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SEBASTIAN

Sebastian felt even more needy than usual after the phone call with his mom. He didn't think he'd ever be unaffected by the abandonment he'd experienced at her hands, but he wasn't letting it dominate his life anymore. He had James, with whom he felt safe and secure, and it was okay for him to need comfort when things like this came up.

After Eli picked up the box, James took Sebastian to bed and showered him with kisses. He never held back affection, never did anything but accept Sebastian no matter what side of himself Sebastian showed.

"Is it weird that I need you to fuck me after that conversation?" Sebastian breathed into James's mouth as they kissed.

"No." James shifted his weight, looking down at Sebastian with a tender expression. "You need to know you're loved and cherished. That one person's rejection doesn't hold more weight than everyone else's choice to stand by you. That's all normal, sweetheart."

Sebastian blinked at James. "I—I'm loved?"

James's cheeks went dark red, but his gaze stayed soft. "Of course you are, Sebastian. I didn't mean to say it so offhand the first time, but there's no doubt in my mind that I love you."

Sebastian wrapped his arms around James's neck. His heart skittered, and he smiled as warmth bloomed in his chest. "I love you too, James. I've been falling in love with you for so long." Sebastian clung to James, too many feelings coursing through him. "When I thought I'd lost you and would never get to see what that love would turn into, it broke me."

James let out a strangled sound. "I'm here," he promised, stroking Sebastian's cheek. "You didn't lose me. We're only at the beginning of our time together. You have so much love in your future, Sebastian. I know it."

A whine escaped Sebastian's throat. "Make love to me?" The request came out in a soft whisper, leaving Sebastian feeling more vulnerable than ever.

James kissed him, their tongues tangling. "There's nothing I want more, sweetheart."

Tears swam in Sebastian's eyes. He hadn't expected his feelings to be this intense. James loving him wasn't a total surprise. He hadn't expected to hear it this soon, but he'd known they were headed in that direction, so why did it change his world to hear those three words?

James ran his hands delicately over Sebastian's body in almost reverent movements. There was nowhere they hadn't touched each other, yet tonight, everything felt new.

Once they were naked, neither rushed toward getting off. They kissed and held each other, nothing but sweetness and love between them. Sebastian had been emotional during sex plenty of times, but not like this.

He sensed the same happening for James. It had been fun to see James embrace a new boldness and be overtly sexual as he opened up. This wasn't like that. There were no sexy words or thrillingly explicit requests. It was a new kind of open. James gave Sebastian all his deepest feelings, expressing his love and need for Sebastian even more powerfully than he had when he'd let loose and claimed him.

James kissed and licked Sebastian, tracing his throat and collarbone. Their cocks rubbed together in a sensual, unhurried rhythm.

"I love you," James breathed against Sebastian's shoulder.

Sebastian's skin tingled. He ran his fingers through James's hair. "I love you too."

James kissed down his body and licked Sebastian's cock from root to tip. He sucked on Sebastian's balls and spread him to kiss his hole. His tongue was soft, movements careful and thorough but no less pleasurable than the times he'd devoured Sebastian in a frenzy.

James grabbed the lube and began to open Sebastian while he kissed his thighs and sucked his cock. When Sebastian was ready, James pressed his bare cock to his hole, and Sebastian trembled. James looked down at him with so much affection that Sebastian couldn't breathe.

James pushed in. "Sweetheart," he gasped as he filled Sebastian in one measured thrust.

Sebastian remembered to breathe again, gasping, "James." He pulled him close and got lost in their kisses.

James's cock stretched him, the slide of skin on skin capturing Sebastian's attention. Each noise James made echoed in Sebastian's ears, imprinting itself in Sebastian's memory. Altogether, it was beautiful.

The slow rhythm of rocking hips and soft whines went on and on. Sebastian had never lasted this long. He never wanted this to end. James's cock dragged over Sebastian's prostate, and Sebastian moaned, but James kept it slow, letting Sebastian's pleasure build but never burst.

James pulled out and replaced his cock with his fingers. "I want you in my lap. I need to hold you every way I can. "

"Yes." Sebastian sighed and clenched around James. He always wanted to be held.

James sat up against the pillows and headboard, pulling Sebastian onto him. Sebastian sank down on his cock and wrapped his arms around James as James cradled his waist. Sebastian rolled his hips and rubbed his nose against James's. He kept their sensual pace, wishing they could be connected like this forever.

"I love you, James."

James gasped and tightened his hold on Sebastian. "I love you too." He thrust up and shuddered, eyes locked on Sebastian's. "I'll always love you," he groaned desperately as his cock pulsed, coming and filling Sebastian.

Sebastian moaned, echoing James. His heart was so full. James's love was so clear that Sebastian couldn't have doubted it if he'd tried. They clung to each other, James letting out shuttering breaths as Sebastian worked his hips, dragging out James's orgasm and showing James his love was just as strong.

Sebastian stilled as James's orgasm faded. He didn't move off James, wanting to hold his release inside him and be filled by James's cock as long as possible. James grasped Sebastian's aching, precum-slick dick, stroking in firm, tender motions that matched the rest of their lovemaking. He kissed Sebastian deep, accepting Sebastian's whimpers into his mouth as Sebastian began to come at last.

James whined as Sebastian clenched around his sensitive cock. Sebastian's orgasm seemed to roll on in waves and left him completely spent, held tight in James's arms.

Sebastian had no doubts, fears, or reservations when it came to James.

They were in love.

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