Chapter 20
Snow
H ave you ever felt so unlike yourself that you want to claw your own skin off?
No? Because that's how I feel right now.
Like I'm not myself, that this isn't my body. I'm being a bitch today, that much I already know. And I feel horrible about it on the inside, but any time I open my mouth, it's to snap at someone for doing something wrong.
I don't mean to do it, I'm not in control of my own emotions right now, and I hate it. The guys and Regina have been doing the best they can to help, but at this point, they're only getting in my way, so I've exiled them to the living room.
"It's all wrong," I whine as my eyes scan my nest. "Wrong, wrong, wrong!" I shout, grabbing at the blankets. I rip everything off the bed and throw it to the floor to start over again.
I spend the next fifteen minutes placing every blanket—every pillow—just right. But still, something is missing. I just don't know what.
"Ah!" I scream, tossing my hands in the air. Storming out of my room, I head to the living room. Everyone stares at me as I enter. "What?!" I snap, glaring at the lot of them.
"Are you okay, love?" Dallas asks.
"Do I look okay?" I seethe. "I'm hot, cranky, my nest fucking sucks, and I have too much pent-up energy. I want to beat the shit out of someone!"
"Snow is scary when she's spiking," Henry grumbles.
"Not always. She was pretty frisky last night with Brady, wasn't she, little brother?" Gabe chuckles, pushing at his arm. Brady blushes, scratching the back of his head.
"Hey, you." I point at Gabe, his eyes snap over to mine. "Fuck off and leave your brother alone. Don't embarrass him like that."
"Oh shit," Henry chuckles.
"And you." His face somber. "It's not funny."
"Sorry," he mumbles.
"Where's Sterling?" I ask, looking around the room but not finding him here.
"He's sleeping." Not surprising.
"And Sullivan?"
"Hiding," Henry mutters. "Like I wish I was."
My body sags. "I'm being a bitch again, aren't I?" My eyes well with tears.
"Hey, it's okay." Regina gets up and pulls me into her arms.
"I don't mean to be a bitch," I sob into her shoulder, losing control of my emotions yet again.
"We know," Gabe answers. "It's started."
"It has?" I sniff, pulling away from Regina. "I don't feel like I want to have uncontrollable sex right now."
Dallas chuckles. "No. Not right now. But your body is changing. As the hours go on, so will your wants and needs."
"So I'm going to turn into a sex-crazed lady?" I sigh. I mean, I'm excited to have sex with all of my guys, don't get me wrong. But I'm also terrified because they're all big. I handled Brady's cock fine, but can I take the others?
After Brady brought me home last night, I woke him up by riding his cock. I don't think he was complaining, but I did take him by surprise. I was just so hot and needy, and the only thing on my mind was having him inside me.
So he fucked me into the mattress good, knotted me, and made me cum so hard I passed out in his arms again.
But then I woke up this morning, and the last thing on my mind was sex. It was like everything was wrong, but I just couldn't put my finger on what.
"No, more like a sex-crazed omega." Henry grins. "I mean, I'm excited." He looks at Dallas and Gabe. "You haven't had her mouth on your cock yet, and trust me, it's fucking mind-blowing."
I bite my lower lip, a rush of heat forming in my belly. A burst of perfume fills the air and the guys all groan. "Fuck," Dallas blows out a breath, shifting in his seat.
"Sorry." But I'm not. I love that these big, sexy monsters go all feral over me.
"No, you're not." Henry grins, and I grin back.
"You're all distracting me," I grumble, my smile falling when I remember I came out here to get something. I just don't know what.
I stomp over to the couch and grab the blanket and pillows there. "How the hell did I forget these?" I mutter, shoving a pillow under my arm.
As I'm leaving, I stop in front of Regina. "I need that."
She looks at me with confusion. "Need what?"
"Your dress."
"Ahhh." She blinks. "Why?"
"Because. I need more things with my mates' scents. I already took all of their blankets and pillows. They don't wear any fucking clothes so I'm working with what I've got." I shoot them a glare. "But you. You smell amazing. I want so many things with your smell. I like your smell. Love your smell." She smells like peaches. It makes me wet.
