29. Emily

TWENTY-NINE

EMILY

It's been two hours and Nitro still isn't home, and neither is Ares. Nyx is trying to keep Esha busy so she doesn't think too much about it. Tic has been talking to someone, but there is no one there. Esha said he does that now and again, more so when one of the brothers is in trouble or hurting. It's best to leave him while he does.

The front door closes and Esha stands up, but then sits back down. It's not Ares, it's Nitro, and I walk over to him and give him a kiss.

"Miss me?" he asks, smiling like a little child.

"I have," I tiptoe and give him another kiss, but this time he grabs the back of my neck and pulls me deeper into the kiss,

Walking back to the main area, Nitro looks around. "Where is he?" His voice isn't loud but you can hear how pissed off he is about him not being here.

"Not back," Nyx replies, glances over to Esha then shakes his head.

"Right-" Nitro clears his throat like he's trying to hold back something, and with the situation we are in, I'm going to say anger is what he is trying to hold down. "-what you found, or what I found, first?" Nitro sits down next to me, and gives Esha a smile.

"The commissioner has three children, two boys and a girl. The girl is away at college, the oldest, well we know where he is at the moment, and the middle one is the biggest trouble out of them all. Married forever, met his wife in college and the rest is history." Nyx is the first to talk, and I look over at Nitro as he places his hand on my bare thigh, while I'm still waiting for him to cover up my tattoos. Not sure when that will be because everything seems to have gone a little crazy in the space of a few days. "He doesn't have as much security so getting him won't be hard, but the question is, when we get him what are we doing?" He locks eyes with Nitro, who only this morning found out the man is his father. I don't even think he knows what he wants to do about it. I'm hoping it's one of the things he'll talk to me about when we have two minutes alone.

"He didn't want to take the eye out in case it melted like the others, he zoomed in to get the number on the lens-" Nitro slides the paper across the table and continues with everything else. "-After an hour of playing around with the laser, he got the lens off, and found a fingerprint on it. So we have a print and a number." He places a small plastic container on the table.

I bring it closer to me, and a shiver goes through me as I look at the lens. If he has everything from it, why has he brought it home?

"I'm going to run the prints through the system, hope we get a hit and get some more answers. The commissioner we decide once Ares is home," Nitro tells Nyx, and I look over at Tic who is shouting.

"No...no."

"Is he okay?" I ask Nitro, who's rolling up a joint but doesn't say anything to me. He lights it up, and walks over to Tic, and hands it to him.

"The thing you need to know about Tic, he's my blood brother, but the man is tight with Ares. One of the main reasons he loved Esha from the start, is because he saw how she made him happy-" Nyx stops when I let out a little chuckle to myself. "-You should have seen him before Esha. Anyway, like us Tic is local, but with Ares we don't know why, but Tic hates it if anything happens to him." Nyx looks over at Tic, then at the door when the doorbell goes off.

"Fuck," Nitro whispers, and looks over at Nyx.

What's happened?

Nitro walks to the door, we all look towards the door, and I have no idea who that is.

"Robert?"

The man looks between us all, then stops at Esha. "They are keeping him for forty-eight hours. I could fight until I had nothing left in me, but the fucker isn't letting him go. I've put a complaint in, but-" He stops when Nyx puts his hand up, and nods to Esha, who continues to play with the piece of paper in front of her.

"If you're not going to kill him, can I?" Esha looks up at them, and I smile. I suppose living here you slowly become one of them in time. "Can I at least see him?"

"No." Robert sits at the table, and Nitro hands him a beer and everyone sits in silence for a moment. What the hell happened last time he was arrested?

"Robert this is Emily, Emiley this is Wesley's brother, Robert, and our lawyer."

"You have a lawyer?" I ask in surprise.

"We're not monsters," Nyx says with a humour in his tone, which makes me smile.

"Hey, Princess-" Nitro waits for her to look at him. "Give him the day, and everything will be back to normal. Yeah?"

"Yeah." The words escape in a whisper, and then she turns to Tic. "Tic, you want to watch a movie tonight?" she asks him, and he says yes.

"Can I join you?" Nyx asks.

"Is that to make sure I'm okay, or him?" She smiles at him.

