body shake and my world begin to splinter apart until I'm shooting ropes of cum all over my chest, one even hitting my chin.

"Fuck yes!" Theo says, dick jerking inside me, his whole body vibrating as he releases in the condom, and for the first time, I wish I'd gone bare with someone. Wish I could feel his spunk all up in me.

Theo collapses on the bed beside me, breathing heavily.

"Best. Orgasm. Ever."

"You say that a lot…best this or that."

He turns his head to look at me, eyes open and letting me in. "Because it is." Theo shrugs, his words making my heart thud. "I want to do that again…and I want you to fuck me. I'm curious what it feels like to have you inside me. When you touch me with your finger, I always want more."

"Jesus, Puppy." I roll toward him, take the condom off, and toss it in the trash can by my bed, before wrapping an arm around him. "I'd like that." I rub my nose along his jaw, then let my hand slide to his ass.

"Do you…want to do it now? Just with your finger, I mean."

"Let's wait. We don't have to rush." He looks exhausted, and he just came pretty hard.

He nods, burying his face in my neck. "Such a knight in shining armor." I roll my eyes but can't pretend I don't like it when he says that. "I'm sleepy." Reaching behind me, I turn off the lamp before rolling back to him again. "See? My hero."

"That's me. Turning out lights and making the world a better place."

"You make mine a better place."

Don't hurt me, don't hurt me, don't hurt me.

"So sweet."

"Go home with me," he says sleepily.

My body stiffens. "Huh?"

"I'm going home next Friday, so…go home with me. We don't have to tell my family who you are. We can say you're just a friend, but I want…I want you with me. I want you to meet them. I—"

"Yes," I say before I can stop myself. Before I let myself think too hard. "Yes."

I can feel him smile, feel it work its way into my heart, the way Theo is so good at doing.