3. Not So Innocent

Not So Innocent

Macie

G etting my wiggles out, head snapping from side to side, wiggling my hands and feet in my heels, getting loose preparing to go out on stage as my eyes scan the crowd.

I find the guys easily, my brother, Jax, Sully, and Dax all sit around the table, of course closest to stage. The rest of the team filling the tables around them. Those three I've known ever since I can remember, when I say the guys, I mean them. I've known them all but those three have been the longest.

I chew my inner lip, watching them laugh and joke around the table, slamming back their drinks, feeling the heat spread to my cheeks as my eyes check Jax out. I could let that man do whatever he wanted to me and be perfectly fine with it. This is going to be a very long night.

Adjusting my mask, making sure I pinned it tight enough to my hair before it's time to go on. Keri steps up beside me and she wiggles her fingers at me, and I return it, our thing we do. Our show faces go on, our hips pop, and we are out on the stage and my stomach rises to my throat as I walk to the pole right in front of the guys.

I tried to avoid their gaze, but I catch a glimpse of Jax looking right at me, holding that cocky, knowing grin. That's when I realized he knew. I feel it, I feel like this is a total set up. My smile cracks as my hand wraps around the pole, the music starts, and I lift myself up.

My legs go above my head, with my hands wrapped tightly around the pole, using the strength in my arms, I rotate my body and bring my legs out beside me, as I swing, before my legs split and I am going into another trick.

Keri on the pole beside me doing the same tricks while Bree and three other girls do their chair routines. It's a show. I unfortunately can't make this PG, and my brother thank God has his eyes on Bree. But Jax, he fucking knows it's me.

The deeper I get into my routine, my arms and stomach burn from the muscles being used to do these tricks, finally getting to the part where I can get back on the floor. I slide to the floor into a split, before my hips rock, looking back over my shoulder, blowing a kiss, part of my routine, I do it directly at Jax.

I roll back and lay flat on my back, my arms go out as my knees bend, flattening my heels against the floor, my back arches from the floor as I tilt my head back. I'm only a few feet from Jax's lap and when my gaze meets his eyes carrying a deep primal desire, like he is stalking his prey, ready to feast.

His nostrils flare as his jaw twists, our eyes fight a battle I do not know how to describe. I bite my bottom lip, before I peel my back the rest of the way up into a sitting position, my legs slide out into a split, rocking forward, they slide across the floor behind me, out of my split, so my stomach is now on the floor.

Pulling my knees up, I peel my stomach from the floor, getting to my hands and knees, before my knees slide out, working in slow circles, in and out, grinding into the floor. Knowing he has a perfect view of my ass right now, I continue my routine, playing the part of course.

It goes on, and on all night, changing girls out, but there are more times I'm on stage than off.

Jax

I was fucking right. She thinks she is slick, but I know those eyes, and that body. I've noticed Koda not paying her any mind, which makes me think he knows it's her. I can't sit here and say I don't find this hot as fuck. The way she twists herself around that pole, holding her own weight, and now, I know why she is as strong as she is.

As hot as it is, you can see how happy it makes her, and how she gets lost in it. She is in her own little world with her methodical little movements. My girls got talent.

I see how the guys are looking at her, they don't know it's her. Sully next to me and I swear I see drool running out of the corner of his mouth. I don't like it at all. Well, I do. My dick is so fucking hard right now, just begging to be inside her pussy. Craving to say fuck it and take what I've wanted for years.

The way her eyes keep meeting mine as she shoots me those little smiles, I'm ready to rip her off this stage. I am saying fuck it, before she is gone.

Macie

The more I danced, the darker Jax's eyes got, and now I am most certain, those roses are from him, and he is not happy I am here.

But who is he? He is no one that can tell me what to do, that is for sure. I want out of here, and this is how I'm getting what I want. I don't strip, I just dance in a way that will make a man, or woman, come in their pants. It arouses me too. And I really enjoy it. It's fun, the girls are a lot of fun, and I feel like I belong here more than I have anywhere else.

Ending my final dance of the night, my eyes are heavy, but I keep them as bright as they can be when they lock on Jax's.

He holds his hands up, giving me a small applause playfully, the heat rushes to my cheeks as I giggle to myself. Pulling my gaze away, I walk off stage. Thank God.

I get back into my dressing room and I fall back into my lounge cushioned chair and catch my breath from the night. I slide the mask from my face and lay my head back, my eyes fall closed with my sigh escaping my lungs. Well, this was fun.

Dancing in front of the guys all night, not knowing how this is going to go when I get home, praying my brother didn't realize, sure Jax knows.

My door flies open, picking my head up, my eyes widen with the sight of Jax stepping into my room, shutting the door behind him.

"You need to leave before you get me in trouble."

