4. Worth

Ilet my eyes linger over the gorgeous young man laid out in front of me. He was perfection. Damn, I needed this.

He seemed nothing like the men I was used to. My hookups tended to be hard-edged, demanding twinks who knew exactly what they wanted. They took my dick like it was more of a transaction than this would literally be. Those hookups served their purpose, but this young man's combination of innocence and sensuality had my body buzzing like it hadn't in a while.

I tossed the packets of lube I'd retrieved from my pants onto the bed and pressed the palm of my hand against the bulge in my briefs. The young man sucked in his breath. "What's your name?"

"Laurie."

"Laurie, we are going to have a very lovely time tonight."

He nodded and smiled up at me.

"Since you're nervous, I want you to know I have no intention of hurting you unless you like that." Laurie licked his lips and looked away. I was sure he was thinking of something wicked. "Tell me what you want."

"I should be asking you that."

God, he was incredible. If he was faking this shyness, he was a damn good actor, but I didn't care one way or another.

Beck really must be worried about me if he would surprise me like this. He clearly thought my stress levels were dangerous since he normally fussed about how many men I ran though. This one was perfect. I could already tell I was going to have the best sex I'd had in ages. I might even see if I could hire him for the entire trip.

I ran a hand along my chest and dipped my fingers under the waistband of my briefs to tease my cock. Laurie sucked in his breath, and I met his gaze.

"Like what you see?" He nodded, lips parted, eyes wide.

I was glad Beck had hired him for me. There were plenty of men out there who would take advantage of Laurie's innocence, his sweetness. I intended to use him thoroughly, but I was going to make sure he enjoyed every second of it. He was a treasure, and he deserved to be cared for.

I climbed onto the bed, pushing Laurie's legs farther apart and settling myself between them.

"Are you going to take those off?" he asked, gesturing toward my briefs.

I shook my head. "Not yet." If I freed my cock, I might not be able to wait to drive inside him, and I wanted to explore. I untied the belt of his robe and slowly pushed the sides apart. Laurie tensed, so I leaned over him and blew warm breath against his abdomen. "Relax. We're going to take this slow. I only enjoy fucking men who are as into it as I am."

"Damn, that's…hot."

He relaxed under my hands as I slid them up his thighs, wrapping them around his hips and pinning him to the bed. If that was all it took to soothe him and turn him on, we were going to have a very good night.

The fact that Laurie seemed thrilled that I cared about his pleasure brought out every protective feeling I had. Making sure your partner enjoyed fucking as much as you did should be the bare minimum.

I'd laughed at the way Miles had treated his boyfriend, Ben, acting as if Ben was fragile and he had to take care of him every second, but in that moment, I understood.

I pushed Laurie's legs a little wider apart, and he let me, relaxing into the bed. "That's it, Princess. Relax and enjoy."

"You're really going to call me Princess?"

"Definitely." He laughed, but when I bent down and ran my tongue over the underside of his cock, his muscles tightened again. "Holy fuck."

I chuckled against him, then took his cock into my mouth as my hand snaked between his legs, toying with his balls, then teasing his hole.

He writhed underneath me as I sucked him, his breaths ragged. "I didn't think you…that you would…."

I pulled back so I could speak. "Trust me, I'll do just about anything."

"No one has ever?—"

I looked up from where I was kissing the thin skin over his hip bone. "No one has ever what?"

He shook his head.

"Tell me."

"It's nothing."

Typically, I wouldn't have pushed. I didn't usually have any need to know my partner's background, whether they were professionals or not, but something about Laurie made me want to find out who had hurt him, then send Carter and Matteo to destroy them.

I teased the tip of his cock with my tongue. "You want my mouth again?"

He nodded vigorously.

"Then you're going to have to tell me."

His cheeks flushed a gorgeous shade of red, I loved that I could tell he was blushing even when the sun had already turned his cheeks pink.

Finally, he spoke. "I've never had a man…I've never been sucked off before."

Oh fuck. I knew he was young, but surely he wasn't…"How old are you?"

"Twenty-three."

I studied him, nearly certain he was telling the truth. "You swear you're twenty-three."

"Yes. God, did you think I was underage?"

"No. I just wanted to be sure you weren't."

"Good. I'm not. I'm just…the type of men I'm usually with aren't interested in sucking my dick."

I huffed. I knew the fucking type. "Did they think that made them less manly? That somehow being the one on their knees meant they gave up their power?"

He bit his lip as he nodded.

"They're so wrong. When I have a man's cock in my mouth, I have all the power. I could use my teeth; I could make him lose his mind. It's all up to me."

Laurie's eyes widened as he stared down at me.

"I don't give up anything by enjoying the feel of your hard cock between my lips. I'm still in charge here, aren't I?"

Laurie slowly nodded.

"Good. Now put your hands over your head and let me show you just how easily I can control you like this."

He licked his lips." I…I um…."

I raised my brows, and he did as I said.

