11 If Youll Have Me
Lisa's P.O.V.
Davis just bared his soul to me. He told me the darkest part of his past and it broke me to hear it. The man before me was not the same man from his past. The tragedy that had befallen him had changed him forever. It explained so much of who he was and who he was now. Seeing Davis cry was the saddest thing I had ever witnessed. I didn't realize how much his tears would affect me. It felt like my heart had shattered inside my chest and was still trying to put itself back together.
His question hung in the air for a few seconds. I knew he was waiting for me to answer, but it was as if my voice had run away. I felt like I couldn't speak as I thought of his past more, and the choice laid before me. He told me there was a warrior in me, and I wanted to believe him so badly. I just didn't see that in myself, but I would trust Davis. His offer was so tempting, and knowing his past now made my decision easier. He was right. There isn't much left for him to lose, so what do I have to lose by taking a chance on him?
Dad was going to kill me.
"Are you sure you want me to stay?" I asked, finally finding my voice again.
"I am more than sure," he answered, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me onto his lap. I rested my forehead against his, loving the feel of his skin.
"Then I will stay with you, Davis."
I don't think I've ever seen a man smile so widely at me before. He shone brighter than the stars in the sky at that moment. He kissed me gently, then more passionately with each passing second. His hand held the back of my neck tenderly as he pulled me closer to his lips. I held his face in my hands as I fed into the kiss further.
"Thank you for trusting me to keep you safe. I promise I won't let you down," he whispered, pulling away from my kisses for just a moment.
"I know you won't," I whispered back, really feeling like he could do what he said he could.
"Lisa, are you well enough mentally for me to make love to you? I can wait if you just want to rest after the night you've had. I'll hold you close and help you fall asleep."
I love that Davis asked and didn't just go straight for trying to have sex. I wouldn't have stopped his advances if he had, but I still love that he asked. He was caring and worried about my well being more than I did. I have noticed that more, here lately. The heat of his hands on my side, mixed with the passion of the kiss we had just shared, made me want to jump him here and now. I didn't have to think very hard about my answer as I pulled him to me and kissed him again.
"You can have me whenever you want, Davis. I'm yours and only yours, if you'll have me."
I want to be his, and I want him to be mine.
I would trust him enough to handle Dad. Lucas and Liv were going to be okay. Davis and I would make sure of it. With that in mind, I finally let go, and let the feelings I have for Davis consume me completely. The love and care for him, mixed with the lust and attraction in me, made me want to feel him deep inside me, but also profess my love.
"Then you're mine, Lisa. For as long as you want, you will have me," he promised, before kissing me tenderly.
**Song Suggestion: Can We Kiss Forever by Kina**
His lips parted mine, lightly licking my lower lip, but never entering my mouth. The heat of his hands traveled up my back slowly, resting between my shoulder blades as he pulled me closer. His chest and my own were touching, pressed against each other tightly.
My breasts were threatening to spill out of the top of my dress from the pressure of it. Davis let my lips go, trailing kisses down my neck as he gently pushed me back and laid me down.
His touches were soft and sensual, leaving goosebumps in their wake. His mouth didn't part from my skin as he kissed me all over, and I mean all over. The tenderness with which he kissed me mixed with his light touches were turning me on in a new way.
I've always been fucked, but only ever been made love to once. John was my first, and he was tender and sweet and loved me just right. Since he died, I haven't been with anyone that kind again. Lucas doesn't know that John and I had a secret relationship, and I don't think I would ever tell him.
Davis was the first man in a long time to make me feel this way. I almost wanted to cry from the overwhelming feelings he was stirring inside me. His hands gently pulled at my dress, taking it off me so slowly.
Davis locked eyes with me as he touched my bare skin delicately. He took the boxers he lent me earlier in the day off of me, revealing my slick center to him. He kissed the inside of my thigh softly, almost tickling me. It surprised me when he kissed my clit. No one has ever kissed me there before.
When his tongue licked at my folds, I moaned softly, pulled by his gentleness. His arms held me in place as they wrapped around my thighs, bringing me closer to his mouth. His tongue continued to lick me as if I was the most delicious ice cream cone he'd ever had.
When he inserted his tongue inside me, his eyes met mine. I was beside myself, willing to do anything he asked of me. His finger slipped in, taking the place of his tongue as his mouth progressed to suck on the bundle of nerves that brought me pure pleasure.
His finger slid against the wall of my core pleasurably. A second finger joined, only adding to the sweet sensation. He increased his speed while still sucking on my clit until I was on the cusp of an intense orgasm. My walls clenched against fingers with a high-pitched moan. Davis licked up the juices of my orgasm as if it were the best meal he had ever had. When he stood up before me, I could see the bulge in his pants, begging to be released.
I sat up, undoing his belt as I met his eyes. He watched me as I took his pants off, letting me take control. I pushed him down on the bed, climbing until my face was inches from his beautiful dick. I grabbed his hardened shaft, licking it from the base to the tip as my other hand fondled his balls.
