Chapter Six

Shaw

A virgin.

I should have clocked on that earlier but I was too busy worrying about whether or not she was married and if my scars terrified her. No, my darling angel does not really care about such vain things and if I thought about it clearly, then I would have realized that her rejection had nothing to do with me… and everything to do with her.

But despite my raging cock and the powerful roar in my chest begging for me to possess her, I am unwilling to hurt her. I will have tons of opportunities to lose my head in the moment and fuck her until her cries drown out the sounds of the night, but she can only have her first once and I'm going to make it memorable for her if it's the last thing I do.

Christ, it feels like the last thing I'll ever do.

My cock strains painfully with the need to fuck this gorgeous girl and every second I don't is torture.

"Shaw…" she whimpers needily into the kiss as I run my hands over her waist and cup her left tit, rubbing my thumb over her tight bud. I drag my tongue erotically over hers and I feel her slowly relax into my arms as she boldly kisses me back.

Everything about this girl is intoxicating and her sweet mouth alone is enough to drag me to the edge, but I grasp tightly on my control even as I rub my cock gently between her sodden folds and gather her moisture. She tenses up, but only slightly when I guide the tip of my stiff shaft to her entrance.

"It's okay, Angel," I breathe against her lips. "I'll take care of you."

She nods, her fingers digging into my shoulder as I work my shaft into her tightness, but it feels like an impossible task. She's so fucking tight, more so than I expected and it's messing with my head. It's taking everything in me to not tear into her narrow entrance and fuck her well into the mattress like a beast in heat.

She tempts me. Jean is so fucking beautiful watching me with those perfect baby blues. So fucking perfect she practically beckons at the monster in me to take her. Claim her.

Make her mine. No, she is mine!

" Oh! So big," she whimpers as I push into her, inch by inch, until I am halfway into her hot, pulsing pussy. I drop my head to her neck and tongue the sensitive spot under her ear even as I slide my hand under her left leg.

"You're so fucking tight, Angel," I breathe into her ear, gripping hard onto her thigh a second before I shove forward, ripping through the barrier of her innocence with a roar. She cries out, burying her fingers into my skin, even as I fight not to spill into her on the spot. She's so fucking wet and tight and her pussy pulses hotly around my stiff cock.

I push back to look at her face, my heart breaking to bits when I find her eyes clouded with unshed tears. "Hey, are you okay?"

"Yeah," she says with a smile and the tears spill to her cheek. "I'm okay."

"Angel–"

"I'm fine," she whispers, bringing her hands to my jaw and pulling me down. "Kiss me, please."

I drop my mouth to hers, kissing her sweetly even as I start rocking gently into her hot pussy. Her breathing grows shallow and the kiss shifts into a press of lips, her breath mingling hotly with mine. My eyes stay locked intimately on hers as I draw my cock from her pussy before driving back into her wetness, watching them turn glassy with every move.

Mine!

She's mine, this perfect girl with her perfect blue eyes and a perfectly pussyy body made for me to pleasure. My balls ache with the weight of my release, begging for me to come into her womb but I hold back, grinding slowly into her. I push down so the base of my cock rubs against her clit and rock gently into her until she's practically mewling and moving her hips to meet my thrusts.

"More," she cries out, dragging her fingers up my shoulders before tunneling them into my hair and pulling hard. "More, Shaw…"

I grip the back of her knees as I pull out, leaving the tip of my shaft in her before slamming into her so hard that the headboard smacks into the wall. Her lips part in a gasp and her eyes go glassy when I start rocking hard into her, unrestrained.

"Is this what you want? For me to fuck you so hard that your friends will hear you from their campsite," I grit, pounding furiously into her tightness.

"Yes, oh God, yes!" she sobs, her back arching as I drive my cock wildly into her. The bed creaks beneath us as I pound her tight little cunt and her pleasured cries grow when I drop my hand between us and strum her clit. "Shaw!" she sobs, her nails scratching my back even as she tugs hard at my hair with the other. I rub hard circles on her clit as I drive my cock faster and harder into her until her thighs begin to shake with the impending orgasm and when she comes, it's a sight to behold.

Her back arches and she throws her head back with a scream, her pussy cinching tightly around my cock as she sobs from the weight of her climax. Her body shakes under me, pussy pulsing hotly around my cock and that sends my orgasm crashing down on me so hard, I go blind. My balls strain painfully, and a rough growl rises in my throat as I pump my seed into her womb, driving my cock hard and fast into her with savage thrusts.

"Fuck, Angel!" I growl, gripping her thigh harder as I bury myself into her tightness in rough drives that end the bed creaking under us. "Mine. You are mine, Jean. Forever!"

She whimpers, her hands dropping from my body and to her side as my thrusts turn slow. I draw out the orgasm until I've expelled the last of my seed. I go boneless on top of her, catching myself with my arm when I plop down so I don't completely crush her.

I nuzzle her neck, smelling my soap on her skin. "Are you okay, Angel? Was I too rough with you?"

"I'm okay," she whispers, her voice sounding choked up but she wraps her small arms around my shoulder and keeps me down when I attempt to rise to look at her face. I figure she needs a moment of privacy without me staring down at her, so I allow her that.

We stay locked in silence for a long time before she finally breaks it, her voice sounding sleepy this time. "It's their loss, you know that right?" It takes me a minute to place what she's talking about and when I do, I am taken aback by the sudden topic. Why would she want to talk about this now?

"You didn't lose anything by leaving people who didn't accept you. But their loss is my gain. I… I don't know what would have happened to me if I never ran into you, Shaw. I'm glad it's you I ran into. I'm glad I had my first time with you."

I am startled into silence. I have no idea what to say to her so she understands that in this scenario, I am the lucky one. I have lived here for more than a decade and I didn't hate the solitude. I knew I would never be accepted by the people in town, and I learned to live with that. I accepted it.

It was best for everyone if I stayed away.

And now, this perfect little angel is undoing all the things I used to believe. She makes me want to think that someone could look at the beast that I am and love me. Perhaps even look beyond my massive body and scarred features and find something deep within me to admire.

She undoes me. With her words and actions… this girl wrecks me.

"Now you can't run away Angel, or I might have to track you down," I whisper into her hair. She snuggles deeper into my arms and I relax against her, enjoying the comfort.

I wait until Jean has fallen asleep to pull from our embrace. I walk to the bathroom and grab a wet towel, using it to clean up the evidence of our lovemaking on her body. I clean up as well and change into a fresh pair of boxers before joining her in bed. She breathes out a contented sigh and nuzzles my chest in her sleep, tugging at my heartstrings.

In this moment, I realize there is little I wouldn't do for this girl. She is mine now and I will protect her with my life, forever.