Chapter 11

11

ELECTRA

I ’m on fire. My mind. My soul. My everything.

It's as if releasing those songs properly created fresh space inside me.

As I wash my face and brush my hair, I blush at the notion of feeling empty when Trey is such a huge…

Shaking the thought free, I pull on a giant tank top. It's what I've always used as a nightgown. If I chose something cute or girlie, it wouldn't be me, and he'd know right away. It already feels like he knows me better than anyone – which is, of course, part of why I want him so badly.

The other part is that he's the first man who has ignited my lust so intensely. So I'm curious: if just his kisses make me tremble, what's going to happen when we do…a lot more?

I'm nearly bouncing as I come out of the bathroom. As someone who has practiced various breathing techniques for years, you'd think I'd be able to deal with this.

Nope. I'm practically panting.

Trey is sitting up in my bed, the blankets only going up to his hips. His shirtless chest…his thick, sculpted arms…the hungry look in his eyes as he stares at my bare legs… It's hard to complete thoughts. It's as if I've become non-verbal, wanting only to stare.

He flips the covers open. "Come here, beautiful."

A shiver runs through me and I hurry over to jump in beside him. He's so warm, and his bare skin feels incredible against me.

"Last night I told you what I wanted to do, so that you wouldn't be nervous." He strokes my hair as I wriggle to bring my lips up near his. "Tonight we do whatever you want."

"Um." How do I tell him what I want? "I guess it's a good time to mention that I'm on the pill?"

"The perfect time. That still doesn't mean we need to go there, though. That's up to you."

My hand skims down his firm chest, his defined abs. I don't quite have the nerve to touch him like he touched me yesterday, but I want to.

"I think…" I hope that my eyes convey everything that I'm not quite able to say. "I'd like to go there."

The sexy smile gliding across his face makes my entire lower belly quiver. I feel that same sense of electricity and anticipation as when I first turn on everything in the studio, all alone. The air is almost crackling with potential.

Trey rolls me onto my back, kissing me, holding me, controlling me in the most perfect way. His mouth feels hungry against mine as he searches my body, taking note of every little pulse point that drives me wild. His hand skims down my side to grip my thigh, then slides up underneath my tank top, pushing it up to my chin. He helps me pull it off, then moves back to stare at me. I'm wearing nothing but blue cotton panties.

"So damn sexy." He kisses a path from my chin straight down between my breasts as he grips them, caressing and teasing, dancing his fingertips across my skin.

He keeps kissing lower, circling my belly button, then along the edge of my undies. Trey looks up at me, his eyes bright. "Just as an update, I'm going to pull these off and lick your clit until you come. Then when you're nice and wet, I'm going to ask if you want me to fuck you. At least, that's the plan."

A visible shudder runs through me, from my shoulders straight down to my toes. "Yes." I can barely breathe out the word, my heart pounding in my throat.

I can't think of a better man to share my first time with.

His head dips, his wet tongue against my panties making me squirm. I love the way he teases me as his fingertips gently work the sides of my underwear down over my hips. I lift my butt to help him, then he flings them aside, spreading my legs wide.

He buries his mouth in my pussy, licking at my wetness, lapping and groaning as deep, shivering waves of pleasure overtake me. Trey is definitely not shy. His thick tongue glides across my skin as if he already knows every inch of my body.

One hand is hooked around my hip to hold me in place as the other reaches up, his thumb scraping across my nipple. It's too much raw sensation at once, leaving my mind spiraling and my already oversensitive body quivering.

"Try to relax," he commands gently. "Look into my eyes. Think about what it's going to feel like when my cock is right here ." His tongue enters me slowly as I gasp, clutching at the sheets as my heels dig into the bed.

After gliding inside me several times, his tongue returns to my clit, circling several times before flicking straight across it.

It's an electric shock. Then deep pleasure. Then a tingling yearning.

The pressure builds slowly as the glow in his eyes intensifies. He knows exactly when I'm teetering on the edge. Then the warmth in Trey's eyes overwhelms me as he blinks twice, then nods. I think I understand. He's telling me to let go.

My entire body drowns in golden pleasure as I cry out, my fingers gripping the sides of his hair as I pull his mouth to my pussy and come so hard it shakes me from deep within.

As the climax subsides, my body still trembling, Trey lifts his wet mouth to blow me a kiss. "You're delicious, and I hope that felt as fantastic for you as it did from here."

I nod, rolling onto my side to face him as Trey shifts up the bed. He kisses me more roughly, his tongue playing with mine, and I taste myself on him.

My hand runs along his abs, then my fingertips dip just inside his shorts. We both inhale sharply as my hand makes contact with his cock. Carefully, I stroke the shaft, exploring. The core feels rock hard, but the skin feels soft, as if it's extra sensitive.

He groans as I stroke him again, rolling the center of my palm in circles over the head. "That feels incredible, baby. I love the way you touch me."

His hips shift, stroking his thick cock through my fist. Then he chuckles, shoving off his shorts and kicking them out of the way. "The problem is, you're so sexy, and it's been so long since I've… Well, I could come in your hand in about a minute."

His eyebrow quirks up. "Which would be fantastic. Unless you'd like to do anything else where I'd prefer to still be at full power."

My hand reaches tentatively down to the very bottom of his shaft, giving him a little encouraging squeeze. "I want you," I whisper. "I want you inside me."

In one swift movement he's nudging my thighs apart with his knee as his long, thick cock brushes through the wet outer lips of my pussy. Looking up at his perfect physique, I feel so small and fragile under him. Trey looks down as he presses against my wetness, gently teasing me open. Just having him this close sends sparks spiraling through me.

"Breathe, baby. I'm going to be so gentle."

He kisses a slow circle around my left breast, then flicks his tongue against my sensitive nipple. Then he presses forward, as my heart hammers so loudly I'm sure he can hear it. I'm so wet that he slides right in for a few inches, then stops.

He leans in to kiss me. It feels like his muscular body is everywhere. I wonder briefly why he's hesitating, then I realize why.

"Please. I want you." My hands cup his face as I stare into his eyes. "So much."

My hands shift to the solid back of his shoulders as I nod again. His expression is raw and wild as he thrusts into me slowly and firmly, pressing past a slight pinching point of resistance until he fills me completely.

"Wow," I gasp, trying to process the feeling.

His groan is so sexy as he stretches me to the absolute limit. He grips my ass with one hand and slides the other under the center of my back. He cradles me, controls me, holds my body in place for him to pull all the way out, then press in again.

I'm completely overwhelmed, not just by this heat between us, but also by Trey himself. So powerful, and yet so gentle. I feel complete with him.

At the beginning, I wondered if this was just a little weekend tryst.

Now, as I see the tenderness in his eyes, I know I'm hoping for so much more.

Possibly forever.