34. Sabrina

Iwished I’d expected this. My fluttering pulse took flight as I stepped backward again. Sorrow welled in such a rush that I almost tripped over the rug behind me. My heel caught and I paused long enough to take in the sight of all three men staring at me in different states of shock.

Chase stood frozen, his mouth slightly ajar. Russell’s arms hung loose by his sides, his body poised toward me like he’d leap into motion any second. And Garrett. Sweet, temperamental Garrett sat on the arm of the couch without breathing.

“I never meant to hurt any of you.” My voice trickled through the room, my honesty pushing down all the fear and giving me strength. I meant every word. I’d never intended to hurt them.

“Don’t go.” Russell took a step toward me, then another.

Chase beat him across the room and swept me into a hug that crushed me to his chest. “I’m sorry.”

“You don’t?—”

“I was an ass. I accused you and betrayed your trust. And I’m sorry.” He rocked me side to side. “Can you forgive me? Us?” His hands splayed across my back, the heat of his body wrapping around me.

“We should have given you a chance to talk earlier. At your dad’s office.” Garrett eased up from the sofa. Of the three, he seemed the most timid about approaching me.

I allowed myself a minute to soak up the feeling of Chase’s embrace, then I faced the reality of our situation. “You had every right to suspect me. I can’t blame you for being cautious. I did join Grady under false pretenses. But everything else, this thing between us, that’s all real.” I needed them to know that above everything else.

“It’s not okay for us to assume the worst of you.” Garrett traced the curve of my cheek with his index finger. “We’ve all been hurt in the past, but that prejudice doesn’t give us the right to take it out on you when you’ve never given us a reason.”

I released a tight laugh. “I wouldn’t say I didn’t give you a reason.”

“Can we stop arguing about what we should have done and focus on what we’re going to do?” For the first time, Russell sounded pissed. Curiosity drew my head around to the other side, where Russell waited with crossed arms. “I love you, Sabrina. And I promise you, from this day and all the rest of my days, that I’ll be there for you. No matter what you need.” It wasn’t anger I’d heard in his voice, I realized when he framed my face in his hands and stroked his thumbs over my cheeks. It was passion and certainty with a determination I’d only seen him exhibit one other time. “Your baby is safe with us. You are safe with us.”

“Damn. How am I supposed to top that?” Garrett tsked from behind me. “Leave it to Russell to outplay us.”

Chase’s laughter rumbled against my chest. “Guess we’ll have to prove it some other way. Maybe make a grand gesture or two.” He slid his hands around to my hips and let me go, taking a step back. “It is my solemn pleasure to promise that we will make things better. We love and respect you. You, Keith, and this new little one are always welcome in our lives, our homes, and our hearts.”

“My turn.” Garrett shoved Chase aside with a playful nudge and picked up my hands. Holding tight, he dipped his head close enough for me to see the honesty deep in his eyes. “Loving you is the most important thing I’ll ever do. I will love you, cherish you, and protect you, for as long as you’ll have me. And I will teach Keith how to throw a proper punch if the need ever arises.”

Russell and Chase groaned in unison.

“You’re impossible.” I pulled my hands free and looped them around his neck. “But I appreciate the sentiment. I love all of you. It sounds impossible, and I’m sure it will be complicated.”

He kissed me before I could continue. This was what I’d been searching for my whole life. Love and acceptance that didn’t come with a price tag or a need to prove myself. They loved me for me, and I trusted them with every part of myself, not just my head and my heart, but my hopes and dreams, my fears and my failures.

They would never use those things against me. Breaking off the kiss, I took Garrett’s hand and held out the other, motioning for them all to follow me. “I think we need to take this to the bedroom. Miranda agreed to keep Keith for a few hours.”

I planned on using every last second.

Chase led the way to his room, his broad back filling my vision and eliciting all sorts of fantasies that soaked my panties and had me clenching my legs together. His room looked the same, though I barely gave it a glance before Garrett spun me back into his arms and sealed his lips to mine.

“Let’s take things slow.” Russell’s voice drifted further away, and I peeled my eyes open to find him standing on the far side of the bed. He kicked off his shoes and winked at me. “She says she has hours. I say we take advantage of them.”

Chase wagged a finger at him. “I hear you. One at a time?”

“One at a time.” Russell scooted onto the edge of the bed, his easy smile stretching wide. “Garrett, she’s all yours.” He locked his hands behind his head and stretched out. “Chase and I will watch.”

“I want her last.” Chase joined Russell on the bed. The two of them looked like a pair of Greek gods draped in the best suits money could buy. I wanted to crawl all over them, lick every inch of their bodies, and have them fill me until my entire body hummed.

Garrett’s hands worked along my hips, then up to my shoulders and back down again as his tongue stroked mine. His cock pressed into my stomach and I arched into it. My nails dug into his back. I pulled him closer, needing the contact of skin on skin with a desperation that surprised me and drove me to work my hands beneath his suit jacket and shirt.

Damn, I loved the feel of his clothes, the softness that contrasted with his hard muscles and smooth skin. The shirt came loose from his pants with a single tug.

The rough scrape of his palms over my back sent goosebumps down my arms.