"A bit of both. Robert, are you going back to the station?" Again another silence. "The fucker told you to go home didn't he?"

"Yeah, said to come back when his time is up. I'll pick him up, and let you know when I'm on my way." Robert stands up and Nyx and Nitro both follow him out, which means he wants to talk to them without us.

"I don't know Ares, but if he's how I think he is. He won't stop fighting, and if you want to talk I'm here." I reach out for Esha's hand, and she gives me a smile.

"It's nice to have another girl in the house." She smiles, and looks over my shoulder.

"Emily, shall we go to bed?" I hear Nitro behind me, and I give Esha a smile, letting her know I'm here if she wants to talk.

Meeting Nitro in his bedroom with his shirt off, I watch as he takes off his bandages. My body shivers just thinking about having fire touching it. I take a step closer to him, placing my hands softly on his back, not wanting to touch his burn mark.

"Well I can't lie on my back, so I'm the one doing the work tonight." He turns around leaving a little space between us so his stomach isn't touching me because the burn marks are still hurting him.

"And I do love it when you work," Nitro grins, he starts kissing my neck, to my shoulder. With only his lips on me, I can already feel myself getting wet for him.

"Are you going to kiss me?" I wrap my arms around his neck, and pull him closer to me. Without giving me a second Nitro grabs the back of my neck, and slams his lips into mine, hard enough to hit my teeth. I open up to him, and his tongue almost fights with mine.

God he's as hungry as me for this.

He pulls away from me, making me look up at him. "God that was amazing."

"Well it's going to be a long night, hope you're not planning on sleeping?" He takes a step back, and there is one thing I've wanted to do for a while now.

"I want the glow stick." Nitro tilts his head a little and smiles. "I heard Ares make a comment about it in the apartment, so can I get it?" I lick my lips, and slowly lower myself to the ground, my knees hitting the cool wood floor.

Nitro smiles, and moves to the door, and switches the lights off. I hear him moving, but I can't see him, he really does like the darkness. I flinch when I feel his hand on my head.

"You scared, little tiger?" He asks, and the question makes me think, what should I be scared of? "You can have the glow stick, but first you have to earn it." I wish I could see his face, because I already know he's smiling right now.

I bring my hands to the waist of his jeans, trying to bring them down, but it's not so easy in the dark. Finally getting the button undone, and pulling his jeans down, his hard dick frees and the head of his dick graces my lips.

Wrapping my thumb and forefinger around him, which is rock hard and throbbing under my touch, I look up hoping to get a small glimpse of his face, but I don't see anything as it's pitch black in here.

Bringing my lips closer, I take him in as deep as I can without choking on him. It takes me a moment to get a rhythm, Nitro helps me as he begins to thrust his hips, now I am choking as he continues to hit the back of my throat.

I pull away for a second to get some air, I lick the bottom of his dick, then tease the head a few times, before sucking on him hard, bobbing my head fast, sucking harder.

"Fuck," Nitro moans as he grips my hair, and without warning he comes in my mouth and it's a lot too. It's been a while since we got to have some fun. I'm not going to last with him, but I feel happy knowing I did a good job now. Swallowing every drop I can, I finally pop him out of my mouth, his hand softly moving through my hair.

It takes me a moment to adjust my eyes, when the glow sticks lights up, and I look up and see Nitro smiling at me.

"Go on a hunt, because in a moment I'm going to bury my face between your legs, and fuck you so you can't even remember your name." Nitro hands me the glow stick. Quickly taking it from him, I look around his dick first.

"This is so fucking cool," I say when I see his veins have been tattooed around his area. That must have hurt like crazy, but I continue to look for more, and when he has a few more on his leg, I want to see his upper half. "Oh my God this is amazing." I almost shout when I see the ghost mask tattooed in the middle of his chest. Seriously this is amazing.

"You have every night to find them, I want a taste," He takes the glow stick from me, and throws it on the bed, to give the room some light, as he throws a few more on there.

Picking me up he places me on the bed, and uses his knees to push mine open. He leans in closer and plants a kiss on my lips, and then kisses down my body feeling his hand cupping my pussy not soft, this is hard, aggressive. Feeling his hot breath on my pussy makes me shiver. Fuck I've missed this.