"Oh." She grins. "I'm glad you like the smell of me. But, babe, these guys are your men. Not mine. Do you want them seeing me naked?"
"No," I growl.
"Wait. If she's not going to be naked around us, how is she going to be a part of your heat?" Henry asks.
Panic fills me, and Brady hits Henry. "You're making her freak out. Stop that."
"Stop showing off your freaky mate mark magic," Henry grumbles. "I want my mate mark."
"You'll get yours after," Gabe mutters.
"We've already worked it out, love," Dallas addresses my worries. "We will leave the nest so you can spend time with Regina, and when we're needed, we will switch places."
"So I get you during my heat?" I ask Regina.
"Yes, baby. I'm gonna be there to take care of you as best as I can."
"I got you something." My eyes light up. I take the items in my arms and rush to my room. Tossing them on the nest to be dealt with later, I go over to my nightstand and grab the thing I ordered for Regina.
"Here." I shove the bag in her arms and wait eagerly for her to open it.
She grins and opens the bag. "What is it?" she asks, holding up the strap.
"It's a strap on." I grin brightly. "So you don't have to worry about keeping up with the guys. And look!"
"Holy shit." Henry laughs when I pull out the dildo. "She got her a cock. Wait, two cocks!"
"Fucking hell." Regina laughs, eyes widening as she holds up one of the dildos. It's big and has a knot on the end. And then she holds up the other one. "Double sided?"
"Yup." I nod. "Has a knot too. For me of course." I laugh. "You don't think I'd leave you out now, do you?"
"You're amazing, baby," she murmurs, pressing a kiss to my lips. She puts on the strap on over her pants and puts the dick in its spot on the harness. "Look, my dick is almost bigger than yours." She grins wickedly at the guys.
"You wanna compare sizes?" Henry laughs.
"No." I shoot him a glare. "Your dick is mine and mine only."
"Yes, ma'am." He winks, giving me a two-finger salute.
My mind is brought back to the unfinished business with my nest. With a huff, I spin around on the heel of my foot and take off back down my hall.
With the new items, I'm able to perfectly place everything. "There." I smile, finally feeling like my nest was perfect, that everything is good to go for when I'm ready.
A heat flash hits me, and I try to fan myself, but it does nothing. I'm ready to just claw this darn dress off myself and walk around naked. I don't think I'd get a single protest with that one.
My skin crawls, this restlessness taking over me. I hate it. "Ugh!" I groan as I scratch at my arms.
"What's wrong?" Henry asks. "Is it your nest?"
"No," I mutter, pacing the room. "My nest is perfect. Only took forever." I roll my eyes. "I'm just feeling restless. Like I can't sit still."
"Wanna go test out that nest now?" Henry grins widely.
"No." I shake my head. Yes, I want them to fuck me. I always want them to fuck me, and I know there's about to be a lot of that. But I don't just want to jump into my nest.
Dallas stops my pacing and puts his hand on my head. "You're hot, love. You're having a heat spike."
"Well, the heat spike can fuck off," I hiss. "I'm hot and achy, and I need it to go away."
"And you don't feel like us pleasuring you would do that?"
"Yes. No? I don't know." I rub at my face. "It's like my body wants to run, to get out all this energy before I do anything else."
Dallas looks over at Gabe, a smirk shared between the two of them.
Gabe stands up, his tall form moving behind me. "Wanna play a game, little omega?" Gabe asks in a low, sensual tone that has me shivering. He uses a claw to brush the hair away from my neck. I moan, biting my lip at the feeling.
"A-a game?" I stammer out. "What kind of game?"
"The kind where the three of us..." he looks to Dallas and Henry, who are watching with hungry gazes. "Chase you through the woods."
My belly warms and I swallow hard. "What happens if you catch me?"
His tongue flicks out, licking up the side of my neck. I whimper, a gush of slick soaking my panties. "If we catch you, we fuck you."
"Oh gods," I whimper, my whole body humming with need. I like that idea, I like it alot.
