27. Shiro

27

Shiro

W hen I woke up, it was with the sense of feverish heat, unlike anything I had ever felt before. My head felt dazed and my skin so sensitive and hot that the slightest touch sent by body aching. I felt exhausted and weak, and I started panicking, wondering what the heck was wrong with me.

Was I having a high fever? Did the aspirin not help?

And my butthole. Shit, but why was it throbbing in that weird way so much. It was pulsating and stretching, like it wanted something thick and hard and hot sliding against it, pounding into it.

Fuck!

I sat up, and the moment I did, I felt dizzy, as though I was about to collapse back on the bed. I took in a deep breath and told myself that it was just a fever. I was just too exhausted, that was all. After all, I was working night shifts, and during the day, I was searching for Kuro without taking any break for a month now, so of course I’d get sick. It was just exhaustion. This was nothing compared to what I had experienced back at the institute and living in the streets.

But I had never felt anything like this before. Was it a new type of virus that I had caught?

Drink.

I needed a drink, and maybe take more aspirin, too. That might help.

I put my feet on the floor and then somehow managed to walk out the door, my legs weak and wobbly. In the living room, I looked around, feeling so damn dazed.

Ah, fuck.

My legs gave out, and I collapsed on the floor, my head dizzy. I closed my eyes for a moment, just trying to get my bearings back. Then the intense aching came, from down there, and I stiffened. My hand went to touch my crotch and it was then that I realized I was hard.

So fucking hard.

Why was I hard? And my butthole, it was aching even more intensely now. I felt my body shivering severely and feverishly from head to toe.

Adam.

I needed to tell Adam I wasn’t feeling right.

I managed to somehow get onto my feet, and then I staggered toward the master bedroom where Adam said he’d be. At the door, I turned the handle and opened it. The moment I stepped in, Adam’s beautiful scent—intense and hot—swirled past me, and I became breathless, and my body just kind of melted and I squirmed right there where I stood. My butthole started pulsating hotly even more. My cock, too, became painful, so stiff it was.

I went over to the bed and climbed onto it.

Adam. I needed Adam.

I pulled the duvet away from him, and the moment I saw his stark nakedness under the dim glow of the bedside lamp, I just knew I couldn’t take it anymore.

My body shaking and squirming with a feverish need, I sat near him and grabbed for his cock. Then I started rubbing it in my hand, and it got hard in no time.

I shifted my gaze to the man, looking peaceful in his sleep. Oh, fuck, he looked so handsome, and my heart skipped.

I wanted him. I wanted this man. I wanted to make love to him. I wanted to touch him and kiss him and…

I came down and mindlessly took his erect cock into my mouth. He was big and hot and hard, and it felt right. It felt fucking good just licking and sucking his cock.

Ah, fuck, just the thought of Adam’s massive cock penetrating my butthole made me want to come already. I wanted it grinding deep inside me and pounding into me relentlessly. I wanted Adam to fuck me hard and furious.

I licked him and kissed him and sucked him some more, all the while my body ached, anticipating the very idea of being ravished and fucked until I was breathless and dazed.

Yes, only a bit more now, and I could have Adam deep inside me. Just a bit more until he was so damn stiff and hard. I wanted him to be very hot and very hard and very ready and …

I felt Adam groan and move, but I didn’t care. I just wanted to be fucked by Adam. I wanted it so badly it hurt. My whole body hurt. My heart hurt. I was feverish for Adam.

I continued sucking him, moving my head up and down, Adam’s cock growing stiffer by the second and then…

A pair of hands wrapped tightly around my arms and I was yanked back, Adam’s cock popping out of my mouth in the process.

No. No. I wanted Adam. I wanted his cock inside me. It wasn’t ready yet. It needed to be harder and hotter and…

“Shiro!” Adam yelled at me, and I gasped, finally shifting my gaze to look at his face.

