Chapter 18

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Lola

There’s something wrong with me. I know there is. When Jordy tells me to come for him, I do, all over his dick, shouting his name, clawing at his arms, urging him to go deeper.

Sex with him is like an out-of-body experience, as I climb from one orgasm to the next.

Stars. I see actual fucking stars behind my eyes as he controls my overly sensitive body, every nerve ending tuned to the exact frequency of Jordy FM.

It’s beautiful and scary, wonderful and deliciously depraved.

I want more; I want all of him. I reach to grab his hips and ass as best I can.

“I’m coming, baby. Gonna fill you up so fucking good,” he rasps, driving into me faster.

“Come.” I dig my nails into his skin, my ankles locked around his neck as he fucks me up the marble surface.

Unblinking, we stare at each other, saying a million things while our mouths remain shut.

We loudly fill the room with the sound of our slapping skin, breathing, and moans, our bodies becoming one when we come together, and it’s mind-blowingly scary how in sync our bodies are with one another. Like heart and fucking soul.

“Jesus, fuck, shit, fuck.” Hissing, Jordy fills me up with thick ropes of cum like he promised, pulsing and jerking every last drop he has to give me.

Releasing my tight grip on him, my body feels like a puddle of melted gold. I’m so hot, I feel like I’m glowing. Staring down at the beautiful man between my legs, who is kissing my ankles and calves in such a tender way my heart might explode from sensation overload, I can’t seem to make anything work other than my breathing, which is returning to normal. Almost.

My heart doesn’t seem to get the memo because it’s beating faster than a hummingbird’s wings.

Jordy moves my legs from his shoulders and pulls me up to a sitting position where I wrap myself around him like a limp noodle, the tender skin of my ass stinging from the spanking he gave me for not wearing his jersey. I liked it. All of it, every rub and slap, everything he showed me and how hot it was.

“You good, baby?”

“Yeah,” I mumble against his shoulder with my eyes half closed from exhaustion.

“I need to rub some soothing cream onto your skin. It’ll help with the stinging.”

“Sounds good. But it’s not that bad.” I find myself smiling.

“Did you like it? In fact, I can answer that for you, I know you did, you were dripping all over your thighs.”

I chuckle. “I did like it,” I confess letting the beat of his heart soothe me. Just like him, it’s strong and steady.

“I need to tell you something.” Jordy’s body tenses and the crack in his voice has me instantly awake.

“Okay.” I prepare myself for the worst because things usually come in threes, don’t they?

Jordy cups the back of my neck, looking down at me with a serious face I’m not sure I like. “I want more of this.”

“This?” What? My brain can’t compute.

“Us.”

“Us?” Oh God, he means us, as in me and him. This is amazing.

He nods slowly, the vein in his neck pulsing hard as if unsure how I might reply. He’s caught me off guard. I thought he was going to ask me to leave tonight. Instead, he wants more. I want that too.

“You don’t want me to leave?” I ask to clarify, giving myself a few more seconds to get my head around his confession.

“I never want you to leave.” From his serious tone, I know he means business. “I have something else to tell you.”

“What’s that?” I whisper, looking deep into his eyes I love. The flecks of gold and chestnut that look like flickering flames in a winter fire are mesmerizing.

“I’ve liked you for a while.”

My body relaxes and I reach up to cup his face. “How long?” My voice is soft and tender.

“Long enough, and I really wanted to tell you how beautiful you looked at the Christmas party last week.”

I went alone because Graham couldn’t make it.

“Right.” I’m curious. “You like me?” My voice rises by a few octaves.

“A lot. You’re smart, sassy, and beautiful. You make me laugh and I never run out of things to say to you.”

“Oh.”

“Also, you have a nice ass and great tits. And a delicious pussy,” he says, moving closer to my lips, before smiling. “I love these lips.” His soft kiss hits me hard, causing a storm of butterflies to take flight in my belly. “I love how they feel wrapped around my dick.”

“I know you do.”

He glides his nose down mine, I want him to kiss me again.

“I’ve never come so hard,” he admits.

