21. Oria

The room was cool when I woke up in the middle of the night. I reached over to where Gray had been laying, but the bed was empty. It felt weird being by myself after spending so much time with the twins these last few days. After being alone for so long, I thought I would have tired of them being near, but I craved their proximity.

We spent the last day in bed eating, talking and listening to music. They talked about movies, how the world had changed in the last hundred years, and how they didn't think I would recognize it.

Soren and Gray were getting along better and just for a moment, it felt amazing to have them with me as we talked and enjoyed everyone's company.

Knowing I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep, I got out of bed and walked down the stairs, hearing them talking softly. When I heard my name, I stopped walking, wondering if I should just go back up the stairs.

"There has to be a way, Soren." Gray sounded anguished.

"We will find it. Maybe when Ryder gets back, he can help us," Soren said.

It warmed my heart that they had each other, but they were also worried about their friend Ryder. If they trusted him I would too, but another man worried me that he might do something unpredictable.

"I'm worried that he didn't come back right away," Gray said with a sigh.

I could feel his worry and slight fear in my chest. My feet moved automatically, wanting to comfort him, even if I had nothing to ease his worry.

"Blondie, what are you doing up?"

They stood up and for a moment I didn't know who was who until Gray gave me a shy smile, then I noticed their difference in eye color.

Gray's were slightly greener, but the way he carried himself was also different. He was maybe a little less confident than Soren, his presence wasn't as loud as Soren's.

"I know this is weird, but I woke up when I didn't feel either one of you by me," I said, feeling shy.

"I'm sorry, Sunshine." Gray held his hand out to me, and I walked towards him. "We were talking, and we didn't want to wake you."

"It's ok," I said, curling up to Gray as he swung an arm around my shoulder, holding me close to the side of his body.

We sat across from Soren on the sofa. He watched us with rapt attention, his emerald gaze felt intimate like a lover's caress. My body lit up with approval. Images of all of us together filtered through my mind, like a lightning strike that lit my brain up with endless possibilities of us together.

I cleared my throat and clenched my thighs together.

"Who is Ryder?" I asked, even though I kind of knew who he was, but I needed the distraction.

The room was quiet for a moment. My face grew red wondering if they could hear my thoughts.

"He's our best friend and our business partner," Gray said, adjusting himself on the couch.

"He's the reason we do this," Soren said, scrutinizing me, making my cheeks ten shades redder. "Are you ok, Blondie?"

"Of course," I said, praying to the goddess that the redness in my cheeks went away.

"You smell aroused," he said, leaning forwards and resting his elbows on his thighs.

"You smell fucking edible," Gray growled.

My thighs clenched together again and the whimper that escaped me should have made it even worse, but Gray tilted my head up to him and captured another whimper that was in the process of escaping my mouth.

Gray cupped my cheek before deepening the kiss that spread the flames of arousal to greater heights. He brushed his tongue against my own, groaning slightly that made me want to hear his approval over and over again.

I peeked over at Soren to see him watching us, making this whole thing that much hotter. His eyes were hooded, his hands were held together so tightly you could see the whites of his knuckles. Gray brushed his knuckles over my breast, making my eyes close, focusing on his touch. He kissed the corner of my mouth before kissing my jaw and down my neck.

"He loves to watch; let"s give him a show?" Gray murmured so softly; I almost didn't hear him.

I nodded, not trusting myself to be too loud. The thought of Soren squirming for us made me hungry to give him a show. Gray picked me up, depositing me on his lap with each leg on either side of his. My t-shirt dress rode up as I popped my back to push my butt out more.

"You're so fucking sexy, Sunshine," Gray said, kissing me again.

I didn't know I had been missing out on how sexy kissing could be, but goddess, I could kiss Gray all night. I was a panting mess when he pulled away to kiss my neck again. I needed friction and another release, but I didn't want another one alone. I wanted these men to feel as wrecked as I felt.

I didn't understand mates and all that it entailed. I knew the logistics of it, but my body felt it. And I was so close to saying ‘fuck it' and begging them to make me theirs. It was like a flame had been lit and no matter what I tried to do to snuff it out, Soren and Gray just fed the flame with their oxygen.

Gray nipped at my neck as my hips rolled over his. His hard length thrusted up to meet my center, when I rolled my hips again.

"Sunshine." Gray said like a plea. "Sunshine, you have to tell me to stop if you don't want this to go any further."

