Chapter Nine

Alana

A FTER EATING DINNER with the guys, I stand up and try to make my way over to the bar to help take care of the mess from dinner. There are empty serving dishes lining the bar and used napkins filling the empty spaces from wiping up messes made while everyone was filling their plates with food. Ghost makes his way over to me and gently grabs my hand before turning me to face him.

“The Phantom girls will clean the mess up, Tink. They haven’t been pullin’ their weight here and you all cooked so they get to clean,” Ghost tells me, his voice barely above a whisper sending chills through my body as Geek steps up next to us.

“I can do it,” I try to say, looking at the mess before me.

“No.”

One word from Geek. His voice is hard as he places a hand on my hip and starts walking to the stairs leading up to the bedrooms. My mouth goes dry because I want these men more than I want to take my next breath. While I know they aren’t going to use me and carelessly toss me aside, I’m nervous as fuck for a different reason. One of the reasons Terrence was always so pissed off at me about spending time at the clubhouse is because I wouldn’t have sex with him. I’ve never had sex with anyone because I didn’t feel safe enough to become that vulnerable around another person. Now, I know that I want to give myself to Ghost and Geek. They will make it special for me and do their best to ensure I’m not hurt. Honestly, I might have been saving myself for them all these years and simply refused to let myself believe that truth.

“Before you guys disappear for the night, I want to have a meeting with the Phantom girls while everyone is in the common room,” Annabell says, stepping up in front of us with a soft smile on her face.

“Okay. And you want me there?” I ask, not sure what’s going on right now.

“Yeah. I was gonna wait until tomorrow to do this, but I can see they won’t be doing their jobs once again tonight. I’m sick of their bullshit and everyone else here is too,” she answers, grabbing my hand from Ghost and leading me over to where the Phantom girls are sitting on the couches with plates of food scattered around them.

Vault steps up next to his wife as I’m surrounded by my men and the rest of the ol’ ladies. I don’t say a word as I lean back into Ghost’s body and he wraps an arm around my torso in a protective manner. Geek rests a hand on my shoulder and the side of his body is pressed against mine as Annabell begins speaking.

“I was gonna wait to do this shit, but you lazy skanks are on my last damn nerve and I’m sick of it,” she says as a Prospect drags the bitch I beat the shit out of earlier from the back hallway. “As of now things are gonna change moving forward. You’re either gonna get on board with the changes or we’ll gladly show you the fucking door. So, as of now, you’re all on probation. If you don’t know what the fuck that means, it means you don’t get to fuck any of the guys in this clubhouse. You are to help cook, clean, and do anything else that’s asked of you. If you even attempt to get one of the guys to fuck you or let you suck their dick, they’ll shut you down and you’ll be shown the door.

“The club is going to be buying a piece of land and building an apartment complex. Once it’s complete, that’s where you’ll all be staying. None of you will step foot into this clubhouse until nine at night and you will be out of the clubhouse by seven the next morning. If you are kicked out of a room before that time, you don’t get to fuck anyone else, you will leave with your shit. The weekends that time doesn’t change. There will be no spending the night or anything. And before you even think about fucking the men, the dinner dishes and shit will be cleaned up. If we see any of you not pulling your weight, you’re gone.

“Once you move into the apartment complex, you will be expected to get a job outside of the clubhouse to pay rent and other bills. The rent will be cheap, but you will pay every single month without fail. If you choose not to pay and don’t come speak to anyone here about having an issue paying rent, you’ll be out. You’ve all been given so many chances and every single time a new girl walks through that door, one of you has to fuck everything up.

“Now, Alana is here and will be the ol’ lady of Ghost and Geek. It seems to me that one of you thought to stake your claim on Ghost and then had your ass handed to you by Alana. Even if she weren’t going to become an ol’ lady here, she’s still above every single fucking one of you. She’s the daughter of a member of the Wild Kings. Two members actually. Our clubs have been friends and allies for longer than any of you can imagine. Moving forward, Alana and every other ol’ lady in this club will be shown respect. If you can’t show that respect you will be out bad with no second chances. For certain offenses you will be put on probation. Disrespecting an ol’ lady or anyone else in the clubhouse isn’t one of the reasons you’ll get probation.