"I'm not going any-fucking-where until you start talking." He snarls.

I snort a laugh and sit up straighter in my chair "What's there to talk about Jax. I dance here so I can make enough money to get the fuck out of here, end of story."

"It stops tonight." Growling his words making me cock a brow and I stand from my chair, holding my twisted smile, he does not know me all that well.

"You will not tell me what to do, you have no right to."

"How much money do you need?"

"Oh, no, you will not throw money in my face. I don't know what has gotten into you since the wedding, but…" I trail off, as I swallow hard, not really wanting to say stop, but I have to, "It needs to stop."

"We are just getting started. "

"Excuse me?"

He reaches his hand out, wrapping around the nape of my neck, pulling me into him as he whispers, "I have been obsessed with you since we were kids."

"Jax" his name whispers from my lips and my fluttering gaze drops.

"I don't fucking care anymore; I want what I want."

"Why didn't you ever say anything, why now?"

"When I finally got the courage to say something to you, our fucking parents started messing around."

I huff a laugh with that, finding this in a way weird and humorous, "Jax, people will talk, and you are the popular one, Captain of the hockey team, and I am the one that threw my skating career away."

"Do you think I give a fuck what anyone says?"

His fingers slide up through my hair, tugging my head back, making me look up at him "Because I don't, I'm sick of worrying what other people think."

"I'm not anyone important Jax, I'm just me and you are surrounded with options."

"That's the thing, and that's what I like about you the most Angel, you are just you." Leaning down, holding his gaze on me, his lips hover over mine as I try to control my breathing, feeling his breath against my lips, my thighs squeezing together with my already aroused insides, getting even more aroused.

"Ja-" His lips crash against mine, cutting me off, and I feel like fireworks go off inside me.

His arm curls around my waist, pulling my body against his. Our lips part and his warm tongue explores my mouth as mine his, creating an even more heated friction. My entire body shivers as my knees begin to go weak, feeling all kinds of things I shouldn't be feeling. But I do, and I like them.

His arm tightens around my waist, pulling me tighter against him, and I feel his hard cock press against my lower stomach, causing me to smile, and my hand reaches down, flattening as I slide down his, very lengthy cock. Oh, fuck. Feeling the intimidation through his pants against my hand, my lips leave his and I whisper my words "Let me take care of this."

A deep growl moans low in his throat and my hand presses firmer against him "Ang-"

"Shh… you want what you want right?" I cut him off with my whispering words, throwing my fucks out the window and giving into the feelings heating my insides, I press my lips to his, as my hand works at his belt, unbuttoning his pants, before I squat down in front of him, holding my gaze locked on his. I smile as my hands free his cock from his pants.

My eyes widen; what I thought I felt against my hand under his pants, is much better in my vision. I bite my bottom lip dragging my gaze back up to his, and he holds that cocky smile.

He fists his cock and I dart my tongue out, circling around the tip of his length, holding my gaze on him.

"You are a dangerous little thing." He mutters in a whisper and my eyes flutter with my smile before my lips part and I take him into my mouth.

His cock fills my mouth, sliding across my tongue, until hitting the back of my throat. Swirling my tongue around him as he slides against my lips, amping myself up to take him deeper.

"Be a good girl and open that throat so you can take all of me." Whispering in a growl causing my nipples to harden.

I do as I'm told, relaxing my throat, his cock slides down my throat with his thrust, gagging me with the fill in my throat, he holds himself there before he slides from my mouth as I gasp for air.

Swallowing the waterworks of saliva drowning me before I take his cock down my throat again with his thrusting hips. He tightens his fist in my hair pulling at my scalp. Continuing to guide my mouth around his cock as he thrusts into it. Saliva overflows from my mouth, dripping to my chest, my eyes flutter pulling my gaze up meeting Jax's pleasurable gaze on me.

"You are such a good girl." A shiver shoots down to my entrance, squeezing my thighs with his words.

"You look so damn pretty with my cock in that sweet little mouth of yours."

I can feel the pool of wetness build in my panties as his cock continues to slide across my tongue and down my throat as tears trickle down my cheeks with the fullness of his intimidating length gagging me.

Feeling the pulse of his cock against my tongue, he holds my head firmly, filling my mouth with his hot come. I swirl my tongue around his length as he slides from my mouth, I swallow him down, as he smears his come on my lips with the tip of his cock.

"Pretty girl with my come all over your lips."

I lick my lips, and his hand slides from my hair, down around my throat as he pulls me to a stand, holding his dark desire that burns into my eyes sending that blazing hot tether to my heart.

He leans down and presses his lips against mine before his tongue slides across my lips tasting himself, that he smeared all over them.

"You are fucking perfect." Whispering against my lips. "Now let me take you home."

"What about my car?"