The moment I saw the dark, intense look in his eyes and hard expression on his handsome face, I knew I had done it. I was in deep shit. I had crossed the line of no return.

Fear and horror overwhelming me, I shook severely as my heart raced, pounding so hard inside my chest I thought it might just burst out of my chest.

Adam looked pissed as hell. He looked like he was holding on by a thread.

“What the fucking hell are you doing?” he asked through gritted teeth, his voice frigid.

“I…” I managed to get out but that was it. I felt my throat tighten with emotions. What could I say? That I just wanted him and his cock so badly that I did this?

“Fuck!” he said loudly and then let me go. “I need some air.” He moved out of bed and stalked out the door, naked.

Suddenly, I felt this overwhelming emotional pain crushing me, making it hard for me to breathe and I felt sick to my stomach, cold sweat rushing over me.

Adam was angry with me. He was mad at me. What did I do? Was it over? Would he kick me out now?

The fear came again, washing over me and paralyzing me stiff.

No, I didn’t want to lose Adam. Not Adam. I couldn’t afford to lose him. I loved him, and I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I had to apologize and…

Fuck, I didn’t care. I just needed to apologize. I just had to.

I scrambled out the door after him, my heart pounding hard inside my chest.

“Adam…” I called out weakly. “Adam…”

I saw him outside on the balcony across the living room, looking out at the vast city before him, his face a hard mask. Licking my lip, I took in a deep breath and then made my way to him. My legs still felt weak, my cock still hard, and my butthole still felt so fucking achy, but I didn’t pay those any attention. Adam was more important.

The night air was cold, but that didn’t ease the heat of my feverish body. Coming to stand behind the man, I said softly and hesitantly, “Adam?”

He stiffened at the sound of my voice, and I felt like crying. Actually, I was crying, with tears brewing in my eyes. Just the fact that he refused to turn to look at me hurt me that much, but I knew I deserved it, doing that to him.

I licked my lips and said, “Adam, I’m sorry.”

He finally turned to me then and stared at me. “You did this before, didn’t you?”

I widened my eyes. This? He meant me sucking his cock while he was sleeping, right?

I swallowed hard and then nodded. “I’m sorry.”

“Why?” he asked. “Is it because you’re scared I’d assault you, fuck you without your consent like all those other men who rented you? Is that why you had to suck my cock to ease my sexual frustration?”

I shook my head furiously. “No… You’re wrong. Yes, I hate men touching me. I hate them fucking me, but you’re wrong. I… That first time, yes, I did it with that intention in mind. I was… scared. I didn’t know you then and… I’m sorry, Adam.”

Adam narrowed his eyes at me. “How many times did I tell you to never use that word?”

Sorry. Yes, of course he had told me to never say that word when we had first met, even if I was in the wrong.

I walked up to him. I wanted to touch him, touch his skin and feel him against me.

“No… I’m not sorry,” I said. “I’m not sorry at all.” I raised my face to look at him then, tears flowing down my cheeks. “I… I love you, Adam. Please don’t kick me out. I won’t know where to go or what to do. I can’t bear the thought of not having you with me. I swear I’ll just die if I can’t be with you.”

He took in a shaky breath and then cupped my face. “ Fuck, Shiro,” he said, his voice hoarse. “Fuck… Fuck…” He leaned down.

Our face inches apart, I could feel the warmth of his breath fanning on my skin. He was looking deeply into my eyes, and then, I felt his lips against mine, and I sucked in my breath as this overwhelming emotion rushed through me. I felt like my heart was going to burst with his lips pressing intimately against mine, his cool hands touching my hot skin.

When he moved back, he said gently, “Don’t say you’ll die so easily.” He wrapped his arms around me then and hugged me tight. “Shiro, I love you, too.”

He loved me. Adam said he loved me, too, and I felt my head swim in a daze as this sense of happiness flooded me. I whimpered softly as I clutched him, burying my face against his massive bare chest.