"Why would I do that," I said, threading my hand into his head and pulling at his hair.

He grunted, thrusting up into me.

"Because if we go any further," he groaned, as I pulled his hair so he would look at me. "I'm going to fuck you until you scream my name."

I clenched my jaw ready to beg for it, but I held myself back.

"You sure I won't be screaming your twin"s name?" I taunted, wondering where this confident woman had come from.

"Oh, Sunshine. You'll be screaming both of our names before the night is over if you say yes," he growled. "Please say yes. I need you."

"Yes," I said, kissing him.

Gray quickly took over the kiss, tangling our tongues together as he pushed my night dress up, breaking our kiss as he yanked it over my head. The cool air made my nipples pebble when he took one in his mouth, making me cry out. He hummed his approval when I rolled my hips against him, his hardness hitting me just where I needed him too.

He took my other breast into his mouth before sucking hard on my nipple, making pleasure zing through my body. I ran my fingers through his hair, needing something to hold onto, to anchor me to this moment. I didn't want to forget this feeling.

"Gray," I whispered as he used one hand to rock me into him.

I pulled his shirt out of his pants, needing to feel his skin on me. He stopped sucking my breast to lean forwards to pull his shirt off from the back. The action was simple, but made my stomach clench in arousal. He threw his shirt away from us, leaning back so I could admire his defined chest. He wasn't bulky like Tay, but he was defined and I knew he was stronger than he looked.

I raked my nails down his chest, rolling my hips against him needing more. Gray's eyes were half closed with desire, making him look even sexier because I was making him feel this way. I tried to unbutton his pants, fumbling a few times before finally getting the job done.

"Hey," Gray said, stopping my hand from unzipping him. "We don't have to do this Oria."

"I don't understand," I said, confused.

"If you"re nervous, we don't have to do this," he said, bringing my hands to his lips before he kissed them. "I don't need this, just being with you is enough, we can wait."

My heart skipped a beat from his thoughtfulness.

"I'm nervous, but because I've never undressed a man before and I know my lack of experience?—"

Gray kissed me. "Let"s not talk about another man with you half naked on me. Thank the gods and goddesses it's only one or else I would have had to go on a killing spree because they touched what was mine." Gray growled, rubbing me on the outside of my underwear. "I just don't want you to think sex is all I want."

"I want this, I need this," I said, even more turned on from his possessiveness, rolling my pelvis into his hand.

"Then use me, Sunshine," he said, kissing me again.

We took off his pants together and I slipped off my panties. Glancing over my shoulder at Soren, he was already completely naked, stroking himself lazily as he watched us.

"I think it"s time you sat on my twin"s cock, Blondie," Soren said, his voice deep and tantalizing.

My body shivered and my legs clenched at the command. I looked back at Gray who was covering his cock with something that I was unfamiliar with.

"It's a condom, Sunshine," he explained. "I think it might be too soon for us to be talking about babies."

Soren snorted like something was funny, but when I looked over at him it didn't look like he was laughing at anything. His gaze had darkened and he looked wild.

"Not now, but one day, Blondie, we will talk about babies and how I'd love to see you round with our child, if that's what you want," he groaned, like he thought that was the sexiest imagery he could conjure up.

I nodded, speechless, but so fucking turned on.

"Go on Blondie, ride his cock, while I wait my turn." Soren went back to stroking himself.

I whimpered as Gray helped me sit on his lap again, expecting him to position me on his cock immediately, but he kissed me again. He caressed my body with a soft touch, kissing me until he rubbed my clit, making me cry out.

"Stop teasing me," I whined. "You"re taking too long."

"Sunshine, why are you rushing me? You think worshiping your body needs to be done in a hurry?" Gray kissed my sternum. "If I had more hours in the day, I would show you morning, noon, and night, that your body is mine to please, to show love and most of all, to remind you how fucking perfect you are. Every day I will most gladly pray at this altar."

"Gray," I moaned, when he inserted a finger in me.

"Don't rush me while I show my devotion to you," he said, thrusting another finger in me.

I cried out at his words and the pleasure he was weaving through my body.

"That's my girl, ride my hand," he said, as I started to roll my hips.

Just as I was getting close to my release, he slowed me down before removing his fingers from me. Once I was empty, he sucked on his finger, groaning.

