Chapter 8

Eight

VANESSA

T hat same night, I was quietly packing our clothes while Gabe slept in the bed.

I didn't care if the pack didn't want me. Going back to Howl's Edge tomorrow morning was out of the question for me. It wasn't going to happen, whether the pack liked it or not.

But if the pack was willing to take and protect me…

No, I couldn't go there.

There was no such thing as alphas being good to their omega. They would eventually tire of me and sell me off. It was just how things were. For now, I could run to a different state, get a job and start over. I know I could do it. I've done it before and would do it again.

After zipping up the suitcase, I laid my head against it, exhausted. It wasn't even that late, but I was already tired from running around with Gabe all day, and the greenhouse fumes did something to my brain.

I still didn't feel like myself.

There was a soft knock on the door, and I sat up in alert. Then, I stood up and made my way to the door, opening it.

It was Jack, and he was shuffling his feet, looking a tiny bit nervous. I'd never seen an alpha nervous before, and it somehow made me more comfortable seeing him vulnerable.

"What's going on?" I whispered, gently shutting the door behind me as we stood in the hallway.

"Liam told me you wanted to be our omega," he said. Immediately, butterflies swirled in my stomach, realizing they had talked about me. I wished I'd never opened my big mouth. I had better plans now.

"I changed my mind. It's okay," I said quickly, and his face reddened.

"So you don't want to be part of my pack anymore?"

"Are you offering?"

"I'm just asking," he said.

I swallowed as he gazed at me.

I couldn't think straight when he gave me that certain look, like the one in Red Light Lounge during the lap dance. When he gave me that dark sultry gaze, my body instinctively knew he wanted the dark and dirty from me. I hadn't seen that look in a while.

My brain was telling me one thing, but my heart palpitated like crazy as we gravitated toward each other in the darkness of the hallway.

No, no, no. This was a bad idea.

He stepped closer to me until he was right in front of me.

His thick alpha scent washed over my senses, filling my nostrils with his captivating aroma. I wanted him to hold me against his chest one last time and feel his hardness against me. I stood stock still like a frightened rabbit caught unaware by her alpha. I couldn't trick him like this. I had to make him trust me.

I was literally about to run away tonight.

But I didn't stop him as he leaned down and kissed me. I absorbed his scent and essence as our lips mashed against one another, his tongue sliding against mine in a tango. My body warmed and heated, especially between my legs. I wanted him inside me. Deep and knotted.

Damn . He was awakening feelings within me. Feelings I tried to suppress for far too long.

"I want you," I muttered against his lips. His eyes darkened with lust, his eyelashes dark as night. He wrapped his fingers around my arm and led me to the room across from mine.

He shut the door.

"We need to be fast before the kid wakes up," he said, lifting his shirt over his head. I gasped upon seeing how well-built his body was. His shirt hid most of it the entire time, but his abs were there, and his stomach was toned. I reached out a finger and traced down his chest.

"I like it," I said softly.

"I'm glad you do," he growled, pushing me up against the wall and kissing me hard. A quickie sounded so hot right now. Ending with a big knot inside of me. My pussy clenched and throbbed just thinking about it. My omega self wanted it badly.

His large hands explored my breasts over my pajama tank top, and he rubbed his thumb over my hardened nipples causing tremors to shoot through my body. I wanted those thumbs down there .

He flicked my tank top down, exposing my breasts in the air.

He cupped my breasts as I quickly rolled my cotton shorts down my legs, not allowing me to pull away. He constantly pawed my body- and as I bent down, I noticed the tent in his gray sweatpants.

I reached out, grabbing ahold of his hardness.

I wasn't shy when I needed something. I rubbed my pussy, and his eyes nearly bugged out, watching me.

"What's wrong, alpha?" I asked, watching him as he paused.

"I've never seen…" he began, staring at my pussy. "This is my first time."

Shocked, I stopped rubbing myself. "Are you a virgin alpha?" It was extremely rare for an omega to come across a virgin alpha. Alphas normally didn't save themselves for anything serious.

He nodded. "May I touch you?"

"Are you sure you want it to be with me?" I asked, knowing I was going to run away that night. I prepared to reach down and pull my shorts back up.

"I do," he said.

"What if you never see me again?"

"Then I'd still love my first time to be with you," he said. "If you're okay with that."

