57. Remy

REMY

We carefully rolled Hazel onto her back. I settled myself between her legs, my hands roving over her heated skin. Up her thighs, along her hips and waist, grazing her breasts and then back down over her tight belly. Over and over until the small shakes in her body dissipated. She was drifting in and out of the heat-induced frenzy I was familiar with. It would take over completely soon.

My packmates' cum was oozing from her red, well-used pussy. All I wanted was to fuck it back into her and add my own. Knot her and hold her close until our heartbeats lined up.

I wasn't used to this. This weird dichotomy of possessiveness and overwhelming love. Primal urges and the most complex of feelings. I wanted to fuck her and own her but I also wanted to lay myself at her feet and promise her the world.

It was easy to tell her all the ways I wanted to make her come but I was lost when it came to telling her how I felt.

"We've had some fun arguments, haven't we?" I began, leaning down to kiss her tenderly. "I like the one we keep having about your nickname. You've shot down so many good options—"

"Terrible options," she corrected me instantly.

"Agree to disagree," I grinned, loving that she still refused to back down. "And I think you only just tolerate ‘baby'."

"It's the lesser of all the evils," Hazel conceded. The corner of her eyes crinkled as she lightly traced the shape of my cheek and jaw.

My throat went tight at my next words. "But I think you're going to have to accept that I'm going to call you my love from now on," I told her thickly. "Because I love you. Can't stand the thought of not waking up with you every day. I don't know what we're doing next for work but it doesn't matter. I would follow you anywhere, love."

"Remy," she whispered.

"Will you bond me?" My heart had overtaken my entire chest, expanding against my ribcage until my bones pinched.

So many bonds happened the way ours almost did during her heat. Begging, mindless and giving into instincts. The alpha biting first and you would just hope they had an equal enough relationship where the omega could complete their side of the bond too.

It seemed inconceivable to me that an alpha who loved their omega wouldn't want their bite first.

Hazel smiled up at me. Slightly whimsical, like she held a secret I didn't. She guided my head down to hers and we kissed, our lips moving like syrup. I loved the way she tasted. Sweetness that could have easily been overwhelming if it wasn't for the perfect hit of sour. It suited her; her fire, her fight and all the love she was capable of.

My cock slid against her and she wriggled until the head slipped inside. She was so wet, a carnal mix of slick and cum. I sank into her until I'd pressed it all back inside her where it belonged.

"You're mine, Remy."

That was the only warning I got. A vow so hushed I didn't even catch it properly. Hazel's head snapped forward and an acute pain splintered from my neck. I groaned, my limbs starting to shake as I felt it shift and morph into something alive.

It was small but god, it was still there. A bond between her and I. A flare shot into the dark sky and seeing an answer far away on the black horizon. The urge to complete it was intense.

I wanted to see the light of it put all the stars to shame.

"Remy."

"Yes, love?"

"I love you too, you know." Her voice was so vulnerable it made me ache.

My beautiful, fierce omega, who loved as hard as she fought.

How did I get so lucky?

"Move," she begged. "Please. I n-need to—"

I stole the rest of her words from her lungs as I plunged into her hard.

There was absolutely nothing like it. I was getting glimpses of her pleasure in the bond entwined with her love for me.

"God, how can this already be so…so…"

She'd left me utterly speechless.

Me.

Hazel laughed when she felt what I was thinking. "Just you wait, Remy. Once you knot me and complete the bond I think you're going to be mute."

Her easy acceptance of our lifetime commitment to each other was staggering.

"I just can't believe it," I said dumbly.

"Aw, Remy. You're such a softy."

My mind instantly corrected her as I was very much not soft inside her.

"There he is." Her eyes burned, the heat of her desire licking at me. "Now give me what I want."

I loved that she wanted it all. Wanted me to fuck her until she screamed and love her until she surrendered. I obeyed, lacing our fingers as I began sliding in and out of her in long, evenly-paced strokes. Feeling the building pressure up my shaft as her pussy clung to me. I knew when she was close, her pupils dilating and those perfect tits of hers rising and falling faster and faster.

When she finally began to clench and draw me deeper into her wet heat, I let her take me. Pushing my knot in until it locked, feeling her pelvic region distend to take the thick bulge. A low shuddering groan escaped me as I came, adding my seed to those of my packmates as my knot kept all of us trapped inside our omega.

"Please. Now, Remy." She presented her neck to me, Ben's healing bondmark burning into my vision.

Yours belongs there too.

I struck, teeth flashing as I bound my life with hers.

The first time I ever scented her I thought she was sin. Provocative and bold, a fluttered lash and a wandering hand. Now I knew she was neither heaven or hell, but a goddess that transcended both. Trees bore fruit with a wave of her hand and flowers bloomed under every step.

I knelt at her altar and knew I would never leave.

All I could focus on were those twin crescent wounds on her neck. I tended to them, cherishing my omega. I began to feel a rising, agitated need in our bond.

"Where is everyone?" Hazel whined. Her fingers clawed nervously at me. I laid my cheek on her forehead and found it burning.

I glanced around. When did Ben and Aleks leave the nest? I had been so far in my own world I didn't notice. And there was no way I could leave to find them while I was still knotted with her.

"Here."

I relaxed immediately, relieved to see Ben. "We've just been getting things ready for her heat. Letting the hospital know we need to extend our leave. Signing up for a food drop service Juno recommended," he explained. He knelt down and Hazel grabbed his wrist and held it up to her nose. "It's starting properly now, isn't it?"

We watched Hazel squirm on my knot, trying to roll her hips to get more friction.

"Shit," Ben cursed. "You're already knotted and it's not enough?"

I put my thumb on her lower lip and she immediately closed her mouth around it. "Let her suck your cock," I suggested.

Ben knelt down and settled her head in his lap. She buried her nose into the crease of his thigh and a hot frisson of need ran through our bond as she scented him.

"Alpha," she begged.

I watched as Ben carefully fed the tip of his cock between her lips. He grunted as she sucked it greedily into her mouth. She lapped at him for a while, not for his pleasure but for hers, killing us both with her little appreciative moans. Her tongue explored every inch of him before she settled down with him lodged firmly several inches deep.

We watched as her eyes flitted and closed.

"Don't come, Ben."

"Fuck off. Don't let your knot go down."

But truthfully, there was nowhere either of us would rather be.