He groaned in pleasure, which only encouraged me to go further. I sucked at the tip of his dick, tasting his salty pre-cum. I licked and sucked a moment longer before I let him go. Davis picked me up and had me straddle him as he laid back. I smiled at him as I slowly slid down his enormous dick.
My head flew back and my eyes closed as I enjoyed the feeling of him inside me. His hands held my hips as I bounced up and down on him. The only sounds you could hear were my moans and his groans of pleasure.
Davis wrapped his arm around my waist, flipping us so that I was on my back now. He thrust in me while keeping his eyes on mine. The look he gave me spoke volumes about how he felt about me. There was such tenderness in his eyes, I felt I would melt.
He kissed my neck, down to my collarbone, eventually getting to my breasts. The kiss he placed on my nipples had me yelling out in ecstasy as I quickened the pace of my swaying against him. This continued until I reached my second orgasm. I thought Davis would cum inside me after that, but he didn't.
Instead, he continued to thrust inside me while kissing me gently. He was making me the priority, trying to bring me all the pleasure he could in one night. It wasn't until I had my fourth orgasm that he came deep inside me. He rolled us on our side, staying inside me as if to lock himself with me. We stared at one another silently as he caressed my face lightly with his fingertips. I felt so cherished at this moment.
"Thank you, Lisa," he said, breaking the peaceful silence.
"What do you mean? I should thank you, Davis. You are the one saving me."
"You've brought back a piece of my heart I thought was long dead. You think I'm saving you, but it's you who has saved me. I don't think I can ever let you go," he confessed, making my heart swell.
"I can never let you go, either."
Davis hooked his arm around my waist and pulled me close. He was still inside me, having grown soft. He rubbed my back until I fell asleep naked beside him.
I woke up in the middle of the night, realizing he had stayed inside me the entire time we slept. His dick had grown hard again, hugged by the walls of my core. I smirked as mischief hit my mind.
Time to wake up, Davis.
Davis' P.O.V.
I stirred in my sleep, feeling as if I was floating in the ocean carried by the waves. Only this felt so much better than that. She had my dick wrapped in a warm embrace, feeling ready to spurt my load already. My eyes squinted as I tried to blink away the sleep. I found Lisa jumping on my dick with a smirk on her face.
Jesus fucking Christ, this woman was everything.
I'd never been woken up like this before, but a man could definitely get used to this. I sat up, wrapping my arm around her back and gripping the top of her shoulder from behind. Pulled her further down as I thrust deep inside her. She moaned in pleasure, throwing her head back and exposing her delicate neck. I sucked on it, determined to leave a mark.
"Davis," she whispered my name with a moan.
I kissed her until I reached the hill of her breasts. I wrapped my tongue around the hardened bud of her nipple before I sucked on it. She lost it when I swirled my tongue around her nipple. She swayed rapidly over me as I thrust deeper and deeper inside of her. Lisa surprised me when she leaned forward and rested her forehead against my own. Her hands held the sides of my neck, with her thumbs caressing my jawline.
"I love you," she whispered before her walls clenched my dick in a vise-like grip as she came with a shake of her body. Her words and the feel of her orgasm had me cumming inside of her within seconds.
I couldn't believe she confessed what I longed to hear. I won't let anything come between us now that I have her. There was nothing anyone could do that would keep me from fighting for her. I would never let her go.
"I love you too, Lisa."
I kissed her tenderly as I laid us back down. I refused to leave the warmth of her beautiful center. So, again, I stayed inside her as we fell back asleep, hugging closely. Her warm smooth skin was a welcome change to the cold silk pillow I would hug at night when I felt alone.
I was the luckiest man on the planet to have her in my arms.
When my eyes opened next, the sun was peeking through the window, illuminating my room in that light blue hue that first welcomes the day. Lisa was still sleeping in my arms with my dick still very much buried inside of her. I smiled happily, deciding not to move and just enjoy the feel of her all over me.
I let my fingers trace her body until I reached her breasts. They were so beautiful in their teardrop shape. They weren't massive, but Lisa was pretty busty, considering they were larger than my enormous hands.
I let my finger trace the outline of her breast, feeling her stir. She smiled as I continued, working my way up to trace the outline of her areola. I caught sight of her nipples hardening as I continued. My dick was already hard, deep inside her.
I didn't move it, giving her time to wake up. It surprised me that she let me stay inside of her all night. Grace loved it when I used to do this. I never thought I would be lucky enough to find another willing woman.
"Can we do this every night?" Lisa asked through slitted eyes, as she gave me a sleepy smile.
"Are you sure about that? Because I'm more than willing to move you in here and stay buried inside you every night, all night long," I warned her.