"What do you say, omega? Want to play a little game with your alphas?" Dallas asks, his claws trailing down my arms in a feather-light touch.
"Yes," I pant out eagerly.
"Well, we'll give you a head start. You have ten seconds, little omega. Better get running, because your pussy is dripping with slick right now, and we're fucking feral for it."
Biting my lip, my eyes flick between the three of them as they start to crowd around me.
"Nine," Henry growls.
"Eight," Dallas adds.
Quickly, I spin around and take off for the front door.
A thrill shoots through me as my feet pound against the cold forest ground. I run as fast as my legs can carry me, doing my best to dodge falling logs and rocks.
My feet hurt, but I don't care. I'm vibrating with anticipation, pure excitement with what's to come.
I know I won't get far, they can catch me in a blink of an eye. But the wait, the unknown of what they're going to do with me has me determined to make this last as long as I can.
"Two!" I hear Henry's shout echoing through the woods.
"One!" Dallas yells next.
"Ready or not, here we come, Little Omega!" Gabe's deep, growly voice makes me whimper as slick runs down my leg.
There's an ache that grows in my belly, hot and uncomfortable. More and more slick runs down my legs as the achiness grows. I want them, the need for them to touch me, fuck me, make me cum is now unbearable.
But I'm not going to just roll over and take it. No, I want them to earn the right to fuck me.
"Oh, Snooooww," Henry's taunting voice makes me gasp. They're already so close.
"We can hear you, Little One." Gabe chuckles. "Run all you want, but you know how this is going to end."
"I can't fucking wait to watch you choke on my cock, Snow," Dallas growls.
I moan, and I know they can hear me, smell me. I'm leaving a trail of apple pie slick behind me.
But I keep running, even if my lungs are screaming and my legs are sore.
My mind is a mess, so many things running through it, that I'm not paying attention and trip over a root sticking up out of the dirt.
I go down with a yelp, hitting the ground with my hands and knees. I'm about to get up and run again when I feel them.
Chest heaving, heart thumping like a drum, my whole body freezes. Eyes wide, I pant heavily as the sound of a branch snaps behind me.
Every second that passes has the anticipation growing.
Then something grabs my ankles, yanking me backward. I scream, my hands clawing at the ground as pure terror fills me. But it doesn't last long when I look over my shoulder to see Gabe on his knees. His eyes are nearly black with need, his nostrils flaring as he sniffs the air. He grabs my hips and yanks me up so that my ass is in the air.
"This cunt is fucking dripping, Snow," he growls. "So needy, so desperate to be filled." He shoves my dress over my hips, exposing my soaked panties. When he sees how wet I am, that they are utterly destroyed, he grabs them and rips them off my body. I gasp in fright, but my pussy betrays me, sending a gush of slick dripping down my thighs.
"She loves this." Dallas appears out of the trees. "She loves being at our mercy, don't you, little omega?" He looks so big, so dangerous. The look of him right now would send anyone else running for their lives. But not me. Never me. I know my alphas will never hurt me.
"Such a needy omega." Henry appears at my other side. "Are you hungry for your alpha's cocks? How about our knots?"
"All of it," I moan as Gabe laps his long, hot tongue up my pussy. "Oh god." Gabe thrusts his tongue into me, a guttural growl rumbling in his chest.
Dallas grips my chin, lifting it so I can look at him. "Beg for it, Snow. Beg to be stuffed with our cocks, our knots like the dirty little knot slut you are."
His words send a rush of heat through me. "Please," I beg. "Fuck me. I want your knots. I need them. Please. I'll do anything!"
"Anything?" Dallas grins.
"Anything." I nod frantically. Whatever they ask me to do, I'll do it. I just want my alphas. I want praise and loving touches. To please my alphas, to be used by them.
Dallas caresses my cheek softly, looking down at me in adoration, but the words that come out of his mouth are downright filthy. "Then part those pretty red lips of yours, Snow, and open wide. Because I want you gagging on my cock. I want to see you cry for me, omega. I want to see spit dripping down your chin. And I want that pussy gripping Gabe's cock for dear life while you do it."