Nitro moves his mouth over my clit, and sucks hard, his hand on my hips holding me down. His other hand cups my ass cheek, squeezing hard.

I can already feel my orgasm coming, but he stops.

"Turn over," Nitro demands, his hand hitting my pussy lightly, which makes me shiver. Turning over quickly, Nitro lifts my hips up, and moves himself under me, so my pussy is right in his face, and he licks me once more.

"I can't," I moan. I'm not going to last, as my body is already shaking.

"Yes you can." He growls, as his finger moves inside me, and his tongue works hard and fast on my clit.

"Ah," I scream.

"That's it, cum all over me, give me every last drop," he demands.

My orgasm hits, and I can't help but ride his face, not caring if he can breathe, and I don't care about the sounds that are coming from him .

As soon as I'm done, I move off him, and lie next to him, to try to catch my breath.

"God, you taste amazing, but you know what's better?" Nitro moves himself on top of me, his cock brushing my pussy.

"What?" I ask, wrapping my legs around him.

"Fucking you." And with that Nitro thrusts his dick in hard, and deep, as his hands move under me, holding me.

"Nitro," I moan, closing my eyes, as he fucks me hard, and fast, I can feel him deeper inside of me. "Fuck, yes, harder," I cry out.

Nitro kisses my neck, and brings his mouth to mine.

"I'm going to take more than just your sweet little pussy," he breathes.

"Take it," I say.

Nitro bites my lip, and I open my mouth, as he comes hard and fast. My nails dig into his back, as he keeps on fucking me.

"You're mine." He breathes, slowing down a little as I feel his seed leak into me. "I'm not done fucking yet."

"I don't want you to stop," I tell him, not wanting to let him go.

"I'm not, I'm just getting started," Nitro smirks, and kisses me again. As he switches off the light, I noticed the glow of his tattoos in the darkness.

Nitro doesn't stop after he has finished fucking me, he makes sure I cum over and over.

My body is on fire. I can feel his cock pumping into me like a relentless hammer, the sound of flesh against flesh, the feeling of his sweat soaked body sliding across mine.

Nitro grabs me, turning me on my side, he lifts one of my legs, and enters me from behind, fucking me.

"Nitro," I gasp. His cock is thick and hard. "I'm cumming again," I cry out.

"Fuck yes," Nitro grunts, pounding his cock deep inside of me.

The bed creaks loudly as Nitro fucks me harder, his hands gripping my ass tightly, his balls slapping against my pussy, his breathing becoming more labored. I grit my teeth, my bottom lip getting ravaged as I scream into it, begging him for more.

Nitro pushes into me again, burying his cock deep within me, filling me with his hot cum.

"Still not done," he breathes heavily. "Next, I'm taking your tight little ass for myself," He grunts as he thrusts his cock into me once more.

"No, stop!" I cry out.

"I don't stop." He growls.

"Please, it's too much, you're going to break me," I beg.

"You're not breaking." He groans.

"Oh, god," I moan, as his cock slides into me.

"I'm not done, not yet," he says, pushing into me. "Your body was made for my cock, you were born to be mine, to be fucked by me."

"Yes," I whimper.

"You're not allowed to leave me, not tonight, not tomorrow, never." He groans. "Tell me you belong to me."

"I belong to you," I mutter as if in a trance. His cock feels so good inside me, it's hard and thick and pulsing with his own lust.

"You're my property," he growls.

"I'm yours," I agree.

"You'll be staying with me forever." He moans as he starts fucking me again, his balls slapping against me as he plunges into me. "Your cunt is mine, no other man gets to touch it."

"I'm yours," I cry out as he fucks me.

"You're mine forever," he moans.

"Yes," I say, panting heavily. "Forever."

"That's my little Tiger." He grunts. "I'm going to make sure you stay that way."

"Yes, please," I whimper.

"Little Tiger's always get rewards." He moans as he pushes himself deep inside me.

"Mmm," I moan, closing my eyes.

"You'll get many more if you behave." He groans as he starts pumping into me, his hands groping my tits.

"Yes, please, please," I beg, moaning.

"Oh, god," he grunts. "Let me see you pucker your ass for me, Emily."

He pulls out with a pop, and my shaky hands grab the globes of my butt, spreading myself open.

