Chapter 3

RiffRaff

The closer we get to the clubhouse, the harder I get hit with the feeling of dread and jealousy. I'm fucking angry as hell, and the emotion is suffocating me. I take the next left to change our course because the one ahead is not the one I'm willing to take right now. She's wrong. Us being together won't change a thing between us. I mean, it will make us friends with benefits, but it's not going to change how close we are or who we are to each other. It will just stop this toxic feeling from building stronger inside me.

I'm not sure what my fucking problem is, but I don't want to take her back to the place where she can hop into bed with one of my brothers tonight. Because judging by the look she had on her face and the way she asked Trig for a ride, I'm positive that's her plan. And that shit is not sitting well with me. Neither is what she said about Mandy. I don't want that fucking girl on my cock again. In fact, right now, for some unknown goddamn reason, there's only one girl I want on my cock. The one who's scared we'll ruin our friendship.

It's more than obvious Joe's got shit in her past that she's running from. Why the hell else would she land three hours away from home, in this tiny two-bit town, living with the Savage Knights and becoming a sweet butt? And where most of the sweet butts come to us in the hopes that they'll rope themselves a husband and end up breaking one of us down, Joe is different. If anything, it's the opposite with her. She's not interested in a relationship and doesn't want to be tied down. That being said, she's still afraid that things will somehow change between us, and I need to make her see that they won't.

I pull to a stop in front of my grandpa's old hunting cabin and park my bike. As soon as I cut the engine, I hear her voice. "Why are we here, Riff?" I climb off the bike and turn to face her. "Thought we were heading back to the clubhouse?"

"I told you I'd give you a ride. I didn't say back to the club." I reach out and unsnap the clasp under her chin, removing the helmet from her pretty head. Her stunning green eyes narrow in and stare me down like tires burning rubber, and I have to bite back my smile. Yeah, she thought she was going to get away from me. She no doubt was going to run like hell and make sure I never catch her again. But that shit ain't happening. If she says no, I'll respect her wishes. But she will have to utter the actual word before I relent. And I am going to make it to where that's the only word in her vocabulary that she doesn't want to say to me tonight or ever.

"Seriously? You're just not going to take no for an answer, are you, Riff?"

I shake my head. "You haven't told me no, babe. You've just told me a whole lot of hogwash bullshit excuses for why you don't think we should be together. I disagree with your assumption, by the way. I don't think our friendship will be ruined. I actually care about our friendship more than you know because you're the first female in my shit life who doesn't just want to be around me because of my looks or money or because you've heard about the size of my dick and want to take it for a test drive."

She crosses her arms and gives me a raised brow like I'm a cocky son of a bitch. Cocky or not, it's the truth.

"You're the first woman in my life who hasn't wanted something from me other than a friendship, Joe. Not only that, but I know you see my demons, and you still want to be around me. And that, baby girl, is hard to find."

Most women want to ignore the truth about me. About who I am and where I come from. Most would rather mold me into their dark Prince Charming or into whoever the fuck they want me to be. That"s another reason I don't do relationships. No one wants the real me. The one with emotional scars too deep to handle. They want the man who puts on a good face and goes by the name RiffRaff because he's a jokester. If they ever knew what lay beneath the surface, they wouldn't find it so funny. JoeJoe. She knows. Well, she doesn't know everything, but she at least knows that I'm haunted by demons, and even still, she wants to call me a friend.

"Why do you want it so bad, Riff? You can go back and fuck any of them. Why do you keep trying to fuck me?"

"Because you're also the first woman in my life I can't stop thinking about, babe." The truth comes flooding out of me, and I can't stop it. I don't know why I can't stop my need for her, and I'm hoping maybe she'll have some insight because I sure as hell don't. "Seeing you leave Shiv's room this morning and then walk into the bar tonight with Grit made me so insanely jealous I saw fucking red. It's not an emotion I'm used to, babe. In fact, I've never had the feeling when it comes to anything, let alone a female, but with you, tonight, that shit was twisting me up inside."

Her eyes are wide, and her little lip is being gnawed on while she worries it with her teeth. She's just as surprised and confused by what I'm telling her as I am.