She bit her lip, opening her eyes further. She hooked her leg around my hip, pulling her pelvis even closer to me as she swayed against me. Her eyes didn't leave mine even as she moaned.
"I'm sure," she finally said, causing my heart to burst with happiness.
I haven't felt this happy in over a decade. Lisa was bringing a light into my life again, one I hope never extinguishes. I spun us so that she was on top again, remembering she said that was her favorite position. I would let her be on top, and in control, all our lives if she wants. She decides how this goes. I was just along for the ride.
I loved watching her jump on my dick. Her breasts bounced beautifully as she continued her movements. I pushed against her, wedging even deeper as she swayed over the base of my dick. Her warmth felt so good, especially when her walls clenched with her orgasm.
"Oh, fuck!" she yelled in ecstasy, causing me to spurt inside her as she orgasmed. She continued to sway over me a moment longer, still feeling the pure bliss of our sex.
"I think you'll be the death of me, Lisa. I can't get enough of you."
She laughed as I turned us around so I was on top again. I reluctantly pulled out of her, feeling so cold. She frowned as I did.
"If only you could stay inside me all day," she whispered before giving me a quick peck.
"If only.".
I carried us into my ensuite running a hot shower for us with my dual shower heads. Lisa was even more beautiful when wet. Her dark hair glistened, reflecting the bathroom light much in the same way a dark lake reflects the moon.
We washed one another, enjoying the feel of each other. It was hard not to fuck her for a second time this morning. I felt like a crazy, hormonal teenager again. I didn't know I still had it in me to act this way.
"Let's go on a run, Little Warrior."
She smiled at my nickname, nodding her head. I had us go on our morning run around my neighborhood, hoping someone would come out and see us together. I wanted people to know that I was with the most attractive woman on the planet.
When we approached my house, there was a familiar black mustang parked outside. Her fiery red hair could be seen from a mile away. Liv held Abi on her hip, with Lucas behind her. He had them both wrapped in his arms, but his gaze was on me.
Lucas wasn't a fighter, but he wasn't useless either. He could throw a decent punch. Against a normal guy, he could win a fight, but I was not a normal guy. If he decided he was upset about me dating Lisa, then I would let him get one hit in on me. That was all he would get, though. One punch. I wouldn't let him take Lisa from me. As his elder, I didn't have to listen to his demands, but I would put his mind at ease for both Lisa and Liv's sake.
"Remember, behave," I heard Liv whisper to Lucas as we approached.
I loved that girl and her beautiful heart. My sweet daughter.
I smiled, feeling so happy that Liv was on my side. She had squealed excitedly when I told her and Carter how I felt about Lisa last night over the phone. It surprised me to know that she thought Lisa, and I were a brilliant match. She said I could use a woman like her, and that she could use a man like me. I wasn't sure what she meant by that, but I was glad she approved. Now if only I could count on Izzy approving, too, but she won't. I was sure she would only push further away from me.
"To what do I owe this visit, Twinkle Toes?" I asked Liv, using her preferred nickname.
"We need to talk about Jackass Porter. Also, Lucas wants a word with you." She pointed to Lucas with her thumb, as if he couldn't speak for himself at the moment.
"Alright, let's go inside, away from prying eyes and ears."
I guided us all inside, pouring everyone a cup of coffee. Lisa was holding Abi now, not exactly sure when she grabbed the baby. Seeing Lisa with a baby warmed my heart, but also worried me. Could we have children together? I feel like I was too old to be starting over on raising a kid.
"What's up?" I asked them as I leaned back against my counter, crossing my ankles.
"First, Carter and I got Chris to keep quiet about what happened last night. Lisa will have to keep up appearances, though, so she needs to see him anytime she's around her dad. He knows I'll castrate him if he ever lays a hand on her again." She beamed widely at me, feeling proud of herself.
"Two, Lucas and I have made it to where it would be very difficult for a judge to annul our marriage for no reason. We have also spoken with my boss and let him know the situation with Lucas' dad. I told him how he would try to get me fired. Thankfully, my boss believed me and told me I would not lose my job because of him." Liv was easing my mind, and Lisa's, with every word.
I know Lisa's biggest worry for most of the night was Lucas and Liv's safety. Little Abi's giggle filled the room, and we all grew silent as we looked at her. They dressed Abi in an adorable white dress covered in printed strawberries. She had learned to smile and clap, and was doing just that as Lisa played with her.
"She'd make a great mom. Could you give her that kind of life?" Lucas asked me as we watched Lisa and Abi from a distance.
"I hope to. I know she would make a wonderful mother. My age is a big factor, I know that, but I want to give her everything she asks for and more."
Lucas was silent for a while, causing me to turn to the side and look at him. He was deep in thought as he continued to watch Lisa.
"You better. She deserves it. Don't hurt her Davis. I know I can't fight, but I'll make you pay if you hurt her." I nodded my head, fully agreeing.
I would make you happy, Lisa.