18. Nitro

EIGHTEEN

NITRO

The walk back to the bikes is quiet, I think we're both trying to figure this whole situation out.

"Who do you think took her?" Nyx asks, and I don't reply.

I know who took her, but how do I tell Nyx I know without telling him how I know.

She was taken by the same people, the fucking Gatekeepers, but I have so many questions in my head now. Why did they let her go? You leave that place one way, dead. The big question is why is her tattoo outlined, never have I seen a victim's tattoo outlined, they only have the UV tattoo, so who the fuck is she?

"Do you think they still have her sister?" I ask, not wanting to talk about Emily for a moment.

"It's been four years, who knows." We get on the bikes, and look around to see if anyone is around. "You calling Ares?"

"Yes, you got your phone ready?"

"Yeah."

I call Ares and Tic, and wait as we both ride off and head back home. I still have to go on another ride with Emily.

"Did you two stop off to get some frustration out?" Ares asks, and I hear Nyx laughing.

"Not all of us are you," I snap back at him, and he returns with a roar of laughter. Before Esha, the man needed to fuck a woman every time we went out on the job.

"Tic, you there?" Nyx asks, but no reply, I know I called him into the call.

"He's here," Ares answers and I look over at Nyx for a second who nods. Tic being there with Ares means he's still in a fucked up head space after being shot. "So, what did you find out?"

Nyx stays quiet, which means he wants me to tell them what we've found out. I start telling them everything the officer told us. No one interrupts me because, I think, like us they don't know what to say either. I finish and wait for someone to say something.

"What do you think she's hiding?" Ares asks.

"Fuck knows, maybe she was taken by them-"

"Since when do they let anyone walk away alive?" Nyx cuts me off, and again no one says anything.

"We need to talk face to face, I'll start digging into the case more. She's been asking about going out." I hear Ares, and I shake my head a little. I was hoping maybe she'd change her mind but luck is not on my side at the moment.

"I'll help Ares look into it, he's already reading the notepads," Nyx adds.

"I'm going to see if there is anything in them around the same dates, but it means I have to stop the other thing I'm looking for," Ares tells me, and I know what he means. Looking for information about me.

I stay quiet for a moment, do I want to put finding my history to the side, to help Emily? She needs answers now, I can wait for mine.

"I know, can you give her a helmet, I'll take her now, just parking up," I tell him, turning off the engine.

Nyx and I both take a look around, and see no one as we head up to the flat taking off my helmet, I put on my bandana then put on my helmet and Nyx does the same.

We knock on the door, Tic opens it, and Nyx walks over to him to check on him. I look at Ares stretched out on the sofa.

"Our little tiger thinks I'm going to hurt her if she puts on the helmet," Ares gets off the sofa and walks over to me. "She's your problem now, I have a woman in my bed I'd like to be with." Ares slams the helmet into my chest, and leaves.

"You got any appointments in the morning?" Nyx asks, and I shake my head letting him know I don't. "I'll take over once I finish," Nyx pats me on the back then I hear the door shut behind me. I don't take my eyes off Emily.

"You going to put that on, or hold it all night?" She looks down at the helmet, then back to me. If she could see my face she'd see I'm smiling, because she looks so cute when she's confused.

"Where are we going?" she asks, and I can't take my eyes off her body, remembering the tattoos, the sexy skin they are on. Fucking hell someone help me.

"For a ride," I answer her and she moves her weight from one foot to the other.

"When I said I wanted to get out I meant-"

"It will be light soon, and you know how I don't like showing my face, come on." I cut her off, she shakes her head, and puts on her shoes.

She walks over to me and stands in front of me, and I look down at her.

"First time on a bike-"

"Better hold on tight then." I walk away from her, I'm about to spend a few hours with her pressed up against me, and every second is going to kill me.

I sit on the bike, and she sits behind me wrapping her arms tight around my chest. Before I can even think about her touching me I speed off into the night.

As I speed through the empty night roads, her grip gets tighter. I can talk to her through the helmet, but I don't think she wants to hear what I have to say right now.

I take the countryside road, I know she wants to stand in the fresh air and even though this is my fresh air, I don't think it is for her. She wants fresh air, and to breathe it in I know just the place to take her.

I ride for another fifteen minutes before parking up. We look out at the night sky of London. Emily still has her arms wrapped tight around me. Giving her hand a tap, I tell her she can let go now.

"Can you ride any faster?" she snaps at me as she gets off the bike and I grab her arm quickly as she loses her balance.

"Yes I can, next time I will if that's what you want." I laugh, and she slaps my hand away from her arm and takes her helmet off. I press my lips together to stop myself laughing even more.

She puts the helmet on the floor, and looks out at the night sky, and I see a smile curl on her lips.

