Chapter 25

Twenty-Five

LACY

M y stomach was in knots as I lay in bed on my first night here. I didn't want to be here at all, but I didn't have a choice as I waited for my assigned alphas to enter my room.

All day, Olivia and I enjoyed the spa. I had pedicures and even had my hair done by the many hair stylists here. There were so many secret rooms with different services that I thought I was on vacation. I forgot why I was here until 9 o'clock hit, and everything was shut down.

We were reluctant to go into our rooms until some of the guards demanded we go into our room for the night. That was the first time I saw them getting annoyed at us. So I was wearing pajamas now with the most coverage even though it still showed all my thighs and arms. I couldn't close my eyes and sleep as I waited for the impending doom.

I heard the bedroom door open, and my heart pounded faster. I stared at the forms of two hulking males in the dark, and when they came nearer, I could make out the face of Jordan and another alpha I had never seen before. They wore just black robes with nothing on underneath. I shivered in disgust, seeing their bare chests.

I wanted to puke.

"Hello, Pinkie," said Jordan. His voice was the most evil voice I've ever heard. I could swear it never sounded like that before.

"Can't I get assigned a different alpha, please?" I said.

"Are you still refusing me even now?" asked Jordan, eyebrows raised as he approached the bed. He stopped at the edge of it.

"Why would you think I'd want you?"

"Come here," said Jordan, pulling me by the hand out of bed. He wasn't waiting one bit. "Remove all your clothes. As you know, this is when we bring you to heat. If not tonight, it'll be through several sessions, which I'm sure you'll enjoy."

I stood in the middle of the room, surrounded by these males who were staring at me like I was their last meal. Why didn't they bother some other omega who wanted this?

"Jordan, please, I know you're not like this," I said. "You would never hurt me."

He tilted his head to one side, smirking, and I knew I had lost him completely, and the Jordan that I knew from before was completely erased.

"I'm not going to say it again, Lacy," he said.

With shaking fingers, I removed my tank top, and I could feel their gazes burn onto my skin as they stared at my breasts. I couldn't look up at them as I gripped the waistband of my shorts and panties, letting them slide to the floor. I stepped out of it and placed a hand over my pussy to cover myself. With my other arm, I covered my chest as much as possible.

But I knew it was in vain.

"We're going to touch you. This step is for you to get used to us," said the second alpha.

He had short green hair and a piercing in one ear. He was short but stocky. My chest was heaving with panic as he ran a callused thumb down my left arm. Jordan was to my right, and he rubbed my thighs. His hand trailed across both thighs, gripping and releasing. Their alpha scent wasn't desirable to me. All I smelt was cigarettes from them and liquor. I despised every second of this, and now I knew why I never wanted to give up my virginity to Jordan while I quickly gave it away to Ryder.

Oh, Ryder …the thought of him made me want to cry. He just wanted to protect me from this.

"Your cheeks are pink, and you're breathing so hard," said Jordan soothingly. But his voice was anything but soothing to me. "Let's get you over to the bed, sweetheart."

They each held me by the hand and walked me to the bed. Every step felt like death to me.

"Are you going to knot me or something?" I asked, hating how shaky my voice sounded to my ears.

"Not until you go into heat," said Jordan, watching me as I lay on the bed on my side. He untied the rope around his bathrobe and lay in front of me while his comrade snuggled up behind me. I could feel his thick, hairy thighs brushing against the back of my legs.

I was mildly relieved they weren't going to knot me tonight. Especially since I hadn't had my heat suppressant pills for hours now. I was pretty sure it was wearing off, and if I was to get knotted, it was immediate pregnancy. An alpha's knot ensured an omega got pregnant, with not one drop of semen going to waste due to the knotting. But the most fertile time for an omega was during their heat. I was deathly afraid of that happening.

"How long does it take an omega to go into heat without her pills?" I asked as his hands roamed over my side, eventually rubbing my breasts.

My pulse rate increased with every touch, no matter how hard I tried to fight it- I was getting horny from the touching and cuddling. The alpha behind me was rubbing my butt and squeezing my thighs. Every touch felt foreign to me and unwelcome.

This was unlike the feelings I had with my bodyguards. Former bodyguards.

I was horny, but I also felt sick to my stomach.

"Typically two to five days with help from the alphas," said Jordan, circling my belly with his finger. "Are you getting excited at the thought? Omegas love getting knotted during their heats. You're going to be so wild for my cock."