"I'm more than okay with it," I whispered, then he ripped off his sweatpants, flinging them onto his bed.

His hands grasped my waist, and he pulled me to him as he kissed me again on the lips. He kicked my shorts away and cupped my bottom. I felt his hardness grind against me, ready to take me.

"I want you from behind," he said, his fingers finding my pussy. "Your pussy is full of slick."

I throbbed and clenched as he continued to rub me in circles like an expert. Then he pulled his fingers back and held them up to his face. His fingers were wet and glistened under the moonlight.

"Do you like that?" I asked as he licked one of his fingers.

"So sweet," he said. "Taste yourself."

Before I could say anything, he stuffed two fingers into my mouth, almost gagging me.

I grew excited at his freaky side finally coming out. He wasn't shy at all. My mouth full, I sucked on his fingers until he was satisfied.

He spun me around and pushed me down until I was on my hands and knees. I grew wetter and more excited, my breathing coming out harsh. Jack squeezed my butt and kissed the tops of my butt cheeks. Then before I knew it, he spread my legs apart with his foot and knelt between them. Facing forward, I felt his fingers find my pussy again, digging deep into my hole.

"Please, Jack," I begged.

"What is it, Vee?"

"I want your knot," I said. "It's been years since I had one."

"Years, huh? Then why didn't you come back home?" he said, roughly sticking his middle finger deeper inside of me. "You need an alpha to fucking dominate your little pussy. What made you think you could survive without an alpha?"

"I made a mistake," I breathed, enjoying his play.

"You've been a naughty little omega," he said, pulling his finger out and smacking me hard across my butt. I flinched at the sharp pain, which passed momentarily. "It looked like you enjoyed that one a little too much."

"No, I swear," I said, waving my butt seductively to him. I throbbed with need as my core clenched repeatedly. With my head bent down, I could see his dark cock, hard and thick between his legs, ready to penetrate me.

"I'll have to punish you with my dick," he whispered, spreading my thighs farther apart. I felt a draft of air hit my pussy, and I shivered. "I'm going to fill your empty little hole until you cry with pleasure." He was a monster in the dark. Something he held back during the day.

And I enjoyed every second of it.

"Yes," I moaned when he teased at my entrance, his thick meat rubbing against my vulva.

"Are you done with the measly human penis? Ready for a real alpha?"

"Yes, Jack," I said, slick dripping down my right thigh.

I groaned when he finally pushed inside of me.

Inch by inch, spreading me wide.

The deliciousness of it nearly made me salivate. I lifted my butt out further while he slid inside me. The girth of his cock was nothing like a human dick. It was wide and thick, filling every inch of my core.

Just the way I dreamt of for a long time.

He leaned behind me, pushing himself farther inside of me.

"Are you okay?" he growled. "You're so tight. It feels so fucking good. Nothing I imagined in my wildest dreams."

"Yes," I gasped. "Fuck me as hard as you want."

And fuck me, he did.

The thrusts were incoming, frequent, and rapid. Sharp hard thrusts, his dick pounding home into me. I closed my eyes and absorbed the pleasure and how full he made me.

Fuck .

Every thrust sent me reeling. Sending me over the edge.

My pussy clenched hard over his dick, squeezing him inside me, and he growled his pleasure into the dark room.

"Do you like it when I'm inside you?"

"Yes," I moaned as his dick rubbed against my G-spot.

"It feels good when you clench your pussy like that."

I clenched again, and I felt the waves of my orgasm crash through my body. Sending me into another realm of pleasure. It lasted for ten seconds, and my head hung limp as he continued to thrust into me.

Then he groaned as he collapsed on top of me, his seed exploding into me. He pulled me down next to him, and I felt his penis expand, filling me up even more. Feeling his knot inside of me was the most perfect feeling in the world. But at the same time, I knew this would be too good to be true. I had to get away before I ended up at the Auctions and went to Howl's Edge with him.

"How was your first time?" I yawned, feeling like friends with benefits at this moment.

"Phenomenal," he muttered into my ear, kissing my jawbone. "You're amazing."

"Thank you," I said, smiling. My heart felt so content being here under the crook of his arm, underneath his heart. To feel his heavy body breathing behind me was something I desperately missed. The power and companionship of an alpha. My heart ached as I thought about leaving him.

But I couldn't trust him. Or his pack.