28. Epilogue

My stomach flies through my body when Casmir throws me to our bed. I burst out laughing, unable to free my face of this giddy smile.

He and Emrys have been not so patiently waiting all evening for me to say yes. We've just returned from a council party, and while most times I let them have their way with me in front of everyone, I wanted the control for this party. I've forbidden them from touching me until now. And after wearing a transparent dress with crotch-less panties? They both have been foaming at the mouth for hours.

And I do mean hours. I remained at the party much longer than was needed, which earned me several enticing threats from my males.

Emrys barges into the room, fire lining his sweet eyes. "You're in trouble," he grits out, pointing an accusatory finger at me.

"What?" I paint a worried expression on my face. "What could I have possibly done?"

Cas chuckles darkly. "You just love pushing him to his limits, huh, princess?" I run my teeth along my lip and peruse their beautiful forms as they shed their suits.

"Maybe," I taunt, daring a peek at the captain. My chest flutters at his look of concentration, as if he cannot decide which punishment he wants to administer. I'm guessing it will be something that has me screaming.

Heat covers my neck at the thought. Thankfully, Xamira demanded her own room, even if it is in another wing of the castle. There is no one but me and my males here, and we can be as loud as we want.

The heat reaches my cheeks when they're both naked and standing in front of me. I would have thought that after five years, I'd be more calm in their presence. But no…they're still just as gorgeous and mouthwatering; and each time I see them, I blush like a child meeting their celebrity crush. They own every piece of me, and fuck do they take advantage of it.

"Get me wet, prince." Em glares at me while Cas smiles and drops to his knees, sliding his captain's cock to his throat.

That is a sight that will never get old. They are so good together.

I cannot believe this is my life. I feel so alive, and I wake up each day with a ridiculous smile on my face. It's almost embarrassing how much I smile.

Thoughts of the past still plague me every so often, but they're becoming more infrequent. I allow myself one day a year to feel all the emotions that haven't lost their intensity. One day to remember Calix, Ansa, Bren, and Seb. One day to remember the female I used to be and the life I once lived. I let myself cry and grant the pain power to consume me just for that time.

It's been so difficult for everyone, especially Cas and Em who also lost their mother. Niair has since moved back to the castle and assists Leia with things when Cas needs a break. Though I suspect that the prince tells his father he needs more and more of those breaks because he sees how happy that makes Niair. The male had spent so many years caring for Teryn, and then all in one day he lost his mate and his reason for living. No one needed him any longer, and I think Cas understands that, so he gives his father enough work to keep him feeling needed.

My sweet prince.

I cannot complain, though. That has just given him more time to spend with me. And oh how we spend it…

I look at my ring, admiring the diamond that seems to catch the light no matter where I am. We decided to get married the moment we felt well enough to leave our rooms after the war. It was confusing to the council how three individuals could be married, but there were no laws against it. So I'm technically a princess and Emrys is a prince, but the titles were never important. We only wanted to connect ourselves to the others in every way possible.

Well, we've certainly done that.

"Enough," Em barks, fisting Cas's muddled hair and pulling him back. "We're going to fuck our queen until she can't use her voice or her legs." I roll my eyes. Sure, I am technically a princess, though they both insist on calling me their queen. I want neither role.

I drag my knees up and let them spread, watching their reactions carefully. Cas's eyes widen, though I don't believe it's from my panties.

"You've been wearing those all night?" Em's voice is dangerously low.

I reach to run a hand through my inner thighs, smirking at the dampness on my legs. "Yeah, though they don't seem to work very well. I'm such a mess!" The prince narrows his eyes, shaking his head. He is always amused at my love for getting under Em's skin.

"Turn her over." I giggle when Cas grabs my legs and spins me until my face is smushed in the sheets.

I know Em is truly seething when he lifts my ass and impales me with one thrust without removing a bit of clothing. My scalp screams when the prince yanks me up by my hair and shoves his cock so deep into my mouth that my nose presses against the base. I choke, sputtering at the intrusion, but they just laugh. All I can do is take what they're giving.

I moan around Cas's length and feel him twitch. Emrys grips my hips so hard I'm certain they're already bruised. They find a rhythm and pound me into oblivion. Tears cover my face while saliva runs down my chin. I'm so aroused that the sides of my knees are wet.

"I will never get enough of you, love." I clench at the raw hunger in his tone, and he somehow thrusts harder in response. Heat builds low in my spine and I try to hold off—because I too cannot get enough and don't want this to end—but his piercings and their groans are too much. I fall over the edge, sobbing around Cas's thickening cock as the orgasm takes control of my body. Wave after wave hit me hard, increasing again when the males fill me with their releases.

I manage to swallow some of the prince's, though I'm too lost in bliss to care that I need air to live.

After I've coughed up every organ, I fall to the bed completely sated. The males surround me, their arms tangled from the position.

"Fuck, princess. Seeing you at the ball that day was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you," he ends in a whisper, his voice cracking. I tilt my chin to kiss him lightly before burying my face in his warm chest.

Flashes of bonds, gods, and realms skim through my head as I try to grasp the reality settling into me. I am so lucky. To go from goddess…to human that follows her cat to strange places…to goddess again…and then finally to their soul bond? It was a fucking horrible journey, but I wouldn't change a thing. Because in their arms is where that journey led me, and this is exactly where I belong.