Chapter Nineteen Sam

“I think my fucking dick turned into an icicle,” Calum groaned the moment we got back to my hotel room. “I don’t know if it’s gonna recover.”

“Your dick is fine,” I laughed, pushing my door open and letting the three of us inside. “Besides, I’ve got an electric fireplace that’ll fix you right up.”

“Yes please,” Erick sighed, still shivering in his jacket.

I just chuckled at the pair of them and kicked off my boots. Dropping my coat on the table, I went over to the far wall of the room and flipped on the electric fireplace mounted there. My room was the only one in the hotel with one installed. All the other rooms had individual heating units, but I wanted something a little fancier. Call it a personal splurge for running the hotel all by myself for all those years. A guy was allowed a few tiny luxuries, right?

The digital flames burst into life while a soft crackling sound played through the grate. The metal creaked as the heating element came to life and within a moment there was hot air rushing out of the vents. I walked over to the bed and pulled all my bedding off, tossing it to the floor in front of the fireplace along with all my pillows.

“Come on you two,” I called, ushering them forward. “Strip off your wet clothes and get down here. I’ll grab a couple more blankets.”

There was a flash of skin in my periphery as I headed for the closet. It took everything I had not to stop and stare as they took their clothes off. I honestly just couldn’t get enough of them no matter how many times we swapped blowjobs. But this time I managed to pull my eyes away long enough to grab a massive spare blanket from the closet and bring it back over to the bed. By the time I started stripping off my shirt, both of them were on either side of me, helping me out of my clothes.

“You two are so helpful,” I smiled coyly, glancing at the pair of them. “One might think you have ulterior motivations.”

“I’m perfectly innocent,” Erick said, undoing my belt.

“I’m not,” Calum added, kissing my shoulder. “I’ll do anything to get a piece.”

“How about you join me in front of the heater under this blanket?”

“Let’s get these pants off first.”

“I didn’t say we had to be totally naked,” I laughed.

Erick leaned forward, kissing me as Calum pulled my pants off the rest of the way. “What’s the point of doing anything if you aren’t going to give it your all?”

“Motivational…” I nodded. “But a weird context to apply it to.” I looked over them both, drinking in the sight of their beautiful bodies and half-engorged cocks. Then I shrugged. “Eh. Seems fine to me.”

Grabbing the blanket, I threw it around the three of us as we nestled down into the pile of blankets and pillows on the floor. Erick wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close while Calum worked his way under my arm and draped himself across my lap. We huddled close, capturing as much of our own heat and the hot air blowing out of the fireplace as we could. It took a few minutes to drive the chill away completely, but eventually we were all starting to feel thawed after our romp through the snow.

My heart was pounding with the two of them snuggled in so close. Their scents filled me up, making it impossible to be anything but rock hard around them. A quick glance showed me they were having the same problem. I caught myself wondering if it would be like this forever. Would the three of us ever be able to show up in public together or would we all need metal underwear to hide our obvious arousal?

But that was a problem for another day. Right now, I had only one thing on my mind, and it just made my cock harder. I was just trying to figure out how to say it. I’d been nervous since we left the park, but I knew that if I didn’t get it out of my system, I’d explode. Maybe it was best to just come out and say it.

“So…” I said, drawing a deep breath. “Do… you two want to fuck me?”

As I expected, both of them turned to stare at me, their eyes wide with surprise. Erick’s fingers dug into my hip, sending a jolt through my body. Calum pressed his face against my waist, looking up at me with that mischievous grin he always had.

“Obviously,” Calum replied.

“But are you ready for that?” Erick asked, always the cautious one. “I know you wanted to take things slow, so if we’ve made you feel like you need to do this–”

“You didn’t,” I said, cutting him off before he could self-incriminate any further. I reached out, running my fingers lightly over his cheek. “I thought of it all on my own. In fact, I’ve been thinking about it all week.” I chuckled to myself. “Well, maybe longer than that.”

“You’ve been thinking about it since you met us,” Calum grinned, kissing my stomach. “I could see it in your eyes.”

“Alright, fine,” I admitted. “Yes. Are you happy now?”

“Mmhmm.”

“So does that mean I can finally get a piece of all this?” I asked, gesturing to their cocks.

They turned to one another, exchanging looks of excitement. Then they looked back at me, their eyes full of hunger and lust. Their scents shifted suddenly, and I found myself neck deep in pheromones. The wolf inside me spun in circles, the exhilaration getting the better of me. It didn’t take a lot of imagination to know what they wanted to do to me. And honestly, I was enthusiastic for anything they could dream up.

“How do you want to do this?” Erick asked, his lips against my neck as he started to warm me up. “Any boundaries we should know about?”

“Oh fuck…” I moaned, leaning into his touch. “N-No boundaries. I just… I need this.” I reached down, running my fingers through Calum’s red hair. “I want you both to have your way with me. And… and mate me.”

Both of them froze instantly. Calum sat up, situating himself so we were eye to eye. Erick did the same at his right shoulder. They both stared at me for a long moment, processing what I’d just said.

“Are you sure about this?” Erick asked. “That’s a really big step.”

“I’m open to it if that’s what you really want,” Calum said, taking my hand. “But I want to make sure you aren’t gonna have any regrets about this.”

I took a deep breath, emotion welling up inside me. Tears threatened at the corner of my eyes, catching me by surprise. I thought this whole exchange was going to be hot and charged, but instead I was getting misty about the entire thing.

“I… I had a mate once,” I said, the words spilling out of me before I could stop them. “We were mated in secret. And he… he abandoned me.” I shook my head, the tears flowing before I could stop them. “And I’ve sat around for a decade, too afraid to even talk to anybody for fear I might get hurt again. But the more I think about it, the more I realize that I’m only hurting myself by staying away from people. From you two.”

Erick wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and Calum leaned in closer, both of them trying to lend support in any way that they could think of.

“But you two make me so happy. Happier than I’ve been in a long time.” I sniffed hard, wiping my cheeks. “So yeah, this is a big deal and it’s a huge step, but I’m not gonna be afraid of this stuff anymore. I want to listen to my heart that’s been screaming at me since you two showed up. You are my mates, and I don’t want to waste another minute pretending you’re anything else.”

When I finally stopped speaking, a wave of exhaustion washed over me. It was as if I’d been carrying a massive weight on my shoulders for years and suddenly it was lifted. I felt lighter and more full of life than ever, but it allowed me a chance to realize how tired I was from carrying it all this time. I swayed for a moment before landing between Erick and Calum, my head resting on their shoulders as they held me tight. Tears still ran down my cheeks as pent-up emotions surged out of me, but I was smiling. It felt so good to be in their arms.

It felt like… like home .

Erick pulled me down into the pile of blankets and pillows so he was spooning me, my head resting on his shoulder. Calum held me from the other side, their arms lying overtop one another. Instead of pushing me toward sex, they just held me. And to my surprise, it was all I needed at that moment. I was content to just be there between them, soaking in their affection.

I wasn’t sure how much time passed, only that my eyelids were growing heavy. Between the fireplace, the nest of pillows, and the beautiful men surrounding me, it was hard to stay awake. Eventually, without really meaning to, I slipped into a peaceful slumber, my heart full and warm for the first time in years.