"The ride was good, and I hope I can do it again soon," she turns to see the view in full, and I make a mental note about her wanting to go on a ride again, she needs a pair of boots, not the shitty trainers she's wearing. "Thank you for taking me out, I was starting to plan a way to escape." She chuckles to herself, and I stay quiet because I would have found her anyway.

I set my stand down to hold my bike, and walk to the side out of sight for Emily, so I can take my helmet off and put my mask on, because I need to smoke a joint while I think about how to ask her some questions without freaking her out.

Leaning on my bike, I roll up my joint and watch Emily walking along the side of the hill, taking deep breaths in and out.

"I think we've come to the point where you can show me your face-"

"No." I cut her off, and take a drag off my joint. "Where did your parents work?" I ask her, my plan is to talk about her family as much as I can, and hope it triggers something.

I'm looking into how I can get someone to unblock a memory, yet a part of me doesn't want to. What if her past is just as fucked up as ours, if she doesn't have to live that shit over and over again, why should I open that past up for her?

"If I answer, what do I get in return?" She spins around with a smile on her lips. "No, don't answer that, I answer your questions, you let me have some fun."

Now that has me thinking, what fun does she want because there is no way I can fuck her, no matter how much my dick is pounding to be inside her.

"Depends on the fun," I reply.

"Well that's not fun, you will be prepared for it, I think asking or doing something without you knowing would be more fun." She licks her lips slowly and smiles, and I take a drag of my joint. This can go very wrong very quickly, and I should say no, but yet I can't. I want to know what questions she'd ask me if she had free range, the only thing I'm worried about is her teasing me, because she now knows I'm affected by her.

I place the joint between my lips, and think before I answer her answer, I know I need to get some answers from her.

"No." My only word, she wants to play this game, so I will be able to get answers, she will just have to give me something else to agree with.

"You're no fun-" She stops when I start laughing.

"I can be fun, my fun is just a little different, than this," I smile which makes her smile back, but she goes shy as she breaks eye contact with me.

I give her a moment before I speak, but say nothing when she starts walking over to me, and stands between my legs.

"I'm sure you stopped the fun." She finally looks at me again, her eyes locked with mine. "My mum was a beautician, she worked in the local spa, and my dad worked on a building site, nothing fancy." She places her hands on my chest, and I don't stop her. She seems to be more comfortable when she's touching me. "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No. The day your sister was taken I want you to think back, they throw her in the car, the man is holding you, go back to that moment-" I stop when she starts shaking her head, but I feel her body tenses up at the thought of going back to that day. I place my hand on hers hoping to calm her down. "Ask me a question?"

"Did you stop because you-"

"I stopped because it shouldn't have happened," I cut her off. I can't tell her the truth, not yet anyway. "I need you to think about that day-"

"Please," she begs, and I want to tell her never to cut me off ever again, but I'll keep a hold on that for a moment.

"Can I hear your voice?"

"No, take a deep breath and focus on the man who has you-"

"Please," she places her head on my chest, her hands moving down to my jeans. She takes a deep breath, and I feel the hot air through my t-shirt. "Do you find me sexy?"

"You have no fucking idea how sexy I think you are, but I can't touch you," I tell her, she's playing the game, a game I can't play, I don't even know if I can stop myself again.

"I will go as far as I can into that memory, but-" She undoes my button, and lowers my zip. "-I want you-"

"I can't, trust me when I say I can't," I tell her, as I jolt my hips into her hand as she grabs my dick in her hand. Fuck, fuck, fuck her hand feels so good and my dick knows it, as it goes hard.

She looks up at me. "Blind fold me, so I can't see your body, anything you want, but you want me to go back to that nightmare, this is what I want, I want to taste you in my mouth." She rubs my cock up and down, and I close my eyes. I imagine fucking her hard, fucking her mouth, anything that involves my dick buried deep in her. Is this the only way she will talk? There has to be something, anything else.

"Fuck," I mummer to myself, I'm going straight back to hell to the devil to play his fucked up games with me, and this time he might even burn me alive until I die.

I dig through my pocket for my extra bandana, and tell her to close her eyes. I know she's only sucking my cock, but I have tattoos down there too, which she doesn't need to be seeing.

Now I know the second her lips are around my dick, I'll be taking control because I've wanted it since I first laid eyes on her.

She licks her lips, then smiles. She's getting her way, all because I need information on who took her because it will give me answers on who gave her the tattoo, or even if she works for them.

Fuck, if she's working for them, I'm selling my soul to them right now, and my brothers will fucking kill me.

She bites her bottom lips as I bring the bandana to her eyes, I bring it around the back of her head to tie it, the grip on my cock tightens, and she pumps slowly.

I wrap my hand around the back of her neck, and pull her in from a kiss, and she moans into my mouth. I don't know why I needed to kiss her, but I wanted to taste her, all I want to do is taste every inch of her.