I felt him kissing the top of my head, and then he said, “You’re just fucking adorable. But why did you do that?”

I nestled my face against his chest even more, my body trembling, the aching need within me growing hot again. I licked my lip and said, “That first time I did it to ease your sexual frustration, but this time… This time, I wanted you.” I moved back and raised my gaze to look at him. “I don’t know, Adam. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve never felt like this before. I’m so hot and achy and… I just wanted to feel your skin against mine and I wanted you to fuck me so badly.”

Adam looked at me hard for a moment, and then he said, “Fuck, Shiro… Fuck! I’m at my limit.” He swiftly mo ved and scooped me up, my feet off the floor, and I was suddenly in his arms.

He carried me back into the penthouse and then across the living area into the master bedroom. There, he shut the door with a firm click with one foot. Then he laid me on the bed, and I knew that this was it.

I couldn’t believe it! Adam was going to make love to me. He was going to plunge that massive cock of his into my butthole and drive me crazy. The moment that thought came, my heart raced once again and my cock twitched. My butthole, too, continued to pulsate with need.

Adam leaned himself on top of me and then planted his lips on mine, kissing me, slow and gentle at first and then deeper, plunging his tongue into my mouth.

I welcomed that, his tongue inside my mouth and his lips against mine. I groaned softly, eagerly wrapping my arms around him, drawing even closer against me, just feeling him and his cool skin against me.

His tongue was bigger than mine, and had more experience, too, as it intertwined with mine, stroking and caressing, which drove me mindless. When he moved back, I was breathless and out of sorts.

Adam undid my pajama shirt, or rather his shirt, and pulled it away to reveal my naked body underneath. I welcomed the cool night air as I writhed and moaned.

Adam stared at me long and hard, and then he said softly, “Fuck… Just… holy fuck…”

The way he looked at me, in that dark way of his, only made me heat up even more, my insides burning hot for him .

“Adam…” I called out softly. “Please… More…”

I wanted him to touch me more, kiss me more, caress me more.

Adam touched the side of my face, his own close to mine, and he said, his breath warm against my skin, “You’re fucking beautiful, Shiro. You’re an enchantress. You’re practically glowing.”

Glowing? What did he mean by that? Or was I in such a feverish heat that my skin was flushing red? Whatever he meant, I just didn’t care. I wanted Adam making love to me, kissing me and touching me and caressing me and…

And fucking me, relentlessly and furiously, again and again.

“Adam…” I begged softly. “Kiss me, please…”

“Fuck,” he said, as he moved in closer and searched my lips for a scorching kiss. Meanwhile, his hands were all over my body, touching me and stroking me, which I loved. I was touching him, too, feeling his toned, muscular body against my palms and fingertips, just feeling him.

Adam finally let my lips go and continued leaving a trail of little kisses down my throat toward my chest. There, he took one nipple into his mouth and started lovingly torturing it, teasing and nibbling it with his teeth and tongue while his hand was toying with the other one, rubbing and rolling the bud between his finger and thumb.

“Adam…” I groaned out his name. “Adam…”

He lifted his head and said, “Shiro,” as he moved his hand down to touch my cock. The moment he did, I felt myself shuddering and I moaned.

“You’re so hot and stiff,” he said.

“Adam…” I said. “Please… I can’t take it anymore.” I spread my legs out for him. Fuck, I desperately wanted his cock pounding into me.

Adam shifted his gaze to my butthole, and the moment he saw it, he said under his breath. “Fuck!” He inhaled a deep breath. “Shiro, you’re so wet.”

Wet? What did he mean by that? But I didn’t care. Not now.

Now, I just wanted Adam’s cock deep inside me.

When he wouldn’t move and just stared at my asshole like it was the most fascinating thing ever, I couldn’t control it and just had to start touching myself in frustration, inserting a finger into my aching butthole. I moaned, my body squirming with pleasure.

Adam wrapped his arm around me and said softly, “I’ll do that.”

