Chapter 33

CHAPTER 33

MADDOX

F our hours had passed, and Kayden hadn't arrived. I picked up my phone and texted him.

Maddox: On your way?

He'd be here. He said he would. He was all in.

Unless Dane said something to him? Convinced Kay that I wasn't worth the hassle, after all?

I'd ordered pizza, but it was now cold. I couldn't eat it, anyway. It wasn't like me to doubt myself. Not to this degree. And I hated feeling needy, like if I didn't see or hear from Kay in the next half hour, I was going to start pacing the floor. Too late…

My phone finally buzzed, and the relief was palpable. Until I glanced down and saw it was a message from Daniel.

Daniel: Your father's lawyer stopped by the house today. He said he tried to call you several times and since I'm your emergency contact…

I'd been ignoring any calls I didn't recognize. Four in the last two weeks alone.

Maddox: Shit, not this again. What does he want?

Daniel: They've finalized the paperwork

Maddox: I don't want anything of his. Nothing.

Daniel: You're the sole beneficiary

Maddox: It makes me sick to even think about it

Daniel: You can donate most of it, but you have to deal with it

Maddox: Most of it? All of it.

Daniel: You can do whatever you want with it. But you need to deal with the lawyer. Email him back if you don't want to talk on the phone… On a lighter note, how's school? hockey? I read about your latest win. You guys are on fire.

Maddox: It's really good. Things are better.

Daniel: And the teammate you were rooming with on the road, Kayden? How's that going?

If only Daniel knew.

Maddox: He and I are good

I paused, unsure if I should tell Daniel all of it. Fuck it.

Maddox: More than good

Daniel: You mean…

Maddox: I've learned a lot in the past few months. And I'm not talking about school. Turns out, I'm gay.

Daniel: So, you and Kayden are dating?

Maddox: Yeah. But we're keeping it a secret. And don't even start. Nothing you say is gonna change my mind.

Daniel: I know that. But be careful.

Maddox: Careful is for middle age

Daniel: Ouch. Well, you know where to find me if the shit hits the fan. Or the ice.

Maddox: Thanks

Daniel: Are you coming home for your next break? We always have a place for you.

Maddox: I'm not sure yet. But I'll let you know.

Daniel: Okay, take care. TTYL

I threw my phone aside, stretched out on my bed, and stared up at the ceiling.

Go upstairs and see if he's in his room.

I hated waiting around, so I got up and reached for my black hoodie when there was a knock at my door. When I wrenched it open, there was Kayden, backpack clutched tightly to his chest, looking fidgety as hell.

"You okay?" I asked, concerned.

"Yeah. Fine. Sure," he rambled. "Sorry, I'm late. Dane and I got to talking and then when I got back to my room, I was…busy."

I knew what that meant. Sexy images of Kayden playing with himself, pushing that dildo in his ass, made my cock fill.

"Are you going to stand out in the hallway all night or come in?" I teased.

Kayden swallowed hard and nodded, but he didn't move. The big guy was nervous. I shouldn't find it cute (God, I can't even believe I said that word…), but he was. I stepped aside, and he wandered into my room, setting his bag down and shoving his hands in his back pockets. I shut and locked the door.

"You really ordered pizza," he blurted out.

I chuckled at his surprised expression. "Yeah, of course. Because you're always hungry. You want a slice?"

He shook his head. "No. I'm too fucking nervous to eat."

I stalked up to him and slid my arms around his waist, pulling him in tight. Kayden was hard all over, but it wasn't just his muscle tone. He was rigid, tense. And that wouldn't do.

"Relax," I whispered as I reached up and gave him a reassuring kiss. "We don't have to have sex."

"But I—" Kayden paused and licked his lips. "I prepped for it."

"That's hot as fuck," I admitted. "But we're only going to do it if we're both ready."

"I am. I want it. No, that's not right. I fucking need it. But, also, yeah, anal is…a lot. And I'm pretty sure that dildo is no match for your cock."

More filthy images bombarded me, but I summoned my control. Soon enough.

"Don't feed my ego," I quipped and drew back. "Now sit, eat pizza, pop an edible—one—and chill."

"Uh, okay."

Kayden looked around my room like he was afraid to sit down.

"We'll save the fucking for another night," I reassured him. "Or day. I'm too tired."

I wasn't, but I didn't want my boyfriend to be any more freaked out than he was. Or I was. Not about the fucking, but the fact I used the word ‘boyfriend.'

"You mean, not at all?"

Kayden nearly shouted the words, like I'd shocked him. I bit back a laugh. At least my comment got him out of his head.

Wandering over to my desk, I grabbed the pizza box and placed it on my bed. Then I pulled out my baggie of edibles, grabbed two, and wandered over to offer Kayden one. He popped it in his mouth, and I did the same.

"Coke or water?" I offered. "That's all I've got. Well, tequila, but I know it's not your favorite."

"Coke."

He sat on the bed, worrying his bottom lip.

"Baby, you need to stop thinking about it, okay?"

We stared at each other in shock.

"Wait, what did you call me?" he asked.

"Uh." Shit, now I was the one who was nervous. "Just eat the damn pizza already."

Kayden slid his hand around my waist.

"Nope." I tried to pull back. "Not happening."

"My angry bee is back," he quipped. "So sexy. Come here."

Who was I kidding? I slid over his lap and attacked his mouth, kissing away his teasing words and any remaining tension. When I slid my tongue over his, there was only one thing I was hungry for.

And Kayden was it.

Kayden

Maddox didn't do anything by half measure. That included kissing. Deep, drugging kisses that had me falling back on his bed, greedy for more. And with every brush of his lips and tongue, his hands, fuck, his whole body rubbing against mine, my nerves melted away. It was the same on the ice. Once the game was in motion, I was all in.

