Chapter 24

CHAPTER 24

MADDOX

D on't think about what Kayden was doing in the bathroom.

Right.

He smelled like cum and sweat and everything I remembered about that night. Not to mention, the walls in this dorm were thin. Even standing in the hallway, I could hear him. No way I missed that loud moan and what it meant. It took all of my willpower to stay put, when all I really wanted was to push off the wall and push open that door. To give in to temptation.

This wasn't me. I wasn't ruled by my dick.

Until that fucking kiss. It was like a switch flipped inside me, and now that it was turned on, I was turned on, and I couldn't undo it. I didn't understand it and I didn't like it. But the scary thing was, I was starting to like him .

That was the biggest mystery of all.

How'd I let this happen? I was safe in my world. Alone. No one to bother me. No one to touch me. Hurt me. Not that I would get hurt. Fuck, now I was being dramatic. There was nothing to get worked up over. Sex was no big deal. Blow your mind and body kind of sex, but still.

We walked across campus to the library, and I tried not to look at him but it was impossible. I was so aware of Kayden now. Every breath, every smile, every burst of chatter, was magnified.

"We have another away game coming up. You excited?"

I nodded, grateful for small talk. "It's gonna be a good one. I can feel the momentum building."

"Yeah, things are clicking with the team. Axel and Jace are still at odds, but they're both killing it. And I think Silas could be great if he focused more. Half the time, his head's far away. Hit and miss."

"Maybe he's got personal shit to deal with. He did take a year off," I replied. "Anyone know why?"

Kayden shook his head. "Nope. And I don't want to be the one to ask. He's not real friendly."

"Neither am I, and that didn't stop you," I scoffed.

"True," Kayden shrugged. "Maybe I'll invite him out one night. We can grab a bite, shoot the shit. If it's just the two of us, he might start talking. It's worth a shot."

I wasn't happy with that idea. Just the two of them sounded like a date.

Listen to yourself. That's ridiculous.

Still, it didn't stop the possessive urge I had when it came to Kayden. First, the girls at the party and now this. I should've popped edibles earlier. I needed to relax and forget about that fucking kiss…

"And speaking of the away game, we've got a two-night stay instead of one," Kayden added.

That's right. We were off to Maryland. And Kayden would be sleeping with me. No, not with me. Next to me.

"What about it?"

"Nothing," Kayden muttered, as we headed up the library steps.

He ran ahead of me and opened the door, motioning for me to first.

"Stop doing that," I bit out.

"What?"

"Holding doors for me. Knock it off."

"Jesus, you're bitchy today."

"Today?" I snapped and walked ahead of him. "Every day. Stop doing it. I can open my own fucking door."

He kept holding the door, and I begrudgingly relented.

We headed inside and I went straight for the desk, requesting a private study room. Usually you had to book online way in advance. Thankfully, the third floor had a cancellation, so we grabbed it. The librarian handed over a keycard, and Kayden and I headed for the elevator.

The study room was at the end of the hall, and offered no windows, and no distractions. But when Kayden closed the door, suddenly this room was a bad idea. Because it was at the end of the hall, and offered no windows, and no distractions…

Just the two of us. And now it was way too fucking hot in here. I yanked at the collar of my shirt. Kayden's shirt. That didn't help matters at all.

"Let's go over the test results and see which parts you had trouble with," I croaked out.

Kayden snorted. "Like, all of them?"

"Kay," I warned.

He nodded, pulled his laptop out of his bag, and we sat down. I grabbed my tablet and my water bottle. I was fine. I could do this.

Until Kayden's massive thigh brushed against mine. I tried to move away, but there was no space. This room wasn't designed with massive hockey players in mind.

Kayden started talking, but I was too busy trying not to think about how good it felt to be this close to him. I wanted closer.

"—And that's the one that really confused me," Kayden stated and stared at me. "I think we should review that first."

"Uh, sorry, what?" I shook my head. "Repeat that."

Kayden smiled and licked his lips. My cock started filling and Christ, I didn't need a hard-on now. I shifted in my seat, but I kept rubbing up against Kayden.

"Can you move over?" I snapped.

"Sorry, there's no place to go," he replied. "And I said, my problems started with the third question on the test. Multiple choice always screws me up. I can't stand them. I get confused and I never get the right answer."

I cleared my throat. "Right. Uh, let's see."

I took his offered laptop and reviewed the entire test, highlighting the incorrect answers and the concepts they described. See, I could do this. I wasn't dickstracted. I mean, distracted.

"Let's start with the question about GDP?—"

"Is that like DP, but greater?" Kayden chuckled at his inane quip. "Great double penetration?"

My body flushed hot as I thought about anything to do with penetration, double or otherwise. What would it feel like to fuck Kayden. Would he want that? Would he be into being fucked? The thought of taking his ass made my dick harden so fast I was now the one in danger of hyperventilating.

"Stop," I managed to whisper.

He put his arm around the back of my chair, and his body heat enveloped me. Why did that feel so damn good?

"What? I'm kidding."

"Stop with the sex jokes. Just… don't."

"Fine. No jokes," Kayden muttered.

I reached for my water bottle and took a long gulp. I was in desperate need of cooling off.

He leaned in closer. "I'm curious about getting fucked in the ass."

I choked on my water and shook my head. "Not funny, Kay."

"I'm not laughing," he replied as he stared at me.

He wasn't. His face was flushed, and he was looking at my mouth like I was a drug, and he needed his fix. And he wasn't the only one.

I popped up out of the chair, needing space. Before I did something we'd both regret. Kayden did the same, but I stepped back, leaning against the wall. I needed a moment. Time to think. If thinking wasn't overridden by my cock.

"Mad."

Kayden leaned into me. All I could see and smell was him.

Our mouths didn't so much meet as crash together. Kay tasted better than I remembered, so good that I moaned loudly when his tongue licked mine. I nipped his lower lip and sucked on it. The dirty groan he let out had me scrambling to get closer. He reached for me, sliding one big hand through my hair and tugging gently, the other cupping my ass. One spike of pleasure after another rolled through my body, white-hot lightning surging through my veins. Was I going to get burned? Probably. But I didn't care.

When Kayden suddenly let go, I protested.

"What the fuck?" I panted, licking my swollen lips, suddenly panicking. Had I done something wrong?

Apparently not.

Kayden dropped to his knees, and I started to shake.

"Kay?"

"I came so hard earlier. Thinking about this. About you and me. Now it's your turn."

No one outside this room could see what we were doing, but they could probably hear. I was so turned on that I didn't care. And when he reached for my zipper and delved his hand inside my jeans, my balls drew up tight, throbbing hard.

"I need to know what you taste like," he admitted as he pulled out my dick, spat on it, then started stroking me off.

"Oh fuck. Fuck, fuck," I moaned, my thighs rigid, anticipation racing up my spine.

Kayden's chuckle rumbled loudly as he jacked me off.

"That's better than fuck off," he teased. "And I haven't even licked the head yet."

"Don't say licked. Or head," I gasped, trying not to come already. "And if you want to do it, do it already."

I watched, mesmerized, as Kayden leaned forward, sticking out his tongue and swirling it around the head of my cock. The image was filthy and provocative, and I wasn't proud of the needy moan that ripped out of my throat. I couldn't help it. Then he stuck his tongue in my slit. One teasing lick and I was so excited I was counting hockey stats in my head to calm down. My thighs quaked; hell, I was trembling all over.

"Fuck, you taste better than I imagined," Kayden whispered as he slid the head of my cock into his mouth and sucked hard.

But I resisted the urge to punch my hips forward. After all, he was a virgin. We both were.

Wait, not anymore.