“Tomorrow Doc will be here for exams and testing. If any of you skip out on this shit, you’re gone. Now, I suggest you all get off your lazy skank asses and start cleaning up after dinner. I want this common room and the kitchen to fucking sparkle. Liz will be leading the cleaning crew since she decided to fuck with one of my friends. I don’t give a fuck if you’re in pain, Liz. Get the fuck started. And you can bitch all you want to Vault and the rest of the guys about these decisions, they won’t do a fucking thing about it. They’re tired of your shit just like we are. We understand there aren’t as many single men in the clubhouse these days and that you all want to have a good time and fuck a biker. Leave the taken men the fuck alone. And stop being so aggressive. It's desperate and no one likes a desperate woman,” Annabell says, her usually soft voice hard and cold as she looks at the women sitting in front of us.

“You have no right to dictate anything to us, Annabell. Just because you’re riding the President’s cock doesn’t give you permission to speak to us,” Liz says, anger filling me as she keeps her eyes locked on Ghost.

“It gives me every fucking right!” Annabell explodes, her fists clenching at her side as redness creeps up the side of her neck while her husband pulls her into his arms and tries to calm her down. “I’m the fucking queen of this clubhouse and I’m the one over every fucking Phantom girl in this place. And I’m more than riding Vault’s cock, Liz. I’m his wife and the mother of his children. A spot I know you’re dying to take from me. It won’t ever happen so I suggest you shut the fuck up because you’re seconds away from being tossed out on your ass and being left behind because no one in a club will ever touch you again. I’ll personally make sure that happens.”

Liz doesn’t open her mouth as she finally reads the room to see how pissed off everyone is around her. I’m not saying she backs down from her entitled attitude, but she does become smart enough to shut her fucking mouth and not continue to dig a hole for herself.

“Annabell, can I say something really quick?” I ask, realizing these skanks need to know I’m not gonna deal with being treated like a piece of shit because they don’t believe I know how to take care of myself.

“Of course. You don’t ever have to ask for permission. But, thank you for showing respect and doing so,” she says, a smile on her face because she knows exactly what I was doing.

“As Annabell has informed you, my dads are two members of the Wild Kings MC. If you know anything about Cage and Joker, than you’ll quickly realize I’m not one to fuck with. Not only will I beat the fuck out of you as you can all clearly see by looking at Liz, but then you’ll have to deal with them. And that’s not to mention Pops, my uncle Grim, my mom, any of my sisters and cousins, my brothers, and of course my aunt Bailey. My family tree is filled with members of the Wild Kings and they will all go out of their way to ensure I’m safe and happy. I don’t fight like you skanks with the hair pulling and scratching. I was taught to fight and defend myself by throwing punches and inflicting the most pain on my opponent. I’ve been in a cage sparring and fighting with Tank and all three of his sons. If Annabell ever wants to have someone tossed the fuck out of here, I will have no problem helping her.

“If I ever hear a single one of you disrespect a member of this club, especially one of my men, I won’t hesitate to give you the same treatment as I did Liz. And as you can see, that’s the damage from only using one hand. Just imagine how bad it will be with the use of both of my hands,” I state, my voice hard and cold as I keep my eyes locked on Liz. “I can already see you’re gonna be a problem Liz. I’ve claimed my men in front of the club and will do so every fucking day. Geek and Ghost are mine and I’m theirs. Back the fuck off of Ghost before I rip you limb from limb.”

Without another word, Ghost and Geek lead me from the common room. They practically drag me upstairs to my room as whistles and clapping comes from the members and ol’ ladies of the club. I can feel the blush covering my face and neck as Ghost opens my door after unlocking it. By the time Geek enters the room behind me, he’s kicking the door shut and twisting the lock so no one can just walk through the door.

