10. Jacob

10

JACOB

I didn't know what was going on with me.

Ever since Keith's tantrum at breakfast, there'd been something simmering inside my chest. I knew that it wasn't directed toward Leo, but it still felt like it was somehow related to him. At first, I wondered if it was indigestion from breakfast, my stomach not sitting well with something I'd eaten.

But as the morning went on, it finally dawned on me.

Jealousy.

I was jealous of the way Keith had talked about Leo, spilling their intimate details all over the breakfast table. I was annoyed that Keith had ever had the chance to even touch Leo, to get close enough to hurt him. And I was even more annoyed that Keith had tried to remind Leo of those times, like he was trying to remind him who he really belonged to.

The whole situation had created a nagging feeling at the back of my skull, like I needed to somehow make things right. I'd never felt like this before with anyone I'd ever hooked up with, so I wasn't sure what to do next, but I still had to try.

"Is there a reason you wanted me to meet you in the gym's bonus room?" Leo said, as he walked into the room, wearing a t-shirt and shorts. Even while wearing such a casual look, I struggled to keep my eyes off him, already so eager to put my hands on his perfect body. "If you were trying to do a workout, I already worked out with a few of the guys after breakfast. They talked me into it?—"

"Close the door behind you. Make sure it's locked."

"Okay…" Leo did as he was told before he looked back over at me. "Are you doing okay? You seemed fine when we last talked in the hall, but I just wanted to be sure."

"I've never been jealous before."

"What?"

"I've never been jealous before, Leo," I repeated as I moved closer to him. "It's not something I ever really experienced. Usually, I hook up with people and move on. I don't care about their past. Or their future. We just live in the moment."

"But you're jealous now?"

"I think so, yes."

"Why?"

"Because you're mine . And some asshole was bragging about fucking you."

"But that was in the past." Leo's face fell. "You're not going to—are you going to really end things between us? Because of that?"

"Who said anything about ending things between us?" I quirked an eyebrow.

"It just seemed like that's where you were going with it?—"

"Leo, I want to fuck you so perfectly that you forget about anybody else that you've ever been with in your life."

"Jacob—"

"Come here," I ordered.

Leo moved closer to me. I took him into my arms and shamelessly grabbed his ass as I slid my tongue between his lips. Leo whimpered as he pressed even closer against me, his cock already getting hard between us.

"I want to tie you up," I murmured. "How does that sound to you? You ever been tied up before?"

"I haven't," Leo murmured back, not answering a part of my question.

"Do you trust me?"

"Yes."

"Then, trust me."

Leo nodded, and I let him out of my grip. Reaching for some rope I'd found in the corner of the room earlier and walked back over to him.

"Hold your hands out in front of you," I commanded, and Leo offered me his wrists. I made quick work of tying a knot around his wrists before I went on. "Good. Now, get on your knees."

Leo followed orders as he slowly lowered himself to the ground. Without saying a word, he silently opened his mouth and looked up at me, expectantly.

Fuck.

That was so hot.

"You're getting so used to me using you, just the way I like." I wistfully sighed. "You're so fucking perfect, Leo."

I slid off my belt before pulling down my pants and boxers. "Go for it, baby. You already know what to do."

Before I knew it, Leo had my cock in his mouth, his tongue sliding across my sensitive slit. I groaned as I watched him casually suck my shaft, his head bobbing up and down the length of it. He was getting so good at sucking me off that my cock was already throbbing between his cheeks, my tip leaking precome against his tongue.

I groaned again as we locked eyes, Leo's gaze searching mine, like he was trying to gauge how well he was doing so far, like he was trying to figure out if he was truly pleasing me.

"You're doing perfect, baby," I reassured him, as I grabbed onto the back of his head, keeping him in place and beginning to thrust my hips against his mouth. "You're doing so fucking perfect."

Fuck.

Leo's mouth was my happy place. So was his ass. So was his everything.

When I felt my cock about to go past the point of no return, I slid my shaft out of Leo's mouth. Leo looked confused for a moment, right before I began to pump my cock with my own hand. I didn't stop until I was coming all over him, strings of my come landing on his neck, his shirt, his shorts.

Mine.

Leo took a second to look down at the canvas that was his body, his own cock growing noticeably harder in his shorts.

"How much do you care about the outfit you have on right now?" I asked, keeping my tone light.

"Feels like you should've asked that before you came all over me," Leo joked, as he shook his head. "But I don't really care too much about this outfit. Why?"

"Because I'm going to keep ruining it," I replied, right before I lowered myself to the floor, too, my hands pushing against Leo's shoulders and leading his back on the floor. Once he was in position, I lifted his shirt up toward his neck, my mouth greedily licking at his chest. I started to play with his nipples, rolling my tongue around one and then the other, sucking them between my lips.