I nodded, feeling so damn dazed. I rested back, waiting impatiently for Adam to begin, and when he did, putting two fingers into me, I sucked in my breath and then groaned, hot pleasure coursing through me.

“Fuck,” Adam said, sliding his fingers in and then out of me. “You’re so smooth and wet.”

“Adam,” I said. “More…”

I wanted him to finger-fuck me more.

Adam pulled his fingers out completely, and I wanted to cry. No, please don’t stop.

Suddenly, I felt myself being shifted and laid completely on my back. Then Adam leaned on top of me. His breathing hot on my skin, he said, “Shiro, I’m going in.”

I furiously nodded my head. “Yes, please…” I said eagerly.

Adam lifted my butt up and then I felt his cock, thick and hard, slide into my butthole in one smooth move, and my body writhed and shuddered, ecstasy washing over me, making me so fucking dazed.

I groaned at the same time Adam said under his breath, “Fuck.” Then he thrust into me, slow at first and then faster, going deeper, hitting me in the right spot.

“Adam,” I panted out in between short breaths. “Adam…”

“Shiro,” he said. “I love you. You’re so fucking beautiful.”

I wrapped my arms around his neck, drawing him closer to me as he continued to pound into me. I said, “I love you, too… Please don’t stop. It… feels so good…”

His voice hoarse, he grunted out, “I won’t. Fuck, you’re squeezing me so tight, Shiro.”

I closed my eyes, just feeling it, Adam’s cock deep inside me, fucking me, and Adam’s hard body against me, his skin brushing intimately against me. The overwhelming pleasure washed over me again and again in waves, making me so dazed I couldn’t see straight. All I could see was the bright-blue glow exuding from Adam and…

Oh, there it was…

Adam was in his alpha form. I got to see him for real this time. I wasn’t half dead. I was very much alive and he was making love to me in his alpha form; he was beautiful. His wolf ears were showing, and so were his fangs. Did he know he was in his alpha form?

I didn’t care. Adam was with me and making love to me, and that was all that mattered.

I moved my hand to the back of his hand and then urged him toward me, which he obliged. Then we kissed, our tongues deep in each other’s mouths, once again intertwining and stroking and playing havoc with one another.

Ah, shit, he was fucking me so hard, so furious, my head was spinning. His cock was so deep inside me that I swear if I was a woman, it’d hit my womb.

I tensed and I knew I was going to come. Breathless, I pulled back from his lips and said, “I’m going to come…”

Adam increased his pace, pounding into me harder and deeper, and then I came with just my ass being fucked. Ecstasy flooded my body, making my head spin, and I blanked out for a moment, stiff in Adam’s arms.

I continued to come long and hard, and oh, fuck, it felt amazing, the euphoria washing over me again and again. When I finally regained my senses, I still felt the pleasure coursing throughout my body, my skin buzzing with the sensations. I felt Adam come too, deep within me, his cum spurting out and warming my inside, filling me up, and I felt so satisfied.

Once he was done, he leaned over me, resting his weight on his forearms on either side of me as he gazed down at me. Then he kissed me on my forehead. I wrapped my arms around him, just feeling him against me. His cock, apparently, was still deep inside me and I felt it getting bigger, like it was swelling or something .

Huh? Why? How? But he already came, right?

Adam said, “Sorry, but it seems I can’t move out just yet. My cock seems to have swelled up inside you.”

I asked, “Is that… normal?”

His wolf ears twitching, and he said, “Who knows. This is new for me, too.”

New for him? What did he mean by that?

“Let’s just stay like this for a moment,” he said. “I’m sure it’ll go back down soon.”

“Mm-hmm.” I nodded. “Adam?”

“Hmm?”

“I love you,” I said.

“I know,” he responded, smiling. Then he kissed me on the lips, gently this time. When he moved back, he said, “I love you, too,” and I felt so delighted and happy that my chest felt like it could burst.