"Good boy." A shiver ran over his body. He was so fucking responsive. "Oh Princess, we're going to have the best night."

He whimpered as I sucked his cock down, swallowing him all the way to the root. He tried to lift his hips and thrust, but I held him against the bed. I toyed with him, using my tongue, humming around his thick shaft. He struggled against my hold, but he kept his hands on the headboard like I'd told him to. He was so fucking good.

I kept working him, needing to bring him right to the edge, wanting to hear and feel every reaction he would give me. He whined, groaned, and tried to move. His hands pressed against the headboard so hard I thought he would break it. He was fucking beautiful. His precum was flowing steadily now, and I was swallowing every drop, loving it.

"Please, I…I can't hold back. I'm…going to come."

I pulled off and wrapped my hand around the base of his cock, squeezing hard enough to make him cry out. "You won't come until I say you can."

"I…I can't…."

"I know you can wait if I ask you to. You proved just how good you can be keeping your hands over your head when I know you wanted to grab me. Did you want to hold my head down and thrust up against me? Did you want to fuck my mouth?"

"I…um…."

I smiled at him. "It's okay. Of course you wanted that, but you were so good."

"Thank you."

Had no one ever told this beautiful man how good he was, how incredible? That was a fucking shame. Whatever assholes he'd been with needed to be punished. "I'll be here for two weeks. I want you to stay with me the whole time."

His eyes widened. "I…Wow."

"Is that a yes?"

"Yes. I…yes."

"You don't want to negotiate a fee first?"

He looked like a deer in headlights, and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed those lips.

I let my body rest on his as I kissed him. His legs wrapped around me, and his arms came off the headboard for the first time. They had to be stiff from remaining in position for so long, but he wrapped them around my neck, sliding his fingers into my hair. God, he was just as responsive to a kiss as he had been to my mouth on his cock.

I pulled away long enough to whisper against his lips. "Do you like tasting yourself on me?"

He nodded. "Yes. Yes, sir."

I smiled. "The ‘sir' isn't necessary, but I'm not going to say I don't like it." I wasn't usually one for such a formal acknowledgment of control, but something about Laurie brought out my most dominating side.

I kissed him again, and this time he slid his tongue along mine and worked his hips, pressing his cock against mine and making me groan. I pulled away from him and sat back on my heels. "It's your turn now."

"My turn for…?"

"Sucking me."

"Good."

"Mmm, I love how eager you are."

I stood from the bed and pushed my underwear to the ground. When I looked at Laurie again, his teeth were sunk into his bottom lip, and he was staring at my cock.

"Fuck. You're huge."

"I am rather blessed." I smiled as I wrapped my hand around my cock and stroked it. "But you can take it, I know you can."

"Yes. I…" He licked his lips. "I want to."

"Good. Now lay back and put a pillow under your head."

He did as I said, and I straddled his shoulders, pinning his arms to his sides with my legs.

"Open those beautiful lips." I wrapped a hand around my cock. He looked up at me, wide-eyed. I could tell he was frightened, but I wasn't going to hurt him.

"You can do this." I brushed my finger along his cheek, and he shivered. "Now, be a good boy and open wide."

When he did, I teased his lips with the tip of my cock, letting him taste my precum. He shivered beneath me, and I groaned as I guided my cock into his mouth. He hummed around me and flicked the underside with his tongue. I couldn't hold back. I pushed in until he choked around me. I retreated, letting him breathe. "You okay?"

He nodded, licked his lips, and opened his mouth again. That invitation nearly did me in. I pushed into him further and further, loving the hot, wet feel of his throat. He took me deep, sucking me hard. He certainly had done this before.

Something in the back of my head told me things weren't as they seemed. Laurie wasn't like any other escort I'd been with. Maybe he was just new. He sucked me deeper, and I pushed that thought away. It was something to deal with later, after I brought us both off, after we were so exhausted we couldn't move.

I fucked his mouth gently at first, then harder. He took it all, swallowing me down. His mouth was pure heaven. I wanted to let go, to shoot my load down his throat, to feel the intoxicating suction as he swallowed around me, but I wasn't ready for that yet. I wanted so much more with this beautiful man.

I pulled away, rising up on my knees and looking down at him.

"More?" he asked, his voice part innocence and part practiced seduction.

God, he was going to kill me if he kept that up. I shook my head. "Any more of that and I'm going to come down this gorgeous throat." I rubbed my thumb along the front of his neck, then wrapped my hand around him, squeezing lightly. He sucked in a breath and met my gaze.

"You like my hand wrapped around your throat?"

"Um…."

"It's okay, you know. There's nothing wrong with wanting to play like that."

He nodded, but I wasn't sure he believed me. Once again, I found myself wanting to know who had hurt him. I wanted them destroyed. What was going on with me? I never reacted this strongly.

I couldn't worry about that at the moment. I needed more. I needed to touch him everywhere. I needed to know every sound he made. I needed to watch his eyes widen as I filled his ass with my cock.