12. Sarra

12

Sarra

There was no way in hell he was getting out of my bed. I had waited for him forever, and he has always been mine. Now, Reaper would finally make me his. I didn't dare let him know I'd never had sex before. Or that he was my first kiss. He is my first everything. That's the way it's supposed to be.

"If you change your mind, you tell me," he said as he leaned down and kissed me. My heartbeat accelerated as his hand ran down my thigh.

"Let's get these off you," he whispered, pulling my panties down. I helped him, and then he took my top off. I didn't know what I was supposed to do. What if I screwed everything up? But then everything left my head when I felt his mouth down there.

"What are you doing?" I cried out in a good way as his tongue licked me. He didn't answer, but his hands reached up and squeezed both of my breasts. By now, I was crying out loud because that tongue was driving me out of my mind. I even reached down and grabbed his hair. I must have pulled it because he chuckled.

"Do you like this, baby?" he asked, raising his head.

"I love this," I said, raising my hips for him to continue. "Don't stop. Don't ever stop," I cried, lifting my hips higher. I felt something building inside me, and then I exploded. I literally exploded down there. I felt like crying; it was so good. Then it dawned on me that I exploded while he was down there. I wanted to cover my head. I was so embarrassed. Hopefully, he raised his head and watched me while I was screaming how good it was.

But then his fingers slipped inside me, and I cried out again as he worked his way back up to me. He sucked a nipple into his mouth, and I wondered how many more ways he was going to have me screaming his name.

Then he kissed me, and I ran my nails down his back and wherever I could reach. I felt his erection pushing against my hips, so I reached my hand down and wrapped my fingers around it.

He sucked in a deep breath as he moaned. "Do you like me touching you?" I murmured against his lips.

"I fucking love you touching me. You can touch me any time you want," he whispered in my ear before sucking my breast again.

I was surprised to feel how soft the skin on his erection was, even though it was rock hard. I wondered how this massive dick was going to fit inside me. Did he want me to lick it like he licked me?

"Do you want me to lick you like you licked me?" I cried out as I started to release another orgasm.

"Hell, yes, I want you to put my dick in your mouth, but we'll save that for another time," he replied with my breast still in his mouth. He playfully nipped the nipple, and I cried out in pure ecstasy.

His fingers were driving me crazy, and then he raised up over me, kissing me passionately as he lowered himself between my thighs.

"Wrap your legs around me, sweetheart," Reaper whispered against my mouth. I wrapped my legs around him, and he pushed against my soft folds. As he began to enter me, I was ready for him to keep moving, but I held my breath as he pushed against the barrier blocking him.

"Sweetheart, are you a virgin?" he moaned as he looked into my eyes.

"Yes, but I want you to make love to me."

"You should have said something. I would have been more gentle with you."

"No, I don't want gentle. I want everything you gave me and more. I'm going to make you feel as good as you made me feel. Now, will you give it to me?"

He stared at me as his hand went down there, and his thumb started playing with my clit. My eyes rolled back in my head as he made me orgasm again; that's when he pushed his hard erection in me. It was a good thing that I read books because I knew what goes on between a man and a woman.

I felt a slight sting, but that wouldn't stop me from moving with him. I cried for more as he moved inside me, and then I orgasmed again. He moved fast and hard before crying out and coming inside me.

Both of us were breathing hard. I licked my lips and wanted Reaper to do it all again. I turned my head and glanced at him, and he watched me. I smiled. "That was amazing. I never believed I could feel something so beautiful and hot. Thank you. Do you want to do it again?"

"Don't you think you should wait? I mean, it was your first time. You might be sore."

"I am a little sore, but I still want you. I want to make love to you every chance we get." We heard Bub growl, and he put his finger to his lips. I watched as he got up and slipped on his sweats. Bub was growling and snarling, and I began to get scared.

I saw Reaper grab his gun, and we heard a noise outside. It sounded like a pack of wild dogs. Coyotes were growling at our RV; they must have smelled Bub, who was going crazy.

"Bub, stop," Reaper said before he opened the window and fired three shots, and the animals ran off.

Then he smiled as he looked at me. "Do you think we can both fit in that little shower

"I don't need much room, so let's see how it fits," I said, getting out of bed. I wasn't sure what to expect showering with Reaper, but he washed my body as I washed his. I reached down and felt his erection. He was ready, and so was I.

"Are you sure you're ready for me?"

"I've never been more sure," I said as he picked me up and slid me down onto him. The sun was up, and Bub needed to go outside when we finally climbed out of bed.

"We'll put his leash on in case he tries running after the coyotes," Reaper said.

"That's a good idea. I don't want Bub fighting all those animals at once," I replied as we stepped out of the RV. The sun was already warming the air around us. We walked for about a mile before turning back. That's when I saw the black scorpion.

"Are those poisonous?" I asked as the scorpion raised its tail.

"Yes, they are. Almost everything in this desert is poisonous," Reaper said, putting his arm around me. He guided us away from the scorpion, and then I turned in his arms, stood on my tiptoes, and kissed him.

When he licked my bottom lip, I felt my panties getting wet. My hands went under his shirt and around his back.

"Sweetheart, how about we take this back to the RV?"

"Yes. I want to feel your body on mine again. Is it okay if I kiss you whenever I want? Is it against the rules for me to want you so badly that I ache down there?"

"Damn, Sarra, we better hurry and get back, or I'm going to take you right here in the desert," Reaper said, and I giggled. Until he put his hand down there and slipped his finger inside me, then I moaned. He picked me up as his finger moved. He drove me wild as I cried out his name when I orgasmed.

"I feel like I'm cheating because you don't get to orgasm as often as I do," I whispered into his neck.

"You can make it up to me as soon as we get back and both of us are naked," Reaper said, kissing me. He kissed me so passionately that I thought I would come again.

We stayed in bed most of that day, only stopping to eat, feed Bub, and take him for walks. Reaper loved it when I took him into my mouth. He cried out almost as much as I did. I never knew making love could be so... I don't have words to express how I feel when he makes love to me.

I wondered if I should tell him about my dreams of him and about the friend who left, and that it was him in my dream. He would think I was crazy, so I decided to say nothing. I didn't want him to think I wanted to tie him to me forever, even though that's exactly what I wanted.