I stand in the room, looking everywhere but at the men standing before me. Yes, I want to be with Kaden and Colton more than anything. But, like I said, I’m a virgin and don’t have the first clue how to be with them.

“What’s wrong, Tink?” Kaden asks me, uncertainty and worry filling his eyes as he looks at me.

“Well, um, I’ve never been with anyone before. I know you’ve both been with women both alone and sharing. I don’t know what the hell to do with one guy, let alone two guys. I don’t want to disappoint you or for you to change your mind about me because I can’t satisfy you,” I tell them, looking everywhere in the room but at them.

“Is that all that’s wrong?” Colton asks me, his voice a whisper with the hint of a growl.

“Yeah. I mean that’s a pretty big deal, guys,” I say, my brow furrowing in confusion as the guys remain where they are a few feet in front of me.

“Trust me, we’re not sayin’ that it’s not a big deal, Tink. It is a big deal. Yeah, we’ve both been with women since we were freshmen in high school. Saw what sex was before that in the clubhouse. To know that you’ve never let another man have you fuckin’ means that every single piece of you is ours and we’ll guide you through it,” Kaden says, his eyes running slowly up and down my body.

“Sweet Angel, we’ll show you exactly how we love to be touched and let you explore what you like and don’t like. That’s the most important part of havin’ a sexual relationship—bein’ open and honest and learnin’ what pleases your partner. We’ll move as slow as you want and you can experiment as much as you want with us. I won’t speak for Kaden, but I will gladly lay in our bed and let you run your hands and mouth all over my body until you’ve discovered what I like and what pleases me the most,” Colton adds in, his voice husky as his hands clench and unclench into fists at his side.

“I want to do all that with you both. Yes, I’m nervous about actually having sex and the fear of making it good for you fills me. But, when I think of being with the two of you, it’s not fear that consumes me. I feel safe and know that you’ll make my first time as good as it can be without the pain lingering longer than it has to. I just don’t know how to start anything with both of you here,” I tell them, looking around the room before letting my eyes slide over to them.

“Why don’t you go in the bathroom and take a shower? I’ll wrap up your hand so the cast doesn’t get wet. The hot water will help calm you down and we’ll make sure everything is ready in here when you get out. Just don’t wash your hair today. I’ll help you with that in the mornin’,” Kaden says, a soft smile on his face as I return the smile and turn to make my way into my bathroom.

Turning on the water, I let it warm up while I strip out of my clothes and try to avoid looking in the mirror once again. Now that the stitches have been removed from the wounds on my chest and torso, I really don’t want to look at myself in the mirror. Tears fill my eyes as I reach forward and grab a hair tie from the container I keep them in by the sink. It takes a lot longer to put my hair up than normal with the cast still on my hand, but I make it work. With steam filling the bathroom, I step under the hot water but leave my hand outside the curtain so it doesn’t get wet.

“I’m in here, Tink. Gonna wrap up your hand now,” Kaden says, as I remain standing under the hot water with my head tipped back so it doesn’t get wet.

“Thank you, Kaden. You’re both so good to me,” I return, feeling the air cover my exposed skin in goosebumps with the change in temperature between the water and air in the bathroom.

“We’ll always take care of you, Tink. You’re our girl and always will be. Take your time and we’ll just be in the other room if you need us. I’m gonna leave the door cracked open so we can hear you. I put one of the thick, large towels on the bar so it will be warm when you’re ready to get out,” he responds, making quick work of covering my hand and taping it up.

Once Kaden leaves the bathroom and I’m on my own, I let the thoughts of being with Kaden and Colton consume me. My body is trembling in need as the ache between my legs intensifies. I might not know what to do when it comes to being with a man. Or two men. But I have watched porn before and I do have a general idea about what to do. I’m just not sure how to make it happen. It still doesn’t stop the mental images running through my mind as I try to figure out what the hell is about to happen in my room with the two men who have consumed my thoughts for so damn long.