Sweet mother of god. What is wrong with me? And why do his words ignite an inferno inside me?
Licking my lips, I go to beg him to do just that when my eyes widen, and a silent scream passes my lips as Gabe grips my hips almost painfully and in one thrust, pushes his whole massive cock inside me.
The intrusion takes my breath away. He's so big, and I know he's stretching me wide for him. But there's no pain. Not like I thought there would be, not like the bit I had with Brady.
No, it's only blinding pleasure and the need for him to move, to do more.
"Fucking hell," Gabe growls. "This pussy is so fucking perfect. So tight and wet. I love it, Snow. I fucking love you."
"I love you too," I sob out as he pulls back and thrusts into me. But my eyes are locked on Dallas when I say it. "I love you too."
"I love you more, little omega." He smiles softly. "Now, open up and take my cock like a good girl."
My pussy clenches around Gabe, making him groan as I part my lips. Dallas places the tip of his pink throbbing cock at my lips. "Good girl," he praises, caressing my cheek before he slowly eases his length into my mouth. He's so damn big that my jaw aches immediately when trying to open as wide as I can for him. "That's it, love. You're taking us so damn good."
"So fucking hot," Henry groans. My watering eyes flick to the side to see Henry on his knees, stroking his cock. Pre cum runs from the tip to the forest floor, and my mouth waters, wishing I could be the one to clean it up. He grins wickedly at me. "Don't worry, little omega. You're going to get this soon enough."
"I need to fucking move," Gabe snarls.
"So fucking move," Dallas growls back, and I push my ass into Gabe, encouraging him to move.
"I don't want to hurt her," Gabe grunts.
Dallas looks at me and grins. "He's not going to hurt you, is he, Snow? Our princess, our omega, likes this, doesn't she? She wants it badly, don't you, love?"
I moan around his cock, nodding my head.
And that's all the confirmation Gabe needs. He starts to fuck me fast and hard, the movement forcing me to take Dallas deeper.
"That's it," Dallas groans as I whimper. "Take what your alphas give you, Snow. We're going to make you feel so good."
My eyes roll back when the tip of Gabe's cock hits my sweet spot over and over again.
"So good," he growls. "So fucking perfect."
Dallas moves his hips in shallow thrusts, knowing I can't take much more of his cock. But he doesn't seem to care, his eyes bright with pleasure. "You're doing so well, baby. Taking her alpha's cock like the perfect little omega." His praise has me preening.
I want to please them, to make them feel good.
Gabe fucks me like a rag doll, his animalistic noises filling the air around us. "I'm close, love. Your mouth is too good, too tight," Dallas pants. His pace picks up, and I don't mind the pain as he starts to fuck my throat, making me take more of him until I'm literally gagging on his cock. I'm crying now, drool dripping down my chin as I struggle to breathe through my nose.
"Fuck," Dallas growls, chest heaving. "So close. Fuck!'
I watch as his body shakes, eyes widening as the first rope of cum hits my throat. I do my best to swallow, but there's just so much. I choke, eyes widening in panic. He quickly pulls out, his cock still throbbing with his release. Spurts of cum shoot out, hitting me in the face.
Dallas groans, stroking his cock as more flows out of him. He grabs me by the hair, pulling me up so that he can yank down the front of my dress, exposing my breasts before painting them in his cum.
The whole thing is erotic, sending me into my first orgasm of the night. I cum around Gabe's cock, my climax so powerful that I scream my throat raw.
"So fucking beautiful," Dallas growls before leaning forward and sinking his teeth into my neck. Biting me. Marking me. Bonding me.
Another orgasm crashes into me, one more powerful than the last. My eyes roll back as I sob out his name. I feel the bond snap into place. Love and adoration flood the connection.
I push my own feelings of love through the bond and back to him. He sighs as he pulls his teeth free, licking at the mark. "Mine," he murmurs before kissing me softly.
The sweet moment is over quickly as Gabe growls, pushing at my back, forcing me to bend over with only my ass in the air.