Emily pulls away from me, and slowly gets to her knees pulling my trousers down enough my cock to bounce free. Both her hands wrap around it, and she begins to pump me by licking the tip of my cock which makes me jolt my hips into her mouth.

She pulls away, and looks up, even though she can't see me, but I see the smile spread across her lips, as she pumps me harder, and she opens her mouth, and I already know this might be the quickest I come in a woman's mouth.

The warmth of her mouth wrapped around my cock is fucking mesmerising, the little grazes with her teeth, I never thought I'd like that, but fuck I want her to dig her teeth in more, her tongue glides to the bottom of my cock.

I thread my hands in her hair, holding her as I hit the back of her throat making her gag, and the sound is perfect, so fucking perfect. Thrusting in and out of her mouth each thrust hitting the back of her throat.

Holding Emily's head I thrust hard, her nose digging into my pelvic, and I wait a moment before I let her go. She holds my cock in her hands as she catches some air, before wrapping her mouth around my cock again.

I look down at her head bobbing up and down, and I've never seen a more beautiful sight in my life, my cock fucking her mouth.

Her moans vibrate on my cock, and I'm ready to come. "If you're not swallowing, move," I shout, giving her the chance to move.

I want to spurt every drop of my cum deep down her throat, but this is what she wanted. When it's my turn she will swallow, but I smile and she begins to suck me harder.

I feel the pressure building and I empty my balls in her mouth, and Emily begins playing with my balls, to make sure I'm done.

When I finish, I grab Emily's hair, pull her to stand up, and I kiss her, hard, so hard her breath gets caught. Our tongues are dancing, and I want every breath she can give me.

Grabbing her ass and lifting her up so she can wrap her legs around me. I don't care what I'm about to do, but I can't stop myself now. I sit her on my bike, and lie her down. Quickly pulling her trousers down, as I move down her stomach, kissing her inner thigh, and I hear her moan.

I kiss along her pelvic bone, my lips brushing her beautiful pussy, feeling how wet she is for me, and she's wet.

"You going to tease me again?" I hear Emily moan, and I smile to myself.

"If you beg me, I might fuck your beautiful pussy with my tongue," I tease her, which makes her jolt her hips closer to my mouth.

"Please, please."

"Please what? What do you want me to do?" I ask as I blow air on her pussy, and she moans.

"Suck, flick, slam my pussy, make me yours," she almost screams at me.

She moans even louder as I lick from her entrance to her clit, pressing down a little harder. Fuck how can this feel so perfect, but so fucking wrong at the same time. Quickly taking off my glove, playing with her clit with my tongue, pushing my fingers deeper and deeper, listening to the sexy sounds coming from her mouth.

"Oh fuck, oh fuck," Emily moans. I feel her hand on my head pulling me closer to her pussy. "I'm not going to last."

I slam my hand on her hip to hold her down, continuing to fuck her with my fingers, and sucking her clit harder, feeling her pussy tightening around my fingers as she comes, but I continue to pulse my hand, as I feel her dripping over my hand.

"Ohhhh, fuck yes!" she screams, as I continue to thrust in her, wanting to make sure she's fully done, because I want to taste as much of her as I can.

Moving up her body, I slam my lips onto her, letting her know how sweet she is, her hands moving to the back of my neck pulling me closer.

I should stop, but I can't, I want more. Pulling her up, I quickly turn her around so she's bent over the bike. Kicking her legs apart quickly, I grab the condom from my pocket, and put it on.

"Yes, fuck me," she demands, she's been itching for my cock, as much as I've been itching to bury it deep inside her.

"Oh I fucking will."

I bring my hand around to her stomach, to her pussy and give it a slam which makes her scream, but I do it again, and before she can adjust, I slam my cock inside her making her moan, and I cuss to myself with how fucking good she feels.

Pinching her clit, I slow down a little, but not for long as I thrust hard again. Fuck she's perfect. I would do anything right now to be able to fuck her pussy, and have a big silicone cock in her ass, and the thought pulses my cock hard. I would love to fill every hole she has at the same time.

"Fuck," I grunt out.

"Fuck me, slap my-"

Before she can finish I slam her ass hard, not once but a few times, until I see her ass turn red.

"I'm coming, I'm coming," she screams, and I feel her body shake, and I thrust a few more times until I come fucking hard too. I've not come this hard is a very long fucking time.

Slowing down, I pull out of her, taking the condom off, and covering my skin back up, before removing the blindfold from her.

"That was...amazing." She slowly tries to stand up, but can't, so I help her up. Once I'm covered up again, I take her blindfold off, it takes her a moment to adjust her eyes.

Bringing the lighter to the condom, I set it alight then throw it on the floor.