"I can't explain it, babe. And I sure as hell don't understand it, but I want it. I want you. And I can promise you this, whatever happens between us, I'm going to make damn sure it doesn't come between us. I'm not losing the best friend I've ever had. No matter how this plays out. Okay? You can trust me on that."

I may not know what the hell is going on with me and my fucked-up mind right now, but I do know I won't lose her. But if I don't have her, I'm pretty damn sure that will end up being the case. Because for some crazy-ass reason, I know the jealousy will take over and consume me, and in the end, I won't recognize myself, and neither will she. And when that happens, our friendship will be dead in the water. At least, this way, I know I can stop that from taking place.

"Okay, Riff." She lets out a long, shuddering breath. "I'll sleep with you. But just this once. I'm pretty sure what you're feeling will go away after tonight. And tomorrow, everything will be back to normal."

I nod, hoping like hell she's right but somehow not believing that will be the case. But I'll settle for one time, rather than not having her at all, and hope it calms me the fuck down. And that once and for all, this crazy-ass feeling will be flushed away.

"Come on, babe. Let's go inside. You've been holding out on me for too damn long, and I can't wait another second."

She's shaking her head at me like I'm being ridiculous, but I catch her uneasiness, can read it right through her smirk. She's still having reservations about us, but I'm determined to wipe those away. I lean down and seal my mouth to hers. And as soon as I get a feel of her soft, plump skin, I need more.

My tongue slips right in, diving in for a taste, and when I find her little tongue tucked all nice, warm, and cozy inside, I begin to wrestle with it. And damn does she nearly knock me out of the ring. The girl is the best damn kisser. Hell, she should be giving lessons to all the other females in the world because this is how it's done.

When I feel her drawing for air, I release her lips and start kissing my way down her neck, across her bare collarbone, and back up to the shell of her ear. "I'll definitely be fucking you on my bike, baby girl, but right now, I need you riding my tongue."

Her moan is my cue that she's on board with my plan, so I lift her from my bike, wrap her legs around my waist and carry her inside. "What is this place?" she asks as I close the door behind us. I toss my keys down then move back in, nibbling on her tempting skin, determined to leave a little purple mark behind in hopes that all my brothers will see it.

"It's my grandfather's old hunting cabin," I reluctantly release her to answer. "I come here whenever I need a break from the house and the guys. Or need to think and be alone."

"Or when you want to have a little fun for the night?" She raises that teasing brow at me, assuming this isn't my first time bringing out a one-night-stand, but she's wrong. Truth is I've never brought a girl out here before.

"You're the first woman I've ever brought here, Joe." I look around the room, seeing my grandfather in every picture hanging on the wall and in all his old trinkets scattered throughout. "This place is mine and I like to keep it that way. But your stubborn little ass was going to run like hell as soon as we got back to the clubhouse, so I knew I needed to kidnap you and lock you away from everyone else."

She's giggling at my teasing remark, but she and I both know it holds a lot of truth. "You really are good at reading people." She nods. "And also probably the most determined man I have ever met."

"I definitely agree with you on that one." I smile, carrying her right back to the bedroom and taking my seat on the edge of the bed, keeping her tucked on my lap. "And right now, I'm determined to make you come so hard you're gushing down my throat." I lie back and am so damn thankful that she's bare underneath her skirt. I grip her hips and pull her up to my mouth, and finally have her straddling my face. Damn, I've fucking dreamed of this moment.

I lean up and breathe her in, and her cherry-vanilla scent makes me nearly come on the spot. My tongue swipes over her swollen clit, and I groan as I get my first taste of her. The sultry sound that oozes from her on a gasp makes me want to take out my phone and hit record. Everything about her is sexy as hell, and after just one taste, I already know I'll be needing more than one time with this girl.

I begin to lap at her like a horse lapping from a trough, my tongue not wanting to miss an inch. God, she's so fucking tasty. Her fingers run through my hair then give me a good tug, and I look up to see what more she needs from me.