"So beautiful," he moans.

His cock rubs against my puckered hole, the head catching on the rim, stretching me out.

"Please, fuck my ass," I whimper.

"Soon," he says, pushing into my tightness.

"I can't take it." I cry.

"You will, I'll teach you," he whispers, sliding in and out of me. "I'll have you screaming and begging for more."

"Please, fuck my ass, fuck my tight little ass, please, I can take it," I cry.

"You will," he says, his cock twitching inside me. "Your ass is going to be mine, and you're going to love it."

"Yes," I agree.

"Yes, little Tiger," he groans.

"Oh, god, oh, god," I moan, feeling his cock stretch me.

"Oh, god, I'm going to cum in your ass," he moans, pumping into me.

"Mmmm, cum inside me," I plead.

"You want my seed in your tight little asshole?" He moans, thrusting into me.

"Oh, yes," I cry out.

"Good girl, take it all," he moans, shooting his hot seed deep into my ass. "Mmmm, god," I whimper, feeling the warmth fill me.

He pulls out with a pop, rolling me on my back, and he straddles me, his cock resting between my breasts.

I turn in bed, and wake up not feeling Nitro next to me. I glance around for the time, but only now noticed there isn't a clock in the bedroom. Who doesn't have a clock in the bedroom?

It can't be too late in the morning, because I feel like I can sleep for another few hours. Last night Nitro was giving me everything and more, he said I wasn't going to be sleeping, and I fucking didn't either. not until my body had nothing left in it.

Grabbing Nitro's hoodie from the side, I slip it on, and laugh to myself when it's so big on me. I'm not even that much shorter than him, yet this looks like I'm wearing a short dress. If I pair this with some knee high boots, it would look sexy as hell.

Making my way downstairs, I hear the three of them talking. These guys never sleep, how they can run on a few hours sleep is shocking to me.

"What do you want to do? Kill him, or the family?" I hear Nyx.

Once I reach the bottom of the stairs, they all turn to me, and Nitro looks at his phone at the time.

"Didn't think you'd be able to get up just yet, after last night." He places the joint between his lips, which slowly move into a smile. God he has a sexy face.

"You weren't in bed, I wanted to see you. What time is it?" I ask walking closer to the table, and he pulls out the chair for me, but as I go to sit he pulls it away. Nitro tilts his head a little looking up and down my body, as he takes in a deep inhale of the joint. Giving me a nod, letting me know I can sit down now, I shake my head at him for checking me out like that.

"You should wear more of my hoodies, if that's how sexy you're going to look in them." He taps his phone for the light to come on, and I see it's three in the morning.

"What is the longest you've ever slept?" I ask the three of them, and they all look between each other.

"Six hours, and it was only because I drank so much and smoked a lot." Nitro is the first to answer.

"Four," Nyx answers next.

"Don...don't know." Tic smokes his joint, and leans back in his chair.

"You're awake, might fix some of the crap on your body. It's not like I'm going back to sleep." Nitro pulls my seat closer to him, and kisses me, then turns to Nyx and Tic. "The boys are part of it, but if you all agree with this, how about we kill him, I want to kill him. If we dig hard enough we can find enough shit on him for his murder to justify that. A murder. The boys, we track them, see where they go, one of them has to go to the meetings or something. Through them we might be able to find more answers." Nitro leans forward and takes his coffee, and slides it over to me, and I look up at him. "You're awake now, two things will be happening. One I fix at least one tattoo, and two I get to fuck you again." He gives me a wink, but I smile because I've been waiting for him to tattoo me. It will be one of his designs, something special for me.

"That's not a bad idea. What if we watch them for a few days, see what they do. Then go from there." Nyx looks up to the stairs, and my glance moves over, but I don't see Esha coming down. "Let's see what mind frame Ares is in when he gets home too, he might want blood." Nyx looks over at Tic, then glances at me.

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing, just don't say anything to him."

"If I don't have to talk to him, I promise you I won't. He still scares the shit out of me." I let Nitro know, which makes the three of them laugh, and I'm not even joking about it. I would prefer to be in a room with Tic over Ares any day of the week.