"Do you know how hard it was not to fucking blow while you came so damn sweetly around my cock. But I didn't because I want to fill you with my knot and have you screaming my name as you cum. Not his."
"Gabe," I moan, my face pressed to the dirt as he savagely fucks into me, his hand coming down hard on my ass.
"Be a good girl and take it," he snarls.
My eyes flutter open, finding Henry watching in fascination and hunger. He's not touching his cock anymore. It's thick, erect, and bobbing in front of him as drops of pre cum drip to the ground.
He catches me watching, giving me a cheeky grin. "Didn't want to cum too soon. I wanna be inside you when I do."
"Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck!" Gabe roars, gripping my hips painfully. "Take my fucking knot, Little Omega, and scream for me like a good fucking girl." I cry out as he pushes his fat knot inside my pussy.
The moment he does, I cum again. Only this time, it's so much, too much. I claw at the ground, sobbing his name as wave after wave of pleasure hit me. It's almost painful.
Gabe roars like the beast that he is, his cock jerking inside me, sending violent jets of cum deep within me, filling me up just how I like. Then I feel it, his mouth on my shoulder as he sinks his teeth in. I cry out, this one softer as my orgasm continues. It's never-ending, making me gasp for air, fighting for breath. Fighting for the ability to think, to see, to hear.
Then everything slows, a settling calm taking over, as I feel him through the bond. Just like Brady, just like Dallas. Love, devotion, want, need... I feel it all.
I bask in the feelings rushing through me, settling over me like a fresh blanket of snow.
Gabe and Dallas are murmuring sweet nothings to me, praising me on being a good girl, a good omega. I just lay there, ass in the air, knot buried deep in my pussy as cum drips out of me. I'm grinning like a fool with my eyes closed.
And then Gabe's knot slips free, a mix of his cum and my slick gushing out and onto the ground.
"So hot," Henry groans. "But I think this hungry cunt needs more, doesn't it, Snow?"
I gasp as Henry flips me over, grabbing my knees and pushing them up to be level with my head. He looks down at my messy pussy and runs a finger through my folds. "So pretty. So pink and puffy. So used." I gasp as he drags his claw over my clit. It's so sensitive, and I'm so exhausted, drained. But I want more. I want him.
"Use me too," I pant out in a begging plea.
He grins at me, almost boyishly. "Oh, sweet Little Omega, that's exactly what I plan on doing." He places the tip of his cock at my entrance and shoves forward.
I cry out, slamming my eyes shut as my back arches off the ground, fingers clawing at the dirt.
"That's it," he grunts. "Fuck, look at this pussy taking my cock. So hungry. It's swallowing me whole. Such a good fucking omega."
Henry places his hands on the ground next to my head as he starts to fuck me into the ground. "So good," he moans. "Wanna live inside this cunt."
Everything inside me is on fire. I want more, need more, yet all of this is also too much. My head spins, vision blurring, and just like a switch, something inside me shifts. Like someone else takes over my body.
"Fuck me," I whine. "Fuck me, alpha. Harder."
Henry grunts, eyes flaring with heat as he sits back. "You want it harder, little omega?" he chuckles. "You got it."
Grabbing my hips to hold me in place, lifting my lower half in the air as he pounds into me with a speed I didn't know he had.
"Oh god. Fuck. Yes. Holy shit. Yes!" I scream, which is all I'm able to do—just lay there as he fucks me. He's in control completely.
"That's it," he growls. "Take it. Fucking take it."
"Too much," I sob out as pleasure starts to build again.
"Just a little more, Snow. You asked for it. Now take my fucking knot." Henry leans over, lips curled back, showing his bone-white teeth. He growls before his mouth comes down on my breast at the same time his knot pops into place.
He growls long and loud as I claw at his arms, screaming out my own release. Everything crashes into me as the bond snaps into place. I feel him the brightest. This time, I cum so hard I pass out.
I slip in and out of consciousness. Quick flashes of my alphas bathing me, laying me down on something soft and heavenly. And then I hear them speak.
"Her heat has begun. Next time she wakes up, we all need to be ready for what's to come for the next few days."