Goddam, she's perfection. Lust is weighing those pretty eyes of hers down and she's thick in the trenches of her heat. Her pussy begins rocking against me. Her juices running down my chin, and her sounds are becoming desperate. I know she needs more, and I'm going to give it to her.

I scoot her forward just a little so my tongue can enter her slick pussy. As soon as my stiff appendage slides in, she cries out my name, and I get hit with more of her sweet taste. I grip onto her waist, and show her that I'm a man of my word, bouncing her up and down on my stiff tongue, fucking her good. Her head falls back onto her shoulders, enjoying her ride, and her hands start sliding up her stomach, her body relishing in the feels. She stops and gives her breasts a good squeeze, groping herself over her shirt, and my cock is mesmerized by the show. God, I can't wait to get that top ripped off her and see those babies for myself.

"Riff, it's so good. I'm going to come. Oh, God! Your mouth."

I reach my hand around to her front and begin rubbing her clit, while my other one rubs at her puckered little back entrance. And when all of her spots are being lavished with attention, she comes so hard I'm positive she doesn't remember anything other than my name because she's moaning it over and over again as her body shudders through her orgasm.

Once the contractions stop around my tongue, I pull myself from her center then raise her hips up so I can give her some long slow strokes. I lick her through every single little after shock, making sure not a single pulse is wasted. Damn, I could eat her out all night long, but my dick is getting jealous of my tongue, and it's finally time to get inside her and feel her tightness wrapped around my shaft.

I grab her by the hips and slide her back down to my waist, sitting up so I can steal another one of her insane kisses. After I nearly steal all the air from her lungs, she pulls back, giving me a sexy little smile. "I could definitely get used to these benefits, Riff." Hell fucking yeah she better say that, because I'm not even close to being done with her.

"Me too, baby girl. You taste so fucking good. Too damn good. I might have to set up shop between your legs."

Her cute little giggle hits me in the chest and has my cock ready to rumble with her in the sheets. But right as I reach for her, she starts climbing from my lap, and if it weren't for her getting down on her knees in front of me, I'd be trying to pull her back. "Yeah, well, since you're such a good friend, Riff, you're going to let me have a turn now."

She unfastens my pants and pulls them from my legs, discovering that we both have something in common. I like to go commando, too. Only, it has nothing to do with my laundry being dirty. My dick doesn't like the extra restriction. He can get quite claustrophobic when he's hard and ready, so I keep him free.

Besides, I love seeing her reaction. Her eyes wide, cheeks turning a rosier shade of pink as her tongue sneaks from her mouth and wets her lips. Looks like my girl is just as eager for a taste as I was.

Finally, she puts me out of my misery and drops her head, licking up the dribble of my excitement that's already leaking from my tip. "Joe," I groan on a praising whisper as she starts cleaning me up good. I swear, if she keeps it up, she's going to get a whole mouthful of cum in about two seconds. I've never been a quick trigger, but hell, when her mouth starts sucking me down and I hit the back of her throat, I nearly explode. Her tight muscles constrict around me, and I can see her eyes water as she holds her gag reflex at bay. Damn, she's good at this. Never has a girl been able to handle my girth and size, but she's swallowing me like a pro and giving me the best blowjob I've ever had in the process.

"Damn, Joe. Your mouth is lethal, baby." I start panting harder, my balls tightening as the tension starts to build at the base of my shaft. "Don't you dare pull off that dick, baby girl. I'm about to feed your pretty mouth."

My orgasm hits fast, striking through me hard. Her tight mouth suctions harder and milks me dry. And just when I feel like I'm finally coming down from the incredible high she has me on, she does this crazy little thing with her tongue, and I swear a second orgasm rocks through me. Holy shit. The girl needs to give a damn course on how to give blowjobs, too, because never have I ever come twice.

"Whewh… Baby. That mouth…" I groan just thinking about it as she sits up and licks her swollen pink lips. "You definitely know how to give head." Goddam does she know how to suck a dick.

She climbs up, straddling my lap, and once again, we're face-to-face. Hers with a sexy little grin on it that has my dick already rising for another occasion and trying to find her heat underneath her skirt.