"You taste like sunshine," he murmured.

The loss of his fingers made me frantic, lifting up on my knees so I could guide the tip of his cock into me. I paused for a second, feeling self-conscious and wondering if I was doing this wrong.

"One word and we stop," he assured me, caressing the sides of my hips.

We both made a sound the moment I took some of him in me. I had never been in this position before, in charge of the pleasure, and while the stretch was a little painful, I reveled in the power.

"Sunshine, you're so fucking tight. I can feel your pleasure," Gray said through gritted teeth, as I took all of him in me. "Don't move because I don't want to embarrass myself."

He laughed nervously, but I was so turned on, I knew it wasn't going to take me much longer, not after seeing Soren looking more feral as he stroked himself faster.

I rolled my hips once, getting used to the motion, I did it again until I found a good rhythm. Gray held on to my hips every so often, thrusting up into me, making me cry out hitting a spot within me that pushed me to new heights of pleasure.

"Come on, Sunshine," Gray groaned. "I need you to come now."

He pulled me down for a kiss, swirling my clit with his thumb pushing me over the edge. My body tightened as wave after wave of my pleasure coursed through me. Gray groaned his release seconds after me, his grip on my hips was a little painful, but it kept me in the moment.

"Alright baby brother, you had your fun, now she is mine," Soren said behind me, wrapping an arm around my waist. "Bend over, Blondie and let me take care of you."

Gray slipped out of me as Soren pushed me forward. He pushed two fingers in slowly, my body shuddered. I was tired, but his touch reinvigorated me. I pushed back against his hands slowly as two sets of hands ran over my body.

"Soren," I moaned, as he grazed a spot in me that had me arching my back and pushing back against him harder.

"Blondie, I need you," Soren said, removing his finger and replacing it with his cock at my entrance.

I tensed, wondering if he put on the same thing Gray had.

"Ask, Blondie," he said, staying still at my entrance.

I grew nervous thinking I should just trust him, but I needed to be careful. If there was a possibility that I could pass on my power to them, I didn"t know if I wanted my children to suffer like me.

"Hey, you are not doing anything wrong," Gray said, cupping my cheek to look at him. "You always do what makes you comfortable, if you want to stop now, you tell us."

"I just want to make sure you"re using protection," I whispered, waiting for him to be upset when I looked over my shoulder at Soren.

"Yes, I have a condom on," he replied, clenching his jaw, my heart raced as I thought I had disappointed him. "Don't, Blondie; you are doing nothing wrong and if you want me to wear ten condoms I'll do it. I would do anything for you to ease your worry and make you happy. I just don't ever want you to be afraid of telling us how you feel."

His words soothed a part of me. My shoulders released their tension, and I pushed back against his waiting cock.

"Thank you," I moaned, feeling full again.

I assumed the twins would fuck me the same way, but I was wrong. While Gray was sweet and charming. Soren was feral and possessive. He grabbed my hips, slamming into me with long hard strokes. He pushed me against his twin, changing the angle of his strokes to light a fire within me that threatened to make me combust.

Gray kissed my neck, playing with my nipples before pinching and pulling them.

"Argh!" I made a sound when Gray pinched me harder.

"Goddamn, Blondie, you feel like heaven," Soren grunted.

Gray kissed me as Soren picked up the pace.

"Do you like when I kiss you while my brother fucks you?" Gray smirked.

I nodded, crying out when his fingers touched my clit.

"Come on, Blondie, give me one more baby. I want to feel you tighten around me as my brother and I bring you to another orgasm," Soren groaned, snapping his hips more forcefully into me.

"Come for us, Sunshine." Gray kissed me.

It was too much, but not enough, closing my eyes until one more stroke of their fingers dragged me over the edge.

"Atta girl," one of them praised, but I was too lost in pleasure to notice who it was.

"Blondie," Soren whispered, as a soft stroke ran down the middle of my back.

I opened my eyes as I rested against Gray, my breathing was labored as they each caressed my body.

"I think my soul left my body," I whispered, feeling Gray chuckle.

"That's ok, we'll just fuck it back into you," Soren laughed.

"Are you ok, Sunshine?" Gray kissed my forehead. "Were we too rough with you?"

"No… you guys were perfect," I said.

For once in my life, I felt like I was exactly where I needed to be. I had mates who I would be forever grateful to for coming into my life, because I was tired of being lonely.