Chapter 20

Twenty

OLIVIA

" Y ou're so beautiful when I knot you," said Sergio as he stroked my hair gently while I was knotted to him on the bed. The relief from his knot felt amazing and not painful at all. I tried not to think about the dark room at the OBC, but it was hard not to sometimes.

"I'm glad you think I look pretty," I said, smiling bashfully. I felt like a hot mess, sweaty, and my hair crazy ever since my heat began. His cock was slowly sliding out from me, releasing me for the next alpha.

Evan was cleaning up and taking away my empty plate of food while Ian spooned me from behind. Sergio's eyes roamed to my lips, and my heart started to beat faster, longing for him to kiss me.

"May I?" he asked, and I nodded slowly. I closed my eyes as he lowered his face to mine, kissing me gently despite the longing I felt from him. "You taste…so sweet."

I blushed, and my pussy started to clench again with the lack of a knot inside me.

"I need a knot again," I said, embarrassed to death. "I thought my relief would last longer than a couple minutes."

"Ian will knot you next," said Sergio. "I understand that you're confused by this. Is it your first time going into heat?"

"Yes," I said. "I didn't realize how crippling this entire thing is."

"I know, sweetheart," said Sergio. "It's why I try to help out omegas back at the OBC and prevent their heats from coming."

At the mention of the camp, a dark, gloomy mood settled over me despite my clenched pussy walls.

"Take a deep breath, Liv," said Ian from behind me. His hand was wrapped around my waist. "I could feel your breathing pattern changing. Don't panic. You're with us now and completely safe."

I breathed in deep, and the panic started to dissipate.

"I will step out of the room so you can have some privacy," said Sergio, and I didn't protest as he left the room, shutting the door behind him. Maybe being cuddled between two alphas was too much for me right now.

"He's probably right," I said as I turned to face Ian. "It's easier for me when it's one alpha at a time."

"You don't mind if I hunt down the alphas who did this to you and kill them, right?"

I giggled, "I won't mind at all."

"Then it's a promise, baby," said Ian, kissing my forehead. "Now…why don't you feel how hard my cock is for you?"

Trailing my hand down his chest speckled in blond hair, I watched his chest rise and fall faster with his breathing. His erect cock waved up and down before I reached it. I took my time rubbing his naval area to arouse him even more. I enjoyed this game of making him wait in anticipation until he let out a low rumble of impatience.

"Why are you so mad?" I teased, finally wrapping my fingers around his hard member, and he let out a groan of pleasure. "Oh, you're so big. I'm a little worried how it'll fit inside me."

He seemed to grow another two inches in my hand as he pushed himself into my hand. I squeezed tighter, rubbing up and down. Then he reached between my legs, rubbing my already drenched pussy covered in slick mixed Sergio's semen.

"Your pussy is so beautiful and warm," he said, sliding a finger inside of me. "Cute as a button."

My brain started to whirl, and I released his cock immediately.

"C'mere Button," said Brett smirking at me. "Crawl to me and take my cock into your pretty little mouth. Now, will you do that for me?"

I was shaking and crying, overwhelmed by the sudden memory.

"Open your eyes, Liv," said Ian.

"What's going on?" barked Sergio, rushing into the room with Evan as I opened my eyes. I lay there on my back, limp and shaking after the horrible flashback. "What did you do to her, Ian?"

"He didn't do anything," I gasped. "Just please…don't say that word around me. Please, just for now."

"What?" said Ian, looking lost as released my vagina. "What word? Tell me, and I'll never say it around you again, baby."

"It's silly," I said, breathing hard and trying to come down from my panic as my pussy clenched painfully over and over. "Try not to say the word ‘button' around me. I know it's stupid, but he used that name on me. I just try to block it out, and every time I do, the memories come back stronger and more terrible."

"That fucker will die for this," growled Sergio while Evan agreed, cracking his knuckles.

"Fuck, I'm so sorry," said Ian, looking remorseful. "I swear you'll never hear it from my lips again."

"It's okay," I said, sitting up and leaning against the headboard of the bed. Sweat was running down my forehead from the warmth of our nest and my sudden panic. My breathing was still rushed, and my limbs were trembling.

"Focus on something," said Sergio, sitting before me on the bed. Sitting cross-legged but not touching me. "Focus on something and hold your gaze there."

"Okay," I said, looking up and deciding to look into his eyes. His kind brown eyes calmed me enough to slow my breathing. His eyes were beautiful and held a depth, an alpha-hood that I grew lost in.