"Next time, we should do sixty-nine and make a bet. First one to come is the loser."

"Oh, yeah." I tuck her hair back over her shoulders and run my fingers across her bare skin, brushing over her collarbone, making my way closer to her perky tits, which I've been dying to have in my mouth since the first day she walked into the club. "And what would we be wagering, babe?" Her breathing is growing shallower, and those plump tits are rising and falling faster.

"Winner decides exactly what they want and how they want it, and"— she gasps as I yank down her strapless shirt, taking her bra down along with it—"gets to have it for as long as they want it."

Holy fuck. Little barbells pierce her nipples, and it's the hottest thing I've ever seen. They weren't there when I watched her ride Shiv's cock a few weeks ago. I was getting a lousy blowjob from Mandy and probably wouldn't have gotten off had it not been for Joe's eyes being glued to mine. I started imagining it was me she was riding. That she was on my dick, and I was the one getting her off. And damn, did it feel so real. She was grinding on him, but I could have sworn he wasn't sending her over the edge. I know it definitely wasn't Mandy or her shitty mouth that got me off.

"I'll be more than happy to lose that bet, babe," I groan as I lean in and nuzzle my lips against the little piece of metal. "Sounds like the loser is the actual winner. All the way around."

She lets out a whimpered moan when I tug on the little bar with my lips. Fuck. These little babies are not just for my viewing pleasure. They actually bring her pleasure. I suck the little thing into my mouth and begin suckling and pulling on it, bringing her nipple along for the ride with my tongue. Her hips begin to grind down. Her hot little pussy is all slick and swollen again.

She slides against my cock, and the cum starts dribbling out as her folds glide right over me. I bump into her entrance on her next pass, and she coats me with her honey. And fuck, does it feel good.

Her hips start a steady cadence, sliding back and forth. Each time getting faster and wilder as she seeks her orgasm. Suddenly, I feel the head of my dick sheathed by her tightness, and we both are moaning in unison. Shit. I know it was an accident caused by her erratic movements, but damn, I don't want to pull out. I've never been in a pussy bare before. And the feel of it, of her, is one I've never come close to experiencing. I try to pull her hips up off me before things go any further, before there's no way I'm turning back, but the whimpering sounds she makes at the loss has me almost sliding right back down.

"You can if you want to, Riff." She looks down into my eyes, and I know what she's saying. She's giving me permission to take her raw. "I'm clean. And I'm also on the pill. So if you want, you can."

Damn, I've never wanted to take the risk before because the pill isn't foolproof, but with my Joe, I don't want any kind of barrier between us, fuck the consequences. If she happens to get pregnant, I'll be more than happy to welcome our baby into the world. Fuck me. The idea of having a kid with this woman has me actually excited about the thought of becoming a father. For the first time in my life, it has me wanting for the miracle of that accident to actually come to fruition.

The thought has me taking her hips and pushing her down on my throbbing cock. God, it's incredible. Her eyes flutter closed as I sink inside and stretch her fully. "Damn, babe. This is what heaven feels like."

"Yes," she moans as her head falls back, and I finally have her seated fully on me. "You're so big, Riff." It's not a complaint, given the fact she's practically purring the words.

"You're so tight, angel." And damn, is she. I've never been hugged so tight my balls want to explode, and I haven't even started moving yet, but they're already drawing up, and if I don't build her fast, I won't be making good on my promise of getting her off first. I reach between us and begin to rub her clit in fast circles with my thumb. "Take me for a ride, babe. He's all yours. So do whatever you want with him."

As soon as the words leave my mouth, she takes off. Her hips begin rocking, which very quickly turns into full-on bouncing. And thank fuck she hits her peak fast because my cock was about to croak out with need. As soon as she comes, I rub her clit back and forth fast, making sure she feels her orgasm all the way in her toes. And then I let my cock take his turn. And hell, is he rewarded for being patient.

The most intense orgasm powers through, taking my mind down a spiral of crazy thoughts, thinking this girl is the most amazing I've ever known. And deciding here and now, that this is definitely going to be happening again… And again… And again.