Chapter 6

We lie there for a few minutes, the three of us taking a moment of peace to get our breaths back.

"Are you guys…you know?" I ask shyly.

"Are we what?" Zane cocks his head, his ocean-blue eyes staring back at me with confusion.

"Gay?"

Devin starts laughing, pulling himself up as he pulls me up with him. "Why would you ask that?"

I blush. "You ate his cum out of me."

Zane laughs deeply. His cat-like frame shakes as he does.

Devin's hand goes to my chin, pulling it to face him.

"Not at all, Nova. I just wanted you to taste my friend, and I wanted to taste you."

I nod, blushing, feeling suddenly very na?ve. Devin pulls me close so my head is resting against his chest as Levi finally comes downstairs. He's still naked, his thick cock swinging between his legs, and he looks like a dark naked god in all his glory walking through and into the kitchen. He comes back a few seconds later, handing us all a drink.

"She beg yet?"

I glare at him. "I don't beg."

Zane looks at him and gives him a small shake of his head, and Levi shrugs, walking over to my keyboard. "Come play something for me."

"I can't, I wouldn't know what to play." Devin gives me a nudge in encouragement, and I stand up before he spanks my ass. I look over at him, rolling my eyes before walking over to join Levi. I sigh as he pats the stool between his legs, and I take a seat, running my fingers lightly over the keyboard. My head cocks as I bite my lip and start playing a melody that's new to me. Something in me is inspired. Levi reaches over to my shoulder to my notebook, grabbing the pen too. I pause, looking down as he begins to write the notes I just played.

"How did you?—"

He cuts me off. "I'm good with music." Is all he says, smirking. "Continue."

I sigh, carrying on. The notes are darker than what I have played before, deeper somehow, and I realize I'm writing a melody about the boys without realizing I was.

"What are you calling it?" Devin speaks, and I smirk at him.

"Depravity…"

They all laugh, and Levi pulls my hair back. "You have no idea what that means," he whispers in my ear.

"Then show me," I say, tipping my head back to him and leaning it against his chest.

He puts the notebook down, spreading my thighs over his knees. "Is that what you want, Goldilocks? To walk through that door?" I nod as my breath slows down.

His hand snakes up my body, caressing it slowly before it sharply changes as he wraps his hand around my exposed throat and begins to squeeze.

"Do you know all the dark and depraved things I want to do to you, Nova?"

I shake my head as best I can after trying to speak, but no words cut out as he squeezes it tighter, cutting off my airways a little.

He smiles the most wicked smile I've ever seen before letting go of my throat. "You couldn't handle it." He tugs on my hair hard, making me squeal.

"I'm not so sure, Levi. I saw inside her earlier… She has a fire that could rival ours," Zane pipes up.

Levi scoffs in response. "Could rival ours, not does."

"Give me your best shot," I say in response, rubbing my neck a little.

He pushes me off his lap before moving the chair back. He grabs me, pulling me up as his hands slip under my ass, my legs wrapping around his waist as he does.

Where Zane and Devin kiss me with fire, Levi kisses me with ice, and it burns just as deeply. He backs me up against the wall, slamming my body into it. His hand wraps around my throat but not tight this time, just enough to hold me in place as he pulls back.

"Get it," he orders over his shoulder, and Devin pipes up, "I don't think that's a good idea, Levi…"

He chuckles, looking over at Devin. "I won't break her. She's not ready for that, and I don't think she ever will be, but she's just given me her permission to have some fun, and that's what I'm going to do." Devin exchanges a look between himself and Zane, and Zane gets up, walks upstairs, and comes back a minute later.

Levi has been staring at me intensely, just smirking. Something in me is terrified right now, but not for what he could do or could mean. I know he won't hurt me, not in that way, but I'm terrified of exposing myself to him in a way so completely I could end up showing him a part of myself I'm not ready to.

I look at Zane as he reappears, and he's holding a knife in his hand, and when I say a knife, I mean some scary ass blade.

What the actual fuck is happening?

He flips it in his hand so he's holding the blade side before Levi drops me on my feet, his hand still around my throat before he grabs the knife by the handle from Devin. "Open up my little perfect slut…I need you to get this all wet and sloppy." I swallow hard before opening my mouth for him.

Zane leans against the wall, watching us with bated breath. I think he's surprised I opened my mouth. Levi slips the handle in my mouth. "Suck on it, suck on it like you did my cock earlier." I do as he asks, bobbing my head up and down as he starts fucking my mouth with it.

The room is silent except for the gagging sounds I'm making as he pushes it further and further, making my saliva and drool run down my chin. "You're such a perfect little whore for me, aren't you, Nova?" I can't talk or nod as he holds me by my throat, pinning me against the wall. All I can do is moan in response.