He lifted his head from mine and peeled my shirt over my head, tossing it aside while he unhooked my bra and threw it at Chase, who caught it and spun it around his finger with a wry grin. “Keep it up. I’m going to enjoy every second of this.”

I pulled back from Garrett. “What if I want all of you, all at the same time?”

Russell side-eyed Chase, whose smile widened. “Is that what you want?”

Yes. No. Maybe. I had so many ideas for what I wanted that they all ran together. “I want everything.” My body turned to liquid heat when Garrett kissed my collarbone, bending me backward and kissing down the center of my chest until my nipples peaked and I could barely catch a breath for the pulsing between my legs.

“We have time.” Russell’s raspy voice caused another rush of shivers. “We have the rest of our lives.”

“Okay.” The word barely left my mouth before Garrett set to work on removing my shoes, socks, and pants. The man loved undressing me, and I loved being undone by them. I held onto his shoulders, my head falling back when he slid two fingers through my folds and found my center. “Garrett.”

“I’m here, baby.” He shucked his clothes in seconds and lifted me into his arms.

My legs found their home around his waist, his cock sliding across my pussy and coming to a rest between my ass cheeks. “Don’t hold back.” I grabbed his hair and yanked, lifting my body at the same time to give him access. I didn’t need coddling today. I needed their rawness, the hunger of their hands and the sheen of need in their eyes. I held the power, and I cherished the balance it brought to my life.

Garrett lifted me onto his cock but held me aloft with only the tip inside.

I writhed with need, the pressure building as I sought the kind of release only they had ever given me.

His hold tightened to keep me in place. “Look at me, Sabrina.” Husky and deep, his voice called to me and I raised my head. “I belong to you. No other. There will never be anyone else but you.” He sheathed himself in one smooth glide. I took him in deep, the feel of him filling me, stretching me all the way to my core. His whispered promises eased into the broken, scattered fragments of my heart and knotted them back together. I was a mess without them.

“Hold on.” He nibbled my earlobe and pumped his hips, his hands on my ass lifting and lowering me over his thick dick.

Every ridge and vein throbbed inside me, his slow, sensual movements bringing us closer with every movement. I rode the waves of ecstasy climbing along my spine and spreading down my limbs until they grew heavy. Tiny sparks of pleasure sizzled and gathered power. “Don’t stop.” I rubbed my cheek over his, our bodies moving in sync. “I want this to last forever.”

“It will.” Chase’s promise joined with Russell’s and Garrett’s, my three men offering me the world and giving me the best pleasure of my life. And this was just Garrett. There would be more. More times of just two of us, three of us, and times when all four of us tangled together in the sheets until we didn’t know where we were or how long we’d been fucking. I anticipated those days with the same fervent desire that pushed me down hard on Garrett’s cock as my orgasm seized my entire body.

I took a job at Grady to prove myself to my father. While there, I found my true self and the men who loved me. Garrett continued to thrust deep, his eyes locked on mine until the surge of pleasure eased back down to a tolerable level. Grinning, he pulled me off his cock and lowered me to the bed. “Russell, I believe she’d like you next.” He stepped back, his cock still fully erect.

I reached for him. “What about you?”

“Oh, I’m nowhere near done.” The slow wink held a lifetime of promises. “We’re going to take you one at a time, until you’re shaking from how hard you’ve come, and then we’re all going to finish inside you.”

The image registered as Russell settled between my legs. He’d removed his clothes at some point and loomed over me with his bare cock bobbing, the head slick with precum.

He pushed my legs open wider and watched my every blink as he fucked me in a series of hammering strokes that would have pushed me up the bed without his tight grip on my thighs. I welcomed the savageness, desperate to climb the peak again and again.

Minutes turned into hours as they pleasured me with hands, mouths, and cocks until I lost track of everything but the sensation of floating, my body separated from the world as I traveled on waves of perfect bliss.

“I think she’s ready.” Chase rested on his back, sweat slicking his skin. “Come on. Let’s do this together.”

Somehow, I found the strength to climb onto them though I’d lost feeling in my limbs. The only place I still felt anything at all continued to throb with a need that never seemed satisfied.

Chase angled me over Garrett’s cock and slid me into place. Seconds later, Russell entered my ass and even though I’d thought my body completely spent, the feel of them reaching for their orgasm infused me with strength. I rode Garrett hard, widened my hips to give Russell better access, and pulled Chase close enough to bob my head over his cock. We worked together, the way we were always meant to be. I came with a scream that almost shattered my own eardrums, the intensity of our lovemaking turning my entire body into one bundle of nerves that they played to perfection.

Chase followed me over the edge, shooting his cum into my mouth when I lowered myself over him again.

Russell and Garrett slammed into me one last time, their bodies turning rigid and their cocks thickening as they emptied themselves inside me.

We collapsed into a sweaty heap, each breath a struggle as I came down from the sex high. This was the perfect day. It started out horrible, with me thinking I’d lose everything, but I gained so much. I feathered my fingers over Garrett’s chest and nestled into the curve of his shoulder.

My relationship with Chase, Russell, and Garrett was complicated, but I had faith we’d figure it out.

Whether I’d ever work things out with Dad was a whole other mess I didn’t have the fortitude to tackle yet.