That can’t be right, can it? “Not even with?” I don’t say her name.

“You’re in a different fucking league altogether, baby. You’ve cast my dick under a spell. I’m sure of it.” Sucking on my bottom lip, he pulls it into his mouth then kisses me like the world is coming to an end. “And you, my sexy little Lola, know exactly how to use this tempting and greedy mouth of yours.”

“I’m a quick learner.”

“That you are. I haven’t stopped thinking about you all day.”

Laying my hands on his solid chest to stop him from kissing me, I check what he said just to be sure. “You want more? Of me?”

He threads his fingers into my hair. “I want it all.”

“Then take it.” My voice is sure and confident.

Tilting his head to the side, he looks puzzled, as if something is bothering him. “You sure you know what you’re agreeing to.”

“I do. No strings attached fuck buddy, yeah?”

Something flashes in his eyes that I can’t unpick. Does he want more than that?

Warm hands move down my shoulders, grazing my back. “I’m going to ruin you for all other men, baby.”

“Promise?” I don’t know why I’m asking him to promise. This was supposed to be rebound sex, and it’s turned into the best sex of my life.

“I promise. You need to promise me something in return.”

I raise one eyebrow in a playful challenge, and tilt my chin up. “What do I need to promise?”

“Will you promise to do that thing with your tongue when you gave me a blow job, and tug on my balls like you did last night?” He goes all starry-eyed as if remembering how quick I made him blow in my mouth.

I feel him growing hard inside of me again. He’s like stamina on steroids.

“I might even add a finger into the mix.” I hold my pointer finger up in the air making his eyes bug out.

“No fucking way is anything going up. Never up, Lola.”

I swear he clenches his butt cheeks together, pushing his cock in deeper which makes my eyes roll back from how sensitive I am.

“I’ll only let you if you let me,” I say.

“Fuck, you drive a hard bargain, and the only reason I’m agreeing is because I’m fucking hard again just thinking about filling your holes.”

“My nostrils are completely off limits. I suffer from horrendous congestion in the summer.”

“No nostrils. Got it. But it’s winter.” Amusement is written all over his face.

“Same rule applies.”

“Deal.”

“So that’s a yes, then?” I clench the walls of my pussy, that’s still full of his dick and our cum, which is dripping onto the counter.

Groaning loudly, he grabs my hips, which he loves the shape of. I know this because he told me last night.

“Yes, it’s a fucking yes,” he says through gritted teeth, sliding himself slowly back and forth.

I slap his ass hard, making him hiss.

“Good boy.” I giggle, laying back against the counter.

Mumbling, under his breath he calls me a smart ass.

Parting his mouth in surprise, he inhales a subtle breath that makes me think he’s having a lightbulb moment. “What if I like you sticking a finger up my ass?”

“Then prepare yourself for having earth-shattering orgasms.”

“Already having those, baby. Jesus fuck, your pussy is so tight.”

“Already having those?” I question, sitting up on my elbows to find him nodding enthusiastically.

He stops moving, angling himself toward me, our lips millimeters apart. “Best I’ve ever had.”

“But you were with Sien—” I don’t get to finish my sentence.

He places a finger over my mouth to hush me. “You are the best sex of my life.”

My pulse races at an alarming rate, every sense in my body coming alive. “I’m only the second girl you’ve ever slept with.”

“Everything with you is hot, dirty, sweet, and at the same time, sexy. You’re confident, you trust me, and I can feel how hungry you are for me, which is the biggest turn on of all. And your pussy could win the goddamn Olympics in Kegel, it’s so tight.”

“Yeah?”

“Fucking gold, baby. You win.”

I squeeze his cock, my inner walls tightening around him forcing him to clench his eyes shut, tilting his head to the side.

“Fuck, yeah, just like that, but I missed something off the list and it’s way more important than any of the other stuff I told you.”

Hell knows what he’s going to tell me next because he just short-circuited every single one of my brain cells.

“What did you forget to add?” I lower my voice, brushing my lips against his.

“She’s not you, Lola.”