He lets go of me, "Go lay on the chair again, Nova… Sit in Devin's lap." I gasp as he lets go, pulling the knife from my throat. I obey, walking over to Devin as he lazily smiles at me, patting his leg, and I take a seat on his lap. Devin pulls me down slightly, spreading my legs wide in a split as I look up at him. He smirks, kissing me deeply as I feel Levi thrust his fingers inside my soaked pussy.

"So ready for me already." Devin stops the kiss as Levi pulls his fingers from me, sticking them down my throat, making me cough and splutter. "This knife…I sleep with it… It's the knife I used to kill my own father. I'm sentimental that way." He smirks. "I've used it since then, several times, in fact. I've carved my initials into girls' bodies before, Nova. They begged me to; they wanted to be owned by me, owned by my blade. I'm not going to do that to you, though, but I am going to slip it into this tight little pussy, and I want you to hold it in while Devin plays with you." My eyes widen in shock. His eyes are almost black. "Still want my depravity, Nova? You can say no now…back out while you can."

I shake my head, and he sighs. "I knew it. I knew you couldn't handle it."

"I'm not saying no. I'm telling you I'm not backing out. Show me"—reaching out to his hand that holds the blade—"do it."

The voice that leaves me isn't a voice I recognize. This girl sounds confident and fearless.

He leans in, kissing me slowly as he slides the handle into me. It's uncomfortable at first, but I know it's meant to be. This isn't something that should be done, yet it almost seems natural.

I squeeze internally, holding the knife inside of me. I gasp as I squeeze my legs together and feel how sharp the exposed blade is as it touches my thighs. "Uh uh, Goldilocks, the idea isn't to watch you bleed," Devin whispers, pulling my legs back open. "You're going to have to do it," he says to Levi, "I don't trust she won't try and squirm."

Zane walks over, takes a seat next to Devin, and holds one of my thighs hard, almost bruising, as he nods at Levi. Devin holds my other one just as tightly as he kisses me. "Keep squeezing, beautiful, or Levi will stop."

I look back at Levi as he tugs his cock. He looks back at me with such intensity it's almost frightening. The silver piercing glints in the light. I squeeze my core hard, feeling the knife pulling itself deeper inside of me, gasping when it grazes against my G-spot.

Levi smiles at me, and something in me is proud of myself in this moment. He gets on his knees between my thighs and blows on my clit, my hands go into his hair, and he chuckles.

"That's it, pull on my hair, baby," he whispers before he sucks my clit in between his lips. Devin tips my head to his side to kiss me as Zane takes my nipple between his teeth and bites it playfully. My hand continues to tug on Levi's hair.

The feeling of having three guys doting on me at the same time is insane. I feel Levi suck, bite, lick my clit, devouring it as I try to keep the handle of the blade inside of me. It only builds an intense feeling inside of me. Freedom, that's how it feels. I'm discovering myself here with these guys, discovering how deep into madness I can go. Levi's thumb teases my asshole, and I immediately tense.

Levi chuckles, "Never been taken here, baby?" Devin chuckles, breaking the kiss. I shake my head no. He just nods, slowly stroking over my hole. "What a shame we don't have time to train you to take one of us here." He uses his hand to twist the blade inside of me, and I gasp in ecstasy as Zane pulls my hand to his cock, now out and proud again as I remember how he felt inside of me.

Devin pulls his cock out and smiles at me. "Taste me," he whispers, and Levi pulls the blade out and steps back. I get on my hands and knees on the couch as Zane moves closer to Devin. My hand goes to his cock as my mouth lowers over Devin's, taking him whole. Levi repositions himself behind us and starts slipping his knife back into my pussy. Fucking me with it slowly as I suck his friend's cock. Devin's hands go to my hair, pulling it into a ponytail.

"You can do better than that, Goldilocks." He pushes my head down on his cock, and I gag hard, my saliva dripping down over his shaft and his balls.

Fuck, this turns me on so much. I feel needed, sexy, desired—a feeling I lost after Danny. Levi pushes the blade in as far as the handle will go. I feel something wet around my asshole as I realize Levi just spit on it, and then I gasp as I feel his thumb slip in just a little. "Hold it in," he whispers as I feel the blade slipping out of me.

My hand continues moving up and down on Zane's cock as I try to squeeze my pussy to stop the knife from slipping any further. Devin starts pulling on my hair, lifting me up a little as he thrusts into my mouth. The room fills with glugging sounds as Devin fucks my mouth and throat.

I gasp as he rips me off, kissing me deeply. "I want her pussy" He orders out loud, and I realize in this moment Devin's cool act is a front. They may all be brothers, but clearly, he's in charge of the trio.

Levi laughs, slipping his thumb further into my tight asshole, making me moan in ecstasy. He pulls out the blade from my pussy, and I sigh in pleasure as he does. He moves his thumb slowly out of me. "Fine," he says, and I can tell he's a little disappointed that Devin won't let it go any further.