"I'm driving your car."

I lift a brow, "Uh, no; No one drives my car, sorry."

"You're joking right."

"No, it's a stick and I don't want my clutch burnt out."

He smiles before laughing his words "You don't need to worry about that, I'm driving. "

I tilt my head with my questioning look. "You better know how to drive a stick."

"Angel, I know how to handle a stick just fine."

"Alright." Saying that playfully, as his hand slides from my neck and I take a step back, "I need to change."

He nods with his words, "If you think I'm leaving; I'm not."

I roll my eyes, and go about my business, not really giving a shit what he sees, I just sucked his dick.

With my back turned to Jax, I unclasp my show bra, and let it fall from my shoulders, before I hang it back up and slide my top on, then work to my pants.

I look over my shoulder, whispering my question "Enjoying the view?"

His eyes snap up to mine, meeting my gaze and I swear I see fire blazing with a hungry desire in his eyes.

"Easy Angel, I wouldn't want to scare you so soon."

"What's that supposed to mean?" I ask with a giggle to my voice.

"It means, if you keep playing around, I'm going to fucking bend you over that chair, and ruin that pussy."

I bite my bottom lip with my smile.

"I told you to get out."

"Fair, get dressed before my words come true."

I slide my shorts on. Tucking my clothes in my bag, I slide it over my shoulder and I'm ready.

"You know I can get in a lot of trouble for having you in here."

"Good, maybe they'll fire you."

"Jax, I'm serious, I really like being here."

"I' m not talking about this anymore tonight, let's go." Opening the door, gesturing for me to walk in front of him, and I do, as he steps behind me, shutting the door behind him.

I walk out the back door to the back parking lot where I park, and Jax hooks his arm around my waist pulling me into his side "When did you start working here?" He asks.

"It's been about a year, a little more."

"Why?"

"Good money, and it's fun. I love dancing."

"I assume mommy dearest doesn't know; Koda didn't seem like he knew."

"Because they don't." Opening my passenger door and I slide down into the seat and he shuts the door, before rounding the car, getting into the driver's seat asking, "Why do you hide it?"

"Because of how you are acting. As bad as it may look, you still enjoyed it."

"Fuck yeah, I enjoyed it."

"So, we enjoy it too, we enjoy a style that isn't appreciated by all, and that's okay, but we do, and so do you."

"That's why I do it." Relaxing into the seat and look out the window.

"I think you are the only girl I know that drives a stick."

I giggle with that. "Yeah, my dad taught me."

"You were close with him, weren't you?"

"Yeah, very close."

"He's why you quit skating isn't it?"

I look over and he does the same, meeting my gaze before turning it back on the road .

I grind my jaw, hating this question, and answering it, "Yes, he is why I quit."

He was my biggest supporter, mom was worried about Dakota, so was dad, but he always helped me get where I needed to be. I just didn't have it in me to keep going.

Jax pulls into the driveway, parking my car, before shutting it off.

"Thanks for driving me home Cap."

He chuckles opening his door and I do the same, both getting out, we start our walk in the house.

When I get to my bedroom door, I turn and look up at him.

"Angel, we have some talking to do, I meant what I said, but we'll talk tomorrow about it."

"Why not now?"

"Because my mind is not in my head right now." Cocking a brow with his words, and I giggle.

"Alright then, glad you enjoyed the show tonight." I shoot him a wink as my hand turns the door handle to my bedroom and take my step into my room.

His hand hooks my hip, turning me towards him, before he pushes me back against the wall, his fingers curl around the nape of my neck.

"I did more than enjoy the show Angel." Whispering against my lips, before his lips press a kiss right next to my lips, before he whispers again, "It makes me crave you even more."

I swallow his panted breaths against my parted lips, before the tip of my tongue licks my lips, biting down as my eyes flutter, "Ja-" His kiss cuts his name whispering from my mouth, his fingers curl into the back of my head, and I let go and say fuck it.

My hand reaches up, sliding my fingers through his hair, his tongue brushes against mine, pinning me against the wall with his body. The sensation sparks within my veins as I relish the feeling of his hard body against mine, the heated tension that is swirling around us and raging hot between my legs.

I'm not a virgin, but I also have never felt this, what his touch does to me.

His lips leave mine as his forehead presses against mine, "Angel, I can't do this with you tonight, but I promise soon."

He kisses my lips again, before he peels himself from my body, taking his warmth and all my feelings with him.

He looks down at me once at his full height, and I am so confused.

"Good night, Angel." Turning and he is out the door and down the hall he goes.

"Okay" A sigh escapes as I shut the door and throw myself onto my bed flat on my back, looking up at the ceiling lost, confused, unsure of all these new feelings and sensations that are shattering me inside. This is just crazy.