TWENTY
ESTELLA
Leo’s harsh thrusts wreaked war inside me. Each blissful, terrible stroke sent tendrils of pure pleasure through me. Internally, it still met resistance from the dreadful thoughts that intercepted the lust.
Guilt about cheating on Graham.
Guilt about Leo being my step-brother.
Guilt about what my mom would think. How disgusted she’d be.
‘Stay with me,’ Leo grunted, his hot lips caressing the back of my neck, breath whispering over my skin.
All around me, videos played and photographs stared, my life in stolen digital moments. Graham fucking me. Eating ice cream on the sofa with a face mask on. Drinking with the girls. So many moments I had thought were private. He’d been hijacking them all.
Leo scooped his hips and I lost all sense, his devious cock hitting just the right spot, drawing a gasping moan from me.
‘I have been yours since the moment we met.’ My legs buckled at the divine torture he wrought between my thighs. He dropped both hands to my hips, digging them into soft flesh and using it to fuck me harder.
‘I will be yours until my very last breath, Estella. Always.’
Tears fell unbidden down my cheeks at his promise. Knowing it wasn’t one I could return.
But I could give him that moment. One moment where he could have it all.
Pushing back, I made room to turn over, sitting my ass on the edge of the desk and wrapping my legs around his waist.
Our eyes met, and he lifted his hand, swiping a tear trail from my cheek and locking our lips together in a heated rush of teeth and tongue.
Reaching down, I gripped his dick, circling it over my clit as I bit on Leo’s lower lip.
I took him into me, our moans mingling in a chorus of wanton abandon, my inner walls weeping with pent up desire.
What he said was true.
I had loved him, and longed for him as long as he had for me. I’d been better at building a fake life, and putting down lies to cover my true feelings.
‘Leo,’ I gasped as he drove deep into me, his cock stroking sweet oblivion with every arch of his hips. ‘Fill me.’
Reaching behind me, he hauled my dress up over my head in one quick yank, my bra discarded the next moment.
His star covered skin seared against me, each aching touch making me lose my mind.
All of the missing passion I’d struggled to locate had been locked in the one man I couldn’t have.
Leo’s deep groans lit a fire in me. I scraped my fingers down his back, grasping him by the ass and pulling him deeper.
‘More,’ I panted. ‘I need more.’
Leo grasped me by one hip, the other hand gripping my hair and tipping my face to his so he could feast on my lips.
I let go of it all.
Nothing but the intense strokes between my thighs mattered. Nothing but his hot tongue and tight grip. A whirlwind of sweat streaked skin and heady moans. Of forbidden lust and long-ignored love.
‘I’ve waited…so long,’ Leo groaned between kisses.
‘Give it to me,’ I begged as he reached between us to stroke my swollen clit.
It threw me over the edge, my whole body vibrating as I moaned into his chest, right at the spot where he wore my freckles over his heart. Eyes glazed, hearts stuttered, and with a roar that only deepened my orgasm, Leo came deep inside me .
Hot white cum leaked between us, dripping down onto the desk with each erratic thrust.
He didn’t stop fucking me. Nor kissing me. Not until his cock deflated and his hips stilled, his cock remaining inside me as though he was loath to let me go.
My moans turned to sobs as the heat of the moment fled.
‘No. No. Don’t cry, Starshine. Please don’t cry.’
Emotion ripped through me, all the guilt and need and longing like a gale force wind. It reached right into my chest and tore my engorged heart out.
‘What’s wrong?’ Leo asked, pulling back to look at my face.
I gently pushed him backward, standing on shaking legs and grabbing my dress.
‘Everything,’ I whispered. ‘It’s all wrong.’
I made for the door, the room tainted with the smell of cocoa and sex, my step-brother’s cum dripping down my thighs.
Leo grabbed me, pulling me to him, his face marred with pain. ‘You don’t mean that.’
‘I do. Let me go.’
Leo lifted his hands, releasing me.
I didn’t look back.