"No, I'm not," I said, breathing harder. I wanted to be anywhere else but here. His finger dipped lower, tracing the triangle patch between my legs. My omega body betrayed me when he stuck his finger between my legs. He smiled when he felt the slick coating my pussy lips.

"Are you sure you're not excited?" he asked. The alpha behind me started breathing into my neck, purring to keep me calm while his hand gripped my ass cheeks like nothing else mattered.

"Please stop, Jordan," I begged. "I don't want to do this."

"You're made to serve alphas," he crooned into my ear as his finger wiggled upwards inside me. More wetness seeped between my legs, betraying the control I tried to maintain. "In today's society, omegas think they have all these rights. But in reality, you're made to go into heat. To get fucked and knotted repeatedly to bear babies for us."

"That's not true," I gasped when his finger hit my g spot.

"Oh, you know it's true," he said. "Listen to your true omega self. You can see how true it is by the way your body craves it. Just relax and let us breed you. Your stressful career is over now. Just relax, baby."

"Please," I moaned when he plunged a second finger inside.

"Hmm…please what?" he asked, lazily circling my clit with his thumb while his other finger was inside me. "I never put my foot down enough. And now you're begging me to be inside you. Isn't that right, darling?"

"No!" I shouted, trying to pull away. I could not let him make me orgasm. If I allowed it, it meant I was giving in. But the second alpha gripped my thigh and lifted it, opening me further for Jordan's ministrations. I tried to pull away, but his grip made escape impossible. My chest was rising and falling from arousal, and my pussy was clenching, waiting for the release he'd give me.

But I couldn't give in.

"Hold her leg open," commanded Jordan as he continued to rub my clit with his thumb. I tried to pull his hand off my thigh, but it was impossible to pry his fingers off. Jordan pinned me onto the bed with his mouth on my neck, and if I moved, I'd suffocate. His hot, shallow breathing covered my skin as he thrust his fingers in and out of me. "You're not a virgin anymore, and I should've been the one to take your virginity. But at least I will be the one to put a baby in you."

"No, you won't," I said, gasping as my stomach clenched and an orgasm rocked through my body. Tears of disappointment ran down my face as my body shook and trembled with mini after-shocks from my orgasm. I felt like dying in this moment. This was so humiliating on a whole other level.

After the pleasure came shame.

They released me, and Jordan removed his fingers from me, licking his fingers slowly.

"She came," said the alpha behind me.

"I've always wanted to taste you," Jordan said. Anger and shock rolled through me as I lay shaking on my back while the alphas stroked my body. I closed my eyes, wishing for this nightmare to end. "We'll allow you to rest for a bit, then we'll do it again, Pinkie. You did such a good job, just don't fight Brett and I. It'll be even more fun that way."

Fuck my life .

"I need to use the bathroom," I said, getting off the bed. Upon closing the door behind me, which didn't have a lock- I collapsed on the floor, holding my face between my hands as I cried. I cried for giving in to Jordan's touch. Tears drenched my hands as I sat there broken. He completely ruined my life, and I had never felt so dejected as I did now. It was miserable, and I felt sick to my stomach.

I needed to escape. I started to feel sad for Olivia and all the other omegas who didn't want to be here.

"Pinkie?" asked Jordan when he opened the door, seeing me crying on the floor.

I removed my hands from my face and looked up at him through my tears.

"You're a monster. A horrible monster," I shouted.

He swallowed as he took in the sight of my miserable self sitting on the floor of this cold bathroom.

"Most omegas need time to adjust," he said without emotion. "Perfectly normal."

"I will always hate you," I said. "No matter what happens. Even if I have your baby, I will despise you until the day I die."

He looked taken aback, blinking twice. "I'll give you some time to process, and then we'll continue. You will beg for my knot before your heat even begins. I'd like to see you back in bed in five minutes - no excuses."

He slammed the door shut, and I shuddered. I've made him angry, but I didn't care. I didn't have anything to lose now. Getting up from the floor on weak, shaking legs, I washed my face and dried myself with the towel. I stared into the mirror. My eyes had dark bags under them, and my hair was messy. A far cry from when I was confident and happy in my life, ready to sing for whoever would listen.

I remembered my mother and her struggles when she had Gabe taken away from her. She had been sold at an auction after they took her baby, going through much worse than I did. And I could hear her voice clear as day in my head to get through this until I could escape.

Be strong, Lacy .

So I gritted my teeth and walked back into the dark bedroom.