38. ELLIE

ELLIE

The ride back to their home is silent, everyone too tired to speak as Macon helps Savin to the bedroom, my weary ass following behind. I need them more than I want to right now but I won’t question it. Carleen gave her blessing and I wasn’t even aware how tired I was until Macon held me in his arms.

Clothes are quickly discarded, small giggles spilling into the room as we stumble and tug until Savin and I are naked. We crawl into the nest, Savin eagerly pulling me against his chest. He drags his fingers through my hair, pressing soft kisses on my forehead. I struggle against him, looking for Macon who’s standing at the edge of the mattress, a small smile on his face. “Hey, I-”

The Alpha shakes his head, pulling his shirt over his head. “No, we don’t need to hash out everything tonight, sweetheart. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you earlier and I can’t apologize enough for what happened.”

He’s in pain because he thinks I am. Well, fuck. I pull out of Savin’s hold and sit up fully, waiting for Macon to finish undressing. My Alpha raises a brow, turning this dreary moment into a playful one as I fall to my hands and knees, prowling to the edge of the nest. Once there, I sit back on my legs, Macon staring down at my full tits. I don’t blame him; they’ve definitely swelled in the last few days.

He leans down to kiss me, hands settling on my waist before rising just below my chest. His thumbs flick over my nipples, Macon swallowing my groan. I make quick work of his pants, shoving them down his thighs as Macon continues to kiss me, Savin’s scent fluctuating between dangerously sweet and neutral. Not soon enough, my hands wrap around the thick length between my Alpha’s legs, Macon breaking the kiss so that he can step back.

“As much as I’d love to feel your lips around my cock, I’d much rather be inside you.” I frown, about to twist around to catch Savin’s expression when Macon pinches my chin to hold my gaze. “His heat is starting up again.”

It hasn’t even been a few weeks. Most Omegas get months before they have to deal with another heat. I can’t even imagine. My shoulders sag as I retreat into the nest, Macon stepping out of his pants to slip in between Savin and me.

“What’s going on in that head of yours, sweetheart?” Macon pulls Savin against his side, the Omega having no shame as his lips attach to the Alpha’s neck, hips rocking against his side. Savin’s movements are disjointed and his scent is hard again but Macon shakes his head so that I don’t worry. Having a conversation while completely naked with my Omega humping my Alpha is a little difficult though.

I grab one of the blankets and pull it up to my chin after dragging my knees to my chest. It’s getting harder to do that with my swollen belly but for now, I cherish being able to make myself smaller. “I foolishly thought that maybe I’d never be in the news; that scandals like this would never happen.” Savin’s scent spikes sweet and my eyes roll into the back of my head as pleasure shoots between my thighs. My pussy contracts around nothing, a little whine falling from my lips at the same time that Savin’s body stutters and he comes all over Macon’s thigh.

These words need to be said before we lose our minds to this heat. I can already see that it’s going to be more pain than pleasure, Savin gasping for air as he drags himself over the edge of the nest to feel the cool air from the vent. Macon sits up silently, waiting for Savin to tell him what he needs. I’m at a loss of where I belong in this scenario but I crawl a little closer anyway.

Macon grunts at the distance between us, dragging me into his lap. “You fit right here, sweetheart. Right here. You will always fit right here. As for where we go next, we can figure that out one step at a time.”

I know what I want though. I want a relationship I can be proud of. Not one that I’m constantly hiding away because of what the public will think. I want to show everyone the Alpha and Omega who claimed me, who told me I was theirs, who said they loved me. And I can’t do that in the dark.

Savin rolls back over, his head plunking against Macon’s hip as he blows out a deep sigh. “Fuck, this is going to be awful, isn’t it?” His face is flushed, hair plastered to his head with sweat I didn’t know was possible. It’s pretty chilly in this room, case in point the shiver that runs down my spine. I snuggle in closer to Macon’s chest, drinking in his warmth as Savin does the same until we’re both draped over one of his thighs, Savin and my legs tangled together.

“I want everyone to know,” I whisper. Does that make me selfish? Maybe. I don’t really care anymore. The Ellie I used to know would cringe at this decision. She would say she wasn’t worthy of scent matches or a real family. Not me, though. I want this. I deserve it. Macon and Savin are mine just as much as I am theirs.

Savin offers me a small smile as he presses a kiss to my lips, too short for my taste. “Would you want a bite?” My body goes rigid at his question, Savin cursing himself for asking. Macon tightens his hold on the both of us, giving me time to think without running away.

“I didn’t used to. Thought I was going to get married to a Beta and live whatever life we were meant to. It’s what I thought I was good for.”

“Sweetheart, you are worth so much more than that.” Macon kisses the top of my head before depositing me at his side. He focuses on Savin and I can’t imagine a more patient man. Weathering Savin’s heats and my pregnancy is going to be a bitch and yet Macon will be perfect. He is perfect. They both are. “What do you need, baby?”

Savin’s shallow breathing meets my ears as his lids close. “This is so fucking impractical. I need to be fucked but everything is working against me.” His last heat didn’t seem to be this painful but I haven’t known him long enough to gauge his pain levels. He fists his hand into Macon’s chest, gritting his teeth together. The scent of his arousal overwhelms me, the beginning of Savin’s flare starting at the worst time.

“How about we have our precious Beta fuck you to sleep?”

Savin moans his appreciation as he rolls off Macon’s lap and sprawls out in the nest, wiggling his fingers for me to come closer. “Sounds perfect.”

I snort and straddle his waist, his cock already throbbing against my ass cheeks. “Alpha, what-”

“You wanted to use your mouth earlier. I’m hoping that offer still stands.” His devilish expression darkens further as he rises to his knees, his thick Alpha cock taunting me for a taste. His knot flutters at the base reminding me of the moments he’s been stuffed inside of me.

“The offer still stands,” I say, my voice dripping with need. Maybe it’s the heat pheromones that Savin is oozing into the room but fuck, I’m just as ready to fall apart between my mates. “Okay?” I ask my Omega as I rise up and slowly sink down onto his cock, my pussy greedily trying to suck it in further.

“Perfect,” he moans. “So perfect.”

I’m really beginning to love that word.