I'd spent two hours in the bathroom getting ready for tonight. Shaving took me ten minutes. Getting my ass prepped, though, took an hour and fifty. Most of it was spent lubing up, and staring at the massive fake cock I'd purchased. Watching porn on my phone while playing with my ass did the trick. I stood with one foot on the toilet, dick in hand, dildo in the other. And when I finally pushed the rubber cock to my hole, I cried out so loudly I'm sure everyone in the dorm heard me.

It was painful at first, then painfully addictive. The fullness in my ass sparked nerves I never knew existed. I could only imagine what it would be like when Maddox pushed his hot, hard cock in there. Would we use a condom? Neither of us had been with anyone, and I really wanted to feel his bare dick in my ass. And his cum.

Which brought me back to what we were doing now…

Maddox moaned loudly, and I swallowed the sound, groaning in response. I ate at his mouth, nipping his lower lip and soothing it with my tongue.

He moaned loudly and leaned back, shoving the pizza box off the bed to make room, then tugged on my shirt.

"Take it off, Kay," he demanded.

I followed him, sitting up, reaching for my shirt, and yanking it off as fast as I could. Then my jeans and my briefs, until I was naked, thrumming with so much anticipation I was shaking hard. Maddox did the same, stripping off his jeans and taking his cock in hand, giving it firm, fast strokes. I swallowed hard at the sight of him.

"You're so fucking gorgeous," I whispered as I lay down on the bed. I stroked my cock frantically, my hand moving in tandem with his. "Want you so bad."

"Kay," Maddox moaned and slid back over me.

I cupped his face and brought him in for another breath-stealing kiss, unable to get enough. His hard dick rubbed against mine, and I could come, just like this. Maddox, however, had a different plan. He turned his head and kissed a path down my jaw, my neck, and then lower, over my collarbone, and my nipples.

"Fuck yes," I growled, so turned on I was shivering. "Don't stop."

He licked and sucked on my skin, then gently bit down on the hardened nub of my nipple. The pleasure was so intense that I grasped his hair and held him tightly to my chest. But not for long. Maddox continued to torment me with those wicked lips of his as he made his way down my abs, lower. When his hot breath brushed my throbbing cock, I jerked hard, trying to keep from coming too soon.

"Hold on to your knees, baby."

I shuddered when he called me that. Fuck, I was trembling all over. Pulling my knees back, I watched as he lowered his head. Instead of taking my cock in his mouth, he moved lower, until his tongue teased my crease.

"Oh fuck, yes, do it. Please. Please."

I wanted his tongue in my ass so badly.

"Love to hear you beg for it," Maddox groaned.

He glanced up at me, his blue eyes dark, feverish.

"Now I want to hear you scream for it."

Maddox lowered his head and teased the rim of my hole with his wicked tongue, and fuck yes, I gave in to his demand.

He slid his tongue over my taint and balls, then tormented my hole again. Shoving his face in my ass, his scruff rubbed against my skin, the pleasure intensifying. When he finally pushed the tip of his tongue inside me, my hips came off the bed, and I struggled to hold on to my legs. Maddox didn't let up, licking and eating my ass so good I couldn't breathe, let alone think.

"Mad…Oh God, don't stop."

But after one last, teasing lick, Maddox did just that, leaning back and sitting up. He was panting hard, licking his lips, and fuck, he was tasting me. It was dirty and so sexy to watch. More pre-cum leaked out of my dick, and I finally gave it attention. I let go of one of my knees, spat in my hand, and jacked off.

"Get the lube," I moaned as I stroked off. "Now."

Maddox leaned over and reached under the pillow beside me, pulling out a tube of lube.

He poured a generous amount into his palm, warmed up his hands, and pushed mine away. Taking over, he stroked me off as I writhed and pleaded for more.

And when his other slick hand teased the rim of my asshole, I was more than ready for it.

"Yes," I whispered. "Do it."

"Kay."

Maddox paused and when I glanced up, a dark pink flush stained his cheekbones.

"Baby, are you sure?" he asked me.

This time, it was my turn to snark. "Hurry up already, before I do it myself. Or maybe you'd like that? You wanna watch me?"

Maddox let out a dirty chuckle. "Later. First, I want inside your ass."

"That makes two of us."

He pushed one lubed finger in my hole, and thank fuck I'd prepped. There was pain mixed with pleasure, and I wanted more of it. All of it.

"It's good," I panted. "More."

Maddox slid another finger in and shit, that was a lot. My hard-on flagged to a semi. Until Maddox drilled deeper. There was no mistaking the exact moment when he hit my prostate. The pleasure was so intense, I could only cry out and beg for more.

"Add another finger," I encouraged. "Almost there."

When he pushed a third finger inside me, I couldn't speak at all. Until he started to fuck me like that, and I pumped my hips, reaching for more.

"Good. I'm good," I panted. "Need you. Get your cock inside me."

"Condom?" Maddox asked.

I shook my head. "There's been no one else. And I don't want that. Do you?"

Maddox didn't reply. Instead, he poured more lube on his hands and slicked up his dick. Oh shit, this was really happening. My boyfriend was going to fuck me, bare, and come in my ass. His hands shook as he kneeled between my legs, and strands of his hair fell into his eyes. When he notched the head of his cock to my hole, I tried not to tense up. Tried to remember every piece of advice I'd googled about bottoming and then some.

But when Maddox pushed inside of me, slow but steady, all the questions and worries I had were silenced. The burn in my ass intensified, and I let out a desperate moan.

I was right. That dildo had nothing on the real thing.