Chapter Six

Cia.

The kiss Nex pulled away from had me dizzy. My pulse thumped erratically and my body thrummed with need. When he wrapped his hand around my neck and asserted that he didn’t do gentle, my body came alive.

He watched me undress, tossing each item to the floor. My hoodie was the first to go, while I kicked off my shoes and wiggled out of my sweatpants. When I hooked my fingers into my panties, Nex shook his head gently and those dark abysses of his eyes turned to midnight.

Even more dark and threatening.

His mouth was on mine again while I was lifted around his waist and carried to the bedroom. We stopped at the foot of the bed where he lowered me back to the floor. A finger slipped beneath the straps of my bra. One by one he kissed each shoulder before sliding his hand over my ribs to my back where he unhooked the lace material that dropped to the floor a second later.

He slid my panties down my thighs and the roughness of his fingers and palms in contrast to the soft lace caused my body to shudder. My muscles clenched when I lowered my eyes to find his focus on my pussy which was already drenched with arousal.

“Sit.”

I sucked in a deep breath and sank to the edge of the bed. His fingers dug into my skin as he forced my thighs so wide I felt the ache of my muscles from being stretched to such a painful degree and then the pinch of his teeth when they grazed my clit. With the bite of pain I sucked in a deep breath which I released when I felt the warmth of his tongue sliding down my slit.

My clit began to pulse and spasm and I tried to bring my thighs closer but the pads of his fingers pressed harder into my skin, forcing them wider than before. “You got what you wanted, Cia. A marriage. Now I get what I want, you.”

The low, sinful vibration of his voice alone was enough to have my pussy clenching and tightening, threatening to release.

I moaned in response and tried to relax the muscles in my thighs instead of giving into the urge to close them in search of more contact. I got exactly what I craved when his mouth covered my pussy and his tongue thrust deep, plunging in and out of me between long, rough swipes and bites against my very sensitive flesh. He released my thighs only to grab my hips and yank me closer. My back hit the mattress then bowed away from it when the rush of my first orgasm jolted through me, busting and igniting.

“Oh fuck…”

I hissed, lifting my hips from the bed, feeling so close to losing myself. I felt a sharp sting of pain from his teeth on my clit, then desperation when he shoved two fingers into my pussy, scissoring them roughly before plunging them back in as far as they would go.

I was so damn close, then it happened. I tipped over the edge while he sucked, and licked, and fucked me hard and rough until I was a spineless mess. Heat rushed through my veins and across my skin while I floated blissfully.

My body went limp and I felt overwhelmingly exhausted. I hadn’t had sex in months and the last time had been a quick fuck in a restaurant bathroom with a dinner date I had no interest in beyond his looks. The rushed orgasm got the job done, yet left a lot to be desired, but this…

Nex’s mouth on me was a different experience. One I knew was only the beginning of my demise.

This man was surely going to ruin me…

“I have condoms, do I need them?”

After we left the hotel, the first stop we made was to his apartment in the city so he could pack a bag. Of course he made sure to grab condoms.

I lazily peeled my eyes open just in time to catch sight of Nex taking his shirt over his head and…fuck me.

“That depends on who you’ve been with.”

He chuckled sexily. “Sex with me is just as much business as killing people, Cia. I never leave things to chance.”

I should have cringed at the reference but instead I felt relieved. He didn’t kill without thought and protection from getting caught. He didn’t have sex unprotected either, yet he was trusting me enough to do so.

“I’m on birth control,”

I blurted out. This marriage was an agreement. And not conventional. Marriage in name and his bed didn’t, by default, mean we would have a family, but I couldn’t think about that right now. My focus was otherwise consumed by his body, his dick, and what I wanted from both.

Nex’s pants were tossed aside, followed by his briefs. My eyes moved to his long, thick dick hanging heavily between his legs before he turned away and dug a box of condoms from his duffle and tossed them in the trash.

My heart pounded erratically because this was happening. I wanted him, and based on the look in his eyes, he wanted me. Nothing had been decided between us aside from our current lustful state and I was completely at ease with the unknowns that awaited us after we crossed this line.

By the time Nex’s lean muscular body was hovering over me, waist wedged between my thighs, mine was physically trembling with need. The steely look in his eyes caused something to tighten in my chest then loosen with a promise that I would feel every inch of him. I wouldn’t be disappointed by the pain or pleasure that followed.

“You should relax, Cia, but either way, I’m going to make this good for you.”

And with that, he edged forward and landed in me with one hard thrust.

The muscles in his jaw flexed and onyx eyes held me captive while my body coiled tightly then relaxed in satisfaction from the intrusion. The visual he offered did little to prepare me for the feel of him bottomed out in my pussy.

When he lowered his mouth to my ear, offering the low vibration of his voice, I almost orgasmed on the spot. “I’m going to thoroughly enjoy this and you.”

His pace was a combination of deep, hard thrusts. I threw my head back while he took me unfairly deep. The depth, angle, and width of him was foreign but felt just right. The pain was blissful and a torturous agony my body welcomed. With each shift and swivel of his hips, I became eagerly agreeable to this man’s ambitious drive to thoroughly enjoy me.

“Oh fuck, yes…”

flew from my mouth.

I felt the vibration of his low growl and the shift of his hips followed by a hard thrust from a different angle. I splintered but it wasn’t enough.

“More…shit, more now…”

My eyes attached to his and a slow smile eased onto his face. Nex lifted slightly, the pads of his finger brushing my thigh again long enough to force my knee up near my waist. He held it down and wide and fucked me hard and fast at a punishing pace.

“Oh hell,”

I whispered on a harsh exhale. My body was splintering, my skin was blazing with sensitivity, and hard tremors pulsed through my core. I zoned out until I felt a biting sting just below my earlobe and further down my neck to my shoulder. When he bit down on my nipple at the same time he thrust deep, my core muscles thrashed and pulsed.

My vision shifted to a hazy blur of dark eyes and a tense jaw while my thighs tightened and trembled. Each time he landed hard and deep, I tipped closer to the edge.

“Give in, Cia. Let me shatter you and I promise to put you back together.”

My eyes shot up to his and he growled lowly once more, “Let me fucking break you.”

And I did…

The sharpness of his body forcing my thighs wide, his fingers digging into my skin, holding my knee at a painful angle, and the fullness of his dick challenging the inhalation of air to my lungs was just the right amount of everything. The orgasm slammed into me like a freight train.

My mind spiraled and I gasped for air that refused to fill my lungs until my body gave up and forged an alliance with the painfully taunting pleasure. Hard muscles tightened and I heard a low growl before the last thrust pushed into me signaling Nex had tipped over the edge as well. Eventually my body went limp for the second time and every inch of my skin felt electric jolts of sensitivity.

I was useless at this point. My thoughts were scattered and my body refused to cooperate with the commands I wordlessly communicated. Then I felt his lips on me. Moving over the curve of my jaw until he reached my mouth and his tongue found mine. I moaned my approval while he teased and sucked on my lips and offered slow thrusts that had my core clenching again.

He glided in and out of me with lazy, intentional movements that contrasted the way he’d just handled me.

“I thought you didn’t do gentle?”

I smiled softly and he grunted against my neck before his teeth grazed my skin.

“I don’t…”

He soothed the same spot with a swipe of his tongue. “But I also promised that if you allowed me to break you, I would put you back together.”

My smile expanded and I forced my eyes open to find his waiting. They were narrow and intense, staring at me like there was something heavy on his mind.

“As much as I appreciate you being a man of your word, and this, I think I like it better when you break me.”

Nex’s eyes flickered with something and he growled deeply in the back of his throat at the same time he pulled back and fucked me harder.