"We're not here to hurt you, Liv," he said slowly. "And it's hurting me to see you in pain. Just breathe."

He very gently laid a hand on my outstretched leg, and I placed my hand over his. I focused on his eyes and only his eyes until I started to feel myself calming down.

"I feel a little better already," I said, my breathing starting to even out and slow down. "How did you know what to do?"

"I grew up in a foster home and around other kids who had panic attacks all the time," he said. "I watched how my foster mother calmed them down."

"I'm sorry you had to grow up in a foster home," I said.

"Thankfully, my parents who adopted me were good to me," he said. After talking with Sergio, my mind was in a different place, and it was impossible to think about Brett while Sergio talked about his life.

But the pain from my heat was getting worse, and the stabbing pains in my belly increased rapidly. My pussy walls clenched repeatedly, reminding me that I needed a knot, and it grew worse as we talked.

"The pain is getting worse," I suddenly gasped.

"Are you ready to try again?" asked Ian, and I nodded, laying back down as he gently spread my legs apart. My pussy throbbed as I watched him, Sergio, and Evan all gazing at my pussy.

"I'm ready," I gasped, swallowing as another stabbing pain rushed down my belly. "Please, Ian."

"Look into my eyes while I take you," he commanded, and I looked up, meeting his blue eyes. "You're with me safe and sound."

Then he pushed his hard cock into me, stretching me and stopping my pussy from clenching so painfully.

We gazed into each other's eyes as he thrust into me.

Gazing into his eyes felt different, taking me to a different level of intimacy. This didn't feel like rutting but more like love-making, which caused my pussy to throb with need.

"Oh, this is so good," I moaned as Ian kissed me on the mouth.

"Do you want me to play with your clit?" asked Evan, and I nodded frantically. I felt Evan's finger swirling around my clit as Sergio watched carefully. I looked at Sergio, and I could see his hard penis between his legs as he gazed at me with an orange glow in his eyes.

It turned me on even more, with Sergio watching Ian fuck me on the bed like this.

"Am I making you nervous?" asked Sergio. "I can leave."

"No, stay," I said, breathing hard as Evan rubbed my clit harder in circles and Ian's cock pulsed between my legs. I turned back to Ian and gazed into his eyes. The butterfly feeling in my belly increased, and my pussy clenched tight around him.

"Fuck," growled Ian, pushing deep into me.

Hot liquid streamed inside me, and I screamed with ecstasy as Evan rubbed my pulsing clit.

"Good girl," said Evan, watching me twitch and gasp underneath Ian. He released my clit, and Ian leaned down to kiss me on the mouth again while his cock swelled inside of me.

The knotting brought me instant relief from my heat again.

His cock swelled and stretched me wide, holding my walls apart.

"You did it, baby," said Ian, his lips on mine as his long blond hair covered us both. "You're so fucking brave going through your heat like this."

"Thank you," I said, smiling against his lips. "Your knot feels so amazing inside me. It's just so magical."

"My magical knot," chuckled Ian. "I like it."

"I'm going to buy us dinner," said Sergio, kissing me on the cheek. "Are you okay here, sweetheart?"

"Yes," I said, looking back at him. His gaze was the most intense and caused me to blush every time.

"Evan will take care of you next, and we'll have a nice dinner together," said Sergio. "What type of food would you like me to get?"

"Anything," I said. "How about a juicy steak?"

"It'll be here," he promised. "Now, let the alphas take care of you. Do you trust me, Olivia?"

"I do," I said. "I just can't control when my memories happen."

"When it happens, let us know," said Sergio and I nodded. "Look into our eyes, and you'll know you're not in that wretched place."

When he got up and left the room, I snuggled closer to Ian while Evan hugged me from behind. It felt good to be cuddled between the alphas that I trusted. A warm fuzzy feeling started to arise within me as I gazed at Ian's chest while he lazily played with my thigh.

"My knot inside you feels so fucking good," he said, and I smiled. "I don't want this to end."

"Me too," I said. "I was just thinking that."

"Because it brings you relief, or because you like me?" he teased, but I could tell he was half-serious.

"Both," I said without missing a beat. "I have feelings for all of you, even before I went into heat. It started when you both held me in your arms while dancing."

"Not even during our first kiss?" asked Ian.

"Not as much as how I felt after," I said. "The more I get to know you guys, the more I start to have feelings for you."

"Mhm," said Evan, kissing my neck, and I smiled. "I think I'm in love already."