Chapter 13

The minute Cash walked through the door, I raced over and threw myself into his waiting arms. "I was so worried about you."

His hands slid down my back to grip my butt, and he gave one cheek a light slap that only stung a little. "I told you that I had everything under control."

"I know, but I still couldn't help being afraid that something would go wrong."

"I wasn't gonna do anything that would put me at risk now that I found you." He dipped his head to brush his lips against mine. "Love you too much to ever leave you."

Whoa.

Cash loved me.

He'd protected me and taken care of the threat, and I'd always felt safe with him. Knowing that he loved me, though…it filled me with wonder and excitement. Made me feel whole again after all I'd been through.

"I love you, too," I told him with a smile.

"Damn fucking straight, you do," he grunted. I loved how gruff he was on the outside. And that I was the only one who knew how sweet he was on the inside.

After our declarations, I wanted to feel closer to him, so I closed the space between us. He immediately enveloped me in his arms. He was so attentive, always taking care of me. Even in bed, he was always making sure that I got what I needed.

Suddenly, I had the urge to take care of him for a change. To give him something else that I'd never given anyone else. And to show my appreciation for everything he'd given me.

Tugging on his vest, I murmured, "Come upstairs with me. I need to have you all to myself."

"Every part of me belongs to you. I'll follow you anywhere, sunshine."

Butterflies swirled in my belly as we crossed over to the stairs and made our way up to his room. When the door shut behind us, I pulled on his arm so he'd stay where he was instead of heading over to the bed. Then I dropped to my knees and swiftly pulled his belt through the loops before dropping it on the ground.

But he stopped me, putting his large hands over mine. "Sunshine, what do you think you're doing?"

"I want to show you how much you mean to me. How thankful I am," I explained, running my fingers along the seam of his jeans.

His cock was already rock hard behind his zipper. Waiting and ready for me.

But Cash shook his head. "You don't need to do any of that. I love you. Nothing I've done for you was with the thought of getting something back."

"I know, but I want to. I've never had a man in my mouth," I said, looking up at him through my lashes.

"Not gonna turn down that offer when I want all of your firsts, and I've fantasized about having your lips wrapped around me."

He was already pulling his pants down, his cock staring me in the face, and a drip of precome had formed at the tip. I darted my tongue forward, licking it off, and the salty-sweet taste hit the back of my throat.

"Sunshine, that tongue is gonna kill me," he growled.

"Yeah. Do you like that? Want me to keep licking this big dick?" I smiled, looking up to see his eyes at half mast.

He bucked his hips forward. "Yeah. Lick it like it's your favorite popsicle. All the way to the root."

My tongue trailed the long vein leading from his tip all the way down the length of his cock and back up again.

"Like this?" I murmured.

"Yeah, but do that while my cock fills your mouth."

"Oh."

I remember thinking how big his dick was when I first saw it and whether it would ever fit inside my pussy, let alone my mouth. But as I wrapped my lips around his head, I knew we were made to fit together.

He was what I'd been waiting for my whole life.

Who I wanted to be my first everything.

I might not have been the best at my first blow job, fumbling with my hands and trying not to bite his sensitive flesh. I thought I did something wrong when he grabbed the back of my head and yanked me back so I met his beautiful gaze, but the heat in his dark eyes let me know he was enjoying this as much as I was, and his growled words confirmed it. "That feels amazing, but I'm not going to waste my come in your mouth. I need it inside that perfect pussy of yours."

He didn't need to say anything else. I wanted that, too. I'd never thought about kids or the future before I met Cash, but seeing the other women around the club, I wanted to be like them.

To have these men tied to them. Worshipping them. And their babies.

I was going to let him fill me up again. If I wasn't pregnant yet, I wanted to be. Soon.

Cash's shirt was already off before I stripped off my own and then shimmied out of the rest of my clothes. He kissed me deeply, his fingers tangling in my hair as he walked me backward toward the bed.

I was needy and wanted him. Knowing he'd been in danger because of me had heightened my desire to an almost unbearable state. Arching my back up so my pussy brushed against his wet cock, I moaned.

"That's my greedy little pussy," he murmured as his lips trailed down to my neck.

His fingers slipped down my stomach before cupping my sex.

I whimpered, bucking my hips forward, needing him to do more. To touch me harder. To push me over the edge I was already nearing.

"Such a greedy little pussy, sunshine," he growled before plunging his fingers into my wetness.

"Yes," I breathed, capturing his lips again with my own before riding his fingers.

My body ached for release, and once his thumb found my sensitive nub, I cried out, rocking away my orgasm on his fingers.

I mewled when he pulled his hand away. Staring up at him as he licked my wetness from his skin. "You taste so fucking good. Wanna see for yourself?"

"Mmm-hmm." I darted my tongue forward, licking what was left of my juices off his fingers.

"Oh fuck, sunshine, that's so hot," he growled before his lips were back on mine.

Our tongues mingled as we fell back on the mattress, his arms holding him up, but his hips firmly pressed to mine as I ground against him, feeling the friction of his cock against me. But not right where I wanted it.

"I need you in me," I whimpered, lifting my legs so they wrapped around his waist.

"That's my greedy girl. I'm going to give it to you."

He sat back, pressing his hands into the mattress on either side of me before plunging his cock deep inside me.

"Feels so good," I moaned, instinctively rocking against him.

"Yeah, take my cock, sunshine." He dipped his head to nip my bottom lip, the slight sting sending a zing of sensation straight to my core. "It feels so good inside you because you're mine. Aren't you?"

"Yes, I'm yours. Only yours," I moaned as a fire started low in my stomach.

My orgasm was building, and it was as if Cash could read my body better than I could. His hand went to my clit, rubbing the sensitive nub as he thrust harder in me. My body quaked as I screamed out, riding the wave of my release.

"You're so fucking beautiful when you come."

"Then make me do it again, Cash," I whimpered, jutting my hips forward.

"Gladly, sunshine." He picked up the pace, rocking his body harder against mine. His fingers stayed on my clit, flicking it in the same motion he moved his dick.

"Tighten that pussy around me. Let me feel that come on my cock. I'm not gonna last much longer," he growled.

My body erupted as I shook around him, a never-ending orgasm wracking my body. My lids drifted shut, and I tilted my head back on the pillow as my body hummed in ecstasy.

"Open your eyes," he commanded.

My gaze rested on his as he lifted my legs high on his hips. "You're going to watch me while I come. While I fill you up with my seed, and then I'm going to push it inside you. Make sure you're good and full of me."

The heat of his words had my already sizzling body singing.

I gripped his sides and held on as we both shuddered, our groans in perfect harmony as I felt him spill into me.

But instead of collapsing on my chest, he kept pushing his cock, rocking it against me over and over again.

"Gotta push my come inside you. Don't want to spill a drop. Make sure you're mine."

"I'll always be yours, Cash."

"Always, sunshine," he repeated. "Same way as I'm yours."

That was good because I wouldn't have it any other way.