"Once he is back we can work on a system to watch them for a week or so. I'm going to try and get the commissioner's schedule so when we are ready to take him, we can." Nyx blunts out his joint, picks up one of the notepads, and starts reading it.

"He might be a crazy fucker, but man is he organised." Nyx looks at Tic and Nitro. "He's already coloured coded the Eros family in them all," Nyx tells us, which makes me smile and I don't even know why.

"Oh my god." I stand up quickly and look at Nitro. "Why did it not click with me, is my brain so messed up? I can't remember anything from the past?" I ask more of myself, but loud enough for the three of them to hear. "How did the name not click to me more?" I look at Nitro, and he licks his lips, and then looks away. "You knew? You remembered, didn't you?"

"Photographic memory, little tiger." He pulls the chair closer to him, and nods for me to sit down, but I can't. "I was hoping we would get some answers before you clicked with the memory of the name." Now I sit down, and he turns the chair to face him.

"They have my sister, they know where she is." I hold back the tears but not very well as the tears escape. "I might be able to find her."

"Ares has only been looking into the Eros family. So we will find something from the notepads, or by watching the family for a while. I made a promise to find answers for you, and we will find them." Nitro cups my face, and wipes the tears away. "We will find out where she is."

"But? The last words sound like there is a but coming." I pull away from him.

"We will find your sister, in one of two ways. Dead or they have messed her up so much, she won't be the same girl you know. She-"

"No!" I shout at him. "She's not dead, I would have felt it, Nitro. I would have felt it. So she is alive, and everything else I will figure out. I will help her-" I get off the chair and pace around the table, then look at the three of them. "-You'd help her wouldn't you. You lived it, and...you will help won't you?" I almost sound like I'm begging them, but I know I won't be able to do this alone.

"Family, look after each other, and the moment he told you, you became family." Nyx says, and I already feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Not the family I thought I would have, but it's the family I'm happy with.

My sight goes to the notepads, there is something in one of them about my sister. I want to look through them myself, but I have no idea what I'm looking for.

Whatever I have in the back of my head, I need to start opening it, and keeping it open. Right now, I open the door then lock it shut, too scared to know what else I'm hiding. Knowing I already hurt so many little girls by taking them to those horrible people makes me sick. How many girls died? How many of them became sex slaves for them?

"Stop it!" Nitro snaps at me, and I turn to him. "They raped you over and over again, everything you did, you did for your sister. Remember that. Nothing else matters." He knew the thoughts which were going through my head without me saying a word.

"Nitro-"

"Emily, trust us, trust me. You think back to those days, you'll end up dead with guilt." Nitro lights up another joint, and leans back in the chair watching me like a hawk. "Emily, that organisation fucked with a lot of little girls, boys. The families were broke, the only thing we can do is save as many as we can, but thinking back will turn you into us."

Why have Nitro's words hit me so hard? He thinks they are horrible people but they are far from that. They're fighting against them, trying to stop them, they spend every second of the day looking how they can finish them, or how to save others.

My eyes move to each of them, and they all have darkness in them, you can see it, feel it. But you have so much pain in them too.

"What was the worst thing-"

"Emily." His tone comes with a warning.

"How many little children were killed or hurt because of me? How can I not-" I stop for a moment, shaking my head.

"We never took kids, they asked and we said no. Told them we'd take the punishment, and we did. Nyx and Ares protected Tic and I as much as they could, but sometimes they couldn't do it. Well, you know the rest. Now stop thinking about what you did, and start thinking about how you're going to stop them." Nitro almost snaps at me, and I shake my head a little. I know he's right, I know I can't punish myself about this, but I do.

I sit back down, and watch Nitro smoking his joint. I always wondered why they smoke, drink and never sleep, it's to forget.

"You want to see what I'm tattooing on your thigh?" A small smile, and I nod. Nitro grabs a notepad from the middle of the table, and starts flicking through it. Stops, then slides into me. But before I look at the tattoo, I take a quick flick through the pages, and see all the tattoo designs he's drawn. So talented.

I go back to the drawing, and h my God I can't stop smiling. A beautiful and sensual tiger with flowers drawn around it for a sensual and feminine look to it. But at the same time it's strong and determined.

"Time to fight little tiger, now let's get you naked and tattooed."