Leo shuddered underneath me, his cock hard as a rock. "Jacob…"

I grinned, reaching a hand down between his legs, my palm rubbing over his straining cock through his shorts. "Your cock is always so fucking impatient."

"Because I want you…" Leo whimpered. "Don't you want me, too?"

"Always," I said as I slipped my hand underneath the fabric of his boxers, wrapping my fingers around his shaft. I moved my hand up and down the length of him, steadily pumping his cock as I continued to lick and play with his chest.

"Jacob… Jacob…"

"You can come whenever you'd like," I murmured. "I love turning you into a complete mess for me."

"I'm not a mess… I'm…" Leo seemed to lose track of his words, as a moan moved through him.

"You're covered in my come, baby. And you're about to be covered in your own come, too," I cooed back at him. "And then, I'm going to fuck you, until you come for me again. And you're going to beg me to do it."

I playfully kissed him on the shoulder before I finished with my thoughts. "You're the very definition of a mess , Leo. And you're all mine."

Leo bit his lip and shivered underneath me, a telltale sign that he was about to go over the edge. Right before he exploded for me, I quickly pulled down his shorts and boxers, his cock bobbing out from underneath the fabric. I then shifted his cock, just enough so that when he started to come, all of it landed on his chest and shirt, turning him into an even bigger mess than before.

Leo closed his eyes as he caught his breath, his tip glistening with come.

"Turn around. Get on your knees."

"I… don't want you to fuck me like that."

"What?"

"I don't want you to—" Leo paused, like he was trying to find the right words. "I don't know. We've hooked up enough times. I don't want it to feel… impersonal."

"You still don't understand how this works, do you?" I sighed. "You don't get to choose how I fuck you, Leo."

I stood up and went back to the corner with the rope, grabbing another bit of it. When I came back to Leo, I repeated my previous command. "Turn around. Get on your knees."

Leo grimaced, even as he followed my command. Once he was in place, I bent down and wrapped the rope around his ankles, tying them in place with a knot. I then pulled his ass closer to me before I spread his cheeks open with my hands.

And then, my mouth was on him.

Leo groaned as I licked him out, running my tongue all along his sensitive hole. I teased him like that for a few minutes, just tasting him, my tongue darting in and out of his entrance. Leo whimpered as he pressed his ass back toward my mouth, seemingly desperate for more.

"Jacob…"

"Tell me what you need from me, baby."

"Fuck, just fuck me!" Leo cried out, my tongue still moving against him.

"However I want?"

"However you want." Leo nodded. "You're… you're the one in charge…"

"Good. I'm glad you're finally understanding that," I said, taking a moment to open a condom and roll it down my cock. I spread some lube around Leo's entrance, my fingers leisurely sliding in and out of his hole, opening him up for me.

"Jacob! Please!" Leo cried out again. "Please. Just fuck me. You're killing me."

"Always so impatient…" I murmured, right before I repositioned him on his side, both of us lying down with me situated behind him. I moved him closer to me before I slid my cock deep inside him, my arm wrapped tightly around his waist. I started to fuck him just like that on his side, still taking him from behind but in a much more intimate way.

My mouth was next to his ear as I softly asked, "Is this what you wanted, Leo? Is this how you wanted me to fuck you?"

"Yes." Leo's response was breathless. "Yes, just like that. Fuck!"

I kissed him on the neck as I picked up the pace, pulling my cock almost all the way out of him before slamming into him again. I watched as his wrists strained against the ropes, his ankles repeating a similar motion as I reached for his cock again. Even if he wanted to, there was nothing Leo could've done in that moment except get hard for me and take my cock, his body completely under my control.

Mine.

In the very best way.

Somewhere in the midst of us fucking, I heard Leo start to sniffle. I looked down at him, getting a better view of his face, now noticing a few teardrops on his cheeks.

"Shit. Are you okay?" My hips came to a pause as I checked in with him. "Hey, Leo, we can always stop if you need to?—"

"No. I don't want to stop." Leo shook his head. "I'm not crying crying. I'm crying because I'm overwhelmed. Because everything feels so good."

"Okay, but if you need a break?—"

"Fuck me, Jacob."

"Right. Got it." I kissed away the tears on Leo's cheeks before I started up again, my hips rhythmically crashing into his. One of my hands went back down toward his cock, pumping him in time with the way I was fucking him. A few more thrusts and we were both coming together, Leo's come in my hand, my come deep inside of him.

Fuck.

Being with him felt way too fucking good.

Alarm bells started to sound at the back of my head, as we both caught our breath, as Leo turned around to nuzzle against my chest.

What the hell was I supposed to do when it was time to break things off for good?

And would I be able to handle it if Leo ever ended up back in Keith's arms?